The Portrait Of A Lady

(1881)

Characters

 

Isabel Archer 

The novel's protagonist, the Lady of the title. Isabel is a young woman from Albany, New York, who travels to Europe with her aunt, Mrs. Touchett. Isabel's experiences in Europe—she is wooed by an English lord, inherits a fortune, and falls prey to a villainous scheme to marry her to the sinister Gilbert Osmond—force her to confront the conflict between her desire for personal independence and her commitment to social propriety. Isabel is the main focus of Portrait of a Lady, and most of the thematic exploration of the novel occurs through her actions, thoughts, and experiences.

Gilbert Osmond 

A cruel, narcissistic gentleman of no particular social standing or wealth, who seduces Isabel and marries her for her money. An art collector, Osmond poses as a disinterested aesthete, but in reality he is desperate for the recognition and admiration of those around him. He treats everyone who loves him as simply an object to be used to fulfill his desires. Isabel's marriage to Osmond forces her to confront the conflict between her desire for independence and the painful social proprieties that force her to remain in her marriage.

 

Madame Merle 

An accomplished, graceful, and manipulative woman, Madame Merle is a popular lady who does not have a husband or a fortune. Motivated by her love for Gilbert Osmond, Merle manipulates Isabel into marrying Osmond, delivering Isabel's fortune into his hands and ruining Isabel's life in the process.

 

Ralph Touchett 

Isabel's wise, funny cousin, who is ill with lung disease throughout the entire novel. Ralph loves life, but he is kept from participating in it vigorously by his ailment; as a result, he acts as a dedicated spectator, resolving to live vicariously through his beloved cousin Isabel. It is Ralph who convinces Mr. Touchett to leave Isabel her fortune, and it is Ralph who is the staunchest advocate of Isabel remaining independent. Ralph serves as the moral center of Portrait of a Lady.

 

Lord Warburton 

An aristocratic neighbor of the Touchetts who falls in love with Isabel during her first visit to Gardencourt. Warburton remains in love with Isabel even after she rejects his proposal and later tries to marry Pansy simply to bring himself closer to Isabel's life.

 

Casper Goodwood 

The son of a prominent Boston mill owner, Isabel's most dedicated suitor in America. Goodwood's charisma, simplicity, capability, and lack of sophistication make him the book's purest symbol of James's conception of America.

 

Henrietta Stackpole 

Isabel's fiercely independent friend, a feminist journalist who does not believe that women need men in order to be happy. Like Caspar, Henrietta is a symbol of America's democratic values throughout he book. After Isabel leaves for Europe, Henrietta fights a losing battle to keep her true to her American outlook, constantly encouraging her to marry Caspar Goodwood. At the end of the book, Henrietta disappoints Isabel by giving up her independence in order to marry Mr. Bantling

 

Mrs. Touchett 

Isabel's aunt. Mrs. Touchett is an indomitable, independent old woman who first brings Isabel to Europe. The wife of Mr. Touchett and the mother of Ralph, Mrs. Touchett is separated from her husband, residing in Florence while he stays at Gardencourt. After Isabel inherits her fortune and falls under the sway of Merle and Osmond, Mrs. Touchett's importance in her life gradually declines.

 

Pansy Osmond 

Gilbert Osmond's placid, submissive daughter, raised in a convent to guarantee her obedience and docility. When Isabel becomes Pansy's stepmother, she learns to love the girl..

 

Edward Rosier

A hapless American art collector who lives in Paris, Rosier falls in love with Pansy Osmond and does his best to win Osmond's permission to marry her. But though he sells his art collection and appeals to Madame Merle, Isabel, and the Countess Gemini, Rosier is unable to change Gilbert's mind that Pansy should marry a high-born, wealthy nobleman, not an obscure American with little money and no social standing to speak of..

 

Mr. Touchett 

An elderly American banker who has made his life and his vast fortune in England who is Ralph's father and the proprietor of Gardencourt. Before Mr. Touchett dies, Ralph convinces him to leave half his fortune to his niece Isabel, which will enable her to preserve her independence and avoid having to marry for money.

 

Mr. Bantling 

The game Englishman who acts as Henrietta's escort across Europe, eventually persuading her to marry him at the end of the novel.

 

Countess Gemini

Osmond's vapid sister, who covers up her own marital infidelities by gossipping constantly about the affairs of other married women. The Countess seems to have a good heart, however, opposing Merle's scheme to marry Osmond and Isabel.

 




Chapter 1



Under certain circumstances there are few hours in life more
agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as
afternoon tea.
There are circumstances in which, whether you
partake of the tea or not--some people of course never do,--
the situation is in itself delightful. Those that I have in mind in
beginning to unfold this simple history offered an admirable
setting to an innocent pastime.
The implements of the little
feast had been disposed upon the lawn of an old English
country-house, in what I should call the perfect middle of a
splendid summer afternoon. Part of the afternoon had waned, but
much of it was left, and what was left was of the finest and
rarest quality. Real dusk would not arrive for many hours; but
the flood of summer light had begun to ebb, the air had grown
mellow, the shadows were long upon the smooth, dense turf.
They
lengthened slowly, however, and the scene expressed that sense of
leisure still to come which is perhaps the chief source of one's
enjoyment of such a scene at such an hour.
From five o'clock to
eight is on certain occasions a little eternity; but on such an
occasion as this the interval could be only an eternity of
pleasure.
The persons concerned in it were taking their pleasure
quietly, and they were not of the sex which is supposed to
furnish
the regular votaries of the ceremony I have mentioned.
The shadows on the perfect lawn were straight and angular; they
were the shadows of an old man sitting in a deep wicker-chair
near the low table on which the tea had been served, and of two
younger men strolling to and fro, in desultory talk,
in front of
him. The old man had his cup in his hand; it was an unusually
large cup, of a different pattern from the rest of the set and
painted in brilliant colours. He disposed of its contents with much
circumspection, holding it for a long time close to his chin, with
his face turned to the house. His companions had either finished
their tea or were indifferent to their privilege; they smoked cig-
arettes as they continued to stroll. One of them, from time to
time, as he passed, looked with a certain attention at the elder
man, who, unconscious of observation, rested his eyes upon the
rich red front of his dwelling. The house that rose beyond the
lawn was a structure to repay such consideration and was the
most characteristic object in the peculiarly English picture I have
attempted to sketch.


It stood upon a low hill, above the river--the river being the
Thames at some forty miles from London
. A long gabled front of
red brick, with the complexion of which time and the weather had
played all sorts of pictorial tricks, only, however, to improve and
refine it, presented to the lawn its patches of ivy, its clustered
chimneys, its windows smothered in creepers.
The house had a
name and a history; the old gentleman taking his tea would have
been delighted to tell you these things: how it had been
built un-
der Edward the Sixth, had offered a night’s hospitality to the great
Elizabeth (whose august person had extended itself upon a huge,
magnificent and terribly angular bed which still formed the princi-
pal honour of the sleeping apartments), had been a good deal
bruised and defaced in Cromwell’s wars
, and then, under the
Restoration, repaired and much enlarged; and how, finally, after
having been remodelled and disfigured in the eighteenth century,
it had passed into the careful keeping of a shrewd American banker,
who had bought it originally because (owing to circumstances too
complicated to
set forth) it was offered at a great bargain: ....
bought it with much grumbling at its ugliness, its antiquity, its
incommodity
, and who now, at the end of twenty years, had be-
come conscious of
a real aesthetic passion for it, so that he knew
all its points and would tell you just where to stand to see them
in combination and just the hour when the shadows of its various
protuberances --which fell so softly upon the warm, weary brick-
work --were of the right measure.
Besides this, as I have said, he
could have counted off most of the successive owners and occu-
pants, several of whom were known to general fame; doing so, how-
ever, with an undemonstrative conviction that the latest phase of
its destiny was not the least honourable. The front of the house
overlooking that portion of the lawn with which we are concerned
was not the entrance-front; this as in quite another quarter.
Priv-
acy here reigned supreme, and the wide carpet of turf that covered
the level hill-top seemed but the extension of a luxurious interior.
The great still oaks and beeches flung down a shade as dense as
that of velvet curtains
; and the place was furnished, like a room,
with cushioned seats, with rich-coloured rugs, with the books and
papers that lay upon
the grass. The river was at some distance;
where the ground began to slope the lawn, properly speaking, ceas-
ed. But it was none the less a charming walk down to the water.

The old gentleman at the tea-table, who had come from America
thirty years before, had
brought with him, at the top of his
baggage, his American physiognomy
; and he had not only brought it
with him, but he had kept it in the best order, so that, if
necessary, he might have taken it back to his own country with
perfect confidence. At present, obviously, nevertheless, he was
not likely to displace himself; his journeys were over and he was
taking the rest that precedes the great rest. He had a narrow,
clean-shaven face, with features evenly distributed and
an
expression of placid acuteness
. He had certainly had a great
experience of men, but there was an almost
rustic simplicity
in the faint smile that played upon his lean, spacious cheek
and lighted up his humorous eye
as he at last slowly and care-
fully deposited his big tea-cup upon the table. He was neatly
dressed, in well-brushed black; but a shawl was folded upon his
knees, and his feet were encased in thick, embroidered slippers.
A beautiful collie dog lay upon the grass near his chair, watching
the master's face almost as tenderly as the master took in the
still more magisterial physiognomy of the house; and
a little
bristling, bustling terrier bestowed a desultory attendance upon

the other gentlemen. It was evidently a face in which the range
of representation was not large, so that the air of contented
shrewdness was all the more of a merit. It seemed to tell that he
had been successful in life, yet it seemed
to tell also that his
success had not been exclusive and invidious, but had had much
of the inoffensiveness of failure.


One of these was a remarkably well-made man of five-and-thirty,
with a face as English as that of the old gentleman I have just
sketched was something else;
a noticeably handsome face, fresh-
coloured, fair and frank
, with firm, straight features, a lively grey
eye and the rich adornment of a chestnut beard. This person
had
a certain fortunate, brilliant exceptional look--the air of a
happy temperament fertilised by a high civilisation
--which would
have made almost any observer envy him at a venture.He was
booted and spurred, as if he had dismounted from a long ride; he
wore a white hat, which looked too large for him; he held his two
ands behind him, and in one of them--a large, white, well-shaped
fist--was crumpled a pair of soiled dog-skin gloves.


His companion, measuring the length of the lawn beside him, was
a person of quite a different pattern, who, although he might
have excited grave curiosity, would not, like the other, have
provoked you to wish yourself, almost blindly, in his place.

Tall, lean, loosely and feebly put together, he had an ugly,
sickly, witty, charming face, furnished, but by no means
decorated, with a straggling moustache and whisker. He looked
clever and ill--a combination by no means felicitous;
and he
wore a brown velvet jacket. He carried his hands in his pockets,
and there was something in the way he did it that showed the
habit was inveterate.
His gait had a shambling, wandering
quality; he was not very firm on his legs.
As I have said, when-
ever he passed the old man in the chair he rested his eyes
upon him; and at this moment, with their faces brought into
relation, you would easily have seen they were father and son.
The father caught his son’s eye at last and gave him a mild,
responsive smile.


“I’m getting on very well,” he said.

“Have you drunk your tea?” asked the son.

“Yes, and enjoyed it.”

“Shall I give you some more?”

The old man considered, placidly. “Well, I guess I’ll wait and
see.” He had, in speaking, the American tone.

"Are you cold?" the son enquired.

The father slowly rubbed his legs. "Well, I don't know. I can't
tell till I feel."

"Perhaps some one might feel for you," said the younger man,
laughing.

"Oh, I hope some one will always feel for me!
Don't you feel for
me, Lord Warburton?"

“Oh yes, immensely,” said the gentleman addressed as Lord War-
burton, promptly. “I’m bound to say you look wonderfully comfort-
able.”

“Well, I suppose I am, in most respects.” And the old man looked
down at his green shawl and smoothed it over his knees."The fact
is I've been comfortable so many years that I suppose I've got so
used to it I don't know it."


"Yes, that's the bore of comfort," said Lord Warburton. "We only
know when we're uncomfortable."


“It strikes me we’re rather particular,” his companion remarked.

“Oh yes, there’s no doubt we’re particular,” Lord Warburton mur-
mured.
And then the three men remained silent a while; the two
younger ones standing looking down at the other, who presently
asked for more tea. “I should think you would be very unhappy with
that shawl,” Lord Warburton resumed while his companion filled
the old man’s cup again.

“Oh no, he must have the shawl!” cried the gentleman in the vel-
vet coat. “Don’t put such ideas as that into his head.”

“It belongs to my wife,” said the old man simply.

“Oh, if it’s for sentimental reasons--” And Lord Warburton made a
gesture of apology.

“I suppose I must give it to her when she comes,” the old man
went on.

“You’ll please to do nothing of the kind. You’ll keep it to cover
your poor old legs.”

“Well, you mustn’t abuse my legs,” said the old man. “I guess they
are as good as yours.”

“Oh, you’re perfectly free to abuse mine,” his son replied, giving
him his tea.

“Well, we’re two lame ducks; I don’t think there’s much difference.”

“I’m much obliged to you for calling me a duck.
How’s your tea?”

“Well, it’s rather hot.”


“That’s intended to be a merit.”

“Ah, there’s a great deal of merit,” murmured the old man, kindly.
“He’s a very good nurse, Lord Warburton.”

“Isn’t he a bit clumsy?” asked his lordship.

“Oh no, he’s not clumsy--considering that he’s an invalid himself.
He’s a very good nurse--for a sick-nurse. I call him my sick-nurse
because he’s sick himself.”


“Oh, come, daddy!” the ugly young man exclaimed.

“Well, you are; I wish you weren’t. But I suppose you can’t help it.”

“I might try: that’s an idea,” said the young man.


“Were you ever sick, Lord Warburton?” his father asked.

Lord Warburton considered a moment. “Yes, sir, once, in the Persian
Gulf.”

“He’s making light of you, daddy,” said the other young man. “That’s
a sort of joke.”

“Well, there seem to be so many sorts now,” daddy replied, serenely.
“You don’t look as if you had been sick, anyway, Lord Warburton.”

“He’s sick of life; he was just telling me so; going on fearfully about
it,”
said Lord Warburton’s friend.

“Is that true, sir?” asked the old man gravely.

“If it is, your son gave me no consolation. He’s a wretched fellow to
talk to--a regular cynic. He doesn’t seem to believe in anything.”

“That’s another sort of joke,” said the person accused of cynicism.


“It’s because his health is so poor,” his father explained to Lord
Warburton.
“It affects his mind and colours his way of looking at
things; he seems to feel as if he had never had a chance. But it’s
almost entirely theoretical, you know; it doesn’t seem to affect his
spirits.
I’ve hardly ever seen him when he wasn’t cheerful--about as
he is at present. He often cheers me up.”

The young man so described looked at Lord Warburton and laughed.

“Is it a glowing eulogy or an accusation of levity? Should you like me
to carry out my theories, daddy?”

“By Jove, we should see some queer things!”
cried Lord Warburton.

“I hope you haven’t taken up that sort of tone,” said the old man.

“Warburton’s tone is worse than mine; he pretends to be bored. I’m
not in the least bored; I find life only too interesting.”

“Ah, too interesting; you shouldn’t allow it to be that, you know!”

“I’m never bored when I come here,” said Lord Warburton. “One gets
such uncommonly good talk.”

"Is that another sort of joke?" asked the old man. "You've no
excuse for being bored anywhere. When I was your age I had never
heard of such a thing."

"You must have developed very late."

"No, I developed very quick; that was just the reason. When I was
twenty years old I was very highly developed indeed. I was
working tooth and nail. You wouldn't be bored if you had
something to do; but all you young men are too idle. You think
too much of your pleasure.
You're too fastidious, and too
indolent, and too rich."


"Oh, I say," cried Lord Warburton, "you're hardly the person to
accuse a fellow-creature of being too rich!"

“Do you mean because I’m a banker?” asked the old man.

“Because of that, if you like; and because you have--haven’t
you?--such unlimited means.”

“He isn’t very rich,” the other young man mercifully pleaded.
“He has given away an immense deal of money.”

“Well, I suppose it was his own,” said Lord Warburton; “and in
that case could there be a better proof of wealth? Let not a pub-
lic benefactor talk of one’s being too fond of pleasure.”

“Daddy’s very fond of pleasure--of other people’s.”

The old man shook his head. “I don’t pretend to have contributed
anything to the amusement of my contemporaries.”

“My dear father, you’re too modest!”


“That’s a kind of joke, sir,” said Lord Warburton.

"You young men have too many jokes. When there are no jokes
you've nothing left."


"Fortunately there are always more jokes," the ugly young man
remarked.

"I don't believe it--I believe things are getting more serious.
You young men will find that out."


"The increasing seriousness of things, then that's the great
opportunity of jokes."

"They'll have to be grim jokes,"
said the old man. "I'm convinced
there will be great changes, and not all for the better."

“I quite agree with you, sir,” Lord Warburton declared. “I’m very
sure there will be great changes, and that all sorts of queer things
will happen.

"That's why I find so much difficulty in applying your advice;

you know you told me the other day that I ought to 'take hold'
of something. One hesitates to take hold of a thing that may
the next moment be knocked sky-high."


"You ought to take hold of a pretty woman," said his companion.

"He's trying hard to fall in love," he added, by way of
explanation, to his father.

"The pretty women themselves may be sent flying!" Lord Warburton
exclaimed.

"No, no, they'll be firm," the old man rejoined; "they'll not be
affected by the social and political changes I just referred to."


"You mean they won't be abolished? Very well, then, I'll lay
hands on one as soon as possible and tie her round my neck as a
life-preserver."


“The ladies will save us,” said the old man; “that is the best of them
will--for I make a difference between them. Make up to a good one
and marry her, and your life will become much more interesting.”

A momentary silence marked perhaps on the part of his auditors a
sense of the magnanimity of this speech, for it was a secret neither
for his son nor for his visitor that his own experiment in matrimony
had not been a happy one. As he said, however, he made a difference;
and these words may have been intended as a confession of personal
error; though of course it was not in place for either of his compan-
ions to remark that apparently the lady of his choice had not been
one of the best.

“If I marry an interesting woman I shall be interested: is that what you
say?”
Lord Warburton asked. “I’m not at all keen about marrying--your
son misrepresented me; but there’s no knowing what an interesting
woman might do with me.”

“I should like to see your idea of an interesting woman,” said his
friend.


“My dear fellow, you can’t see ideas--especially such highly ethereal
ones as mine. If I could only see it myself--that would be a great step
in advance.”


“Well, you may fall in love with whomsoever you please; but you
mustn’t fall in love with my niece,” said the old man.

His son broke into a laugh. “He’ll think you mean that as a provoca-
tion! My dear father, you’ve lived with the English for thirty years,
and you’ve picked up a good many of the things they say. But
you’ve never learned the things they don’t say!”

“I say what I please,” the old man returned with all his serenity.

“I haven’t the honour of knowing your niece,” Lord Warburton said.
“I think it’s the first time I’ve heard of her.”


“She’s a niece of my wife’s; Mrs. Touchett brings her to England.”

Then young Mr. Touchett explained. “My mother, you know, has been
spending the winter in America, and we’re expecting her back. She
writes that she has discovered a niece and that she has invited her
to come out with her.”

“I see,--very kind of her,” said Lord Warburton. Is the young lady
interesting?”

“We hardly know more about her than you; my mother has not gone
into details. She chiefly communicates with us by means of telegrams,
and her telegrams are rather inscrutable. They say women don’t know
how to write them, but my mother has thoroughly mastered the art of
condensation. ‘Tired America, hot weather awful, return England with
niece, first steamer decent cabin.’ That’s the sort of message we
get from her--that was the last that came. But there had been ano-
ther before, which I think contained the first mention of the niece.
‘Changed hotel, very bad, impudent clerk, address here. Taken sis-
ter’s girl, died last year, go to Europe, two sisters, quite independent.’
Over that my father and I have scarcely stopped puzzling; it seems
to admit of so many interpretations.”

“There’s one thing very clear in it,” said the old man; “she has given
the hotel-clerk a dressing.”


“I’m not sure even of that, since he has driven her from the field. We
thought at first that the sister mentioned might be the sister of the
clerk; but the subsequent mention of a niece seems to prove that the
allusion is to one of my aunts. Then there was a question as to whose
the two other sisters were; they are probably two of my late aunt’s
daughters. But
who’s ‘quite independent,’ and in what sense is the
term used?
--that point’s not yet settled. Does the expression apply
more particularly to the young lady my mother has adopted, or does it
characterise her sisters equally?--and
is it used in a moral or in a
financial sense? Does it mean that they’ve been left well off, or
that they wish to be under no obligations? or does it simply mean that
they’re fond of their own way?”


“Whatever else it means, it’s pretty sure to mean that,” Mr. Touchett
remarked.


“You’ll see for yourself,” said Lord Warburton. “When does Mrs. Tou-
chett arrive?”

“We’re quite in the dark; as soon as she can find a decent cabin.
She may be waiting for it yet; on the other hand she may already have
disembarked in England.”

“In that case she would probably have telegraphed to you.”

“She never telegraphs when you would expect it--only when you don’t,”
said the old man. “She likes to drop on me suddenly; she thinks she’ll
find me doing something wrong. She has never done so yet, but she’s
not discouraged.”

“It’s her share in the family trait, the independence she speaks of.”
Her son’s appreciation of the matter was more favourable. “Whatever
the high spirit of those young ladies may be, her own is a match for it.
She likes to do everything for herself and has no belief in any one’s
power to help her. She thinks me of no more use than a postage-stamp
without gum, and she would never forgive me if I should presume to go
to Liverpool to meet her.”


“Will you at least let me know when your cousin arrives?” Lord Warburton
asked.

“Only on the condition I’ve mentioned--that you don’t fall in love with
her!” Mr. Touchett replied.

“That strikes me as hard, don’t you think me good enough?”

“I think you too good--because I shouldn’t like her to marry you. She
hasn’t come here to look for a husband, I hope; so many young ladies are
doing that, as if there were no good ones at home. Then she’s probably
engaged; American girls are usually engaged, I believe. Moreover I’m not
sure, after all, that you’d be a remarkable husband.”

“Very likely she’s engaged; I’ve known a good many American girls, and
they always were; but I could never see that it made any difference,
upon my word!

"As for my being a good husband," Mr. Touchett's visitor pursued,
"I'm not sure of that either. One can but try!"

"Try as much as you please, but don't try on my niece," smiled
the old man, whose opposition to the idea was broadly humorous.

"Ah, well," said Lord Warburton with a humour broader still,
"perhaps, after all, she's not worth trying on!"



Chapter 2



While this exchange of pleasantries took place between the two
Ralph Touchett wandered away a little, with his usual slouching
gait
, his hands in his pockets and his little rowdyish terrier
at his heels. His face was turned toward the house, but
his eyes
were bent musingly on the lawn; so that he had been an object of
observation to a person who had just made her appearance in the
ample doorway for some moments before he perceived her.
His at-
tention was called to her by the conduct of his dog, who had sud-
denly
darted forward with a little volley of shrill barks, in
which the note of welcome, however, was more sensible than that
of defiance.
The person in question was a young lady, who seemed
immediately to interpret the greeting of
the small beast. He ad-
vanced with great rapidity and stood at her feet, looking up and
barking hard; whereupon, without hesitation, she stooped and
caught him in her hands, holding him face to face while he con-
tinued his quick chatter.
His master now had had time to follow
and to see that Bunchie's new friend was a tall girl in a black
dress, who at first sight looked pretty. She was bareheaded, as
if she were staying in the house--a fact which conveyed perplex-
ity to the son of its master, conscious of that immunity from
visitors which had for some time been rendered necessary by the
latter's ill-health.
Meantime the two other gentlemen had also
taken note of the new-comer.

"Dear me, who's that strange woman?" Mr. Touchett had asked.

"Perhaps it's Mrs. Touchett's niece--the independent young
lady,"
Lord Warburton suggested. "I think she must be, from
the way she handles the dog."


The collie, too, had now allowed his attention to be diverted,
and he trotted toward the young lady in the doorway, slowly set-
ting his tail in motion as he went.


"But where's my wife then?" murmured the old man.

"I suppose the young lady has left her somewhere: that's a
part of the independence."


The girl spoke to Ralph, smiling, while she still held up the
terrier. "Is this your little dog, sir?"


"He was mine a moment ago; but you've suddenly acquired a
remarkable air of property in him."

"Couldn't we share him?"
asked the girl. "He's such a perfect
little darling."

Ralph looked at her a moment; she was unexpectedly pretty. "You
may have him altogether," he then replied.

The young lady seemed to have a great deal of confidence, both
in herself and in others; but this abrupt generosity made her
blush. "I ought to tell you that I'm probably your cousin,"
she brought out, putting down the dog. "And here's another!"
she added quickly, as the collie came up.

"Probably?" the young man exclaimed, laughing. "I supposed
it was quite settled! Have you arrived with my mother?"


"Yes, half an hour ago."

"And has she deposited you and departed again?"

"No, she went straight to her room, and she told me that, if
I should see you, I was to say to you that you must come to her
there at a quarter to seven."

The young man looked at his watch. "Thank you very much; I
shall be punctual." And then he looked at his cousin. "You're
very welcome here. I'm delighted to see you."

She was looking at everything, with an eye that denoted clear
perception--at her companion, at the two dogs, at the two
gentlemen under the trees, at the beautiful scene that sur-
rounded her. "I've never seen anything so lovely as this
place. I've been all over the house; it's too enchanting."


"I'm sorry you should have been here so long without our
knowing it."


"Your mother told me that in England people arrived very
quietly; so I thought it was all right. Is one of those
gentlemen your father?"

"Yes, the elder one--the one sitting down," said Ralph.

The girl gave a laugh. "I don't suppose it's the other. Who's
the other?"

"He's a friend of ours--Lord Warburton."

"Oh, I hoped there would be a lord; it's just like a novel!"
And then, "Oh you adorable creature!" she suddenly cried,
stooping down and picking up the small dog again.

She remained standing where they had met, making no offer to
advance or to speak to Mr. Touchett, and while
she lingered so
near the threshold, slim and charming,
her interlocutor wondered
if she expected the old man to come and pay her his respects.
American girls were used to a great deal of deference, and it had
been intimated that this one had a high spirit.
Indeed Ralph
could see that in her face.


"Won't you come and make acquaintance with my father?" he
nevertheless ventured to ask. "He's old and infirm--he doesn't
leave his chair."

"Ah, poor man, I'm very sorry!" the girl exclaimed, immediately
moving forward.
"I got the impression from your mother that he
was rather intensely active."


Ralph Touchett was silent a moment. "She hasn’t seen him for a
year."


"Well, he has a lovely place to sit. Come along, little hound."

"It’s a dear old place," said the young man, looking sidewise at
his neighbour.


"What’s his name?" she asked, her attention having again revert-
ed to the terrier.

"My father’s name?"

"Yes," said the young lady with amusement; "but don’t tell him I
asked you."


They had come by this time to where old Mr. Touchett was sit-
ting, and he slowly got up from his chair to introduce himself.


"My mother has arrived," said Ralph, "and this is Miss Archer."

The old man placed his two hands on her shoulders, looked at
her a moment with extreme benevolence and then gallantly kiss-
ed her. "It’s a great pleasure to me to see you here; but I wish
you had given us a chance to receive you."


"Oh, we were received," said the girl. "There were about a dozen
servants in the hall. And there was an old woman curtseying at the
gate."

"We can do better than that--if we have notice!" And the old man
stood there smiling, rubbing his hands and slowly shaking his head
at her. "But Mrs. Touchett doesn’t like receptions."

"She went straight to her room."


"Yes--and locked herself in. She always does that. Well, I suppose
I shall see her next week." And Mrs. Touchett’s husband slowly re-
sumed his former posture.

"Before that," said Miss Archer. "She’s coming down to dinner--at
eight o’clock. Don’t you forget a quarter to seven," she added,
turning with a smile to Ralph.

"What’s to happen at a quarter to seven?"

"I’m to see my mother," said Ralph.

"Ah, happy boy!"
the old man commented. "You must sit down--
you must have some tea," he observed to his wife’s niece.

"They gave me some tea in my room the moment I got there," this
young lady answered. "I’m sorry you’re out of health," she added,
resting her eyes upon her venerable host.

"Oh, I’m an old man, my dear; it’s time for me to be old. But I
shall be the better for having you here."

She had been looking all round her again--at the lawn, the great
trees,
the reedy, silvery Thames, the beautiful old house; and
while engaged in this survey she had made room in it for her
companions; a comprehensiveness of observation easily conceivable
on the part of a young woman who was evidently both intelligent
and excited. She had seated herself and had put away the little
dog; her white hands, in her lap, were folded upon her black
dress
; her head was erect, her eye lighted, her flexible figure
turned itself easily this way and that, in sympathy with the
alertness with which she evidently caught impressions. Her
impressions were numerous, and they were all reflected in a
clear, still smile
.

“It's looking very well,” said Mr. Touchett. “I know the way
it strikes you. I've been through all that.
But you're very beau-
tiful yourself,” he added with a politeness by no means crudely
jocular
and with the happy consciousness that his advanced age
gave him the privilege of saying such things--even to young per-
sons who might possibly take alarm at them.


What degree of alarm this young person took need not be exactly
measured; she instantly rose, however, with a blush which was not
a refutation. “Oh yes, of course I'm lovely!” she returned with
a quick laugh.
“How old is your house? Is it Elizabethan?”

“It's early Tudor,” said Ralph Touchett.

She turned toward him, watching his face. “Early Tudor? How very
delightful! And I suppose there are a great many others.”

“There are many much better ones.”

“Don't say that, my son!” the old man protested. “There's
nothing better than this.”


“I've got a very good one; I think in some respects it's rather
better,” said Lord Warburton, who as yet had not spoken, but who
had kept an attentive eye upon Miss Archer. He slightly inclined
himself, smiling; he had an excellent manner with women. The girl
appreciated it in an instant;
she had not forgotten that this was
Lord Warburton. “I should like very much to show it to you,” he
added.

“Don't believe him,” cried the old man; “don't look at it!
It's a wretched old barrack--not to be compared with this.”


“I don't know--I can't judge,” said the girl, smiling at Lord
Warburton.

In this discussion Ralph Touchett took no interest whatever; he
stood with his hands in his pockets, looking greatly as if he
should like to renew his conversation with his new-found cousin.

"Are you very fond of dogs?" he enquired by way of beginning. He
seemed to recognise that it was an awkward beginning for a clever
man
.

"Very fond of them indeed."

"You must keep the terrier, you know," he went on, still
awkwardly.

"I'll keep him while I'm here, with pleasure."

"That will be for a long time, I hope."

"You're very kind. I hardly know. My aunt must settle that."

"I'll settle it with her--at a quarter to seven." And Ralph
looked at his watch again.

"I'm glad to be here at all," said the girl.

"I don't believe you allow things to be settled for you."

"Oh yes; if they're settled as I like them."

"I shall settle this as I like it," said Ralph. It's most
unaccountable that we should never have known you."

"I was there--you had only to come and see me."


"There? Where do you mean?"

"In the United States: in New York and Albany and other American
places."


"I've been there--all over, but I never saw you. I can't make it
out."

Miss Archer just hesitated. “It was because there had been some
disagreement between your mother and my father, after my mother’s
death, which took place when I was a child. In consequence of it we
never expected to see you.”

"Ah, but I don’t embrace all my mother’s quarrels--heaven forbid!"
the young man cried. “You’ve lately lost your father?” he went on
more gravely.

"Yes; more than a year ago. After that my aunt was very kind to me;
she came to see me and proposed that I should come with her to Eu-
rope."


"I see," said Ralph. "She has adopted you."

"Adopted me?" The girl stared, and her blush came back to her,
together with a momentary look of pain which gave her
interlocutor some alarm. He had underestimated the effect of his
words. Lord Warburton, who appeared constantly desirous of a
nearer view of Miss Archer, strolled toward the two cousins at
the moment, and as he did so she rested her wider eyes on him.

"Oh no; she has not adopted me. I'm not a candidate for adoption."


"I beg a thousand pardons," Ralph murmured. "I meant--I meant--"
He hardly knew what he meant.


"You meant she has taken me up. Yes; she likes to take people up.
She has been very kind to me; but," she added with a certain
visible eagerness of desire to be explicit, "I'm very fond of my
liberty."


"Are you talking about Mrs. Touchett?" the old man called out from
his chair. "Come here, my dear, and tell me about her. I'm always thank-
ful for information."

The girl hesitated again, smiling.
"She's really very benevolent,"
she answered; after which she went over to her uncle, whose mirth
was excited by her words.


Lord Warburton was left standing with Ralph Touchett, to whom in a
moment he said:
"You wished a while ago to see my idea of an inte-
resting woman. There it is!"



Chapter 3



Mrs. Touchett was certainly a person of many oddities, of which
her behaviour on returning to her husband's house after many
months was
a noticeable specimen. She had her own way of doing
all that she did, and this is the simplest description of a

character which, although by no means without liberal motions,
rarely succeeded in giving an impression of suavity. Mrs.
Touchett might do a great deal of good, but she never pleased.

This way of her own, of which she was so fond, was not
intrinsically offensive--it was just unmistakeably distinguished
from the ways of others.
The edges of her conduct were so very
clear-cut that for susceptible persons it sometimes had a
knife-like effect. That hard fineness came out in her deportment

during the first hours of her return from America, under
circumstances in which it might have seemed that her first act
would have been to exchange greetings with her husband and son.
Mrs. Touchett, for reasons which she deemed excellent, always

retired on such occasions into impenetrable seclusion, postponing
the more sentimental ceremony until she had repaired the disorder
of dress with a completeness which had the less reason to be of
high importance as neither beauty nor vanity were concerned in
it. She was a plain-faced old woman, without graces and without
any great elegance,
but with an extreme respect for her own
motives. She was usually prepared to explain these--when the
explanation was asked as a favour; and in such a case they prove-
d totally different from those that had been attributed to her. She
was virtually separated from her husband, but she appeared to
perceive nothing irregular in the situation. It had become clear, at
an early stage of their community, that they should never desire
the same thing at the same moment, and this appearance had
prompted her to
rescue disagreement from the vulgar realm of
accident. She did what she could to erect it into a law
--a much
more edifying aspect of it--by going to live in Florence, where
she bought a house and established herself; and by leaving her
husband to take care of the English branch of his bank. This
arrangement greatly pleased her;
it was so felicitously definite.
It struck her husband in the same light, in a foggy square in
London, where
it was at times the most definite fact he dis-
cerned; but he would have preferred that such unnatural things
should have a greater vagueness. To agree to disagree had cost
him an effort; he was ready to agree to almost anything but that,
and saw no reason why either assent or dissent should be so
terribly consistent.
Mrs. Touchett indulged in no regrets nor spec-
ulations, and usually came once a year to spend a month with her
husband, a period during which she apparently took pains to con-
vince him that she had adopted the right system. She was not fond
of the English style of life, and had three or four reasons for it to
which she currently alluded; they bore upon minor points of that
ancient order, but for Mrs. Touchett they amply justified non-
residence.
She detested bread-sauce, which, as she said, looked like
a poultice and tasted like soap
; she objected to the consumption of
beer by her maid-servants; and she affirmed that the British laund-
ress (Mrs. Touchett was very particular about the appearance of her
linen) was not a mistress of her art.
At fixed intervals she paid a visit
to her own country; but this last had been longer than any of its
predecessors.


She had taken up her niece--there was little doubt of that. One
wet afternoon, some four months earlier than the occurrence
lately narrated, this young lady had been seated alone with a
book.
To say she was so occupied is to say that her solitude did
not press upon her; for her love of knowledge had a fertilising
quality and her imagination was strong. There was at this time,
however, a want of fresh taste in her situation
which the arrival
of an unexpected visitor did much to correct. The visitor had not
been announced; the girl heard her at last walking about the adjoin-
ing room. It was in an old house at Albany
, a large, square, double
house, with a notice of sale in the windows of one of the lower a-
partments. There were two entrances, one of which had long been
out of use but had never been removed.
They were exactly alike--
large white doors, with an arched frame and wide side-lights, perch-
ed upon little "stoops" of red stone
, which descended sidewise to
the brick pavement of the street. The two houses together formed a
single dwelling,
the party-wall having been removed and the rooms placed
in communication.
These rooms, above-stairs, were extremely numerous,
and were painted all over exactly alike, in a yellowish white which had
grown sallow with time. On the third floor there was
a sort of arched
passage, connecting the two sides of the house, which Isabel and her
sisters used in their childhood to call the tunnel and which, though it
was short and well lighted, always seemed to the girl to be strange and
lonely
, especially on winter afternoons. She had been in the house,
at different periods, as a child; in those days her grandmother lived
there.
Then there had been an absence of ten years, followed by a
return to Albany before her father's death. Her grandmother, old Mrs.
Archer, had
exercised, chiefly within the limits of the family, a large
hospitality
in the early period, and the little girls often spent weeks
under her roof--weeks of which Isabel had the happiest memory.
The manner of life was different from that of her own home--
larger, more plentiful, practically more festal; the discipline of the
nursery was delightfully vague and the opportunity of listening to
the conversation of one's elders (which with Isabel was a highly-
valued pleasure) almost unbounded.
There was a constant com-
ing and going; her grandmother's sons and daughters and their
children appeared to be in the enjoyment of standing invitations
to arrive and remain, so that the house offered to a certain
extent the
appearance of a bustling provincial inn kept by a
gentle old landlady who sighed a great deal and never presented
a bill
. Isabel of course knew nothing about bills; but even as
a child she thought her grandmother's home romantic. There was
a covered piazza behind it, furnished with
a swing which was a
source of tremulous interest
; and beyond this was a long garden,
sloping down to the stable and containing
peach-trees of barely
credible familiarity
. Isabel had stayed with her grandmother at
various seasons, but somehow
all her visits had a flavour of
peaches
. On the other side, across the street, was an old house
that was called the Dutch House--a peculiar structure dating from
the earliest colonial time, composed of bricks that had been painted
yellow, crowned with a gable that was pointed out to strangers, de-
fended by a rickety wooden paling and standing sidewise to the street.
It was occupied by a primary school for children of both sexes, kept
or rather let go, by a demonstrative lady of whom Isabel's chief
recollection was that her hair was fastened with strange bedroomy
combs at the temples
and that she was the widow of some one of
consequence. The little girl had been offered the opportunity of lay-
ing a foundation of knowledge in this establishment; but
having spent
a single day in it, she had protested against its laws
and had been
allowed to stay at home, where, in the September days, when the
windows of the Dutch House were open,
she used to hear the hum
of childish voices repeating the multiplication table--an incident in
which the elation of liberty and the pain of exclusion were indistin-
guishably mingled.
The foundation of her knowledge was really laid
in the idleness of her grandmother's house, where, as most of the
other inmates were not reading people, she had uncontrolled use of
a library full of books with frontispieces, which she used to climb
upon a chair to take down.
When she had found one to her taste--
she was guided in the selection chiefly by the frontispiece-- she
carried it into a mysterious apartment which lay beyond the
library and which was called, traditionally, no one knew why, the
office. Whose office it had been and at what period it had
flourished, she never learned; it was enough for her that it
contained an echo and a pleasant musty smell and that it was a
chamber of disgrace for old pieces of furniture whose infirmities
were not always apparent (so that the disgrace seemed unmerited
and rendered them victims of injustice) and with which, in the
manner of children, she had established relations almost human,
certainly dramatic. There was an old haircloth sofa in especial,
to which she had confided a hundred childish sorrows.
The place
owed much of its mysterious melancholy to the fact that it was
properly entered from the second door of the house, the door that
had been condemned, and that it was secured by bolts which a
particularly slender little girl found it impossible to slide.
She
knew that this silent, motionless portal opened into the street;
if the sidelights had not been filled with green paper she might
have looked out upon the little brown stoop and the well-worn
brick pavement. But she had no wish to look out, for this would
have interfered with her theory that there was a strange, unseen
place on the other side--a place which became to the child’s
imagination, according to its different moods, a region of de-
light or of terror.


It was in the “office” still that Isabel was sitting on that mel-
ancholy afternoon of early spring which I have just mentioned.
At this time she might have had the whole house to choose from,
and the room she had selected was the most depressed of its
scenes. She had never opened the bolted door nor removed the
green paper (renewed by other hands) from its sidelights; she
had never assured herself that the vulgar street lay beyond. A
crude, cold rain fell heavily; the spring-time was indeed an
appeal--and it seemed a cynical, insincere appeal--to patience.
Isabel, however, gave as little heed as possible to
cosmic
treacheries;
she kept her eyes on her book and tried to fix
her mind. It had lately occurred to her that
her mind was
a good deal of a vagabond
, and she had spent much ingenuity
in training it to a military step and teaching it to advance, to
halt, to retreat, to perform even more complicated manoeuvres,
at the word of command. Just now she had given it marching orders
and it had been
trudging over the sandy plains of a history of
German Thought.
Suddenly she became aware of a step very differ-
ent from her own intellectual pace; she listened a little and per-
ceived that some one was moving in the library, which communi-
cated with the office. It struck her first as the step of a person
from whom she she was looking for a visit, then almost immedi-
ately announced itself as the tread of a woman and a stranger--
her possible visitor being neither.
It had an inquisitive, experi-
mental quality which suggested that it would not stop short of
the threshold of the office;
and in fact the doorway of this apart-
ment was presently occupied by a lady who paused there and
looked very hard at our heroine.
She was a plain, elderly woman,
dressed in a comprehensive waterproof mantle; she had a face
with a good deal of rather violent point.


“Oh,” she began, “is that where you usually sit?” She looked
about at the heterogeneous chairs and tables.

“Not when I have visitors,” said Isabel, getting up to receive
the intruder.

She directed their course back to the library while the visitor
continued to look about her. “You seem to have plenty of other
rooms; they’re in rather better condition.
But everything’s
immensely worn.”


“Have you come to look at the house?” Isabel asked. “The ser-
vant will show it to you.”

“Send her away; I don’t want to buy it. She has probably gone
to look for you and is wandering about upstairs;
she didn’t seem
at all intelligent.
You had better tell her it’s no matter.”
And then, since the girl stood there hesitating and wondering,
this unexpected critic said to her abruptly: "I suppose you're
one of the daughters?"

Isabel thought she had very strange manners. "It depends upon
whose daughters you mean."


"The late Mr. Archer's--and my poor sister's."

"Ah," said Isabel slowly
, "you must be our crazy Aunt Lydia!"

"Is that what your father told you to call me? I'm your Aunt
Lydia, but
I'm not at all crazy: I haven't a delusion! And which
of the daughters are you?"

"I'm the youngest of the three, and my name's Isabel."

"Yes; the others are Lilian and Edith.
And are you the prettiest?"

"I haven't the least idea," said the girl.

"I think you must be." And in this way the aunt and the niece
made friends.
The aunt had quarrelled years before with her
brother-in-law, after the death of her sister, taking him to task
for the manner in which he brought up his three girls. Being a
high-tempered man he had requested her to mind her own bus-
iness, and she had taken him at his word. For many years she
held no communication with him and after his death had address-
ed not a word to his daughters, who had been bred in that dis-
respectful view of her which we have just seen Isabel betray.
Mrs. Touchett's behaviour was, as usual, perfectly deliberate.

She intended to go to America to look after her investments
(with which her husband, in spite of his great financial position,
had nothing to do) and would take advantage of this opportun-
ity to enquire into the condition of her nieces.
There was no
need of writing, for she should attach no importance to any ac-
count of them she should elicit by letter; she believed, always,
in seeing for one's self.
Isabel found, however, that she knew a
good deal about them, and knew about the marriage of the two el-
der girls; knew that their poor father had left very little money,
but that the house in Albany, which had passed into his hands,
was to be sold for their benefit; knew, finally, that Edmund Ludl-
ow, Lilian's husband, had taken upon himself to attend to this
matter, in consideration of which the young couple, who had
come to Albany during Mr. Archer's illness, were remaining there
for the present and, as well as Isabel herself, occupying the old
place.

"How much money do you expect for it?" Mrs. Touchett asked of
her companion, who had brought her to sit in the front parlour,
which she had inspected without enthusiasm.


"I haven't the least idea," said the girl.

"That's the second time you have said that to me," her aunt re-
joined. "And yet you don't look at all stupid."

"I'm not stupid; but I don't know anything about money."


"Yes, that's the way you were brought up--as if you were to inherit
a million. What have you in point of fact inherited?"


"I really can't tell you. You must ask Edmund and Lilian; they'll
be back in half an hour."

"In Florence we should call it a very bad house," said Mrs. Touchett;
"but here, I dare say, it will bring a high price. It ought to make
a considerable sum for each of you. In addition to that you must
have something else;
it's most extraordinary your not knowing. The
position's of value, and they'll probably pull it down and make a
row of shops. I wonder you don't do that yourself; you might let
the shops to great advantage."


Isabel stared; the idea of letting shops was new to her. "I hope
they won't pull it down," she said; "I'm extremely fond of it."

"I don't see what makes you fond of it; your father died here."

"Yes; but I don't dislike it for that," the girl rather strangely
returned. "I like places in which things have happened--even if
they're sad things. A great many people have died here; the place
has been full of life."

"Is that what you call being full of life?"

"I mean full of experience--of people's feelings and sorrows. And
not of their sorrows only, for I've been very happy here as a
child."

"You should go to Florence if you like houses in which things
have happened--especially deaths. I live in an old palace in
which three people have been murdered;
three that were known
and I don't know how many more besides."

"In an old palace?" Isabel repeated.

"Yes, my dear; a very different affair from this.
This is very
bourgeois."

Isabel felt some emotion,
for she had always thought highly of
her grandmother's house. But the emotion was of a kind which led
her to say: "I should like very much to go to Florence."


"Well, if you'll be very good, and do everything I tell you I'll
take you there," Mrs. Touchett declared.

Our young woman's emotion deepened; she flushed a little and
smiled at her aunt in silence. "Do everything you tell me? I
don't think I can promise that."

"No, you don't look like a person of that sort. You're fond of
your own way; but it's not for me to blame you."


"And yet, to go to Florence," the girl exclaimed in a moment,
"I'd promise almost anything!"

Edmund and Lilian were slow to return, and Mrs. Touchett had an
hour's uninterrupted talk with her niece, who found her a strange
and interesting figure: a figure essentially--almost the first she
had ever met. She was as eccentric as Isabel had always suppos-
ed; and
hitherto, whenever the girl had heard people described as
eccentric, she had thought of them as offensive or alarming. The
term had always suggested to her something grotesque and even
sinister. But her aunt made it a matter of high but easy irony, or
comedy, and led her to ask herself if the common tone, which was
all she had known, had ever been as interesting. No one certainly
had on any occasion so held her as this little thin-lipped, bright-
eyed, foreign-looking woman, who retrieved an insignificant ap-
pearance by a distinguished manner and, sitting there in a well-
worn waterproof, talked with striking familiarity of the courts of
Europe. There was nothing flighty about Mrs. Touchett, but she
recognised no social superiors, and, judging the great ones of the
earth in a way that spoke of this, enjoyed the consciousness of mak-
ing an impression on a candid and susceptible mind.
Isabel at first had
answered a good many questions, and it was from her answers ap-
parently that
Mrs. Touchett derived a high opinion of her intelligence.
But after this she had asked a good many, and her aunt's answers,
whatever turn they took, struck her as food for deep reflexion.
Mrs.
Touchett waited for the return of her other niece as long as she
thought reasonable, but as at six o'clock Mrs. Ludlow had not come
in she prepared to take her departure.

"Your sister must be a great gossip. Is she accustomed to staying
out so many hours?"

"You've been out almost as long as she," Isabel replied;
"she can
have left the house but a short time before you came in."


Mrs. Touchett looked at the girl without resentment; she appeared
to enjoy a bold retort
and to be disposed to be gracious. "Perhaps she
hasn't had so good an excuse as I. Tell her at any rate that she must
come and see me this evening at that horrid hotel. She may bring her
husband if she likes, but she needn't bring you. I shall see plenty of
you later."




Chapter 4



Mrs. Ludlow was the eldest of the three sisters, and was usually
thought the most sensible; the classification being in general that
Lilian was the practical one, Edith the beauty and Isabel the "in-
tellectual" superior.
Mrs. Keyes, the second of the group, was the
wife of an officer of the United States Engineers, and as our his-
tory is not further concerned with her it will suffice that she was
indeed very pretty and that she formed the ornament of those
various
military stations, chiefly in the unfashionable West, to
which, to her deep chagrin, her husband was successively rele-
gated. Lilian had married a New York lawyer, a young man with a
loud voice and an enthusiasm for his profession; the match was
not brilliant
, any more than Edith's, but Lilian had occasionally
been spoken of as a young woman who might be thankful to mar-
ry at all--she was so much plainer than her sisters. She was,
however, very happy, and now,
as the mother of two peremptory
little boys and the mistress of a wedge of brown stone violent-
ly driven into Fifty-third Street, seemed to exult in her condition
as in a bold escape. She was short and solid, and her claim to
figure was questioned, but she was conceded presence, though
not majesty;
she had moreover, as people said, improved since
her marriage, and the
two things in life of which she was most
distinctly
conscious were her husband's force in argument and
her sister Isabel's originality.
"I've never kept up with Isabel--it
would have taken all my time," she had often remarked; in spite
of which, however,
she held her rather wistfully in sight; watch-
ing her as a motherly spaniel might watch a free greyhound.
"I
want to see her safely married--that's what I want to see," she
frequently noted to her husband.


"Well, I must say I should have no particular desire to marry
her,"
Edmund Ludlow was accustomed to answer in an extremely
audible tone.


"I know you say that for argument; you always take the opposite
ground. I don't see what you've against her except that
she's so
original."


"Well, I don't like originals; I like translations," Mr. Ludlow
had more than once replied.
"Isabel's written in a foreign
tongue.
I can't make her out. She ought to marry an Armenian or a
Portuguese."


"That's just what I'm afraid she'll do!" cried Lilian, who thought
Isabel capable of anything.

She listened with great interest to the girl's account of Mrs. Tou-
chett's appearance and in the evening prepared to comply with their
aunt's commands.
Of what Isabel then said no report has remained,
but her sister's words had doubtless prompted a word spoken to her
husband as the two were making ready for their visit. "I do hope im-
mensely she'll do something handsome for Isabel; she has evidently
taken a great fancy to her."

"What is it you wish her to do?" Edmund Ludlow asked. "Make her a
big present?"

"No indeed; nothing of the sort. But take an interest in her--sympa-
thise with her. She's evidently just the sort of person to appreciate
her. She has lived so much in foreign society; she told Isabel all a-
bout it. You know you've always thought Isabel rather foreign."


"You want her to give her a little foreign sympathy, eh? Don't you
think she gets enough at home?"

"Well, she ought to go abroad," said Mrs. Ludlow. "She's just the
person to go abroad."


"And you want the old lady to take her, is that it?"

"She has offered to take her--she's dying to have Isabel go. But
what I want her to do when she gets her there is to give her all
the advantages. I'm sure all we've got to do," said Mrs. Ludlow,
"is to give her a chance."

"A chance for what?"

"A chance to develop."

"Oh Moses!" Edmund Ludlow exclaimed. "I hope she isn't going
to develop any more!"

"If I were not sure you only said that for argument I should feel
very badly," his wife replied. "But
you know you love her."

"Do you know I love you?"
the young man said, jocosely, to Isabel
a little later, while he brushed his hat.


"I'm sure I don't care whether you do or not!" exclaimed the
girl; whose voice and smile, however, were less haughty than her
words.


"Oh, she feels so grand since Mrs. Touchett's visit," said her sis-
ter.

But Isabel challenged this assertion with a good deal of serious-
ness. "You must not say that, Lily. I don't feel grand at all."

"I'm sure there's no harm," said the conciliatory Lily.

"Ah, but there's nothing in Mrs. Touchett's visit to make one feel
grand."

"Oh," exclaimed Ludlow, "she's grander than ever!"

Whether she felt grand or no, she at any rate felt different, as
if something had happened to her. Left to herself for the evening
she sat a while under the lamp,
her hands empty, her usual avo-
cations unheeded. Then she rose and moved about the room, and
from one room to another, preferring the places where the vague
lamplight expired. She was restless and even agitated; at moments
she trembled a little.
The importance of what had happened was
out of proportion to its appearance; there had really been a
change in her life. What it would bring with it was as yet extreme-
ly indefinite; but Isabel was in a situation that gave a value to any
change. She had
a desire to leave the past behind her and, as she
said to herself,
to begin afresh. This desire indeed was not a birth
of the present occasion; it
was as familiar as the sound of the
rain upon the window and it had led to her beginning afresh a great
many times. She closed her eyes as she sat in one of the dusky
corners of the quiet parlour; but it was not with a desire for dozing
forgetfulness. It was on the contrary because she felt too wide-
eyed and wished to check the sense of seeing too many things
at once. Her imagination was by habit ridiculously active; when
the door was not open it jumped out of the window. She was not
accustomed indeed to keep it behind bolts; and at important mo-
ments, when she would have been thankful to make use of her
judgement alone, she paid the penalty of having given undue en-
couragement to the faculty of seeing without judging.
At pre-
sent, with her sense that the note of change had been struck,
came gradually
a host of images of the things she was leaving
behind her. The years and hours of her life came back to her,
and for a long time, in a stillness broken only by the ticking of
the big bronze clock, she passed them in review.
It had been a
very happy life
and she had been a very fortunate person--this
was the truth that
seemed to emerge most vividly. She had had the
best of everything, and in a world in which the circumstances of
so many people made them unenviable it was an advantage never
to have known anything particularly unpleasant.
It appeared to Is-
abel that the unpleasant had been even too absent from her
knowledge, for she had gathered from her acquaintance with lit-
erature that it was often a source of interest and even of in-
struction.
Her father had kept it away from her--her handsome,
much loved father, who always had such an aversion to it. It
was a great felicity to have been his daughter; Isabel rose e-
ven to pride in her parentage.
Since his death she had seemed
to see him as turning his braver side to his children and as
not having managed to ignore the ugly quite so much in practice
as in aspiration. But this only made her tenderness for him
greater; it was scarcely even painful to have to suppose him
too generous, too good-natured, too indifferent to sordid con-
siderations.
Many persons had held that he carried this indif-
ference too far, especially the large number of those to whom he
owed money. Of their opinions Isabel was never very definitely
informed; but it may interest the reader to know that, while
they had recognised in the late Mr. Archer a remarkably handsome
head and a very taking manner (indeed, as one of them had said,
he was always taking something), they had declared that he was
making a very poor use of his life. He had squandered a substan-
tial fortune, he had been
deplorably convivial, he was known to
have gambled freely. A few very harsh critics went so far as to
say that he had not even brought up his daughters. They had had
no regular education and no permanent home; they had been at once
spoiled and neglected;
they had lived with nursemaids and govern-
esses (usually very bad ones) or had been sent to superficial
schools, kept by the French, from which, at the end of a month,
they had been removed in tears. This view of the matter would have
excited Isabel's indignation, for to her own sense her opportun-
ities had been large. Even when her father had left his daughters
for three months at Neufchatel with a French bonne who had elop-
ed with a Russian nobleman staying at the same hotel--even in this
irregular situation (an incident of the girl's eleventh year) she
had been neither frightened nor ashamed, but had thought it a ro-
mantic episode in a liberal education.
Her father had a large way
of looking at life, of which his restlessness and even his occas-
ional incoherency of conduct had been only a proof.
He wished his
daughters, even as children, to see as much of the world as poss-
ible; and it was for this purpose that, before Isabel was four-
teen, he had transported them three times across the Atlantic,
giving them on each occasion, however,
but a few months' view of
the subject proposed: a course which had whetted our heroine's
curiosity without enabling her to satisfy it. She ought to have
been a partisan of her father, for she was the member of his trio
who most "made up" to him for the disagreeables he didn't mention.
In his last days his general willingness to take leave of a world
in which the difficulty of doing as one liked appeared to in-
crease as one grew older had been sensibly modified by the pain
of separation from his clever, his superior, his remarkable girl.

Later, when the journeys to Europe ceased, he still had shown
his children all sorts of indulgence, and if he had been trou-
bled about money-matters nothing ever disturbed their irreflect-
ive consciousness of many possessions. Isabel, though she danced
very well, had not the recollection of having been in New York a
successful member of the choreographic circle; her sister Edith
was, as every one said, so very much more fetching. Edith was so
striking an example of success that Isabel could have no illusions
as to what constituted this advantage, or as to the limits of her
own power to frisk and jump and shriek--above all with rightness
of effect.
Nineteen persons out of twenty (including the younger
sister herself) pronounced Edith infinitely the prettier of the
two; but the twentieth, besides reversing this judgement, had the
entertainment of thinking all the others aesthetic vulgarians.

Isabel had in the depths of her nature an even more unquenchable
desire to please than Edith; but the depths of this young lady's
nature were a very out-of-the-way place, between which and the
surface communication was interrupted by a dozen capricious
forces.
She saw the young men who came in large numbers to see
her sister; but as a general thing they were afraid of her; they
had a belief that some special preparation was required for
talking with her.
Her reputation of reading a great deal hung
about her like the cloudy envelope of a goddess in an epic;
it
was supposed to engender difficult questions and to keep the
conversation at a low temperature. The poor girl liked to be
thought clever, but she hated to be thought bookish; she used to
read in secret and, though her memory was excellent, to abstain
from showy reference.
She had a great desire for knowledge, but
she really preferred almost any source of information to the
printed page; she had an immense curiosity about life and was
constantly staring and wondering. She carried within herself a
great fund of life, and her deepest enjoyment was to feel the
continuity between the movements of her own soul and the
agitations of the world. For this reason she was fond of seeing
great crowds and large stretches of country, of reading about
revolutions and wars, of looking at historical pictures--a class
of efforts as to which she had often committed the conscious
solecism of forgiving them much bad painting
for the sake of the
subject. While the Civil War went on she was still a very young
girl; but she passed months of this long period in
a state of
almost passionate excitement, in which she felt herself at times
(to her extreme confusion) stirred almost indiscriminately by the
valour of either army.
Of course the circumspection of suspicious
swains had never gone the length of making her a social proscript;
for the number of those whose hearts, as they approached her,
beat only just fast enough to remind them they had heads as well,
had kept her unacquainted with the supreme disciplines of her sex
and age.
She had had everything a girl could have: kindness,
admiration, bonbons, bouquets,
the sense of exclusion from none of
the privileges of the world she lived in, abundant opportunity
for dancing, plenty of new dresses, the London Spectator, the
latest publications,
the music of Gounod, the poetry of Browning,
the prose of George Eliot.

These things now, as memory played over them, resolved themselves
into a multitude of scenes and figures. Forgotten things came back
to her; many others, which she had lately thought of great moment,
dropped out of sight. The result was kaleidoscopic,
but the move-
ment of the instrument was checked at last by the servant's coming
in with the name of a gentleman. The name of the gentleman was Cas-
par Goodwood; he was a straight young man from Boston, who had
known Miss Archer for the last twelvemonth and who, thinking her
the most beautiful young woman of her time, had pronounced the
time, according to the rule I have hinted at, a foolish period of
history. He sometimes wrote to her and had within a week or two
written from New York. She had thought it very possible he would
come in--had indeed all the rainy day been vaguely expecting him.
Now that she learned he was there, nevertheless, she felt no ea-
gerness to receive him.
He was the finest young man she had ever
seen, was indeed quite a splendid young man; he inspired her with
a sentiment of high, of rare respect. She had never felt equally
moved to it by any other person.
He was supposed by the world in
general to wish to marry her, but this of course was between
themselves.
It at least may be affirmed that he had travelled
from New York to Albany expressly to see her; having learned in
the former city, where he was spending a few days and where he
had hoped to find her, that she was still at the State capital.
Isabel delayed for some minutes to go to him;
she moved about
the room with a new sense of complications. But at last she pre-
sented herself and found him standing near the lamp.
He was tall,
strong and somewhat stiff; he was also lean and brown. He was
not romantically, he was much rather obscurely, handsome; but
his physiognomy had an air of requesting your attention, which
it rewarded according to the charm you found in blue eyes of
remarkable fixedness, the eyes of a complexion other than his
own, and a jaw of the somewhat angular mould which is supposed
to bespeak resolution.
Isabel said to herself that it bespoke
resolution to-night; in spite of which, in half an hour, Caspar
Goodwood, who had arrived hopeful as well as resolute, took his
way back to his lodging with the feeling of a man defeated. He
was not, it may be added, a man weakly to accept defeat.




Chapter 5



Ralph Touchett was a philosopher, but nevertheless he knocked at
his mother's door (at a quarter to seven) with a good deal of eag-
erness. Even philosophers have their preferences, and it must be
admitted that
of his progenitors his father ministered most to his
sense of the sweetness of filial dependence.
His father, as he had
often said to himself, was the more motherly;
his mother, on the
other hand, was
paternal, and even, according to the slang of the
day,
gubernatorial. She was nevertheless very fond of her only
child and had always insisted on his spending three months of the
year with her.
Ralph rendered perfect justice to her affection and
knew that in her thoughts and her thoroughly arranged and ser-
vanted life his turn always came after the other nearest sub-
jects of her solicitude, the various punctualities of performance
of the workers of her will.
He found her completely dressed for
dinner, but she embraced her boy with her gloved hands and made
him sit on the sofa beside her. She enquired scrupulously about her
husband's health and about the young man's own, and, receiving no
very brilliant account of either, remarked that she was more than
ever convinced of her wisdom in not exposing herself to the English
climate. In this case she also might have given way.
Ralph smiled
at the idea of his mother's giving way
, but made no point of re-
minding her that his own infirmity was not the result of the Eng-
lish climate, from which he absented himself for a considerable
part of each year.


He had been a very small boy when his father, Daniel Tracy Touchett,
a native of Rutland, in the State of Vermont, came to England as
subordinate partner in a banking-house where some ten years later
he gained preponderant control. Daniel Touchett saw before him a
life-long residence in his adopted country, of which, from the
first, he took a simple, sane and accommodating view. But, as he
said to himself,
he had no intention of disamericanising, nor had
he a desire to teach his only son any such subtle art. It had been
for himself so very soluble a problem to live in England assimilated
yet unconverted that it seemed to him equally simple his lawful
heir should after his death carry on the grey old bank in the
white American light. He was at pains to intensify this light,

however, by sending the boy home for his education. Ralph spent
several terms at an American school and took a degree at an
American university, after which, as he struck his father on
his return as even
redundantly native, he was placed for some
three years in residence at Oxford.
Oxford swallowed up Harvard,
and Ralph became at last English enough.
His outward conformity
to the manners that surrounded him was none the less the mask
of a mind that greatly enjoyed its independence, on which nothing
long imposed itself, and which, naturally inclined to adventure and
irony, indulged in a boundless liberty of appreciation. He began with
being a young man of promise; at Oxford he distinguished himself,
to his father's ineffable satisfaction, and the people about him
said it was a thousand pities so clever a fellow should be shut
out from a career.
He might have had a career by returning to his
own country (though this point is shrouded in uncertainty) and e-
ven if Mr. Touchett had been willing to part with him (which was
not the case) it would have gone hard with him to put a watery
waste permanently between himself and the old man
whom he
regarded as his best friend. Ralph was not only fond of his
father, he admired him--he enjoyed the opportunity of observing
him. Daniel Touchett, to his perception, was a man of genius, and
though he himself had no aptitude for the banking mystery he
made a point of learning enough of it to measure the great
figure his father had played. It was not this, however,
he mainly
relished; it was the fine ivory surface, polished as by the Engl-
ish air, that the old man had opposed to possibilities of pene-
tration
. Daniel Touchett had been neither at Harvard nor at
Oxford, and it was his own fault if he had placed in his son's
hands the key to modern criticism. Ralph, whose head was
full of ideas which his father had never guessed, had a high
esteem for the latter's originality. Americans, rightly or wrong-
ly, are commended for the ease with which they adapt them-
selves to foreign conditions; but
Mr. Touchett had made of the
very limits of his pliancy half the ground of his general suc-
cess. He had retained in their freshness most of his marks
of primary pressure
; his tone, as his son always noted with
pleasure, was that of the more luxuriant parts of New England.
At the end of his life he had become, on his own ground, as
mellow as he was rich; he combined consummate shrewdness
with the disposition superficially to fraternise, and
his "social
position," on which he had never wasted a care, had the firm
perfection of an unthumbed fruit.
It was perhaps his want of
imagination and of what is called the historic consciousness;
but to many of the impressions usually made by English life
upon the cultivated stranger his sense was completely closed.
There were certain differences he had never perceived, cer-
tain habits he had never formed, certain obscurities he had
never sounded. As regards these latter, on the day he had
sounded them his son would have thought less well of him.

Ralph, on leaving Oxford, had spent a couple of years in trav-
elling; after which he had found himself perched on a high
stool in his father's bank. The responsibility and honour of
such positions is not, I believe, measured by the height of
the stool,
which depends upon other considerations: Ralph,
indeed, who had very long legs, was fond of standing, and e-
ven of walking about, at his work. To this exercise, however,
he was obliged to devote but a limited period, for at the end
of some eighteen months he had become aware of his being ser-
iously out of health. He had caught a violent cold, which
fixed itself on his lungs and threw them into dire confusion.

He had to give up work and apply, to the letter, the sorry
injunction to take care of himself. At first he slighted the
task; it appeared to him
it was not himself in the least he
was taking care of, but an uninteresting and uninterested
person with whom he had nothing in common
. This person,
however, improved on acquaintance, and Ralph grew at last
to have a certain grudging tolerance, even an undemonstrative
respect, for him.
Misfortune makes strange bedfellows, and
our young man, feeling that he had something at stake in the
matter--it usually struck him as his reputation for ordinary
wit--
devoted to his graceless charge an amount of attention
of which note was duly taken and which had at least the ef-
fect of keeping the poor fellow alive. One of his lungs began
to heal, the other promised to follow its example, and he
was assured he might outweather a dozen winters
if he would
betake himself to those climates in which consumptives chief--
ly congregate. As he had grown extremely fond of London, he
cursed the flatness of exile: but at the same time that
he
cursed he conformed,
and gradually, when he found his sen-
sitive organ grateful even for grim favours, he conferred them
with a lighter hand
. He wintered abroad, as the phrase is;
basked in the sun, stopped at home when the wind blew, went
to bed when it rained, and once or twice, when it had snowed
overnight, almost never got up again.


A secret hoard of indifference--like a thick cake a fond old
nurse might have slipped into his first school outfit--
came
to his aid
and helped to reconcile him to sacrifice; since
at the best he was too ill for aught but that arduous game.
As he said to himself, there was really nothing he had wanted
very much to do, so that he had at least not renounced the
field of valour. At present, however,
the fragrance of for-
bidden fruit seemed occasionally to float past him and remind
him that the finest of pleasures is the rush of action. Liv-
ing as he now lived was like reading a good book in a poor
translation--a meagre entertainment for a young man who felt
that he might have been an excellent linguist.
He had good
winters and poor winters, and while the former lasted he was
sometimes the sport of a vision of virtual recovery. But
this vision was dispelled
some three years before the occur-
rence of the incidents with which this history opens: he had
on that occasion remained later than usual in England and
had been overtaken by bad weather before reaching Algiers.
He arrived more dead than alive and lay there for several
weeks between life and death. His convalescence was a mir-
acle, but the first use he made of it was to assure himself
that such miracles happen but once. He said to himself that
his hour was in sight and that it behoved him to keep his
eyes upon it, yet that it was also open to him to spend the
interval as agreeably as might be consistent with such a
preoccupation.
With the prospect of losing them the simple
use of his faculties became an exquisite pleasure;
it seem-
ed to him the joys of contemplation had never been sounded.
He was far from the time when he had found it hard that he
should be obliged to give up the idea of distinguishing himself;
an idea none the less importunate for being vague and none
the less delightful for having had to struggle in the same
breast with bursts of inspiring self-criticism. His friends
at present judged him more cheerful, and attributed it to a
theory, over which they shook their heads knowingly, that
he would recover his health.
His serenity was but the
array of wild flowers niched in his ruin
.

It was very probably this sweet-tasting property of the ob-
served thing in itself that was mainly concerned in Ralph's
quickly-stirred interest in the advent of a young lady who
was evidently not insipid.
If he was consideringly disposed,
something told him, here was occupation enough for a succes-
sion of days. It may be added, in summary fashion, that the
imagination of loving--as distinguished from that of being
loved --had still a place in his reduced sketch. He had only
forbidden himself the riot of expression. However, he shouldn't
inspire his cousin with a passion, nor would she be able, e-
ven should she try, to help him to one.


"And now tell me about the young lady," he said to his moth-
er. "What do you mean to do with her?"


Mrs. Touchett was prompt. "I mean to ask your father to in-
vite her to stay three or four weeks at Gardencourt."

"You needn't stand on any such ceremony as that," said Ralph.
"My father will ask her as a matter of course."

"I don't know about that. She's my niece; she's not his."

"Good Lord, dear mother;
what a sense of property! That's
all the more reason for his asking her. But after that--I
mean after three months (for its absurd asking the poor
girl to remain but for three or four paltry weeks)--what
do you mean to do with her?"

"I mean to take her to Paris. I mean to get her clothing."

"Ah yes, that's of course. But independently of that?"

"I shall invite her to spend the autumn with me in Florence."


"You don't rise above detail, dear mother," said Ralph. "I should
like to know what you mean to do with her in a general way."

"My duty!" Mrs. Touchett declared.
"I suppose you pity her very
much," she added.

"No, I don't think I pity her. She doesn't strike me as inviting
compassion.
I think I envy her. Before being sure, however, give
me a hint of where you see your duty."

"In showing her four European countries--I shall leave her the
choice of two of them--and in giving her the opportunity of
perfecting herself in French, which she already knows very well."

Ralph frowned a little. "That sounds rather dry--even allowing
her the choice of two of the countries."


"If it's dry," said his mother with a laugh, "you can leave
Isabel alone to water it! She is as good as a summer rain, any
day."


"Do you mean she's a gifted being?"

"I don't know whether she's a gifted being, but she's a clever
girl--with a strong will and a high temper.
She has no idea of
being bored."


"I can imagine that," said Ralph; and then he added abruptly:
"How do you two get on?"

"Do you mean by that that I'm a bore? I don't think she finds
me one. Some girls might, I know; but Isabel's too clever for
that. I think I greatly amuse her. We get on because I under-
stand her, I know the sort of girl she is. She's very frank,
and I'm very frank: we know just what to expect of each other."

"Ah, dear mother," Ralph exclaimed, "one always knows what to
expect of you! You've never surprised me but once, and that's
to-day--in presenting me with a pretty cousin whose existence
I had never suspected."

"Do you think her so very pretty?"

"Very pretty indeed; but I don't insist upon that.
It's her
general air of being some one in particular that strikes me.
Who is this rare creature, and what is she?
Where did you find
her, and how did you make her acquaintance?"


"I found her in an old house at Albany, sitting in a dreary room
on a rainy day, reading a heavy book and boring herself to death.
She didn't know she was bored, but when I left her no doubt of it
she seemed very grateful for the service.
You may say I shouldn't
have enlightened her--I should have let her alone. There's a good
deal in that, but I acted conscientiously; I thought she was
meant for something better. It occurred to me that it would be a
kindness to take her about and introduce her to the world. She
thinks she knows a great deal of it--like most American girls;
but like most American girls she's ridiculously mistaken. If you
want to know, I thought she would do me credit. I like to be well
thought of, and for a woman of my age there's no greater
convenience, in some ways, than an attractive niece."
You
know I had seen nothing of my sister's children for years; I dis-
approved entirely of the father. But I always meant to do some-
thing for them when he should have gone to his reward. I ascer-
tained where they were to be found and, without any preliminaries,
went and introduced myself.
There are two others of them, both
of whom are married; but I saw only the elder, who has, by the
way,
a very uncivil husband. The wife, whose name is Lily, jump-
ed at the idea of my taking an interest in Isabel; she said it
was just what her sister needed--that some one should take an
interest in her. She spoke of her as you might speak of some young
person of genius--in want of encouragement and patronage. It may
be that Isabel's a genius; but in that case I've not yet learned
her special line. Mrs. Ludlow was especially keen about my taking
her to Europe; they all regard Europe over there as a land of em-
igration, of rescue, a refuge for their superfluous population.

Isabel herself seemed very glad to come, and the thing was eas-
ily arranged. There was a little difficulty about the money-que-
stion, as she seemed averse to being under pecuniary obligations.
But she has a small income and she supposes herself to be trav-
elling at her own expense."


Ralph had listened attentively to this judicious report, by which
his interest in the subject of it was not impaired. "Ah, if she's
a genius," he said,
"we must find out her special line. Is it
by chance for flirting?"

"I don't think so. You may suspect that at first, but you'll be
wrong. You won't, I think, in any way, be easily right about her."

"Warburton's wrong then!" Ralph rejoicingly exclaimed.
"He flat-
ters himself he has made that discovery."

His mother shook her head. "Lord Warburton won't understand her.
He needn't try."


"He's very intelligent," said Ralph; "but it's right he should
be puzzled once in a while."

"Isabel will enjoy puzzling a lord," Mrs. Touchett remarked.

Her son frowned a little. "What does she know about lords?"

"Nothing at all: that will puzzle him all the more."

Ralph greeted these words with a laugh
and looked out of the
window.
Then, "Are you not going down to see my father?" he
asked.

"At a quarter to eight," said Mrs. Touchett.

Her son looked at his watch. "You've another quarter of an hour
then. Tell me some more about Isabel." After which, as Mrs.
Touchett declined his invitation, declaring that he must find
out for himself, "Well," he pursued, "she'll certainly do you
credit. But won't she also give you trouble?"

"I hope not; but if she does
I shall not shrink from it. I never
do that."


"She strikes me as very natural," said Ralph.

"Natural people are not the most trouble."

"No," said Ralph; "you yourself are a proof of that. You're ex-
tremely natural, and I'm sure you have never troubled any one.
It takes trouble to do that. But tell me this; it just occurs
to me. Is Isabel capable of making herself disagreeable?"

"Ah," cried his mother, "you ask too many questions! Find
that out for yourself."


His questions, however, were not exhausted. "All this time," he
said, "you've not told me what you intend to do with her."

"Do with her? You talk as if she were a yard of calico. I shall
do absolutely nothing with her, and she herself will do
everything she chooses.
She gave me notice of that."

"What you meant then, in your telegram, was that her character's
independent."

"I never know what I mean in my telegrams--especially those I
send from America.
Clearness is too expensive. Come down
to your father."

"It's not yet a quarter to eight," said Ralph.

"I must allow for his impatience," Mrs. Touchett answered. Ralph
knew what to think of his father's impatience; but, making no re-
joinder, he offered his mother his arm. This put it in his power,
as they descended together, to stop her a moment on the middle
landing of the staircase--the broad, low, wide-armed staircase
of time-blackened oak which was one of the most striking features
of Gardencourt. "You've no plan of marrying her?" he smiled.

"Marrying her? I should be sorry to play her such a trick! But
apart from that, she's perfectly able to marry herself. She has
every facility."

"Do you mean to say she has a husband picked out?"

"I don't know about a husband, but there's a young man in Bos-
ton--!"

Ralph went on; he had no desire to hear about the young man in
Boston. "As my father says, they're always engaged!"

His mother had told him that he must satisfy his curiosity at
the source
, and it soon became evident he should not want for
occasion. He had a good deal of talk with his young kinswoman
when the two had been left together in the drawing-room. Lord
Warburton, who had ridden over from his own house, some ten
miles distant, remounted and took his departure before dinner;
and an hour after this meal was ended
Mr. and Mrs. Touchett,
who appeared to have quite emptied the measure of their forms,
withdrew, under the valid pretext of fatigue
, to their respect-
ive apartments. The young man spent an hour with his cousin;
though she had been travelling half the day she appeared in no
degree spent. She was really tired; she knew it, and knew she
should pay for it on the morrow; but
it was her habit at this
period
to carry exhaustion to the furthest point and confess
to it only when dissimulation broke down. A fine hypocrisy was
for the present possible; she was interested; she was, as she
said to herself, floated.
She asked Ralph to show her the pict-
ures; there were a great many in the house,
most of them of
his own choosing. The best were arranged in an oaken gallery,
of charming proportions, which had a sitting-room at either
end of it and which in the evening was usually lighted. The
light was insufficient to show the pictures to advantage, and
the visit might have stood over to the morrow. This suggest-
ion Ralph had ventured to make; but Isabel looked disappoint-
ed--smiling still, however--and said: "If you please I should
like to see them just a little." She was eager, she knew she
was eager and now seemed so; she couldn't help it. "She
doesn't take suggestions," Ralph said to himself; but he
said it without irritation; her pressure amused and even
pleased him.
The lamps were on brackets, at intervals, and
if the light was imperfect it was genial. It fell upon the
vague squares of rich colour and on the faded gilding of
heavy frames; it made a sheen on the polished floor
of the
gallery. Ralph took a candlestick and moved about, pointing
out the things he liked;
Isabel, inclining to one picture
after another, indulged in little exclamations and murmurs.

She was evidently a judge; she had a natural taste; he was
struck with that. She took a candlestick herself and held
it slowly here and there; she lifted it high, and as she did
so he found himself pausing in the middle of the place and
bending his eyes much less upon the pictures than on her
presence. He lost nothing, in truth, by these wandering
glances, for she was better worth looking at than most works
of art.
She was undeniably spare, and ponderably light, and
proveably tall;
when people had wished to distinguish her
from the other two Miss Archers they had always called her

the willowy one. Her hair, which was dark even to blackness,
had been an object of envy to many women; her light grey
eyes, a little too firm perhaps in her graver moments, had
an enchanting range of concession.
They walked slowly up
one side of the gallery and down the other,
and then she
said: "Well, now I know more than I did when I began!"

"You apparently have a great passion for knowledge," her
cousin returned.

"I think I have; most girls are horridly ignorant."

"You strike me as different from most girls."

"Ah, some of them would--but the way they're talked to!"
murmured Isabel, who preferred not to dilate just yet on
herself. Then in a moment, to change the subject,
"Please
tell me--isn't there a ghost?"
she went on.

"A ghost?"

"A castle-spectre, a thing that appears. We call them ghosts
in America."


"So we do here, when we see them."

"You do see them then? You ought to, in this
romantic old
house."


"It's not a romantic old house," said Ralph. "You'll be
disappointed if you count on that.
It's a dismally prosaic one;
there's no romance here but what you may have brought with
you."

"I've brought a great deal; but it seems to me I've brought it to
the right place."

"To keep it out of harm, certainly; nothing will ever happen to
it here
, between my father and me."

Isabel looked at him a moment. "Is there never any one here but
your father and you?"

"My mother, of course."

"Oh, I know your mother; she's not romantic. Haven't you other
people?"

"Very few."

"I'm sorry for that; I like so much to see people."

"Oh, we'll invite all the county to amuse you," said Ralph.

"Now you're making fun of me," the girl answered rather gravely.
"Who was the gentleman on the lawn when I arrived?"

"A county neighbour; he doesn't come very often."

"I'm sorry for that; I liked him," said Isabel.

"Why, it seemed to me that you barely spoke to him," Ralph
objected.

"Never mind, I like him all the same. I like your father too,
immensely."


"You can't do better than that. He's the dearest of the dear."

"I'm so sorry he is ill," said Isabel.

"You must help me to nurse him; you ought to be a good nurse."

"I don't think I am; I've been told I'm not;
I'm said to have
too many theories.
But you haven't told me about the ghost,"
she added.

Ralph, however, gave no heed to this observation. "You like my
father and you like Lord Warburton. I infer also that you like
my mother."

"I like your mother very much, because--because--" And
Isabel
found herself attempting to assign a reason for her affection for
Mrs. Touchett.

"Ah, we never know why!" said her companion, laughing.

"I always know why," the girl answered. "It's because she doesn't
expect one to like her. She doesn't care whether one does or
not."

"So you adore her--out of perversity?
Well, I take greatly after
my mother," said Ralph.

"I don't believe you do at all.
You wish people to like you, and
you try to make them do it."


"Good heavens, how you see through one!" he cried with a dismay
that was not altogether jocular.


"But I like you all the same," his cousin went on. "The way to
clinch the matter will be to show me the ghost."

Ralph shook his head sadly. "I might show it to you, but
you'd
never see it. The privilege isn't given to every one; it's not
enviable. It has never been seen by a young, happy, innocent
person like you. You must have suffered first, have suffered
greatly, have gained some miserable knowledge.
In that way your
eyes are opened to it. I saw it long ago," said Ralph.

"I told you just now I'm very fond of knowledge," Isabel
answered.

"Yes, of happy knowledge--of pleasant knowledge. But
you haven't
suffered, and you're not made to suffer. I hope you'll never see
the ghost!"


She had listened to him attentively, with a smile on her lips,
but with a certain gravity in her eyes.
Charming as he found her,
she had struck him as rather presumptuous--indeed it was a part
of her charm; and he wondered what she would say. "I'm not a-
fraid, you know," she said: which seemed quite presumptuous
enough.

"You're not afraid of suffering?"


"Yes, I'm afraid of suffering. But I'm not afraid of ghosts.
And
I think people suffer too easily," she added.

"I don't believe you do," said Ralph, looking at her with his
hands in his pockets.

"I don't think that's a fault," she answered. "It's not abso-
lutely necessary to suffer; we were not made for that."

"You were not, certainly."

"I'm not speaking of myself."
And she wandered off a little.

"No, it isn't a fault," said her cousin.
"It's a merit to be
strong."

"Only, if you don't suffer they call you hard," Isabel remarked.

They passed out of the smaller drawing-room, into which they had
returned from the gallery, and paused in the hall, at the foot of
the staircase. Here Ralph presented his companion with her bed-
room candle, which he had taken from a niche. "Never mind what
they call you. When you do suffer they call you an idiot. The
great point's to be as happy as possible."

She looked at him a little; she had taken her candle and placed
her foot on the oaken stair. "Well," she said, "that's what I
came to Europe for, to be as happy as possible. Good-night."

"Good-night! I wish you all success, and shall be very glad to
contribute to it!"


She turned away, and he watched her as she slowly ascended.
Then, with his hands always in his pockets, he went back to
the empty drawing-room.



Chapter 6



Isabel Archer was a young person of many theories; her
imagination was remarkably active. It had been her fortune to
possess a finer mind than most of the persons among whom her lot
was cast; to have a
larger perception of surrounding facts and to
care for knowledge that was tinged with the unfamiliar.
It is
true that among her contemporaries she passed for a young wo-
man of extraordinary profundity; for these excellent people
never withheld their admiration from
a reach of intellect of
which they themselves were not conscious, and spoke of Isabel
as a prodigy of learning, a creature reported to have read the
classic authors--in translations.
Her paternal aunt, Mrs. Var-
ian, once spread the rumour that Isabel was writing a book--
Mrs. Varian having a reverence for books, and averred that the
girl would distinguish herself in print. Mrs. Varian thought
highly of literature, for which she entertained that esteem
that is connected with a sense of privation. Her own large
house, remarkable for its assortment of mosaic tables and
decorated ceilings, was unfurnished with a library, and in
the way of printed volumes contained nothing but half a doz-
en novels in paper on a shelf in the apartment of one of the
Miss Varians. Practically, Mrs. Varian's acquaintance with
literature was confined to The New York Interviewer; as
she very justly said, after you had read the Interviewer
you had lost all faith in culture. Her tendency, with this,
was rather to keep the Interviewer out of the way of her
daughters; she was determined to bring them up properly,
and they read nothing at all. Her impression with regard
to Isabel's labours was quite illusory; the girl had never
attempted to write a book and had no desire for the laurels
of authorship. She had no talent for expression and too
little of the consciousness of genius; she only had a gen-
eral idea that people were right when they treated her as if
she were rather superior.
Whether or no she were superior,
people were right in admiring her if they thought her so;
for it seemed to her often that her mind moved more quickly
than theirs, and this encouraged an impatience that might
easily be confounded with superiority.
It may be affirmed with-
out delay that Isabel was probably very liable to the sin of
self-esteem; she often surveyed with complacency the field
of her own nature; she was in the habit of taking for granted,
on scanty evidence, that she was right; she treated herself to
occasions of homage. Meanwhile her errors and delusions were
frequently such as a biographer interested in preserving the
dignity of his subject must shrink from specifying. Her thoughts
were a tangle of vague outlines
which had never been corrected
by the judgement of people speaking with authority. In matters of
opinion she had had her own way, and it had led her into a
thou-
sand ridiculous zigzags.
At moments she discovered she was
grotesquely wrong, and then she treated herself to a week of
passionate humility. After this she held her head higher than
ever again; for it was of no use, she had an unquenchable de-
sire to think well of herself.
She had a theory that it was only
under this provision life was worth living; that
one should be
one of the best, should be conscious of a fine organisation
(she couldn't help knowing her organsation was fine),
should
move in a realm of light, of natural wisdom, of happy impulse,
of inspiration gracefully chronic
. It was almost as unnecessary
to cultivate doubt of one's self as to cultivate doubt of one's
best friend: one should try to be one's own best friend and to
give one's self, in this manner, distinguished company. The girl
had a certain nobleness of imagination which rendered her a
good many services and played her a great many tricks. She
spent half her time in thinking of beauty and bravery and mag-
nanimity;
she had a fixed determination to regard the world as
a place of brightness, of free expansion, of irresistible action:

she held it must be detestable to be afraid or ashamed. She had
an infinite hope that she should never do anything wrong. She had
resented so strongly, after discovering them, her
mere errors of
feeling (the discovery always made her tremble
as if she had es-
caped from a trap which might have caught her and smothered her)
that the chance of inflicting a sensible injury upon another per-
son, presented only as a contingency, caused her at moments to
hold her breath. That always struck her as the worst thing that
could happen to her. On the whole, reflectively, she was in no
uncertainty about the things that were wrong. She had no love of
their look, but when she fixed them hard she recognised them. It
was wrong to be mean, to be jealous, to be false, to be cruel;
she had seen very little of the evil of the world, but she had
seen women who lied and who tried to hurt each other. Seeing such
things had quickened her high spirit; it seemed indecent not to
scorn them. Of course the danger of a high spirit was the danger
of inconsistency--the danger of keeping up the flag after the
place has surrendered; a sort of behaviour so crooked as to be
almost a dishonour to the flag. But Isabel, who knew little of
the sorts of artillery to which young women are exposed, flatter-
ed herself that such contradictions would never be noted in her
own conduct. Her life should always be in harmony with the most
pleasing impression she should produce;
she would be what she ap-
peared, and she would appear what she was. Sometimes she went so
far as to wish that she might find herself some day in a diffi-
cult position, so that she should have the pleasure of being as
heroic as the occasion demanded. Altogether, with her meagre
knowledge, her inflated ideals, her confidence at once innocent
and dogmatic, her temper at once exacting and indulgent, her mix-
ture of curiosity and fastidiousness, of vivacity and indiffer-
ence, her desire to look very well and to be if possible even bet-
ter,
her determination to see, to try, to know, her combination
of the delicate, desultory, flame-like spirit and the eager and
personal creature of conditions: she would be an easy victim of
scientific criticism if she were not intended to awaken on the
reader's part an impulse more tender
and more purely expectant.
It was one of her theories that Isabel Archer was very fortunate
in being independent, and that she ought to make some very en-
lightened use of that state. She never called it the state of
solitude, much less of singleness; she thought such descriptions
weak,
and, besides, her sister Lily constantly urged her to come
and abide. She had a friend whose acquaintance she had made short-
ly before her father's death, who offered
so high an example of
useful activity that Isabel always thought of her as a model.

Henrietta Stackpole had the advantage of an admired ability;
she was
thoroughly launched in journalism, and her letters to
the Interviewer, from Washington, Newport, the White Mountains
and other places, were
universally quoted. Isabel pronounced
them with confidence "ephemeral," but she esteemed the courage,
energy and good-humour of the writer
, who, without parents and
without property, had adopted three of the children of an in-
firm and widowed sister and was paying their school-bills out
of the proceeds of her literary labour.
Henrietta was in the
van of progress and had clear-cut views on most subjects; her
cherished desire had long been to come to Europe and write a
series of letters to the Interviewer from the radical point of view
--an enterprise the less difficult as she knew perfectly in ad-
vance what her opinions would be and to how many objections
most European institutions lay open.
When she heard that Isabel
was coming she wished to start at once; thinking, naturally, that
it would be delightful the two should travel together. She had been
obliged, however, to postpone this enterprise.
She thought Isabel
a glorious creature
, and had spoken of her covertly in some of her
letters, though she never mentioned the fact to her friend, who
would not have taken pleasure in it and was not a regular student
of the Interviewer. Henrietta, for Isabel, was chiefly a proof
that a woman might suffice to herself and be happy.
Her resources
were of the obvious kind
; but even if one had not the journalistic
talent and a genius for guessing, as Henrietta said, what the pub-
lic was going to want, one was not therefore to conclude that one
had no vocation, no beneficent aptitude of any sort, and resign one's
self to being frivolous and hollow.
Isabel was stoutly determined
not to be hollow.
If one should wait with the right patience one
would find some happy work to one's hand. Of course, among her the-
ories, this young lady was not without a collection of views on the
subject of marriage. The first on the list was a conviction of the
vulgarity of thinking too much of it. From lapsing into eagerness
on this point she earnestly prayed she might be delivered; she held
that
a woman ought to be able to live to herself, in the absence of
exceptional flimsiness
, and that it was perfectly possible to be
happy without the society of a more or less coarse-minded person of
another sex. The girl's prayer was very sufficiently answered;
some-
thing pure and proud that there was in her--something cold and dry
an unappreciated suitor with a taste for analysis might have called
it
--had hitherto kept her from any great vanity of conjecture on the
article of possible husbands.
Few of the men she saw seemed worth a
ruinous expenditure,
and it made her smile to think that one of them
should present himself as an incentive to hope and a reward of patience.
Deep in her soul--it was the deepest thing there--lay a belief that if
a certain light should dawn she could give herself completely; but
this image, on the whole, was too formidable to be attractive. Isabel's
thoughts hovered about it, but they seldom rested on it long; after a
little it ended in alarms. It often seemed to her that she thought
too much about herself; you could have made her colour, any day in
the year, by calling her
a rank egoist. She was always planning
out her
development, desiring her perfection, observing her
progress
. Her nature had, in her conceit, a certain garden-like
quality, a suggestion of perfume and murmuring boughs, of shady
bowers and lengthening vistas, which made her feel that intro-
spection was, after all, an exercise in the open air, and that a
visit to the recesses of one's spirit was harmless when one re-
turned from it with a lapful of roses. But she was often remind-
ed that there were other gardens in the world than those of her
remarkable soul, and that there were moreover a great many places
which were not gardens at all--only dusky pestiferous tracts, plant-
ed thick with ugliness and misery. In the current of that repaid
curiosity on which she had lately been floating,
which had convey-
ed her to this beautiful old England and might carry her much fur-
ther still, she often checked herself with
the thought of the thou-
sands of people who were less happy than herself
--a thought which
for the moment
made her fine, full consciousness appear a kind of
immodesty. What should one do with the misery of the world in a
scheme of the agreeable for one's self?
It must be confessed that
this question never held her long. She was too young, too impatient
to live, too unacquainted with pain. She always returned to her the-
ory that a young woman whom after all every one thought clever
should begin by getting a general impression of life.
This impres-
sion was necessary to prevent mistakes, and after it should be
secured she might make the unfortunate condition of others a
subject of special attention.

England was a revelation to her, and she found herself as divert-
ed as a child at a pantomime. In her infantine excursions to Eur-
ope shehad seen only the Continent, and seen it from the nursery
window; Paris, not London, was her father's Mecca, and into many
of his interests there his children had naturally not entered.
The images of that time moreover had grown faint and remote,
and the old-world quality in everything that she now saw had all
the charm of strangeness.
Her uncle's house seemed a picture
made real; no refinement of the agreeable was lost upon Isabel;
the rich perfection of Gardencourt at once revealed a world
and gratified a need. The large, low rooms, with brown ceilings
and dusky corners, the deep embrasures and curious case-
ments, the quiet light on dark, polished panels,
the deep green-
ness outside, that seemed always peeping in, the sense of well-
ordered privacy in the centre of a "property"--a place
where
sounds were felicitously accidental, where the tread was muff-
led by the earth itself and in the thick mild air all friction dropped
out of contact and all shrillness out of talk
--these things
were much to the taste of our young lady, whose taste played
a considerable part in her emotions.
She formed a fast friendship
with her uncle, and often sat by his chair when he had had it
moved out to the lawn. He passed hours in the open air, sit-
ting with folded hands like
a placid, homely household god,
a god of service, who had done his work and received his
wages and was trying to grow used to weeks and months made
up only of off-days. Isabel amused him more than she sus-
pected--the effect she produced upon people was often diff-
erent from what she supposed--and he frequently gave himself
the pleasure of making her chatter. It was by this term that
he qualified
her conversation, which had much of the "point"
observable in that of the young ladies of her country, to
whom the ear of the world is more directly presented than to
their sisters in other lands.
Like the mass of American girls
Isabel had been encouraged to express herself; her remarks
had been attended to; she had been expected to have emotions
and opinions. Many of her opinions had doubtless but a slender
value, many of her emotions passed away in the utterance;
but
they had left a trace in giving her the habit of seeming at least
to feel and think, and in
imparting moreover to her words when
she was really moved that prompt vividness
which so many peo-
ple had regarded as a sign of superiority.
Mr. Touchett used to
think that she reminded him of his wife when his wife was
in her teens. It was because she was fresh and natural and
quick to understand, to speak--so many characteristics of
her niece--that he had fallen in love with Mrs. Touchett.
He never expressed this analogy to the girl herself
, how-
ever; for if Mrs. Touchett had once been like Isabel, Isa-
bel was not at all like Mrs. Touchett. The old man was full
of kindness for her; it was a long time, as he said, since
they had had any young life in the house; and
our rustling,
quickly-moving, clear-voiced heroine was as agreeable to his
sense as the sound of flowing water.
He wanted to do something
for her and wished she would ask it of him. She would ask no-
thing but questions; it is true that of these she asked a
quantity. Her uncle had a great fund of answers, though her
pressure sometimes came in forms that puzzled him. She ques-
tioned him immensely about England, about the British consti--
tution, the English character, the state of politics, the
manners and customs of the royal family, the peculiarities of
the aristocracy, the way of living and thinking of his neigh-
bours; and in begging to be enlightened on these points she
usually enquired whether they corresponded with the descrip-
tions in the books. The old man always looked at her a lit-
tle with his fine dry smile while he smoothed down the shawl
spread across his legs.


"The books?" he once said; "well, I don't know much about the
books. You must ask Ralph about that.
I've always ascertained for
myself--got my information in the natural form.
I never asked
many questions even; I just kept quiet and took notice. Of course
I've had very good opportunities--better than what a young lady
would naturally have. I'm of an inquisitive disposition, though
you mightn't think it if you were to watch me: however much you
might watch me I should be watching you more. I've been watching
these people for upwards of thirty-five years, and I don't
hesitate to say that I've acquired considerable information. It's
a very fine country on the whole--finer perhaps than what we give
it credit for on the other side. several improvements I should
like to see introduced; but the necessity of them doesn't seem to
be generally felt as yet. When the necessity of a thing is generally
felt they usually manage to accomplish it; but they seem to feel pretty
comfortable about waiting till then.
I certainly feel more at home among
them than I expected to when I first came over; I suppose it’s because
I’ve had a considerable degree of success. When you’re successful you
naturally feel more at home.”

"Do you suppose that if I'm successful I shall feel at home?" Isabel
asked.

"I should think it very probable, and you certainly will be successful.
They like American young ladies very much over here; they show them
a great deal of kindness.
But you mustn't feel too much at home, you
know."

"Oh, I'm by no means sure it will satisfy me," Isabel judicially
emphasised. "I like the place very much, but I'm not sure I shall like
the people."

"The people are very good people; especially if you like them."

"I've no doubt they're good," Isabel rejoined; "but are they pleasant
in society? They won't rob me nor beat me; but will they make themselves
agreeable to me? That's what I like people to do. I don't hesitate to
say so, because I always appreciate it.
I don't believe they're very
nice to girls; they're not nice to them in the novels."


"I don't know about the novels," said Mr. Touchett. "I believe the
novels have a great deal but I don't suppose they're very accurate.
We once had a lady who wrote novels staying here; she was a friend
of Ralph's and he asked her down. She was very positive, quite up to
everything; but
she was not the sort of person you could depend on
for evidence. Too free a fancy
--I suppose that was it. She afterwards
published a work of fiction in which she was understood to have given
a representation--something in the nature of
a caricature, as you might
say--
of my unworthy self. I didn't read it, but Ralph just handed me
the book with the principal passages marked. It was understood to be
a description of my conversation;
American peculiarities, nasal twang,
Yankee notions, stars and stripes.
Well, it was not at all accurate;
she couldn't have listened very attentively. I had no objection to her
giving a report of my conversation, if she liked but I didn't like the
idea that she hadn't taken the trouble to listen to it. Of course I talk
like an American--I can't talk like a Hottentot.
However I talk, I've
made them understand me pretty well over here. But I don't talk like the
old gentleman in that lady's novel. He wasn't an American; we wouldn't
have him over there at any price.
I just mention that fact to show you
that they're not always accurate. Of course, as I've no daughters,
and as Mrs. Touchett resides in Florence, I haven't had much chance
to notice about the young ladies. It sometimes appears as if the young
women in the lower class were not very well treated; but I guess their
position is better in the upper and even to some extent in the middle."

"Gracious," Isabel exclaimed; "how many classes have they? About fifty,
I suppose."

"Well, I don't know that I ever counted them. I never took much notice
of the classes. That's the advantage of being an American here; you
don't belong to any class."

"I hope so," said Isabel.
"Imagine one's belonging to an English class!"

"Well, I guess some of them are pretty comfortable--especially towards
the top. But for me there are only two classes: the people I trust and
the people I don't. Of those two, my dear Isabel, you belong to the
first."

"I'm much obliged to you," said the girl quickly. Her way of taking
compliments seemed sometimes rather dry; she got rid of them as rapidly
as possible. But as regards this she was sometimes misjudged; she was
thought insensible to them, whereas in fact she was simply unwilling to
show how infinitely they pleased her. To show that was to show too much.

"I'm sure the English are very conventional," she added.

"They've got everything pretty well fixed," Mr. Touchett admitted. "It's
all settled beforehand--they don't leave it to the last moment."

"I don't like to have everything settled beforehand," said the girl. "I
like more unexpectedness."

Her uncle seemed amused at her distinctness of preference. "Well, it's
settled beforehand that you'll have great success," he rejoined. "I
suppose you'll like that."


"I shall not have success if they're too stupidly conventional. I'm not
in the least stupidly conventional. I'm just the contrary. That's what
they won't like."

"No, no, you're all wrong," said the old man. "You can't tell what
they'll like. They're very inconsistent; that's their principal
interest."

"Ah well," said Isabel, standing before her uncle with her hands
clasped about the belt of her black dress and looking up and down the
lawn--
"that will suit me perfectly!"



Chapter 7



The two amused themselves, time and again, with talking of the attitude
of the British public as if the young lady had been in a position to
appeal to it; but in fact the British public remained for the present
profoundly indifferent to Miss Isabel Archer, whose fortune had dropped
her, as her cousin said, into the dullest house in England. Her gouty
uncle received very little company, and Mrs. Touchett, not having
cultivated relations with her husband's neighbours, was not warranted
in expecting visits from them. She had, however, a peculiar taste; she
liked to receive cards.
For what is usually called social intercourse
she had very little relish; but nothing pleased her more than to find
her hall-table whitened with oblong morsels of symbolic pasteboard.
She
flattered herself that she was a very just woman, and had mastered the
sovereign truth that nothing in this world is got for nothing. She had
played no social part as mistress of Gardencourt, and
it was not to be
supposed that, in the surrounding country, a minute account should be
kept of her comings and goings. But it is by no means certain that she
did not feel it to be wrong that so little notice was taken of them and
that her failure (really very gratuitous) to make herself important in
the neighbourhood had not much to do with the acrimony of her allusions
to her husband's adopted country.
Isabel presently found herself in the
singular situation of defending the British constitution against her
aunt; Mrs. Touchett having formed the
habit of sticking pins into this
venerable instrument. Isabel always felt an impulse to pull out the
pins; not that she imagined they inflicted any damage on the tough old
parchment, but because it seemed to her her aunt might make better use
of her sharpness.
She was very critical herself--it was incidental to
her age, her sex and her nationality; but she was very sentimental as
well, and
there was something in Mrs. Touchett's dryness that set her
own moral fountains flowing.


"Now what's your point of view?" she asked of her aunt. "When you
criticise everything here you should have a point of view. Yours doesn't
seem to be American--you thought everything over there so disagreeable.
When I criticise I have mine; it's thoroughly American!"

"My dear young lady," said Mrs. Touchett,
"there are as many points of
view in the world as there are people of sense to take them. You may
say that doesn't make them very numerous! American? Never in the world;
that's shockingly narrow. My point of view, thank God, is personal!"


Isabel thought this a better answer than she admitted; it was a
tolerable description of her own manner of judging, but it would not
have sounded well for her to say so. On the lips of a person less
advanced in life and less enlightened by experience than Mrs. Touchett
such a declaration would savour of immodesty, even of arrogance. She
risked it nevertheless in talking with Ralph, with whom she talked a
great deal and with whom her conversation was of a sort that gave a
large licence to extravagance.
Her cousin used, as the phrase is, to
chaff her;
he very soon established with her a reputation for treating
everything as a joke, and he was not a man to neglect the privileges
such a reputation conferred.
She accused him of an odious want of
seriousness
, of laughing at all things, beginning with himself. Such
slender faculty of reverence as he possessed centred wholly upon his
father; for the rest, he
exercised his wit indifferently upon his
father's son,
this gentleman's weak lungs, his useless life, his
fantastic mother,
his friends (Lord Warburton in especial), his adopted,
and his native country, his charming new-found cousin.
"I keep a band
of music in my ante-room," he said once to her. "It has orders to play
without stopping; it renders me two excellent services. It keeps the
sounds of the world from reaching the private apartments, and it makes
the world think that dancing's going on within."
It was dance-music
indeed that you usually heard when you came within ear-shot of Ralph's
band; the liveliest waltzes seemed to float upon the air. Isabel often
found herself
irritated by this perpetual fiddling; she would have liked
to pass through the ante-room, as her cousin called it, and enter the
private apartments. It mattered little that he had assured her they were
a very dismal place; she would have been glad to undertake to sweep them
and set them in order.
It was but half-hospitality to let her remain
outside; to punish him for which Isabel administered innumerable taps
with the ferule of her straight young wit.
It must be said that her wit
was exercised to a large extent in self-defence, for her cousin amused
himself with calling her "Columbia" and accusing her of a patriotism so
heated that it scorched. He drew a caricature of her in which she was
represented as a very pretty young woman dressed, on the lines of the
prevailing fashion, in the folds of the national banner. Isabel's chief
dread in life at this period of her development was that she should
appear narrow-minded; what she feared next afterwards was that she
should really be so. But
she nevertheless made no scruple of abounding
in her cousin's sense and pretending to sigh for the charms of her
native land.
She would be as American as it pleased him to regard her,
and if he chose to laugh at her she would give him plenty of occupation.
She defended England against his mother, but when Ralph sang its praises
on purpose, as she said, to work her up, she found herself able to
differ from him on a variety of points. In fact,
the quality of this
small ripe country seemed as sweet to her as the taste of an October
pear;
and her satisfaction was at the root of the good spirits which
enabled her to take her cousin's chaff and return it in kind. If her
good-humour flagged at moments it was not because she thought herself
ill-used, but because she suddenly felt sorry for Ralph. It seemed to
her he was talking as a blind and had little heart in what he said. "I
don't know what's the matter with you," she observed to him once; "but I
suspect you're a great humbug."


"That's your privilege," Ralph answered, who had not been used to being
so crudely addressed.

"I don't know what you care for; I don't think you care for anything.
You don't really care for England when you praise it; you don't care for
America even when you pretend to abuse it."

"I care for nothing but you, dear cousin," said Ralph.


"If I could believe even that, I should be very glad."

"Ah well, I should hope so!" the young man exclaimed.

Isabel might have believed it and not have been far from the truth. He
thought a great deal about her; she was constantly present to his mind.
At a time
when his thoughts had been a good deal of a burden to him her
sudden arrival
, which promised nothing and was an open-handed gift of
fate, had
refreshed and quickened them, given them wings and something
to fly for.
Poor Ralph had been for many weeks steeped in melancholy;
his outlook, habitually sombre, lay under the shadow of a deeper cloud.

He had grown anxious about his father, whose gout, hitherto confined to
his legs, had begun to ascend into regions more vital. The old man had
been gravely ill in the spring, and the doctors had whispered to
Ralph that another attack would be less easy to deal with. Just now
he appeared disburdened of pain, but Ralph could not rid himself of a
suspicion that this was a subterfuge of the enemy, who was waiting to
take him off his guard. If the manoeuvre should succeed there would be
little hope of any great resistance.
Ralph had always taken for granted
that his father would survive him--that
his own name would be the first
grimly called.
The father and son had been close companions, and the
idea of being left alone with the remnant of a tasteless life on his
hands was not gratifying to the young man, who had always and tacitly
counted upon his elder's help in making the best of a poor business.

At the prospect of losing his great motive Ralph lost indeed his one
inspiration. If they might die at the same time it would be all very
well; but
without the encouragement of his father's society he should
barely have patience to await his own turn.
He had not the incentive of
feeling that he was indispensable to his mother; it was a rule with his
mother to have no regrets. He bethought himself of course that it had
been a small kindness to his father to wish that, of the two, the active
rather than the passive party should
know the felt wound; he remembered
that the old man had always treated his own forecast of an early end as
a clever fallacy, which he should be delighted to discredit so far as
he might by dying first. But of the two triumphs, that of refuting a
sophistical son and that of holding on a while longer to a state of
being which, with all abatements, he enjoyed, Ralph deemed it no sin to
hope the latter might be vouchsafed to Mr. Touchett.


These were nice questions, but Isabel's arrival put a stop to his
puzzling over them. It even suggested there might be a compensation for
the intolerable ennui of surviving his genial sire. He wondered whether
he were harbouring "love" for this spontaneous young woman from Albany;
but he judged that on the whole he was not.
After he had known her for
a week he quite made up his mind to this, and every day he felt a little
more sure.
Lord Warburton had been right about her; she was a really
interesting little figure. Ralph wondered how their neighbour had
found it out so soon; and then he said it was only another proof of his
friend's high abilities, which he had always greatly admired. If his
cousin were to be nothing more than an entertainment to him, Ralph was
conscious she was an entertainment of a high order.
"A character like
that," he said to himself--"a real little passionate force to see at
play is the finest thing in nature. It's finer than the finest work
of art--than a Greek bas-relief, than a great Titian, than a Gothic
cathedral.
It's very pleasant to be so well treated where one had least
looked for it.
I had never been more blue, more bored, than for a week
before she came; I had never expected less that anything pleasant would
happen.
Suddenly I receive a Titian, by the post, to hang on my wall--a
Greek bas-relief to stick over my chimney-piece.
The key of a beautiful
edifice is thrust into my hand, and I'm told to walk in and admire.
My
poor boy, you've been sadly ungrateful, and now you had better keep very
quiet and never grumble again." The sentiment of these reflexions was
very just; but it was not exactly true that Ralph Touchett had had a key
put into his hand.
His cousin was a very brilliant girl, who would take,
as he said, a good deal of knowing; but she needed the knowing, and his
attitude with regard to her, though it was contemplative and critical,
was not judicial. He surveyed the edifice from the outside and admired
it greatly; he looked in at the windows and received an impression of
proportions equally fair. But he felt that he saw it only by glimpses
and that he had not yet stood under the roof. The door was fastened, and
though he had keys in his pocket he had a conviction that none of them
would fit. She was intelligent and generous; it was a fine free nature;
but what was she going to do with herself?
This question was irregular,
for with most women one had no occasion to ask it.
Most women did
with themselves nothing at all; they waited, in attitudes more or less
gracefully passive, for a man to come that way and furnish them with
a destiny. Isabel's originality was that she gave one an impression of
having intentions of her own.
"Whenever she executes them," said Ralph,
"may I be there to see!"


It devolved upon him of course to do the honours of the place. Mr.
Touchett was confined to his chair, and his wife's position was that of
rather a grim visitor; so that in the line of conduct that opened itself
to Ralph
duty and inclination were harmoniously mixed. He was not a
great walker, but he strolled about the grounds with his cousin--a
pastime for which the weather remained favourable with a persistency not
allowed for in Isabel's somewhat lugubrious prevision of the climate;
and
in the long afternoons, of which the length was but the measure of
her gratified eagerness, they took a boat on the river, the dear little
river, as Isabel called it, where the opposite shore seemed still a
part of the foreground of the landscape; or drove over the country in a
phaeton--a low, capacious, thick-wheeled phaeton
formerly much used by
Mr. Touchett, but which he had now ceased to enjoy.
Isabel enjoyed it
largely and,
handling the reins in a manner which approved itself to
the groom as "knowing,"
was never weary of driving her uncle's capital
horses through winding lanes and byways full of the rural incidents she
had confidently expected to find;
past cottages thatched and timbered,
past ale-houses latticed and sanded, past patches of ancient common and
glimpses of empty parks
, between hedgerows made thick by midsummer. When
they reached home they usually found tea had been served on the lawn
and that Mrs. Touchett had not shrunk from the extremity of handing her
husband his cup. But the two for the most part sat silent; the old
man with his head back and his eyes closed, his wife occupied with her
knitting and wearing that appearance of rare profundity with which some
ladies consider the movement of their needles.

One day, however, a visitor had arrived. The two young persons, after
spending an hour on the river, strolled back to the house and perceived
Lord Warburton sitting under the trees and engaged in conversation, of
which even at a distance the desultory character was appreciable, with
Mrs. Touchett. He had driven over from his own place with a portmanteau
and had asked, as the father and son often invited him to do, for a
dinner and a lodging. Isabel, seeing him for half an hour on the day of
her arrival, had discovered in this brief space that she liked him; he
had indeed rather
sharply registered himself on her fine sense and
she had thought of him several times. She had hoped she should see him
again--hoped too that she should see a few others. Gardencourt was not
dull; the place itself was sovereign, her uncle was more and more a
sort of golden grandfather, and Ralph was unlike any cousin she had
ever encountered--her idea of cousins having tended to gloom. Then
her
impressions were still so fresh and so quickly renewed that there was as
yet hardly a hint of vacancy in the view.
But Isabel had need to remind
herself that she was interested in human nature and that her foremost
hope in coming abroad had been that she should see a great many people.
When Ralph said to her, as he had done several times, "I wonder you find
this endurable;
you ought to see some of the neighbours and some of
our friends, because we have really got a few, though you would never
suppose it"--when he offered to invite what he called a "lot of people"
and make her acquainted with English society, she encouraged the
hospitable impulse and promised in advance to hurl herself into the
fray. Little, however, for the present, had come of his offers, and it
may be confided to the reader that if the young man delayed to carry
them out it was because he found the labour of providing for his
companion by no means so severe as to require extraneous help. Isabel
had spoken to him very often about "specimens;" it was a word that
played a considerable part in her vocabulary; she had given him to
understand that she wished to see English society illustrated by eminent
cases.


"Well now, there's a specimen," he said to her as they walked up from
the riverside and he recognised Lord Warburton.

"A specimen of what?" asked the girl.

"A specimen of an English gentleman."

"Do you mean they're all like him?"

"Oh no; they're not all like him."

"He's a favourable specimen then," said Isabel; "because I'm sure he's
nice."

"Yes, he's very nice. And he's very fortunate."

The fortunate Lord Warburton exchanged a handshake with our heroine
and hoped she was very well. "But I needn't ask that," he said, "since
you've been handling the oars."

"I've been rowing a little," Isabel answered; "but how should you know
it?"

"Oh, I know he doesn't row; he's too lazy," said his lordship,
indicating Ralph Touchett with a laugh.

"He has a good excuse for his laziness," Isabel rejoined, lowering her
voice a little.

"Ah, he has a good excuse for everything!" cried Lord Warburton, still
with his
sonorous mirth.

"My excuse for not rowing is that my cousin rows so well," said Ralph.
"She does everything well.
She touches nothing that she doesn't adorn!"

"It makes one want to be touched
, Miss Archer," Lord Warburton declared.

"Be touched in the right sense and you'll never look the worse for
it,"
said Isabel, who, if it pleased her to hear it said that her
accomplishments were numerous, was happily able to reflect that such
complacency was not the indication of a feeble mind, inasmuch as there
were several things in which she excelled. Her desire to think well of
herself had at least the element of humility that it always needed to be
supported by proof.


Lord Warburton not only spent the night at Gardencourt, but he was
persuaded to remain over the second day; and when the second day was
ended he determined to postpone his departure till the morrow. During
this period he addressed many of his remarks to Isabel, who accepted
this evidence of his esteem with a very good grace. She found herself
liking him extremely; the first impression he had made on her had had
weight, but at the end of an evening spent in his society she scarce
fell short of seeing him--though quite without luridity--as a hero
of romance. She retired to rest with a sense of good fortune, with a
quickened consciousness of possible felicities. "It's very nice to know
two such charming people as those,"
she said, meaning by "those" her
cousin and her cousin's friend. It must be added moreover that an
incident had occurred which might have seemed to put her good-humour to
the test. Mr. Touchett went to bed at half-past nine o'clock, but his
wife remained in the drawing-room with the other members of the party.
She prolonged her vigil for something less than an hour, and then,
rising, observed to Isabel that it was time they should bid the
gentlemen good-night. Isabel had as yet no desire to go to bed; the
occasion wore, to her sense, a festive character, and feasts were not
in the habit of terminating so early. So, without further thought, she
replied, very simply--

"Need I go, dear aunt? I'll come up in half an hour."


"It's impossible I should wait for you,"
Mrs. Touchett answered.

"Ah, you needn't wait! Ralph will light my candle," Isabel gaily
engaged.

"I'll light your candle; do let me light your candle, Miss Archer!" Lord
Warburton exclaimed. "Only I beg it shall not be before midnight."

Mrs. Touchett fixed her bright little eyes upon him a moment and
transferred them coldly to her niece. "You can't stay alone with the
gentlemen. You're not--you're not at your blest Albany, my dear."

Isabel rose, blushing.
"I wish I were," she said.

"Oh, I say, mother!" Ralph broke out.

"My dear Mrs. Touchett!" Lord Warburton murmured.

"I didn't make your country, my lord," Mrs. Touchett said majestically.
"I must take it as I find it."


"Can't I stay with my own cousin?" Isabel enquired.

"I'm not aware that Lord Warburton is your cousin."

"Perhaps I had better go to bed!" the visitor suggested. "That will
arrange it."


Mrs. Touchett gave a little look of despair and sat down again. "Oh, if
it's necessary I'll stay up till midnight."

Ralph meanwhile handed Isabel her candlestick.
He had been watching her;
it had seemed to him her temper was involved--an accident that might
be interesting. But if he had expected anything of a flare he was
disappointed, for the girl simply laughed a little
, nodded good-night
and withdrew accompanied by her aunt. For himself he was annoyed at his
mother, though he thought she was right. Above-stairs the two ladies
separated at Mrs. Touchett's door. Isabel had said nothing on her way
up.

"Of course you're vexed at my interfering with you," said Mrs. Touchett.

Isabel considered.
"I'm not vexed, but I'm surprised--and a good deal
mystified.
Wasn't it proper I should remain in the drawing-room?"

"Not in the least. Young girls here--in decent houses--don't sit alone
with the gentlemen late at night."

"You were very right to tell me then," said Isabel. "I don't understand
it, but I'm very glad to know it.

"I shall always tell you," her aunt answered, "whenever I see you taking
what seems to me too much liberty."

"Pray do; but I don't say I shall always think your remonstrance just."

"Very likely not. You're too fond of your own ways."

"Yes, I think I'm very fond of them. But I always want to know the
things one shouldn't do."

"So as to do them?" asked her aunt.

"So as to choose," said Isabel.




Chapter 8



As she was devoted to romantic effects Lord Warburton ventured to
express a hope that she would come some day and see his house, a very
curious old place. He extracted from Mrs. Touchett a promise that she
would bring her niece to Lockleigh, and Ralph signified his willingness
to attend the ladies if his father should be able to spare him. Lord
Warburton assured our heroine that in the mean time his sisters would
come and see her. She knew something about his sisters, having sounded
him, during the hours they spent together while he was at Gardencourt,
on many points connected with his family. When Isabel was interested she
asked a great many questions, and as her companion was a copious talker
she urged him on this occasion by no means in vain.
He told her he
had four sisters and two brothers and had lost both his parents. The
brothers and sisters were very good people--"not particularly clever,
you know," he said, "but very decent and pleasant;" and he was so good
as to hope Miss Archer might know them well. One of the brothers was in
the Church, settled in the family living, that of Lockleigh, which was
a heavy, sprawling parish, and was
an excellent fellow in spite of his
thinking differently from himself on every conceivable topic. And then
Lord Warburton mentioned some of the opinions held by his brother, which
were opinions Isabel had often heard expressed and that she supposed to
be entertained by a considerable portion of the human family. Many of
them indeed she supposed she had held herself, till he assured her
she was quite mistaken, that it was really impossible, that she had
doubtless imagined she entertained them
, but that she might depend that,
if she thought them over a little, she would find there was nothing
in them. When she answered that she had already thought several of the
questions involved over very attentively he declared that she was only
another example of what
he had often been struck with--the fact that,
of all the people in the world, the Americans were the most grossly
superstitious. They were rank Tories and bigots, every one of them;
there were no conservatives like American conservatives.
Her uncle and
her cousin were there to prove it; nothing could be more medieval than
many of their views; they had ideas that people in England nowadays were
ashamed to confess to; and they had
the impudence moreover, said his
lordship, laughing,
to pretend they knew more about the needs and
dangers of this poor dear stupid old England than he who was born in it
and owned a considerable slice of it-
-the more shame to him! From all of
which Isabel gathered that
Lord Warburton was a nobleman of the newest
pattern, a reformer, a radical, a contemner of ancient ways.
His other
brother, who was in the army in India, was rather wild and pig-headed

and had not been of much use as yet but to make debts for Warburton to
pay--one of the most precious privileges of an elder brother. "I don't
think I shall pay any more," said her friend; "he lives a monstrous deal
better than I do, enjoys unheard-of luxuries and thinks himself a much
finer gentleman than I. As I'm a consistent radical I go in only for
equality; I don't go in for the superiority of the younger brothers."

Two of his four sisters, the second and fourth, were married, one of
them having done very well, as they said, the other only so-so.
The husband of the elder, Lord Haycock, was a very good fellow, but
unfortunately a horrid Tory; and his wife, like all good English wives,
was worse than her husband. The other had espoused a smallish squire
in Norfolk and, though married but the other day, had already five
children. This information and much more Lord Warburton imparted to his
young American listener,
taking pains to make many things clear and to
lay bare to her apprehension the peculiarities of English life. Isabel
was often amused at his explicitness and at the small allowance he
seemed to make either for her own experience or for her imagination. "He
thinks I'm a barbarian," she said, "and that I've never seen forks and
spoons;" and she used to ask him artless questions for the pleasure of
hearing him answer seriously. Then when he had fallen into the trap,
"It's a pity you can't see me in my war-paint and feathers," she
remarked; "if I had known how kind you are to the poor savages I would
have brought over my native costume!"
Lord Warburton had travelled
through the United States and knew much more about them than Isabel; he
was so good as to say that America was the most charming country in the
world, but his recollections of it appeared to encourage the idea that
Americans in England would need to have a great many things explained
to them. "If I had only had you to explain things to me in America!"
he said. "I was rather puzzled in your country; in fact I was quite
bewildered, and the trouble was that the explanations only puzzled me
more. You know I think they often gave me the wrong ones on purpose;
they're rather clever about that over there. But when I explain you
can trust me; about what I tell you there's no mistake." There was no
mistake at least about his being very intelligent and cultivated and
knowing almost everything in the world. Although
he gave the most
interesting and thrilling glimpses
Isabel felt he never did it to
exhibit himself, and though he had had rare chances and had tumbled in,
as she put it, for high prizes, he was as far as possible from making
a merit of it.
He had enjoyed the best things of life, but they had not
spoiled his sense of proportion. His quality was a mixture of the effect
of rich experience--oh, so easily come by!--with a modesty at times
almost boyish; the sweet and wholesome savour of which--it was as
agreeable as something tasted--lost nothing from the addition of a tone
of responsible kindness.


"I like your specimen English gentleman very much," Isabel said to Ralph
after Lord Warburton had gone.

"I like him too--I love him well," Ralph returned.
"But I pity him
more."


Isabel looked at him askance. "Why, that seems to me his only
fault--that one can't pity him a little.
He appears to have everything,
to know everything, to be everything."

"Oh, he's in a bad way!"
Ralph insisted.

"I suppose you don't mean in health?"

"No, as to that
he's detestably sound. What I mean is that he's a man
with a great position who's playing all sorts of tricks with it. He
doesn't take himself seriously."

"Does he regard himself as a joke?"

"Much worse;
he regards himself as an imposition--as an abuse."

"Well, perhaps he is," said Isabel.

"Perhaps he is--though on the whole I don't think so. But in that case
what's more pitiable than a sentient, self-conscious abuse planted by
other hands, deeply rooted but aching with a sense of its injustice?

For me, in his place, I could be as solemn as a statue of Buddha.
He occupies a position that appeals to my imagination. Great
responsibilities, great opportunities, great consideration, great
wealth, great power, a natural share in the public affairs of a great
country. But he's all in a muddle about himself, his position, his
power, and indeed about everything in the world.
He's the victim of a
critical age; he has ceased to believe in himself
and he doesn't know
what to believe in. When I attempt to tell him (because if I were he I
know very well what I should believe in) he calls me a pampered bigot.
I believe he seriously thinks me an awful Philistine; he says I don't
understand my time. I understand it certainly better than
he, who
can neither abolish himself as a nuisance nor maintain himself as an
institution."


"He doesn't look very wretched," Isabel observed.

"Possibly not; though, being a man of a good deal of charming taste, I
think
he often has uncomfortable hours. But what is it to say of a being
of his opportunities that he's not miserable?
Besides, I believe he is."

"I don't," said Isabel.

"Well," her cousin rejoined, "if he isn't he ought to be!"

In the afternoon she spent an hour with her uncle on the lawn, where the
old man sat, as usual, with his shawl over his legs and his large cup
of diluted tea in his hands.
In the course of conversation he asked her
what she thought of their late visitor.


Isabel was prompt. "I think he's charming."


"He's a nice person," said Mr. Touchett, "but I don't recommend you to
fall in love with him."

"I shall not do it then;
I shall never fall in love but on your recommend-
ation.
Moreover," Isabel added, "my cousin gives me rather a sad ac-
count of Lord Warburton."

"Oh, indeed? I don't know what there may be to say, but
you must
remember that Ralph must talk."

"He thinks your friend's too subversive--or not subversive enough!
I
don't quite understand which," said Isabel.

The old man shook his head slowly, smiled and put down his cup. "I don't
know which either. He goes very far, but it's quite possible he doesn't
go far enough.
He seems to want to do away with a good many things, but
he seems to want to remain himself.
I suppose that's natural, but it's
rather inconsistent."

"Oh, I hope he'll remain himself," said Isabel. "If he were to be done
away with his friends would miss him sadly."


"Well," said the old man, "I guess he'll stay and amuse his friends.
I should certainly miss him very much here at Gardencourt. He always
amuses me when he comes over, and I think he amuses himself as well.
There's a considerable number like him, round in society; they're very
fashionable just now. I don't know what they're trying to do--whether
they're trying to get up a revolution. I hope at any rate they'll put it
off till after I'm gone.
You see they want to disestablish everything;
but I'm a pretty big landowner here, and I don't want to be
disestablished.
I wouldn't have come over if I had thought they
were going to behave like that," Mr. Touchett went on with expanding
hilarity
. "I came over because I thought England was a safe country. I
call it a regular fraud if they are going to introduce any considerable
changes; there'll be a large number disappointed in that case."


"Oh, I do hope they'll make a revolution!" Isabel exclaimed. "I should
delight in seeing a revolution."


"Let me see," said her uncle, with a humorous intention; "I forget
whether you're on the side of the old or on the side of the new. I've
heard you take such opposite views."

"I'm on the side of both. I guess I'm a little on the side of everything.
In a revolution--after it was well begun--I think I should be a high,
proud loyalist. One sympathises more with them, and
they've a chance
to behave so exquisitely. I mean so picturesquely."


"I don't know that I understand what you mean by behaving picturesquely,
but
it seems to me that you do that always, my dear."

"Oh, you lovely man, if I could believe that!"
the girl interrupted.

"I'm afraid, after all, you won't have the pleasure of going gracefully
to the guillotine here just now," Mr. Touchett went on. "If you want to
see a big outbreak you must pay us a long visit. You see, when you come
to the point it wouldn't suit them to be taken at their word."

"Of whom are you speaking?"


"Well, I mean Lord Warburton and his friends--the radicals of the upper
class. Of course I only know the way it strikes me. They talk about the
changes, but I don't think they quite realise. You and I, you know, we
know what it is to have lived under democratic institutions: I always
thought them very comfortable, but I was used to them from the first.
And then I ain't a lord; you're a lady, my dear, but I ain't a lord. Now
over here I don't think it quite comes home to them. It's a matter of
every day and every hour, and I don't think many of them would find it
as pleasant as what they've got. Of course if they want to try, it's
their own business; but I expect they won't try very hard."


"Don't you think they're sincere?" Isabel asked.

"Well, they want to feel earnest," Mr. Touchett allowed; "but it seems
as if they took it out in theories mostly. Their radical views are a
kind of amusement; they've got to have some amusement, and they might
have coarser tastes than that. You see they're very luxurious, and these
progressive ideas are about their biggest luxury.
They make them feel
moral and yet don't damage their position. They think a great deal of
their position; don't let one of them ever persuade you he doesn't, for
if you were to proceed on that basis you'd be pulled up very short."

Isabel followed her uncle's argument, which he unfolded with his quaint
distinctness, most attentively, and though she was unacquainted with the
British aristocracy she found it in harmony with her general impressions
of human nature.
But she felt moved to put in a protest on Lord
Warburton's behalf. "I don't believe Lord Warburton's a humbug; I don't
care what the others are. I should like to see Lord Warburton put to the
test."

"Heaven deliver me from my friends!" Mr. Touchett answered. "Lord
Warburton's a very amiable young man--a very fine young man. He has a
hundred thousand a year. He owns fifty thousand acres of the soil of
this little island and ever so many other things besides. He has half a
dozen houses to live in. He has a seat in Parliament as I have one at my
own dinner-table. He has elegant tastes--cares for literature, for art,
for science, for charming young ladies. The most elegant is his taste
for the new views. It affords him a great deal of pleasure--more
perhaps than anything else, except the young ladies. His old house over
there--what does he call it, Lockleigh?--is very attractive; but I don't
think it's as pleasant as this. That doesn't matter, however--he has
so many others. His views don't hurt any one as far as I can see; they
certainly don't hurt himself. And if there were to be a revolution he
would come off very easily. They wouldn't touch him, they'd leave him as
he is: he's too much liked."

"Ah, he couldn't be a martyr even if he wished!" Isabel sighed. "That's
a very poor position."

"He'll never be a martyr unless you make him one," said the old man.

Isabel shook her head; there might have been something laughable in the
fact that she did it with a touch of melancholy. "I shall never make any
one a martyr."


"You'll never be one, I hope."

"I hope not. But you don't pity Lord Warburton then as Ralph does?"

Her uncle looked at her a while with
genial acuteness. "Yes, I do, after
all!"




Chapter 9



The two Misses Molyneux, this nobleman's sisters, came presently to call
upon her, and Isabel took a fancy to the young ladies, who appeared to
her to show a most original stamp.
It is true that when she described
them to her cousin by that term he declared that no epithet could be
less applicable than this to the two Misses Molyneux, since there
were fifty thousand young women in England who exactly resembled them.
Deprived of this advantage, however, Isabel's visitors retained that
of an extreme sweetness and shyness of demeanour, and of having, as
she thought, eyes like the balanced basins, the circles of "ornamental
water," set, in parterres, among the geraniums.


"They're not morbid, at any rate, whatever they are," our heroine said
to herself; and she deemed this a great charm
, for two or three of the
friends of her girlhood had been regrettably open to the charge (they
would have been so nice without it), to say nothing of Isabel's having
occasionally suspected it as a tendency of her own. The Misses Molyneux
were not in their first youth, but they had bright, fresh complexions
and something of the smile of childhood. Yes, their eyes, which Isabel
admired, were round, quiet and contented, and their figures, also of a
generous roundness, were encased in sealskin jackets. Their friendliness
was great, so great that they were almost embarrassed to show it; they
seemed somewhat afraid of the young lady from the other side of the
world and rather looked than spoke their good wishes.
But they made it
clear to her that they hoped she would come to luncheon at Lockleigh,
where they lived with their brother, and then they might see her very,
very often. They wondered if she wouldn't come over some day, and sleep:
they were expecting some people on the twenty-ninth, so perhaps she
would come while the people were there.

"I'm afraid it isn't any one very remarkable," said the elder sister;
"but I dare say you'll take us as you find us."

"I shall find you delightful; I think you're enchanting just as you
are," replied Isabel, who often praised profusely.

Her visitors flushed, and her cousin told her, after they were gone,
that if she said such things to those poor girls they would think she
was in some wild, free manner practising on them:
he was sure it was the
first time they had been called enchanting.


"I can't help it," Isabel answered. "I think it's lovely to be so quiet
and reasonable and satisfied. I should like to be like that."

"Heaven forbid!" cried Ralph with ardour.


"I mean to try and imitate them," said Isabel. "I want very much to see
them at home."

She had this pleasure a few days later, when, with Ralph and his mother,
she drove over to Lockleigh. She found the Misses Molyneux sitting in a
vast drawing-room (she perceived afterwards it was one of several) in a
wilderness of faded chintz; they were dressed on this occasion in black
velveteen. Isabel liked them even better at home than she had done at
Gardencourt, and was more than ever struck with the fact that they were
not morbid. It had seemed to her before that if they had a fault it was
a want of play of mind; but she presently saw they were capable of deep
emotion
. Before luncheon she was alone with them for some time, on one
side of the room, while Lord Warburton, at a distance, talked to Mrs.
Touchett.

"Is it true your brother's such a great radical?" Isabel asked. She
knew it was true, but we have seen that her interest in human nature was
keen, and she had a desire to draw the Misses Molyneux out.

"Oh dear, yes; he's immensely advanced," said Mildred, the younger
sister.

"At the same time Warburton's very reasonable," Miss Molyneux observed.

Isabel watched him a moment at the other side of the room; he was
clearly trying hard to make himself agreeable to Mrs. Touchett. Ralph
had met the frank advances of one of the dogs before the fire that the
temperature of an English August, in the ancient expanses, had not
made an impertinence. "Do you suppose your brother's sincere?" Isabel
enquired with a smile.

"Oh, he must be, you know!" Mildred exclaimed quickly, while the elder
sister gazed at our heroine in silence.

"Do you think he would stand the test?"

"The test?"

"I mean for instance having to give up all this."

"Having to give up Lockleigh?" said Miss Molyneux, finding her voice.

"Yes, and the other places; what are they called?"

The two sisters exchanged an almost frightened glance. "Do you mean--do
you mean on account of the expense?" the younger one asked.

"I dare say he might let one or two of his houses," said the other.

"Let them for nothing?" Isabel demanded.

"I can't fancy his giving up his property," said Miss Molyneux.

"Ah, I'm afraid he is an impostor!" Isabel returned. "Don't you think
it's a false position?"

Her companions, evidently, had lost themselves.
"My brother's position?"
Miss Molyneux enquired.

"It's thought a very good position," said the younger sister. "It's the
first position in this part of the county."

"I dare say you think me very irreverent," Isabel took occasion to
remark. "I suppose you revere your brother and are rather afraid of
him."

"Of course one looks up to one's brother," said Miss Molyneux simply.

"If you do that he must be very good--because you, evidently, are
beautifully good."

"He's most kind. It will never be known, the good he does."

"His ability is known," Mildred added; "every one thinks it's immense."

"Oh, I can see that," said Isabel.
"But if I were he I should wish to
fight to the death: I mean for the heritage of the past. I should hold
it tight."

"I think one ought to be liberal," Mildred argued gently. "We've always
been so, even from the earliest times."

"Ah well," said Isabel, "you've made a great success of it; I don't
wonder you like it. I see you're very fond of crewels."


When Lord Warburton showed her the house, after luncheon, it seemed to
her a matter of course that it should be a noble picture. Within, it
had been a good deal modernised--some of its best points had lost their
purity; but as they saw it from the gardens,
a stout grey pile, of the
softest, deepest, most weather-fretted hue, rising from a broad, still
moat, it affected the young visitor as a castle in a legend. The day was
cool and rather lustreless; the first note of autumn had been struck,
and the watery sunshine rested on the walls in blurred and desultory
gleams, washing them, as it were, in places tenderly chosen, where the
ache of antiquity was keenest.
Her host's brother, the Vicar, had come
to luncheon, and Isabel had had five minutes' talk with him--
time enough
to institute a search for a rich ecclesiasticism and give it up as
vain. The marks of the Vicar of Lockleigh were a big, athletic figure,
a candid, natural countenance, a capacious appetite and a tendency to
indiscriminate laughter.
Isabel learned afterwards from her cousin
that before taking orders he had been
a mighty wrestler and that he
was still, on occasion--in the privacy of the family circle as it
were--
quite capable of flooring his man. Isabel liked him--she was in
the mood for liking everything; but
her imagination was a good deal
taxed to think of him as a source of spiritual aid.
The whole party, on
leaving lunch, went to walk in the grounds; but Lord Warburton exercised
some ingenuity in engaging his least familiar guest in a stroll apart
from the others.

"I wish you to see the place properly, seriously," he said. "You can't
do so if your attention is distracted by irrelevant gossip." His own
conversation (though he told Isabel a good deal about the house, which
had a very curious history) was not purely archaeological; he reverted
at intervals to matters more personal--matters personal to the young
lady as well as to himself.
But at last, after a pause of some duration,
returning for a moment to their ostensible theme, "Ah, well," he said,
"I'm very glad indeed you like the old barrack. I wish you could see
more of it--that you could stay here a while. My sisters have taken an
immense fancy to you--if that would be any inducement."

"There's no want of inducements," Isabel answered; "but I'm afraid I
can't make engagements. I'm quite in my aunt's hands."

"Ah, pardon me if I say I don't exactly believe that. I'm pretty sure
you can do whatever you want."

"I'm sorry if I make that impression on you; I don't think it's a nice
impression to make."

"It has the merit of permitting me to hope." And Lord Warburton paused a
moment.

"To hope what?"

"That in future I may see you often."

"Ah," said Isabel, "to enjoy that pleasure I needn't be so terribly
emancipated."

"Doubtless not; and yet, at the same time, I don't think your uncle
likes me."

"You're very much mistaken. I've heard him speak very highly of you."


"I'm glad you have talked about me," said Lord Warburton. "But, I
nevertheless don't think he'd like me to keep coming to Gardencourt."

"I can't answer for my uncle's tastes," the girl rejoined, "though I
ought as far as possible to take them into account. But for myself I
shall be very glad to see you."

"Now that's what I like to hear you say. I'm charmed when you say that."

"You're easily charmed, my lord," said Isabel.

"No, I'm not easily charmed!" And then he stopped a moment. "But you've
charmed me, Miss Archer."

These words were uttered with an indefinable sound which startled the
girl; it struck her as the prelude to something grave: she had heard the
sound before and she recognised it. She had no wish, however, that for
the moment such a prelude should have a sequel
, and she said as gaily
as possible and as quickly as an appreciable degree of agitation would
allow her: "I'm afraid there's no prospect of my being able to come here
again."


"Never?" said Lord Warburton.

"I won't say ‘never'; I should feel very melodramatic."

"May I come and see you then some day next week?"

"Most assuredly. What is there to prevent it?"

"Nothing tangible. But with you I never feel safe.
I've a sort of sense
that you're always summing people up."

"You don't of necessity lose by that."


"It's very kind of you to say so; but, even if I gain,
stern justice is
not what I most love.
Is Mrs. Touchett going to take you abroad?"

"I hope so."


"Is England not good enough for you?"

"That's a very Machiavellian speech; it doesn't deserve an answer. I
want to see as many countries as I can."

"Then you'll go on judging, I suppose."

"Enjoying, I hope, too."


"Yes, that's what you enjoy most; I can't make out what you're up to,"
said Lord Warburton.
"You strike me as having mysterious purposes--vast
designs."

"You're so good as to have a theory about me which I don't at all fill
out.
Is there anything mysterious in a purpose entertained and
executed every year, in the most public manner, by fifty thousand of
my fellow-countrymen--the purpose of improving one's mind by foreign
travel?"

"You can't improve your mind, Miss Archer," her companion declared.
"It's already a most formidable instrument.
It looks down on us all; it
despises us."

"Despises you? You're making fun of me," said Isabel seriously.

"Well, you think us ‘quaint'--that's the same thing. I won't be thought
‘quaint,' to begin with; I'm not so in the least. I protest."

"That protest is one of the quaintest things I've ever heard," Isabel
answered with a smile.


Lord Warburton was briefly silent. "You judge only from the outside--you
don't care," he said presently. "You only care to amuse yourself."
The
note she had heard in his voice a moment before reappeared, and mixed
with it now was an audible strain of bitterness--a bitterness so abrupt
and inconsequent that the girl was afraid she had hurt him.
She had
often heard that the English are a highly eccentric people, and she
had even read in some ingenious author that they are at bottom the most
romantic of races. Was Lord Warburton suddenly turning romantic--was he
going to make her a scene, in his own house, only the third time they
had met? She was reassured quickly enough by her sense of his great good
manners, which was not impaired by the fact that he had already touched
the furthest limit of good taste in expressing his admiration of a young
lady who had confided in his hospitality. She was right in trusting
to his good manners, for he presently went on, laughing a little and
without a trace of the accent that had discomposed her:
"I don't mean of
course that you amuse yourself with trifles. You select great materials;
the foibles, the afflictions of human nature, the peculiarities of
nations!"

"As regards that," said Isabel, "I should find in my own nation
entertainment for a lifetime.
But we've a long drive, and my aunt
will soon wish to start." She turned back toward the others and Lord
Warburton walked beside her in silence. But before they reached the
others, "I shall come and see you next week," he said.

She had received an appreciable shock, but as it died away she felt that
she couldn't pretend to herself that it was altogether a painful one.

Nevertheless she made answer to his declaration, coldly enough, "Just as
you please." And
her coldness was not the calculation of her effect--a
game she played in a much smaller degree than would have seemed probable
to many critics.
It came from a certain fear.



Chapter 10



The day after her visit to Lockleigh she received a note from her friend
Miss Stackpole--a
note of which the envelope, exhibiting in conjunction
the postmark of Liverpool and
the neat calligraphy of the quick-fingered
Henrietta, caused her some liveliness of emotion.
"Here I am, my lovely
friend," Miss Stackpole wrote; "I managed to get off at last. I decided
only the night before I left New York--the Interviewer having come round
to my figure. I put a few things into a bag, like a veteran journalist,
and came down to the steamer in a street-car. Where are you and where
can we meet? I suppose you're visiting at some castle or other and have
already acquired the correct accent. Perhaps even you have married a
lord; I almost hope you have, for I want some introductions to the first
people and shall count on you for a few.
The Interviewer wants some
light on the nobility.
My first impressions (of the people at large) are
not rose-coloured; but I wish to talk them over with you, and you know
that, whatever I am, at least I'm not superficial.
I've also something
very particular to tell you. Do appoint a meeting as quickly as you can;
come to London (I should like so much to visit the sights with you) or
else let me come to yo
u, wherever you are. I will do so with pleasure;
for you know everything interests me and
I wish to see as much as
possible of the inner life."


Isabel judged best not to show this letter to her uncle; but she
acquainted him with its purport, and, as she expected, he begged her
instantly to assure Miss Stackpole, in his name, that he should be
delighted to receive her at Gardencourt. "Though she's a literary lady,"
he said, "I suppose that, being an American, she won't show me up, as
that other one did. She has seen others like me."

"She has seen no other so delightful!" Isabel answered; but
she was
not altogether at ease about Henrietta's reproductive instincts
, which
belonged to that side of her friend's character which she regarded with
least complacency. She wrote to Miss Stackpole, however, that she would
be very welcome under Mr. Touchett's roof; and this alert young woman
lost no time in announcing her prompt approach.
She had gone up to
London, and it was f
rom that centre that she took the train for the
station nearest to Gardencourt, where Isabel and Ralph were in waiting
to receive her.

"Shall I love her or shall I hate her?" Ralph asked while they moved
along the platform.

"Whichever you do will matter very little to her," said Isabel. "She
doesn't care a straw what men think of her."

"As a man I'm bound to dislike her then.
She must be a kind of monster.
Is she very ugly?"


"No, she's decidedly pretty."

"A female interviewer--a reporter in petticoats? I'm very curious to see
her," Ralph conceded.

"It's very easy to laugh at her but it is not easy to be as brave as
she."

"I should think not;
crimes of violence and attacks on the person
require more or less pluck.
Do you suppose she'll interview me?"

"Never in the world. She'll not think you of enough importance."

"You'll see," said Ralph. "She'll send a description of us all,
including Bunchie, to her newspaper."

"I shall ask her not to," Isabel answered.

"You think she's capable of it then?"

"Perfectly."

"And yet you've made her your bosom-friend?"

"I've not made her my bosom-friend; but I like her in spite of her
faults."

"Ah well," said Ralph, "I'm afraid I shall dislike her in spite of her
merits."


"You'll probably fall in love with her at the end of three days."

"And have my love-letters published in the Interviewer? Never!" cried
the young man.

The train presently arrived, and Miss Stackpole, promptly descending,
proved, as Isabel had promised, quite delicately, even though rather
provincially, fair. She was a neat, plump person, of medium stature,
with a round face, a small mouth, a delicate complexion, a bunch of
light brown ringlets at the back of her head and
a peculiarly open,
surprised-looking eye.
The most striking point in her appearance was the
remarkable fixedness of this organ, which rested without impudence or
defiance, but as if in conscientious exercise of a natural right, upon
every object it happened to encounter.
It rested in this manner upon
Ralph himself, a little arrested by Miss Stackpole's gracious and
comfortable aspect, which hinted that it wouldn't be so easy as he had
assumed to disapprove of her.
She rustled, she shimmered, in fresh,
dove-coloured draperies, and Ralph saw at a glance that she was as crisp
and new and comprehensive as a first issue before the folding. From top
to toe she had probably no misprint.
She spoke in a clear, high voice--a
voice not rich but loud; yet after she had taken her place with her
companions in Mr. Touchett's carriage
she struck him as not all in the
large type, the type of horrid "headings," that he had expected.
She
answered the enquiries made of her by Isabel, however, and in which the
young man ventured to join, with
copious lucidity; and later, in the
library at Gardencourt, when she had made the acquaintance of Mr.
Touchett (his wife not having thought it necessary to appear) did more
to give the measure of her confidence in her powers.


"Well, I should like to know whether you consider yourselves American
or English," she broke out. "If once I knew I could talk to you
accordingly."

"Talk to us anyhow and we shall be thankful," Ralph liberally answered.

She fixed her eyes on him, and there was something in their character
that reminded him of large polished buttons--buttons that might have
fixed the elastic loops of some tense receptacle: he seemed to see the
reflection of surrounding objects on the pupil. The expression of a
button is not usually deemed human, but there was something in Miss
Stackpole's gaze that made him, as a very modest man, feel vaguely
embarrassed--less inviolate, more dishonoured, than he liked.
This
sensation, it must be added, after he had spent a day or two in her
company, sensibly diminished, though it never wholly lapsed. "I don't
suppose that you're going to undertake to persuade me that you're an
American," she said.

"To please you I'll be an Englishman, I'll be a Turk!"


"Well, if you can change about that way you're very welcome," Miss
Stackpole returned.

"I'm sure you understand everything and that differences of nationality
are no barrier to you," Ralph went on.

Miss Stackpole gazed at him still. "Do you mean the foreign languages?"

"The languages are nothing. I mean the spirit--the genius."

"I'm not sure that I understand you," said the correspondent of the
Interviewer; "but I expect I shall before I leave."

"He's what's called a cosmopolite," Isabel suggested.

"That means he's a little of everything and not much of any. I must say
I think patriotism is like charity--it begins at home."

"Ah, but where does home begin, Miss Stackpole?" Ralph enquired.

"I don't know where it begins, but I know where it ends. It ended a long
time before I got here."


"Don't you like it over here?" asked Mr. Touchett with his aged,
innocent voice.

"Well, sir, I haven't quite made up my mind what ground I shall take.
I feel a good deal cramped. I felt it on the journey from Liverpool to
London."

"Perhaps you were in a crowded carriage," Ralph suggested.

"Yes, but it was crowded with friends--party of Americans whose
acquaintance I had made upon the steamer; a lovely group from Little
Rock, Arkansas. In spite of that I felt cramped--I felt something
pressing upon me; I couldn't tell what it was.
I felt at the very
commencement
as if I were not going to accord with the atmosphere. But
I suppose I shall make my own atmosphere. That's the true way--then you
can breathe.
Your surroundings seem very attractive."

"Ah, we too are a lovely group!" said Ralph. "Wait a little and you'll
see."

Miss Stackpole showed every disposition to wait and evidently was
prepared to make a considerable stay at Gardencourt.
She occupied
herself in the mornings with literary labour; but in spite of this
Isabel spent many hours with her friend, who, once her daily task
performed,
deprecated, in fact defied, isolation. Isabel speedily found
occasion to desire her to desist from celebrating the charms of their
common sojourn in print
, having discovered, on the second morning
of Miss Stackpole's visit, that she was engaged on a letter to the
Interviewer, of which the title, in her exquisitely neat and legible
hand (exactly that of the copybooks which our heroine remembered at
school) was
"Americans and Tudors--Glimpses of Gardencourt." Miss
Stackpole, with the best conscience in the world, offered to read her
letter to Isabel, who immediately put in her protest.


"I don't think you ought to do that. I don't think you ought to describe
the place."

Henrietta gazed at her as usual. "Why, it's just what the people want,
and it's a lovely place."

"It's too lovely to be put in the newspapers, and it's not what my uncle
wants."

"Don't you believe that!" cried Henrietta. "They're always delighted
afterwards."

"My uncle won't be delighted--nor my cousin either. They'll consider it
a breach of hospitality."

Miss Stackpole showed no sense of confusion; she simply wiped her pen,
very neatly, upon an elegant little implement which she kept for the
purpose, and put away her manuscript. "Of course if you don't approve I
won't do it; but I sacrifice a beautiful subject."


"There are plenty of other subjects, there are subjects all round you.
We'll take some drives; I'll show you some charming scenery."

"Scenery's not my department; I always need a human interest. You know
I'm deeply human, Isabel; I always was," Miss Stackpole rejoined.
"I was
going to bring in your cousin--the alienated American. There's a
great demand just now for the alienated American, and your cousin's a
beautiful specimen. I should have handled him severely."


"He would have died of it!" Isabel exclaimed. "Not of the severity, but
of the publicity."

"Well, I should have liked to kill him a little. And I should have
delighted to do your uncle, who seems to me a much nobler type--the
American faithful still. He's a grand old man; I don't see how he can
object to my paying him honour."


Isabel looked at her companion in much wonderment; it struck her as
strange that a nature in which she found so much to esteem should break
down so in spots. "My poor Henrietta," she said, "you've no sense of
privacy."

Henrietta coloured deeply, and for a moment her brilliant eyes were
suffused,
while Isabel found her more than ever inconsequent. "You do me
great injustice," said Miss Stackpole with dignity. "I've never written
a word about myself!"

"I'm very sure of that; but
it seems to me one should be modest for
others also!"


"Ah, that's very good!" cried Henrietta, seizing her pen again. "Just
let me make a note of it and I'll put it in somewhere." she was a
thoroughly good-natured woman, and half an hour later she was in as
cheerful a mood as should have been looked for in a newspaper-lady
in want of matter. "I've promised to do the social side," she said to
Isabel; "and how can I do it unless I get ideas?
If I can't describe
this place don't you know some place I can describe?" Isabel promised
she would bethink herself, and the next day, in conversation with her
friend, she happened to mention her visit to Lord Warburton's ancient
house. "Ah, you must take me there--that's just the place for me!" Miss
Stackpole cried. "I must get a glimpse of the nobility."

"I can't take you," said Isabel; "but Lord Warburton's coming here, and
you'll have a chance to see him and observe him. Only if you intend to
repeat his conversation I shall certainly give him warning."

"Don't do that," her companion pleaded;
"I want him to be natural."

"An Englishman's never so natural as when he's holding his tongue,"

Isabel declared.


It was not apparent, at the end of three days, that her cousin had,
according to her prophecy, lost his heart to their visitor, though he
had spent a good deal of time in her society.
They strolled about the
park together and sat under the trees, and in the afternoon, when it was
delightful to float along the Thames, Miss Stackpole occupied a place
in the boat in which hitherto Ralph had had but a single companion.
Her
presence proved somehow less irreducible to soft particles than Ralph
had expected in the natural perturbation of his sense of the perfect
solubility of that of his cousin;
for the correspondent of the
Interviewer
prompted mirth in him, and he had long since decided that
the crescendo of mirth should be the flower of his declining days.
Henrietta, on her side, failed a little to justify Isabel's declaration
with regard to her indifference to masculine opinion; for
poor Ralph
appeared to have presented himself to her as
an irritating problem,
which it would be almost immoral not to work out.


"What does he do for a living?" she asked of Isabel the evening of her
arrival.
"Does he go round all day with his hands in his pockets?"

"He does nothing," smiled Isabel; "he's a gentleman of large leisure."

"Well,
I call that a shame--when I have to work like a car-conductor,"
Miss Stackpole replied.
"I should like to show him up."

"He's in wretched health; he's quite unfit for work," Isabel urged.

"Pshaw! don't you believe it. I work when I'm sick," cried her friend.
Later, when she stepped into the boat on joining the water-party, she
remarked to Ralph that she supposed he hated her and would like to drown
her.


"Ah no," said Ralph, "I keep my victims for a slower torture. And you'd
be such an interesting one!"

"Well, you do torture me; I may say that. But I shock all your prejudices;
that's one comfort."

"My prejudices? I haven't a prejudice to bless myself with. There's
intellectual poverty for you."

"The more shame to you; I've some delicious ones.
Of course I spoil
your flirtation, or whatever it is you call it, with your cousin; but I don't
care for that, as
I render her the service of drawing you out. She'll
see how thin you are."

"Ah, do draw me out!" Ralph exclaimed. "So few people will take the
trouble."


Miss Stackpole, in this undertaking, appeared to shrink from no effort;
resorting largely, whenever the opportunity offered, to the natural
expedient of interrogation. On the following day the weather was
bad, and in the afternoon the young man, by way of providing indoor
amusement, offered to show her the pictures. Henrietta strolled through
the long gallery in his society, while he pointed out its principal
ornaments and mentioned the painters and subjects. Miss Stackpole looked
at the pictures in perfect silence, committing herself to no opinion,
and Ralph was gratified by the fact that she delivered herself of
none
of the little ready-made ejaculations of delight of which the visitors
to Gardencourt were so frequently lavish.
This young lady indeed, to do
her justice, was but little addicted to the use of conventional terms;
there was
something earnest and inventive in her tone, which at times,
in its strained deliberation,
suggested a person of high culture
speaking a foreign language.
Ralph Touchett subsequently learned that
she had at one time officiated as art critic to a journal of the other
world; but she appeared, in spite of this fact, to
carry in her pocket
none of the small change of admiration.
Suddenly, just after he had
called her attention to a charming Constable, she turned and looked at
him as if he himself had been a picture.

"Do you always spend your time like this?" she demanded.

"I seldom spend it so agreeably."

"Well, you know what I mean--
without any regular occupation."

"Ah," said Ralph,
"I'm the idlest man living."

Miss Stackpole directed her gaze to the Constable again, and Ralph
bespoke her attention for a small Lancret hanging near it, which
represented a gentleman in a pink doublet and hose and a ruff, leaning
against the pedestal of the statue of a nymph in a garden and playing
the guitar to two ladies seated on the grass. "That's my ideal of a
regular occupation," he said.

Miss Stackpole turned to him again, and, though her eyes had rested
upon the picture, he saw she had missed the subject. She was thinking
of something much more serious.
"I don't see how you can reconcile it to
your conscience."

"My dear lady, I have no conscience!"


"Well, I advise you to cultivate one. You'll need it the next time you
go to America."

"I shall probably never go again."

"Are you ashamed to show yourself?"

Ralph meditated with a mild smile. "I suppose that if one has no
conscience one has no shame."

"Well, you've got plenty of assurance," Henrietta declared. "Do you
consider it right to give up your country?"


"Ah, one doesn't give up one's country any more than one gives _up_
one's grandmother. They're both antecedent to choice--elements of one's
composition that are not to be eliminated."


"I suppose that means that you've tried and been worsted. What do they
think of you over here?"

"They delight in me."

"That's because you truckle to them."

"Ah, set it down a little to my natural charm!" Ralph sighed.

"I don't know anything about your natural charm. If you've got any charm
it's quite unnatural. It's wholly acquired--or at least you've tried
hard to acquire it, living over here. I don't say you've succeeded. It's
a charm that I don't appreciate, anyway. Make yourself useful in some
way, and then we'll talk about it."
"Well, now, tell me what I shall
do," said Ralph.


"Go right home, to begin with."

"Yes, I see. And then?"

"Take right hold of something."

"Well, now, what sort of thing?"

"Anything you please, so long as you take hold. Some new idea, some big
work."

"Is it very difficult to take hold?" Ralph enquired.

"Not if you put your heart into it."


"Ah, my heart," said Ralph. "If it depends upon my heart--!"

"Haven't you got a heart?"

"I had one a few days ago, but I've lost it since."

"You're not serious," Miss Stackpole remarked; "that's what's the matter
with you." But for all this, in a day or two, she again permitted him to
fix her attention and on the later occasion assigned a different cause
to her mysterious perversity. "I know what's the matter with you, Mr.
Touchett," she said. "You think you're too good to get married."

"I thought so till I knew you, Miss Stackpole," Ralph answered; "and
then I suddenly changed my mind."

"Oh pshaw!" Henrietta groaned.

"Then it seemed to me," said Ralph, "that I was not good enough."

"It would improve you. Besides, it's your duty."

"Ah," cried the young man, "one has so many duties! Is that a duty too?"

"Of course it is--did you never know that before? It's every one's duty
to get married."

Ralph meditated a moment; he was disappointed. There was something in
Miss Stackpole he had begun to like; it seemed to him that if she
was not a charming woman she was at least a very good "sort." She was
wanting in distinction, but, as Isabel had said,
she was brave: she went
into cages, she flourished lashes, like a spangled lion-tamer.
He had
not supposed her to be capable of vulgar arts, but these last words
struck him as a false note. When a marriageable young woman urges
matrimony on an unencumbered young man the most obvious explanation of
her conduct is not the altruistic impulse.


"Ah, well now, there's a good deal to be said about that," Ralph
rejoined.

"There may be, but that's the principal thing. I must say I think it
looks very exclusive, going round all alone, as if you thought no woman
was good enough for you. Do you think you're better than any one else in
the world? In America it's usual for people to marry."

"If it's my duty," Ralph asked, "is it not, by analogy, yours as well?"

Miss Stackpole's ocular surfaces unwinkingly caught the sun.
"Have you
the fond hope of finding a flaw in my reasoning? Of course I've as good
a right to marry as any one else."

"Well then," said Ralph, "I won't say it vexes me to see you single. It
delights me rather."

"You're not serious yet. You never will be."

"Shall you not believe me to be so on the day I tell you I desire to
give up the practice of going round alone?"

Miss Stackpole looked at him for a moment in a manner which seemed to
announce a reply that might technically be called encouraging. But to
his great surprise this expression suddenly resolved itself into an
appearance of alarm and even of resentment. "No, not even then," she
answered dryly.
After which she walked away.

"I've not conceived a passion for your friend," Ralph said that evening
to Isabel, "though we talked some time this morning about it."

"And you said something she didn't like," the girl replied.

Ralph stared. "Has she complained of me?"

"She told me she thinks there's something very low in the tone of
Europeans towards women."

"Does she call me a European?"

"One of the worst. She told me you had said to her something that an
American never would have said. But she didn't repeat it."

Ralph treated himself to a luxury of laughter. "She's an extraordinary
combination. Did she think I was making love to her?"


"No; I believe even Americans do that. But
she apparently thought you
mistook the intention of something she had said, and put an unkind
construction on it."

"I thought she was proposing marriage to me and I accepted her. Was that
unkind?"

Isabel smiled.
"It was unkind to me. I don't want you to marry."

"My dear cousin, what's one to do among you all?" Ralph demanded. "Miss
Stackpole tells me it's my bounden duty, and that it's hers, in general,
to see I do mine!"

"She has a great sense of duty," said Isabel gravely. "She has indeed,
and it's the motive of everything she says. That's what I like her for.
She thinks it's unworthy of you to keep so many things to yourself.
That's what she wanted to express. If you thought she was trying to--to
attract you, you were very wrong."

"It's true it was an odd way, but I did think she was trying to attract
me. Forgive my depravity."

"You're very conceited. She had no interested views, and never supposed
you would think she had."

"One must be very modest then to talk with such women," Ralph said
humbly.
"But it's a very strange type. She's too personal--considering
that she expects other people not to be. She walks in without knocking
at the door."

"Yes," Isabel admitted, "she doesn't sufficiently recognise the
existence of knockers; and indeed I'm not sure that she doesn't think
them rather a pretentious ornament. She thinks one's door should stand
ajar.
But I persist in liking her."

"I persist in thinking her too familiar," Ralph rejoined, naturally some-
what
uncomfortable under the sense of having been doubly deceived in
Miss Stackpole.


"Well," said Isabel, smiling,
"I'm afraid it's because she's rather vulgar
that I like her."


"She would be flattered by your reason!"

"If I should tell her I wouldn't express it in that way. I should say
it's
because there's something of the ‘people' in her."

"What do you know about the people? and what does she, for that matter?"

"She knows a great deal, and I know enough to feel that she's a kind
of emanation of the great democracy--of the continent, the country, the
nation.
I don't say that she sums it all up, that would be too much to
ask of her.
But she suggests it; she vividly figures it."

"You like her then for patriotic reasons. I'm afraid it is on those very
grounds I object to her."


"Ah," said Isabel with a kind of joyous sigh, "I like so many things! If
a thing strikes me with a certain intensity I accept it. I don't want to
swagger, but I suppose I'm rather versatile. I like people to be totally
different from Henrietta--in the style of Lord Warburton's sisters for
instance. So long as I look at the Misses Molyneux they seem to me
to answer a kind of ideal. Then Henrietta presents herself, and
I'm
straightway
convinced by her; not so much in respect to herself as in
respect to what masses behind her."

"Ah, you mean the back view of her," Ralph suggested.

"What she says is true," his cousin answered; "you'll never be serious.

I like the great country stretching away beyond the rivers and across
the prairies, blooming and smiling and spreading till it stops at the
green Pacific! A strong, sweet, fresh odour seems to rise from it,
and Henrietta--pardon my simile--has something of that odour in her
garments."


Isabel blushed a little as she concluded this speech, and the blush,
together with the momentary ardour she had thrown into it, was so
becoming to her that Ralph stood smiling at her for a moment after she
had ceased speaking.
"I'm not sure the Pacific's so green as that," he
said;
"but you're a young woman of imagination. Henrietta, however, does
smell of the Future--it almost knocks one down!"




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He took a resolve after this not to misinterpret her words even when
Miss Stackpole appeared to strike the personal note most strongly. He
bethought himself that
persons, in her view, were simple and homo-
geneous organisms
, and that he, for his own part, was too perverted a
representative of the nature of man to have a right to deal with her
in strict reciprocity.
He carried out his resolve with a great deal of
tact, and the young lady found in renewed contact with him no obstacle
to the exercise of her genius for unshrinking enquiry, the general
application of her confidence. Her situation at Gardencourt therefore,
appreciated as we have seen her to be by Isabel and full of appreciation
herself of that free play of intelligence which, to her sense, rendered
Isabel's character a sister-spirit
, and of the easy venerableness of Mr.
Touchett, whose noble tone, as she said, met with her full approval--her
situation at Gardencourt would have been perfectly comfortable had she
not
conceived an irresistible mistrust of the little lady for whom she
had at first supposed herself obliged to "allow" as mistress of the
house. She presently discovered, in truth, that this obligation was of
the lightest and that
Mrs. Touchett cared very little how Miss Stackpole
behaved. Mrs. Touchett had defined her to Isabel as both an adventuress
and a bore--adventuresses usually giving one more of a thrill;
she had
expressed some surprise at her niece's having selected such a friend,
yet had immediately added that she knew Isabel's friends were her own
affair and that she had never undertaken to like them all or to restrict
the girl to those she liked.


"If you could see none but the people I like, my dear, you'd have a very
small society," Mrs. Touchett frankly admitted; "and I don't think I
like any man or woman well enough to recommend them to you. When
it comes to recommending it's a serious affair.
I don't like Miss
Stackpole--everything about her displeases me; she talks so much
too loud and looks at one as if one wanted to look at her--which one
doesn't. I'm sure she has lived all her life in a boarding-house, and I
detest the manners and the liberties of such places. If you ask me if I
prefer my own manners, which you doubtless think very bad, I'll tell
you that I prefer them immensely. Miss Stackpole knows I detest
boarding-house civilisation, and she detests me for detesting it,
because she thinks it the highest in the world.
She'd like Gardencourt a
great deal better if it were a boarding-house. For me, I find it almost
too much of one!
We shall never get on together therefore, and there's
no use trying."

Mrs. Touchett was right in guessing that Henrietta disapproved of her,
but she had not quite put her finger on the reason. A day or two after
Miss Stackpole's arrival she had made some
invidious reflexions on
American hotels
, which excited a vein of counter-argument on the part
of the correspondent of the Interviewer, who in the exercise of her
profession had acquainted herself, in the western world, with every form
of caravansary. Henrietta expressed the opinion that American hotels
were the best in the world, and Mrs. Touchett, fresh from a renewed
struggle with them, recorded a conviction that they were the worst.
Ralph, with his experimental geniality, suggested, by way of healing
the breach
, that the truth lay between the two extremes and that the
establishments in question
ought to be described as fair middling. This
contribution to the discussion, however, Miss Stackpole rejected with
scorn. Middling indeed! If they were not the best in the world they were
the worst, but there was nothing middling about an American hotel.


"We judge from different points of view, evidently," said Mrs. Touchett.
"I like to be treated as an individual; you like to be treated as a
‘party.'"


"I don't know what you mean," Henrietta replied.
"I like to be treated
as an American lady."

"Poor American ladies!" cried Mrs. Touchett with a laugh. "They're the
slaves of slaves."

"They're the companions of freemen," Henrietta retorted.

"They're the companions of their servants--the Irish chambermaid and the
negro waiter. They share their work."


"Do you call the domestics in an American household ‘slaves'?" Miss
Stackpole enquired. "If that's the way you desire to treat them, no
wonder you don't like America."


"If you've not good servants you're miserable," Mrs. Touchett serenely
said.
"They're very bad in America, but I've five perfect ones in
Florence."

"I don't see what you want with five," Henrietta couldn't help
observing.
"I don't think I should like to see five persons surrounding
me in that menial position."

"I like them in that position better than in some others," proclaimed
Mrs. Touchett with much meaning.


"Should you like me better if I were your butler, dear?" her husband
asked.

"I don't think I should: you wouldn't at all have the tenue."

"The companions of freemen--I like that, Miss Stackpole," said Ralph.
"It's a beautiful description."

"When I said freemen I didn't mean you, sir!"


And this was the only reward that Ralph got for his compliment. Miss
Stackpole was baffled; she evidently thought there was something
treasonable in Mrs. Touchett's appreciation of a class which she
privately judged to be a mysterious survival of feudalism.
It was
perhaps because her mind was oppressed with this image that she suffered
some days to elapse before she took occasion to say to Isabel: "My dear
friend, I wonder if you're growing faithless."

"Faithless? Faithless to you, Henrietta?"

"No, that would be a great pain; but it's not that."

"Faithless to my country then?"

"Ah, that I hope will never be. When I wrote to you from Liverpool I
said I had something particular to tell you. You've never asked me what
it is. Is it because you've suspected?"

"Suspected what?
As a rule I don't think I suspect," said Isabel.
"I remember now that phrase in your letter, but I confess I had
forgotten it. What have you to tell me?"

Henrietta looked disappointed, and her steady gaze betrayed it.
"You don't ask that right--as if you thought it important. You're
changed--you're thinking of other things."

"Tell me what you mean, and I'll think of that."

"Will you really think of it? That's what I wish to be sure of."

"I've not much control of my thoughts, but I'll do my best," said
Isabel. Henrietta gazed at her, in silence, for a period which tried
Isabel's patience, so that our heroine added at last: "Do you mean that
you're going to be married?"


"Not till I've seen Europe!" said Miss Stackpole. "What are you laughing
at?" she went on. "What I mean is that Mr. Goodwood came out in the
steamer with me."

"Ah!" Isabel responded.

"You say that right. I had a good deal of talk with him; he has come
after you."


"Did he tell you so?"

"No, he told me nothing; that's how I knew it," said Henrietta cleverly.
"He said very little about you, but I spoke of you a good deal."

Isabel waited. At the mention of Mr. Goodwood's name
she had turned a
little pale.
"I'm very sorry you did that," she observed at last.

"It was a pleasure to me, and I liked the way he listened.
I could have
talked a long time to such a listener; he was so quiet, so intense; he
drank it all in."


"What did you say about me?" Isabel asked.

"I said you were on the whole the finest creature I know."

"I'm very sorry for that. He thinks too well of me already; he oughtn't
to be encouraged."

"He's dying for a little encouragement.
I see his face now, and his
earnest absorbed look while I talked. I never saw an ugly man look so
handsome."

"He's very simple-minded," said Isabel. "And he's not so ugly."

"There's nothing so simplifying as a grand passion."


"It's not a grand passion; I'm very sure it's not that."

"You don't say that as if you were sure."

Isabel gave rather a cold smile. "I shall say it better to Mr. Goodwood
himself."


"He'll soon give you a chance," said Henrietta. Isabel offered no
answer to this assertion, which her companion made with an air of great
confidence. "He'll find you changed," the latter pursued. "You've been
affected by your new surroundings."

"Very likely. I'm affected by everything."

"By everything but Mr. Goodwood!" Miss Stackpole exclaimed with
a
slightly harsh hilarity.


Isabel failed even to smile back and in a moment she said: "Did he ask
you to speak to me?"

"Not in so many words. But
his eyes asked it--and his handshake, when he
bade me good-bye."

"Thank you for doing so." And Isabel turned away.

"Yes, you're changed; you've got new ideas over here," her friend
continued.

"I hope so," said Isabel;
"one should get as many new ideas as
possible."

"Yes; but they shouldn't interfere with the old ones when the old ones
have been the right ones."


Isabel turned about again. "If you mean that I had any idea with regard
to Mr. Goodwood--!" But she faltered before her friend's
implacable
glitter.


"My dear child, you certainly encouraged him."

Isabel made for the moment as if to deny this charge; instead of which,
however, she presently answered: "It's very true. I did encourage him."
And then she asked if her companion had learned from Mr. Goodwood
what he intended to do. It was a concession to her curiosity, for
she
disliked discussing the subject and
found Henrietta wanting in delicacy.

"I asked him, and he said he meant to do nothing," Miss Stackpole
answered. "But I don't believe that; he's not a man to do nothing.
He
is a man of high, bold action. Whatever happens to him he'll always do
something, and whatever he does will always be right."


"I quite believe that." Henrietta might be wanting in delicacy, but it
touched the girl, all the same, to hear this declaration.


"Ah, you do care for him!" her visitor rang out.

"Whatever he does will always be right," Isabel repeated.
"When a man's
of that infallible mould what does it matter to him what one feels?"

"It may not matter to him, but it matters to one's self."

"Ah, what it matters to me--that's not what we're discussing," said
Isabel with a cold smile.

This time her companion was grave.
"Well, I don't care; you have
changed. You're not the girl you were a few short weeks ago, and Mr.
Goodwood will see it. I expect him here any day."

"I hope he'll hate me then," said Isabel.


"I believe you hope it about as much as I believe him capable of it."

To this observation our heroine made no return; she was absorbed in the
alarm given her by Henrietta's intimation that Caspar Goodwood would
present himself at Gardencourt. She pretended to herself, however,
that she thought the event impossible, and, later, she communicated her
disbelief to her friend. For the next forty-eight hours, nevertheless,
she stood prepared to hear the young man's name announced.
The feel-
ing pressed upon her; it made the air sultry, as if there were to be a
change of weather; and the weather, socially speaking, had been so
agreeable
during Isabel's stay at Gardencourt that any change would be
for the worse. Her suspense indeed was dissipated the second day. She
had walked into the park in company with the sociable Bunchie, and
after strolling about for some time, in a manner at once listless and
restless, had seated herself on a garden-bench, within sight of the
house,
beneath a spreading beech, where, in a white dress ornamented
with black ribbons, she formed among the flickering shadows a graceful
and harmonious image.
She entertained herself for some moments with
talking to the little terrier, as to whom the proposal of an ownership
divided with her cousin had been applied as impartially as possible--as
impartially as Bunchie's own somewhat fickle and inconstant sympathies
would allow. But she was notified for the first time, on this occasion,
of the finite character of Bunchie's intellect; hitherto she had been
mainly struck with its extent. It seemed to her at last that she would
do well to take a book; formerly,
when heavy-hearted, she had been
able, with the help of some well-chosen volume, to transfer the seat
of consciousness to the organ of pure reason.
Of late, it was not to
be denied, literature had seemed a fading light, and even after she had
reminded herself that her uncle's library was provided with a complete
set of those authors which no gentleman's collection should be without,
she sat motionless and empty-handed, her eyes bent on the cool green
turf of the lawn. Her meditations were presently interrupted by the
arrival of a servant who handed her a letter. The letter bore the Lon-
don postmark and was addressed in a hand she knew--that
came into her
vision, already so held by him, with the vividness of the writer's voice

or his face.
This document proved short and may be given entire.

MY DEAR MISS ARCHER--I don't know whether you will have heard of
my coming to England, but even if you have not it will scarcely be a
surprise to you. You will remember that when you gave me my dismissal
at Albany, three months ago, I did not accept it. I protested against it.
You in fact appeared to accept my protest and to admit that I had the
right on my side. I had come to see you with the hope that you would
let me bring you over to my conviction;
my reasons for entertaining this
hope had been of the best. But you disappointed it; I found you changed,
and you were able to give me no reason for the change.
You admitted that
you were unreasonable, and it was the only concession you would make;
but it was a very cheap one, because that's not your character. No, you
are not, and you never will be, arbitrary or capricious.
Therefore it is
that I believe you will let me see you again. You told me that I'm not
disagreeable to you, and I believe it; for I don't see why that should
be.
I shall always think of you; I shall never think of any one else.
I came to England simply because you are here; I couldn't stay at home
after you had gone: I hated the country because you were not in it. If
I like this country at present it is only because it holds you.
I have
been to England before, but have never enjoyed it much. May I not come
and see you for half an hour? This at present is the dearest wish of
yours faithfully,


CASPAR GOODWOOD.


Isabel read this missive with such deep attention that she had not
perceived an approaching tread on the soft grass. Looking up, however,
as she mechanically folded it she saw Lord Warburton standing before
her.



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She put the letter into her pocket and offered her visitor a smile of
welcome, exhibiting no trace of discomposure and half surprised at her
coolness.

"They told me you were out here," said Lord Warburton; "and as there
was no one in the drawing-room and it's really you that I wish to see, I
came out with no more ado."

Isabel had got up; she felt a wish, for the moment, that he should not
sit down beside her. "I was just going indoors."


"Please don't do that; it's much jollier here; I've ridden over from
Lockleigh; it's a lovely day."
His smile was peculiarly friendly
and pleasing, and his whole person seemed to emit that radiance of
good-feeling and good fare
which had formed the charm of the girl's
first impression of him.
It surrounded him like a zone of fine June
weather.


"We'll walk about a little then," said Isabel, who could not divest
herself of the sense of an intention on the part of her visitor
and who
wished both to elude the intention and to satisfy her curiosity about
it.
It had flashed upon her vision once before, and it had given her on
that occasion, as we know, a certain alarm. This alarm was composed of
several elements, not all of which were disagreeable; she had indeed
spent some days in analysing them and had succeeded in separating the
pleasant part of the idea of Lord Warburton's "making up" to her from
the painful. It may
appear to some readers that the young lady was both
precipitate and unduly fastidious; but the latter of these facts, if
the charge be true, may serve to exonerate her from the discredit of
the former.
She was not eager to convince herself that a territorial
magnate, as she had heard Lord Warburton called, was smitten with her
charms; the fact of a declaration from such a source carrying with it
really more questions than it would answer. She had received a strong
impression of his being a "personage," and she had occupied herself in
examining the image so conveyed. At the risk of adding to the evidence
of her self-sufficiency it must be said that there had been moments
when this possibility of admiration by a personage represented to her an
aggression almost to the degree of an affront, quite to the degree of
an inconvenience. She had never yet known a personage; there had been
no personages, in this sense, in her life; there were probably none such at
all in her native land. When she had thought of
individual eminence she
had thought of it
on the basis of character and wit--of what one
might like in a gentleman's mind and in his talk.
She herself was a
character--she couldn't help being aware of that; and hitherto her
visions of a completed consciousness had concerned themselves largely
with moral images--things as to which the question would be whether they
pleased her sublime soul.
Lord Warburton loomed up before her, largely
and brightly, as a collection of attributes and powers which were not to
be measured by this simple rule, but which demanded a different sort of
appreciation--an appreciation that the girl, with her habit of judging
quickly and freely, felt she lacked patience to bestow. He appeared to
demand of her something that no one else, as it were, had presumed to
do. What she felt was that
a territorial, a political, a social magnate
had conceived the design of drawing her into the system in which he
rather invidiously lived and moved. A certain instinct, not imperious,
but persuasive, told her to resist--murmured to her that virtually
she had a system and an orbit of her own.
It told her other things
besides--things which both contradicted and confirmed each other; that
a girl might do much worse than trust herself to such a man and that it
would be very
interesting to see something of his system from his own
point of view; that on the other hand, however, there was evidently a
great deal of it which she should regard only as
a complication of every
hour, and that even in the whole there was something stiff and stupid
which would make it a burden. Furthermore there was a young man lately
come from America who had no system at all, but who had a character
of which it was useless for her to try to persuade herself that the
impression on her mind had been light. The letter she carried in
her pocket all sufficiently reminded her of the contrary.
Smile not,
however, I venture to repeat, at this simple young woman from Albany who
debated whether she should accept an English peer before he had offered
himself and who was disposed to believe that on the whole she could do
better. She was a person of great good faith
, and if there was a great
deal of folly in her wisdom those who judge her severely may have the
satisfaction of finding that, later, she became consistently wise only
at the cost of an amount of folly which will constitute almost a direct
appeal to charity.


Lord Warburton seemed quite ready to walk, to sit or to do anything that
Isabel should propose, and he gave her this assurance with his usual air
of being particularly pleased to exercise a social virtue. But he was,
nevertheless, not in command of his emotions, and as he strolled beside
her for a moment, in silence, looking at her without letting her know
it,
there was something embarrassed in his glance and his misdirected
laughter.
Yes, assuredly--as we have touched on the point, we may return
to it for a moment again--the English are the most romantic people in
the world and Lord Warburton was about to give an example of it. He was
about to take a step which would astonish all his friends and displease
a great many of them, and which had superficially nothing to recommend
it. The young lady who trod the turf beside him had come from a queer
country across the sea which he knew a good deal about; her antecedents,
her associations were very vague to his mind except in so far as they
were generic, and in this sense they showed as distinct and unimportant.
Miss Archer had neither a fortune nor the sort of beauty that justifies
a man to the multitude, and he calculated that he had spent about
twenty-six hours in her company.
He had summed up all this--the
perversity of the impulse, which had declined to avail itself of the
most liberal opportunities to subside
, and the judgement of mankind, as
exemplified particularly in the more quickly-judging half of it: he had
looked these things well in the face and then had dismissed them from
his thoughts. He cared no more for them than for the rosebud in his
buttonhole. It is the good fortune of a man who for the greater part of
a lifetime has abstained without effort from making himself disagreeable
to his friends, that when the need comes for such a course it is not
discredited by irritating associations.


"I hope you had a pleasant ride," said Isabel, who observed her
companion's hesitancy.

"It would have been pleasant if for nothing else than that it brought me
here."

"Are you so fond of Gardencourt?" the girl asked, more and more sure
that he meant to make some appeal to her;
wishing not to challenge him
if he hesitated, and yet to keep all the quietness of her reason if he
proceeded.
It suddenly came upon her that her situation was one which a
few weeks ago she would have deemed deeply romantic: the park of an old
English country-house, with the foreground embellished by a "great" (as
she supposed) nobleman in the act of making love to a young lady who, on
careful inspection, should be found to present remarkable analogies with
herself. But if she was now the heroine of the situation she succeeded
scarcely the less in looking at it from the outside.

"I care nothing for Gardencourt," said her companion. "I care only for
you."

"You've known me too short a time to have a right to say that, and I
can't believe you're serious."

These words of Isabel's were not perfectly sincere, for she had no doubt
whatever that he himself was. They were simply a tribute to the fact, of
which she was perfectly aware, that those he had just uttered would
have excited surprise on the part of a vulgar world. And, moreover, if
anything beside the sense she had already acquired that Lord Warburton
was not a loose thinker had been needed to convince her, the tone in
which he replied would quite have served the purpose.

"One's right in such a matter is not measured by the time, Miss Archer;
it's measured by the feeling itself. If I were to wait three months it
would make no difference; I shall not be more sure of what I mean than I
am to-day. Of course I've seen you very little, but my impression dates
from the very first hour we met.
I lost no time, I fell in love with you
then.
It was at first sight, as the novels say; I know now that's not a
fancy-phrase, and I shall think better of novels for evermore. Those two
days I spent here settled it; I don't know whether you suspected I was
doing so, but I paid--mentally speaking I mean--the greatest possible
attention to you. Nothing you said, nothing you did, was lost upon
me. When you came to Lockleigh the other day--or rather when you went
away--I was perfectly sure. Nevertheless I made up my mind to think it
over and to question myself narrowly. I've done so; all these days I've
done nothing else. I don't make mistakes about such things;
I'm a very
judicious animal. I don't go off easily, but when I'm touched, it's
for life. It's for life, Miss Archer, it's for life," Lord Warburton
repeated in the kindest, tenderest, pleasantest voice Isabel had ever
heard, and looking at her with eyes charged with the light of a passion
that had sifted itself clear of the baser parts of emotion--the heat,
the violence, the unreason--and that burned as steadily as a lamp in a
windless place.


By tacit consent, as he talked, they had walked more and more slowly,
and at last they stopped and he took her hand. "Ah, Lord Warburton, how
little you know me!" Isabel said very gently. Gently too she drew her
hand away.

"Don't taunt me with that; that I don't know you better makes me unhappy
enough already; it's all my loss. But that's what I want, and it seems
to me I'm taking the best way. If you'll be my wife, then I shall know
you, and when I tell you all the good I think of you you'll not be able
to say it's from ignorance."


"If you know me little I know you even less," said Isabel.

"You mean that, unlike yourself, I may not improve on acquaintance? Ah,
of course that's very possible. But think, to speak to you as I do,
how determined I must be to try and give satisfaction! You do like me
rather, don't you?"

"I like you very much, Lord Warburton," she answered; and at this moment
she liked him immensely.


"I thank you for saying that; it shows you don't regard me as a
stranger. I really believe I've filled all the other relations of life
very creditably, and I don't see why I shouldn't fill this one--in which
I offer myself to you--seeing that I care so much more about it. Ask the
people who know me well; I've friends who'll speak for me."


"I don't need the recommendation of your friends," said Isabel.

"Ah now, that's delightful of you. You believe in me yourself."

"Completely," Isabel declared. She quite glowed there, inwardly, with
the pleasure of feeling she did.

The light in her companion's eyes turned into a smile, and he gave a
long exhalation of joy. "If you're mistaken, Miss Archer, let me lose
all I possess!"


She wondered whether he meant this for a reminder that he was rich,
and, on the instant, felt sure that he didn't. He was thinking that, as he
would have said himself; and indeed he might safely leave it to the
memory of any interlocutor, especially of one to whom he was offering
his hand. Isabel had prayed that she might not be agitated, and her mind
was tranquil enough, even while she listened and asked herself what it
was best she should say, to indulge in this incidental criticism. What
she should say, had she asked herself?
Her foremost wish was to say
something if possible not less kind than what he had said to her. His
words had carried perfect conviction with them; she felt she did, all so
mysteriously, matter to him.
"I thank you more than I can say for your
offer," she returned at last. "It does me great honour."

"Ah, don't say that!" he broke out. "I was afraid you'd say something
like that. I don't see what you've to do with that sort of thing. I
don't see why you should thank me--it's I who ought to thank you for
listening to me: a man you know so little coming down on you with such
a thumper! Of course it's a great question; I must tell you that
I'd rather ask it than have it to answer myself. But the way you've
listened--or at least your having listened at all--gives me some hope."

"Don't hope too much," Isabel said.


"Oh Miss Archer!" her companion murmured, smiling again, in his
seriousness, as if such a warning might perhaps be taken but as the play
of high spirits
, the exuberance of elation.

"Should you be greatly surprised if I were to beg you not to hope at
all?" Isabel asked.

"Surprised? I don't know what you mean by surprise. It wouldn't be that;
it would be a feeling very much worse."


Isabel walked on again; she was silent for some minutes. "I'm very sure
that, highly as I already think of you, my opinion of you, if I should
know you well, would only rise. But I'm by no means sure that you
wouldn't be disappointed. And I say that not in the least out of
conventional modesty; it's perfectly sincere."

"I'm willing to risk it, Miss Archer," her companion replied.


"It's a great question, as you say. It's a very difficult question."

"I don't expect you of course to answer it outright. Think it over as
long as may be necessary. If I can gain by waiting I'll gladly wait a
long time. Only remember that in the end my dearest happiness depends
on your answer."

"I should be very sorry to keep you in suspense," said Isabel.

"Oh, don't mind. I'd much rather have a good answer six months hence
than a bad one to-day."

"But it's very probable that even six months hence I shouldn't be able
to give you one that you'd think good."

"Why not, since you really like me?"

"Ah, you must never doubt that," said Isabel.

"Well then, I don't see what more you ask!"

"It's not what I ask; it's what I can give. I don't think I should suit
you; I really don't think I should."


"You needn't worry about that. That's my affair. You needn't be a better
royalist than the king."

"It's not only that," said Isabel; "but I'm not sure I wish to marry any
one."

"Very likely you don't. I've no doubt a great many women begin that
way," said his lordship, who, be it averred, did not in the least
believe in the axiom he thus beguiled his anxiety by uttering. "But
they're frequently persuaded."

"Ah, that's because they want to be!" And Isabel lightly laughed. Her
suitor's countenance fell, and he looked at her for a while in silence.

"I'm afraid it's my being an Englishman that makes you hesitate," he
said presently. "I know your uncle thinks you ought to marry in your own
country."

Isabel listened to this assertion with some interest; it had never
occurred to her that Mr. Touchett was likely to discuss her matrimonial
prospects with Lord Warburton. "Has he told you that?"

"I remember his making the remark. He spoke perhaps of Americans
generally."


"He appears himself to have found it very pleasant to live in England."
Isabel spoke in a manner that might have seemed a little perverse, but
which expressed both her constant perception of her uncle's outward
felicity and her general disposition to elude any obligation to take a
restricted view.

It gave her companion hope, and he immediately cried with warmth: "Ah,
my dear Miss Archer, old England's a very good sort of country, you
know! And it will be still better when we've furbished it up a little."

"Oh, don't furbish it, Lord Warburton--, leave it alone. I like it this
way."

"Well then, if you like it, I'm more and more unable to see your
objection to what I propose."

"I'm afraid I can't make you understand."


"You ought at least to try. I've a fair intelligence. Are you
afraid--afraid of the climate? We can easily live elsewhere, you know.
You can pick out your climate, the whole world over."

These words were uttered with a breadth of candour that was like the
embrace of strong arms--that was like the fragrance straight in her
face, and by his clean, breathing lips, of she knew not what strange
gardens, what charged airs.
She would have given her little finger at
that moment to feel strongly and simply the impulse to answer: "Lord
Warburton, it's impossible for me to do better in this wonderful world,
I think, than commit myself, very gratefully, to your loyalty." But
though she was lost in admiration of her opportunity she managed to move
back into the deepest shade of it, even as some wild, caught creature in
a vast cage.
The "splendid" security so offered her was not the greatest
she could conceive. What she finally bethought herself of saying was
something very different--something that deferred the need of really
facing her crisis. "Don't think me unkind if I ask you to say no more
about this to-day."

"Certainly, certainly!" her companion cried. "I wouldn't bore you for
the world."


"You've given me a great deal to think about, and I promise you to do it
justice."


"That's all I ask of you, of course--and that you'll remember how
absolutely my happiness is in your hands."

Isabel listened with extreme respect to this admonition, but she said
after a minute: "I must tell you that what I shall think about is some
way of letting you know that what you ask is impossible--letting you
know it without making you miserable."

"There's no way to do that, Miss Archer. I won't say that if you refuse
me you'll kill me;
I shall not die of it. But I shall do worse; I shall
live to no purpose."


"You'll live to marry a better woman than I."

"Don't say that, please," said Lord Warburton very gravely. "That's fair
to neither of us."

"To marry a worse one then."

"If there are better women than you I prefer the bad ones. That's all I
can say," he went on with the same earnestness. "There's no accounting
for tastes."

His gravity made her feel equally grave, and she showed it by again
requesting him to drop the subject for the present. "I'll speak to you
myself--very soon. Perhaps I shall write to you."

"At your convenience, yes," he replied. "Whatever time you take, it must
seem to me long, and I suppose I must make the best of that."

"I shall not keep you in suspense;
I only want to collect my mind a
little."


He gave a melancholy sigh and stood looking at her a moment, with his
hands behind him, giving short nervous shakes to his hunting-crop.
"Do
you know I'm very much afraid of it--of that remarkable mind of yours?"


Our heroine's biographer can scarcely tell why, but
the question made
her start and brought a conscious blush to her cheek.
She returned his
look a moment, and then
with a note in her voice that might almost have
appealed to his compassion, "So am I, my lord!" she oddly exclaimed.


His compassion was not stirred, however; all he possessed of the faculty
of pity was needed at home. "Ah! be merciful, be merciful," he murmured.


"I think you had better go," said Isabel. "I'll write to you."

"Very good; but whatever you write I'll come and see you, you know." And
then he stood
reflecting, his eyes fixed on the observant countenance of
Bunchie, who had the air of having understood all that had been said
and of pretending to carry off the indiscretion by a simulated fit of
curiosity as to the roots of an ancient oak.
"There's one thing more,"
he went on. "You know, if you don't like Lockleigh--if you think it's
damp or anything of that sort--you need never go within fifty miles of
it. It's not damp, by the way; I've had the house thoroughly examined;
it's perfectly safe and right. But if you shouldn't fancy it you needn't
dream of living in it. There's no difficulty whatever about that; there
are plenty of houses. I thought I'd just mention it; some people don't
like a moat, you know. Good-bye."

"I adore a moat," said Isabel. "Good-bye."

He held out his hand, and she gave him hers a moment--a moment long
enough for him to bend his handsome bared head and kiss it. Then, still
agitating, in his mastered emotion, his implement of the chase, he
walked rapidly away. He was evidently much upset.


Isabel herself was upset, but she had not been affected as she would
have imagined. What she felt was not a great responsibility, a great
difficulty of choice; it appeared to her there had been no choice in the
question. She couldn't marry Lord Warburton;
the idea failed to support
any enlightened prejudice in favour of the free exploration of life
that
she had hitherto entertained or was now capable of entertaining.
She must write this to him, she must convince him, and that duty was
comparatively simple. But
what disturbed her, in the sense that it
struck her with wonderment, was this very fact that it cost her so
little to refuse a magnificent "chance.
" With whatever qualifications
one would, Lord Warburton had offered her a great opportunity;
the
situation might have discomforts, might contain oppressive, might
contain narrowing elements, might prove really but a stupefying anodyne;

but she did her sex no injustice in believing that nineteen women out of
twenty would have accommodated themselves to it without a pang. Why then
upon her also should it not irresistibly impose itself? Who was she,
what was she, that she should hold herself superior? What view of
life, what design upon fate, what conception of happiness, had she that
pretended to be larger than these large these fabulous occasions?
If she
wouldn't do such a thing as that then she must do great things, she must
do something greater. Poor Isabel found ground to remind herself from
time to time that she must not be too proud, and nothing could be
more sincere than
her prayer to be delivered from such a danger: the
isolation and loneliness of pride had for her mind the horror of a
desert place.
If it had been pride that interfered with her accepting
Lord Warburton such a betise was singularly misplaced; and she was so
conscious of liking him that she ventured to assure herself
it was the
very softness, and the fine intelligence, of sympathy. She liked him too
much to marry him,
that was the truth; something assured her there was
a fallacy somewhere in the glowing logic of the proposition
--as he saw
it--even though she mightn't put her very finest finger-point on it;
and to inflict upon a man who offered so much a wife with a tendency to
criticise would be a peculiarly discreditable act.
She had promised him
she would consider his question, and when, after he had left her, she
wandered back to the bench where he had found her and lost herself in
meditation, it might have seemed that she was keeping her vow. But
this was not the case; she was wondering if she were not a cold, hard,
priggish person
, and, on her at last getting up and going rather
quickly back to the house, felt, as she had said to her friend, really
frightened at herself.




Chapter 13



It was this feeling and not the wish to ask advice--she had no desire
whatever for that--that led her to speak to her uncle of what had taken
place. She wished to speak to some one;
she should feel more natural,
more human,
and her uncle, for this purpose, presented himself in a
more attractive light than either her aunt or her friend Henrietta. Her
cousin of course was a possible confidant; but
she would have had to
do herself violence to air this special secret to Ralph.
So the next day,
after breakfast, she sought her occasion. Her uncle never left his
apartment till the afternoon,
but he received his cronies, as he said,
in his dressing-ro
om. Isabel had quite taken her place in the class
so designated, which, for the rest, included the old man's son, his
physician, his personal servant, and even Miss Stackpole. Mrs. Tou-
chett did not figure in the list, and this was an obstacle the less to
Isabel's finding her host alone. He sat in a complicated mechanical
chair, at the open window of his room, looking westward over the park
and the river, with his newspapers and letters piled up beside him,
his toilet freshly and minutely made, and his smooth, speculative face
composed to benevolent expectation.


She approached her point directly. "I think I ought to let you know that
Lord Warburton has asked me to marry him.
I suppose I ought to tell my
aunt; but it seems best to tell you first."

The old man expressed no surprise, but thanked her for the confidence
she showed him. "Do you mind telling me whether you accepted him?" he
then enquired.

"I've not answered him definitely yet; I've taken a little time to think
of it, because that seems more respectful. But I shall not accept him."

Mr. Touchett made no comment upon this; he had the air of thinking that,
whatever interest he migh
t take in the matter from the point of view of
sociability, he had no active voice in it. "Well, I told you you'd be a
success over here. Americans are highly appreciated."

"Very highly indeed," said Isabel. "But at the cost of seeming both
tasteless and ungrateful, I don't think I can marry Lord Warburton."

"Well," her uncle went on, "of course an old man can't judge for a young
lady. I'm glad you didn't ask me before you made up your mind. I suppose
I ought to tell you," he added slowly, but as if it were not of much
consequence, "that I've known all about it these three days."

"About Lord Warburton's state of mind?"

"About his intentions, as they say here. He wrote me a very pleasant
letter, telling me all about them.
Should you like to see his letter?"
the old man obligingly asked.

"Thank you; I don't think I care about that. But I'm glad he wrote to
you; it was right that he should, and he would be certain to do what was
right."

"Ah well, I guess you do like him!" Mr. Touchett declared. "You needn't
pretend you don't."

"I like him extremely; I'm very free to admit that. But I don't wish to
marry any one just now."

"You think some one may come along whom you may like better. Well,
that's very likely," said
Mr. Touchett, who appeared to wish to show his
kindness to the girl by easing off her decision, as it were, and finding
cheerful reasons for it.


"I don't care if I don't meet any one else. I like Lord Warburton quite
well enough."
she fell into that appearance of a sudden change of
point of view with which she sometimes startled and even displeased her
interlocutors.


Her uncle, however, seemed proof against either of these impressions.
"He's a very fine man," he resumed in a tone which might have passed
for that of encouragement. "His letter was one of the pleasantest I've
received for some weeks. I suppose one of the reasons I liked it was
that it was all about you; that is all except the part that was about
himself.
I suppose he told you all that."

"He would have told me everything I wished to ask him," Isabel said.

"But you didn't feel curious?"

"My curiosity would have been idle--once I had determined to decline his
offer."

"You didn't find it sufficiently attractive?" Mr. Touchett enquired.

She was silent a little. "I suppose it was that," she presently
admitted. "But I don't know why."

"Fortunately ladies are not obliged to give reasons," said her uncle.
"There's a great deal that's attractive about such an idea; but I don't
see why the English should want to entice us away from our native land.
I know that we try to attract them over there, but that's because our
population is insufficient. Here, you know, they're rather crowded.
However, I presume there's room for charming young ladies everywhere."


"There seems to have been room here for you," said Isabel, whose eyes
had been wandering over the large pleasure-spaces of the park.

Mr. Touchett gave a shrewd, conscious smile. "There's room everywhere,
my dear, if you'll pay for it. I sometimes think I've paid too much for
this.
Perhaps you also might have to pay too much."

"Perhaps I might," the girl replied.

That suggestion gave her something more definite to rest on than she
had found in her own thoughts, and
the fact of this association of her
uncle's mild acuteness with her dilemma seemed to prove that she was
concerned with the natural and reasonable emotions of life
and
not altogether a victim to intellectual eagerness and vague ambitions
--ambitions reaching beyond Lord Warburton's beautiful appeal,
reaching to something indefinable and possibly not commendable. In so
far as the indefinable had an influence upon Isabel's behaviour at this
juncture, it was not the conception, even unformulated, of a union with
Caspar Goodwood; for
however she might have resisted conquest at her
English suitor's large quiet hands she was at least as far removed
from the disposition to let the young man from Boston take positive
possession of her.
The sentiment in which she sought refuge after
reading his letter was a critical view of his having come abroad; for it
was part of
the influence he had upon her that he seemed to deprive her
of the sense of freedom. There was a disagreeably strong push, a kind
of hardness of presence, in his way of rising before her.
She had been
haunted at moments by the image, by the danger, of his disapproval and
had wondered--a consideration she had never paid in equal degree to any
one else--whether he would like what she did. The difficulty was that
more than any man she had ever known, more than poor Lord Warburton (she
had begun now to give his lordship the benefit of this epithet),
Caspar
Goodwood expressed for her an energy--and she had already felt it as a
power that was of his very nature.
It was in no degree a matter of
his "advantages"--it was
a matter of the spirit that sat in his
clear-burning eyes like some tireless watcher at a window.
She might
like it or not, but he insisted, ever, with his whole weight and force:
even in one's usual contact with him one had to reckon with that. The
idea of a diminished liberty was particularly disagreeable to her at
present, since she had just given a sort of personal accent to her
independence by looking so straight at Lord Warburton's big bribe and
yet turning away from it. Sometimes Caspar Goodwood had seemed to range
himself on the side of her destiny, to be
the stubbornest fact she knew;
she said to herself at such moments that she might evade him for a time,
but that she must make terms with him at last--terms which would be
certain to be favourable to himself.
Her impulse had been to avail
herself of the things that helped her to resist such an obligation;
and this impulse had been much concerned in her eager acceptance of her
aunt's invitation, which had come to her at an hour when she expected
from day to day to see Mr. Goodwood and when she was glad to have an
answer ready for something she was sure he would say to her. When she
had told him at Albany, on the evening of Mrs. Touchett's visit, that
she couldn't then discuss difficult questions, dazzled as she was by
the great immediate opening of her aunt's offer of "Europe," he declared
that this was no answer at all; and it was now to obtain a better one
that he was following her across the sea. To say to herself that he was
a kind of grim fate was well enough for a fanciful young woman who was
able to take much for granted in him;
but the reader has a right to a
nearer and a clearer view.

He was the son of a proprietor of well-known cotton-mills in Massa-
chusetts--a gentleman who had accumulated a considerable fortune in
the exercise of this industry. Caspar at present managed the works, and
with
a judgement and a temper which, in spite of keen competition and
languid years, had kept their prosperity from dwindling.
He had received
the better part of his education at Harvard College, where, however, he
had
gained renown rather as a gymnast and an oarsman than as a gleaner
of more dispersed knowledge. Later on he had learned that the finer
intelligence too could vault and pull and strain
--might even, breaking
the record, treat itself to rare exploits. He had thus discovered in
himself a sharp eye for the mystery of mechanics, and had invented an
improvement in the cotton-spinning process which was now largely used
and was known by his name.
You might have seen it in the newspapers in
connection with this fruitful contrivance;
assurance of which he had
given to Isabel by showing her in the columns of the New York Inter-
viewer
an exhaustive article on the Goodwood patent--an article not
prepared by Miss Stackpole, friendly as she had proved herself to his
more sentimental interests.
There were intricate, bristling things he
rejoiced in; he liked to organise, to contend, to administer; he could
make people work his will, believe in him, march before him and justify
him.
This was the art, as they said, of managing men--which rested, in
him, further, on a bold though brooding ambition. It struck those
who knew him well that he might do greater things than carry on a
cotton-factory;
there was nothing cottony about Caspar Goodwood, and
his friends took for granted that
he would somehow and somewhere
write himself in bigger letters. But it was as if something large and
confused, something dark and ugly, would have to call upon him: he was
not after all in harmony with mere smug peace and greed and gain, an
order of things of which the vital breath was ubiquitous advertisement.
It pleased Isabel to believe that he might have ridden, on a plunging
steed, the whirlwind of a great war
--a war like the Civil strife that
had overdarkened her conscious childhood and his ripening youth.


She liked at any rate this idea of his being by character and in fact a
mover of men--liked it much better than some other points in his nature
and aspect. She cared nothing for his cotton-mill--the Goodwood patent
left her imagination absolutely cold. She wished him no ounce less of
his manhood, but she sometimes thought he would be rather nicer if he
looked, for instance, a little differently.
His jaw was too square and
set and his figure too straight and stiff: these things suggested a want
of easy consonance with the deeper rhythms of life.
Then she viewed
with reserve a habit he had of dressing always in the same manner; it was
not apparently that he wore the same clothes continually, for, on the
contrary, his garments had a way of looking rather too new. But they all
seemed of the same piece; the figure, the stuff, was so drearily usual.
She had reminded herself more than once that this was a frivolous
objection to a person of his importance; and then she had amended the
rebuke by saying that it would be a frivolous objection only if she
were in love with him. She was not in love with him and therefore might
criticise his small defects as well as his great--which latter consisted
in the collective reproach of his being too serious, or, rather, not of
his being so, since one could never be, but certainly of his seeming so.

He showed his appetites and designs too simply and artlessly; when one
was alone with him he talked too much about the same subject, and when
other people were present he talked too little about anything. And yet
he was of supremely strong, clean make
--which was so much she saw the
different fitted parts of him as she had seen, in museums and portraits,
the different fitted parts of armoured warriors--in plates of steel
handsomely inlaid with gold. It was very strange: where, ever, was any
tangible link between her impression and her act? Caspar Goodwood had
never corresponded to her idea of a delightful person, and she supposed
that this was why he left her so harshly critical. When, however, Lord
Warburton, who not only did correspond with it, but gave an extension to
the term, appealed to her approval, she found herself still unsatisfied.
It was certainly strange.

The sense of her incoherence was not a help to answering Mr. Goodwood's
letter, and Isabel determined to leave it a while unhonoured. If he
had determined to persecute her he must take the consequences; foremost
among which was his being left to perceive how little it charmed her
that he should come down to Gardencourt. She was already liable to the
incursions of one suitor at this place, and though it might be pleasant
to be appreciated in opposite quarters there was a kind of grossness in
entertaining two such passionate pleaders at once,
even in a case where
the entertainment should consist of dismissing them. She made no
reply to Mr. Goodwood; but at the end of three days she wrote to Lord
Warburton, and the letter belongs to our history.

DEAR LORD WARBURTON--A great deal of earnest thought has not led
me to change my mind about the suggestion you were so kind as to make
me the other day.
I am not, I am really and truly not, able to regard you
in the light of a companion for life; or to think of your home--your
various homes--as the settled seat of my existence.
These things cannot
be reasoned about, and I very earnestly entreat you not to return to
the subject we discussed so exhaustively. We see our lives from our own
point of view; that is the privilege of the weakest and humblest of us;
and I shall never be able to see mine in the manner you proposed. Kindly
let this suffice you, and do me the justice to believe that I have given
your proposal the deeply respectful consideration it deserves. It is
with this very great regard that I remain sincerely yours,


ISABEL ARCHER.

While the author of this missive was making up her mind to dispatch it
Henrietta Stackpole formed a resolve which was accompanied by no demur.
She invited Ralph Touchett to take a walk with her in the garden, and
when he had assented with that alacrity which seemed constantly to
testify to his high expectations, she informed him that she had a favour
to ask of him. It may be admitted that at this information the young man
flinched; for we know that Miss Stackpole had struck him as apt to push
an advantage. The alarm was unreasoned, however; for he was clear about
the area of her indiscretion as little as advised of its vertical depth,
and he made a very civil profession of the desire to serve her. He
was afraid of her and presently told her so.
"When you look at me in a
certain way my knees knock together, my faculties desert me; I'm filled
with trepidation and I ask only for strength to execute your commands.
You've an address that I've never encountered in any woman."


"Well," Henrietta replied good-humouredly, "if I had not known before
that you were trying somehow to abash me I should know it now. Of course
I'm easy game--I was brought up with such different customs and ideas.
I'm not used to your arbitrary standards, and I've never been spoken to
in America as you have spoken to me. If a gentleman conversing with me
over there were to speak to me like that I shouldn't know what to make
of it. We take everything more naturally over there, and, after all,
we're a great deal more simple. I admit that; I'm very simple myself.
Of course if you choose to laugh at me for it you're very welcome; but I
think on the whole I would rather be myself than you. I'm quite content
to be myself; I don't want to change. There are plenty of people that
appreciate me just as I am. It's true they're nice fresh free-born
Americans!" Henrietta had lately taken up the tone of helpless innocence
and large concession. "I want you to assist me a little," she went on.
"I don't care in the least whether I amuse you while you do so; or,
rather, I'm perfectly willing your amusement should be your reward. I
want you to help me about Isabel."


"Has she injured you?" Ralph asked.

"If she had I shouldn't mind, and I should never tell you. What I'm
afraid of is that she'll injure herself."

"I think that's very possible," said Ralph.

His companion stopped in the garden-walk, fixing on him perhaps the very
gaze that unnerved him. "That too would amuse you, I suppose. The way
you do say things! I never heard any one so indifferent."

"To Isabel? Ah, not that!"

"Well, you're not in love with her, I hope."

"How can that be, when I'm in love with Another?"

"You're in love with yourself, that's the Other!" Miss Stackpole
declared. "Much good may it do you! But if you wish to be serious once
in your life here's a chance; and if you really care for your cousin
here's an opportunity to prove it. I don't expect you to understand her;
that's too much to ask. But you needn't do that to grant my favour. I'll
supply the necessary intelligence."

"I shall enjoy that immensely!" Ralph exclaimed. "I'll be Caliban and
you shall be Ariel."

"You're not at all like Caliban, because you're sophisticated, and
Caliban was not.
But I'm not talking about imaginary characters; I'm
talking about Isabel. Isabel's intensely real. What I wish to tell you
is that I find her fearfully changed."


"Since you came, do you mean?"

"Since I came and before I came. She's not the same as she once so
beautifully was."

"As she was in America?"

"Yes, in America. I suppose you know she comes from there. She can't
help it, but she does."

"Do you want to change her back again?"

"Of course I do, and I want you to help me."

"Ah," said Ralph, "I'm only Caliban; I'm not Prospero."

"You were Prospero enough to make her what she has become. You've acted
on Isabel Archer since she came here, Mr. Touchett."

"I, my dear Miss Stackpole? Never in the world. Isabel Archer has acted
on me--yes; she acts on every one. But I've been absolutely passive."

"You're too passive then. You had better stir yourself and be careful.
Isabel's changing every day; she's drifting away--right out to sea. I've
watched her and I can see it. She's not the bright American girl she
was. She's taking different views, a different colour, and turning away
from her old ideals. I want to save those ideals, Mr. Touchett, and
that's where you come in."

"Not surely as an ideal?"


"Well, I hope not," Henrietta replied promptly. "I've got a fear in my
heart that she's going to marry one of these fell Europeans, and I want
to prevent it.

"Ah, I see," cried Ralph; "and to prevent it you want me to step in and
marry her?"

"Not quite; that remedy would be as bad as the disease, for you're the
typical, the fell European from whom I wish to rescue her. No; I wish
you to take an interest in another person--a young man to whom she once
gave great encouragement and whom she now doesn't seem to think good
enough. He's a thoroughly grand man and a very dear friend of mine, and
I wish very much you would invite him to pay a visit here."

Ralph was much puzzled by this appeal, and it is perhaps not to the
credit of his purity of mind that he failed to look at it at first in
the simplest light.
It wore, to his eyes, a tortuous air, and his fault
was that he was not quite sure that anything in the world could really
be as candid as this request of Miss Stackpole's appeared.
That a young
woman should demand that a gentleman whom she described as her very dear
friend should be furnished with an opportunity to make himself agreeable
to another young woman, a young woman whose attention had wandered and
whose charms were greater--this was an anomaly which for the moment
challenged all his ingenuity of interpretation.
To read between the
lines was easier than to follow the text,
and to suppose that Miss
Stackpole wished the gentleman invited to Gardencourt on her own account
was the sign not so much of a vulgar as of an embarrassed mind. Even
from this venial act of vulgarity, however, Ralph was saved, and saved
by a force that I can only speak of as inspiration. With no more outward
light on the subject than he already possessed
he suddenly acquired the
conviction that it would be a sovereign injustice
to the correspondent
of the Interviewer
to assign a dishonourable motive to any act of hers.
This conviction passed into his mind with extreme rapidity; it was
perhaps kindled by the pure radiance of the young lady's imperturbable
gaze.
He returned this challenge a moment, consciously, resisting an
inclination to frown as one frowns in the presence of larger luminaries.

"Who's the gentleman you speak of?"

"Mr. Caspar Goodwood--of Boston. He has been extremely attentive to
Isabel--just as devoted to her as he can live. He has followed her out
here and he's at present in London. I don't know his address, but I
guess I can obtain it."

"I've never heard of him," said Ralph.

"Well, I suppose you haven't heard of every one. I don't believe he has
ever heard of you; but that's no reason why Isabel shouldn't marry him."

Ralph gave a mild ambiguous laugh. "What a rage you have for marrying
people! Do you remember how you wanted to marry me the other day?"

"I've got over that. You don't know how to take such ideas. Mr. Goodwood
does, however; and that's what I like about him. He's a splendid man and
a perfect gentleman, and Isabel knows it."

"Is she very fond of him?"

"If she isn't she ought to be. He's simply wrapped up in her."


"And you wish me to ask him here," said Ralph reflectively.

"It would be an act of true hospitality."

"Caspar Goodwood," Ralph continued--"it's rather a striking name."

"I don't care anything about his name. It might be Ezekiel Jenkins, and
I should say the same. He's the only man I have ever seen whom I think
worthy of Isabel."

"You're a very devoted friend," said Ralph.

"Of course I am. If you say that to pour scorn on me I don't care."

"I don't say it to pour scorn on you; I'm very much struck with it."

"You're more satiric than ever, but I advise you not to laugh at Mr.
Goodwood."

"I assure you I'm very serious; you ought to understand that," said
Ralph.

In a moment his companion understood it. "I believe you are; now you're
too serious."

"You're difficult to please."


"Oh, you're very serious indeed. You won't invite Mr. Goodwood."

"I don't know," said Ralph. "I'm capable of strange things.
Tell me a
little about Mr. Goodwood. What's he like?"

"He's just the opposite of you. He's at the head of a cotton-factory; a
very fine one."

"Has he pleasant manners?" asked Ralph.

"Splendid manners--in the American style."


"Would he be an agreeable member of our little circle?"

"I don't think he'd care much about our little circle. He'd concentrate
on Isabel."

"And how would my cousin like that?"

"Very possibly not at all. But it will be good for her. It will call
back her thoughts."

"Call them back--from where?"

"From foreign parts and other unnatural places. Three months ago she
gave Mr. Goodwood every reason to suppose he was acceptable to her, and
it's not worthy of Isabel to go back on a real friend simply because she
has changed the scene. I've changed the scene too, and the effect of it
has been to make me care more for my old associations than ever. It's my
belief that the sooner Isabel changes it back again the better. I know
her well enough to know that she would never be truly happy over here,
and I wish her to form some strong American tie that will act as a
preservative."

"Aren't you perhaps a little too much in a hurry?" Ralph enquired.
"Don't you think you ought to give her more of a chance in poor old
England?"

"A chance to ruin her bright young life? One's never too much in a hurry
to save a precious human creature from drowning."


"As I understand it then," said Ralph,
"you wish me to push Mr. Goodwood
overboard after her.
Do you know," he added, "that I've never heard her
mention his name?"

Henrietta gave a brilliant smile. "I'm delighted to hear that; it proves
how much she thinks of him."

Ralph appeared to allow that there was a good deal in this, and he
surrendered to thought while his companion watched him askance. "If I
should invite Mr. Goodwood," he finally said, "it would be to quarrel
with him."

"Don't do that; he'd prove the better man."

"You certainly are doing your best to make me hate him! I really don't
think I can ask him. I should be afraid of being rude to him."

"It's just as you please," Henrietta returned.
"I had no idea you were
in love with her yourself."

"Do you really believe that?" the young man asked with lifted eyebrows.

"That's the most natural speech I've ever heard you make! Of course I
believe it," Miss Stackpole ingeniously said.

"Well," Ralph concluded, "to prove to you that you're wrong I'll invite
him. It must be of course as a friend of yours."

"It will not be as a friend of mine that he'll come; and it will not be
to prove to me that I'm wrong that you'll ask him--but to prove it to
yourself!"


These last words of Miss Stackpole's (on which the two presently
separated) contained an amount of truth which Ralph Touchett was obliged
to recognise; but it so far took the edge from too sharp a recognition
that, in spite of his suspecting it would be rather more indiscreet
to keep than to break his promise, he wrote Mr. Goodwood a note of six
lines, expressing the pleasure it would give Mr. Touchett the elder that
he should join a little party at Gardencourt, of which Miss Stackpole
was a valued member. Having sent his letter (to the care of a banker
whom Henrietta suggested) he waited in some suspense. He had heard this
fresh formidable figure named for the first time; for when his mother
had mentioned on her arrival that there was a story about the girl's
having an "admirer" at home, the idea had seemed deficient in reality
and he had taken no pains to ask questions the answers to which would
involve only the vague or the disagreeable. Now, however, the native
admiration of which his cousin was the object had become more concrete;
it took the form of a young man who had followed her to London, who was
interested in a cotton-mill and had manners in the most splendid of the
American styles. Ralph had two theories about this intervenes. Either
his passion was a sentimental fiction of Miss Stackpole's (there was
always a sort of tacit understanding among women, born of the solidarity
of the sex, that they should discover or invent lovers for each other),
in which case he was not to be feared and would probably not accept the
invitation; or else he would accept the invitation and in this event
prove himself a creature too irrational to demand further consideration.
The latter clause of Ralph's argument might have seemed incoherent;
but it embodied his conviction that if Mr. Goodwood were interested in
Isabel in the serious manner described by Miss Stackpole he would not
care to present himself at Gardencourt on a summons from the latter
lady. "On this supposition," said Ralph,
"he must regard her as a thorn
on the stem of his rose; as an intercessor he must find her wanting in
tact."

Two days after he had sent his invitation he received a very short
note from Caspar Goodwood, thanking him for it, regretting that other
engagements made a visit to Gardencourt impossible and presenting many
compliments to Miss Stackpole. Ralph handed the note to Henrietta, who,
when she had read it, exclaimed:
"Well, I never have heard of anything
so stiff!"


"I'm afraid he doesn't care so much about my cousin as you suppose,"
Ralph observed.

"No, it's not that;
it's some subtler motive. His nature's very deep.
But I'm determined to fathom it
, and I shall write to him to know what
he means."


His refusal of Ralph's overtures was vaguely disconcerting; from the
moment he declined to come to Gardencourt our friend began to think
him of importance. He asked himself what it signified to him whether
Isabel's admirers should be desperadoes or laggards; they were not
rivals of his and were perfectly welcome to act out their genius.

Nevertheless he felt much curiosity as to the result of Miss Stackpole's
promised enquiry into the causes of Mr. Goodwood's stiffness--a
curiosity for the present ungratified, inasmuch as when he asked her
three days later if she had written to London she was obliged to confess
she had written in vain. Mr. Goodwood had not replied.


"I suppose he's thinking it over," she said; "he thinks everything
over; he's not really at all impetuous. But I'm accustomed to having my
letters answered the same day." She presently proposed to Isabel, at
all events, that they should make an excursion to London together. "If I
must tell the truth," she observed, "I'm not seeing much at this
place, and I shouldn't think you were either. I've not even seen that
aristocrat--what's his name?--Lord Washburton. He seems to let you
severely alone."

"Lord Warburton's coming to-morrow, I happen to know," replied her
friend, who had received a note from the master of Lockleigh in answer
to her own letter. "You'll have every opportunity of turning him inside
out."

"Well, he may do for one letter, but what's one letter when you want to
write fifty? I've described all the scenery in this vicinity and raved
about all the old women and donkeys. You may say what you please,
scenery doesn't make a vital letter. I must go back to London and get
some impressions of real life. I was there but three days before I came
away, and that's hardly time to get in touch."

As Isabel, on her journey from New York to Gardencourt, had seen even
less of the British capital than this, it appeared a happy suggestion of
Henrietta's that the two should go thither on a visit of pleasure. The
idea struck Isabel as charming; she was curious of the thick detail of
London, which had always loomed large and rich to her. They turned over
their schemes together and indulged in visions of romantic hours. They
would stay at some picturesque old inn--one of the inns described by
Dickens--and drive over the town in those delightful hansoms. Henrietta
was a literary woman, and the great advantage of being a literary woman
was that you could go everywhere and do everything. They would dine at
a coffee-house and go afterwards to the play; they would frequent the
Abbey and the British Museum and find out where Doctor Johnson had
lived, and Goldsmith and Addison. Isabel grew eager and presently
unveiled the bright vision to Ralph, who burst into a fit of laughter
which scarce expressed the sympathy she had desired.

"It's a delightful plan," he said. "I advise you to go to the Duke's
Head in Covent Garden, an easy, informal, old-fashioned place
, and I'll
have you put down at my club."

"Do you mean it's improper?" Isabel asked. "Dear me, isn't anything
proper here? With Henrietta surely I may go anywhere; she isn't hampered
in that way. She has travelled over the whole American continent and can
at least find her way about this minute island."

"Ah then," said Ralph, "let me take advantage of her protection to go up
to town as well. I may never have a chance to travel so safely!"




Chapter 14



Miss Stackpole would have prepared to start immediately; but Isabel, as
we have seen, had been notified that Lord Warburton would come again to
Gardencourt, and she believed it her duty to remain there and see him.
For four or five days he had made no response to her letter; then he had
written, very briefly, to say he would come to luncheon two days later.
There was something in these delays and postponements that touched the
girl and renewed her sense of his desire to be considerate and patient,
not to appear to urge her too grossly; a consideration the more studied
that she was so sure he "really liked" her.
Isabel told her uncle she
had written to him, mentioning also his intention of coming; and the
old man, in consequence, left his room earlier than usual and made his
appearance at the two o'clock repast. This was by no means an act of
vigilance on his part, but the fruit of a benevolent belief that his
being of the company might help to cover any conjoined straying away
in case Isabel should give their noble visitor another hearing. That
personage drove over from Lockleigh and brought the elder of his sisters
with him, a measure presumably dictated by reflexions of the same order
as Mr. Touchett's. The two visitors were introduced to Miss Stackpole,
who, at luncheon, occupied a seat adjoining Lord Warburton's.
Isabel,
who was nervous and had no relish for the prospect of again arguing
the question he had so prematurely opened,
could not help admiring his
good-humoured self-possession, which quite disguised the symptoms of
that preoccupation with her presence it was natural she should suppose
him to feel.
He neither looked at her nor spoke to her, and the only
sign of his emotion was that he avoided meeting her eyes. He had plenty
of talk for the others, however, and he appeared to eat his luncheon
with discrimination and appetite.
Miss Molyneux, who had a smooth,
nun-like forehead and wore a large silver cross suspended from her neck,
was evidently preoccupied with Henrietta Stackpole, upon whom her
eyes constantly rested in a manner suggesting a conflict between deep
alienation and yearning wonder. Of the two ladies from Lockleigh she
was the one Isabel had liked best; there was such a world of hereditary
quiet in her. Isabel was sure moreover that her mild forehead and
silver cross referred to some weird Anglican mystery--some delightful
reinstitution perhaps of the quaint office of the canoness.
She wondered
what Miss Molyneux would think of her if she knew Miss Archer had
refused her brother; and then she felt sure that Miss Molyneux would
never know--that Lord Warburton never told her such things. He was fond
of her and kind to her, but on the whole he told her little. Such, at
least, was Isabel's theory; when, at table, she was not occupied in
conversation she was usually occupied in forming theories about her
neighbours. According to Isabel, if Miss Molyneux should ever learn what
had passed between Miss Archer and Lord Warburton
she would probably
be shocked at such a girl's failure to rise; or no, rather (this was our
heroine's last position) she would impute to the young American but a
due consciousness of inequality.


Whatever Isabel might have made of her opportunities, at all events,
Henrietta Stackpole was by no means disposed to neglect those in which
she now found herself immersed. "Do you know you're the first lord I've
ever seen?" she said very promptly to her neighbour. "I suppose you
think I'm awfully benighted."

"You've escaped seeing some very ugly men," Lord Warburton answered,
looking a trifle absently about the table.

"Are they very ugly? They try to make us believe in America that they're
all handsome and magnificent and that they wear wonderful robes and
crowns."

"Ah, the robes and crowns are gone out of fashion," said Lord Warburton,
"like your tomahawks and revolvers."


"I'm sorry for that; I think an aristocracy ought to be splendid,"
Henrietta declared. "If it's not that, what is it?"

"Oh, you know, it isn't much, at the best," her neighbour allowed.

"Won't you have a potato?"

"I don't care much for these European potatoes. I shouldn't know you
from an ordinary American gentleman."

"Do talk to me as if I were one," said Lord Warburton. "I don't see how
you manage to get on without potatoes; you must find so few things to
eat over here."

Henrietta was silent a little; there was a chance he was not sincere.
"I've had hardly any appetite since I've been here," she went on at
last; "so it doesn't much matter. I don't approve of you, you know; I
feel as if I ought to tell you that."

"Don't approve of me?"

"Yes; I don't suppose any one ever said such a thing to you before, did
they? I don't approve of lords as an institution. I think the world has
got beyond them--far beyond."

"Oh, so do I.
I don't approve of myself in the least. Sometimes it comes
over me--how I should object to myself if I were not myself, don't you
know?
But that's rather good, by the way--not to be vainglorious."

"Why don't you give it up then?" Miss Stackpole enquired.


"Give up--a--?" asked Lord Warburton, meeting her harsh inflexion with a
very mellow one.

"Give up being a lord."


"Oh, I'm so little of one! One would really forget all about it if you
wretched Americans were not constantly reminding one.
However, I do
think of giving it up, the little there is left of it, one of these
days."

"I should like to see you do it!" Henrietta exclaimed rather grimly.

"I'll invite you to the ceremony; we'll have a supper and a dance."


"Well," said Miss Stackpole, "I like to see all sides. I don't approve
of a privileged class, but I like to hear what they have to say for
themselves."

"Mighty little, as you see!"


"I should like to draw you out a little more," Henrietta continued. "But
you're always looking away.
You're afraid of meeting my eye. I see you
want to escape me."


"No, I'm only looking for those despised potatoes."

"Please explain about that young lady--your sister--then. I don't
understand about her. Is she a Lady?"

"She's a capital good girl."

"I don't like the way you say that--as if you wanted to change the
subject.
Is her position inferior to yours?"

"We neither of us have any position to speak of; but she's better off
than I, because
she has none of the bother."

"Yes, she doesn't look as if she had much bother. I wish I had as little
bother as that. You do produce quiet people over here, whatever else you
may do."

"Ah, you see one takes life easily, on the whole," said Lord Warburton.
"And then you know we're very dull. Ah, we can be dull when we try!"


"I should advise you to try something else. I shouldn't know what to
talk to your sister about; she looks so different. Is that silver cross
a badge?"


"A badge?"

"A sign of rank."

Lord Warburton's glance had wandered a good deal, but at this it met the
gaze of his neighbour. "Oh yes," he answered in a moment; "the women go
in for those things.
The silver cross is worn by the eldest daughters of
Viscounts." Which was his harmless revenge for having occasionally had
his credulity too easily engaged in America.
After luncheon he proposed
to Isabel to come into the gallery and look at the pictures; and though
she knew he had seen the pictures twenty times she complied without
criticising this pretext. Her conscience now was very easy; ever since
she sent him her letter she had felt particularly light of spirit. He
walked slowly to the end of the gallery, staring at its contents and
saying nothing; and then he suddenly broke out: "I hoped you wouldn't
write to me that way."

"It was the only way, Lord Warburton," said the girl. "Do try and
believe that."


"If I could believe it of course I should let you alone. But we can't
believe by willing it;
and I confess I don't understand. I could under-
stand your disliking me; that I could understand well. But that you
should admit you do--"

"What have I admitted?" Isabel interrupted, turning slightly pale.

"That you think me a good fellow; isn't that it?" She said nothing,
and he went on:
"You don't seem to have any reason, and that gives me a
sense of injustice."

"I have a reason, Lord Warburton." She said it in a tone that made his
heart contract.


"I should like very much to know it."

"I'll tell you some day when there's more to show for it."

"Excuse my saying that in the mean time I must doubt of it."

"You make me very unhappy," said Isabel.

"I'm not sorry for that; it may help you to know how I feel. Will you
kindly answer me a question?" Isabel made no audible assent, but he
apparently saw in her eyes something that gave him courage to go on.
"Do you prefer some one else?"

"That's a question I'd rather not answer."

"Ah,
you do then!" her suitor murmured with bitterness.

The bitterness touched her, and she cried out: "You're mistaken! I
don't."

He sat down on a bench, unceremoniously, doggedly, like a man in
trouble
; leaning his elbows on his knees and staring at the floor. "I
can't even be glad of that," he said at last, throwing himself back
against the wall; "for that would be an excuse."

She raised her eyebrows in surprise. "An excuse? Must I excuse myself?"


He paid, however, no answer to the question. Another idea had come into
his head. "Is it my political opinions? Do you think I go too far?"

"I can't object to your political opinions, because I don't understand
them."

"You don't care what I think!" he cried, getting up. "It's all the same
to you."

Isabel walked to the other side of the gallery and stood there
showing
him her charming back, her light slim figure, the length of her white
neck as she bent her head, and the density of her dark braids.
She
stopped in front of a small picture as if for the purpose of examining
it; and
there was something so young and free in her movement that her
very pliancy seemed to mock at him. Her eyes, however, saw nothing; they
had suddenly been suffused with tears. In a moment he followed her, and
by this time she had brushed her tears away; but when she turned round
her face was pale and the expression of her eyes strange.
"That reason
that I wouldn't tell you--I'll tell it you after all. It's that I can't escape
my fate."

"Your fate?"

"I should try to escape it if I were to marry you."

"I don't understand. Why should not that be your fate as well as
anything else?"

"Because it's not," said Isabel femininely. "I know it's not. It's not
my fate to give up--I know it can't be."

Poor Lord Warburton stared, an interrogative point in either eye. "Do
you call marrying me giving up?"

"Not in the usual sense. It's getting--getting--getting a great deal.
But it's giving up other chances."

"Other chances for what?"

"I don't mean chances to marry," said Isabel, her colour quickly coming
back to her. And then she stopped, looking down with a deep frown, as if
it were hopeless to attempt to make her meaning clear.

"I don't think it presumptuous in me to suggest that you'll gain more
than you'll lose," her companion observed.

"I can't escape unhappiness," said Isabel. "In marrying you I shall be
trying to."

"I don't know whether you'd try to, but you certainly would: that I must
in candour admit!" he exclaimed with an anxious laugh.

"I mustn't--I can't!" cried the girl.


"Well, if you're bent on being miserable I don't see why you should make
me so. Whatever charms a life of misery may have for you, it has none
for me."

"I'm not bent on a life of misery," said Isabel. "I've always been
intensely determined to be happy, and I've often believed I should be.
I've told people that; you can ask them. But it comes over me every
now and then that I can never be happy in any extraordinary way; not by
turning away, by separating myself."


"By separating yourself from what?"

"From life. From the usual chances and dangers, from what most people
know and suffer."

Lord Warburton broke into a smile that almost denoted hope. "Why,
my dear Miss Archer," he began to explain with the most considerate
eagerness, "I don't offer you any exoneration from life or from any
chances or dangers whatever. I wish I could; depend upon it I would! For
what do you take me, pray? Heaven help me, I'm not the Emperor of China!
All I offer you is the chance of taking the common lot in a comfortable
sort of way. The common lot? Why, I'm devoted to the common lot! Strike
an alliance with me, and I promise you that you shall have plenty of it.

You shall separate from nothing whatever--not even from your friend Miss
Stackpole."

"She'd never approve of it," said Isabel, trying to smile and take
advantage of this side-issue; despising herself too, not a little, for
doing so.


"Are we speaking of Miss Stackpole?" his lordship asked impatiently. "I
never saw a person judge things on such theoretic grounds."

"Now I suppose you're speaking of me," said Isabel with humility;
and
she turned away again, for she saw Miss Molyneux enter the gallery,
accompanied by Henrietta and by Ralph.

Lord Warburton's sister addressed him with a certain timidity and
reminded him she ought to return home in time for tea, as she was
expecting company to partake of it. He made no answer--apparently
not having heard her; he was preoccupied, and with good reason. Miss
Molyneux--as if he had been Royalty--stood like a lady-in-waiting.

"Well, I never, Miss Molyneux!" said Henrietta Stackpole. "If I wanted
to go he'd have to go. If I wanted my brother to do a thing he'd have to
do it."

"Oh, Warburton does everything one wants," Miss Molyneux answered with
a quick, shy laugh.
"How very many pictures you have!" she went on,
turning to Ralph.

"They look a good many, because they're all put together," said Ralph.
"But it's really a bad way."

"Oh, I think it's so nice. I wish we had a gallery at Lockleigh. I'm so
very fond of pictures," Miss Molyneux went on, persistently, to Ralph,
as if she were afraid Miss Stackpole would address her again.
Henrietta
appeared at once to fascinate and to frighten her.


"Ah yes, pictures are very convenient," said Ralph, who appeared to know
better what style of reflexion was acceptable to her.

"They're so very pleasant when it rains," the young lady continued. "It
has rained of late so very often."

"I'm sorry you're going away, Lord Warburton," said Henrietta. "I wanted
to get a great deal more out of you."


"I'm not going away," Lord Warburton answered.

"Your sister says you must. In America the gentlemen obey the ladies."

"I'm afraid we have some people to tea," said Miss Molyneux, looking at
her brother.

"Very good, my dear. We'll go."

"I hoped you would resist!" Henrietta exclaimed. "I wanted to see what
Miss Molyneux would do."

"I never do anything," said this young lady.

"I suppose in your position it's sufficient for you to exist!"
Miss
Stackpole returned. "I should like very much to see you at home."

"You must come to Lockleigh again," said Miss Molyneux, very sweetly, to
Isabel, ignoring this remark of Isabel's friend.
Isabel looked into her
quiet eyes a moment, and for that moment seemed to see in their grey
depths the reflexion of everything she had rejected in rejecting Lord
Warburton--the peace, the kindness, the honour, the possessions, a deep
security and a great exclusion. She kissed Miss Molyneux and then she
said: "I'm afraid I can never come again."


"Never again?"

"I'm afraid I'm going away."

"Oh, I'm so very sorry," said Miss Molyneux. "I think that's so very
wrong of you."

Lord Warburton watched this little passage; then he turned away and
stared at a picture. Ralph, leaning against the rail before the picture
with his hands in his pockets, had for the moment been watching him.

"I should like to see you at home," said Henrietta, whom Lord Warburton
found beside him. "I should like an hour's talk with you; there are a
great many questions I wish to ask you."

"I shall be delighted to see you," the proprietor of Lockleigh answered;
"but I'm certain not to be able to answer many of your questions. When
will you come?"

"Whenever Miss Archer will take me. We're thinking of going to London,
but we'll go and see you first.
I'm determined to get some satisfaction
out of you."


"If it depends upon Miss Archer I'm afraid you won't get much. She won't
come to Lockleigh; she doesn't like the place."

"She told me it was lovely!" said Henrietta.

Lord Warburton hesitated. "She won't come, all the same. You had better
come alone," he added.

Henrietta straightened herself, and
her large eyes expanded. "Would you
make that remark to an English lady?" she enquired with soft asperity.

Lord Warburton stared. "Yes, if I liked her enough."


"You'd be careful not to like her enough. If Miss Archer won't visit
your place again it's because she doesn't want to take me. I know what
she thinks of me, and I suppose you think the same--that I oughtn't to
bring in individuals." Lord Warburton was at a loss; he had not been
made acquainted with Miss Stackpole's professional character and failed
to catch her allusion. "Miss Archer has been warning you!" she therefore
went on.

"Warning me?"

"Isn't that why she came off alone with you here--to put you on your
guard?"


"Oh dear, no," said Lord Warburton brazenly; "our talk had no such
solemn character as that."

"Well, you've been on your guard--intensely. I suppose it's natural
to you; that's just what I wanted to observe. And so, too, Miss
Molyneux--she wouldn't commit herself. You have been warned, anyway,"
Henrietta continued, addressing this young lady; "but for you it wasn't
necessary."

"I hope not," said Miss Molyneux vaguely.

"Miss Stackpole takes notes," Ralph soothingly explained. "She's a great
satirist; she sees through us all and she works us up."

"Well, I must say I never have had such a collection of bad material!"
Henrietta declared, looking from Isabel to Lord Warburton and from this
nobleman to his sister and to Ralph. "There's something the matter with
you all; you're as dismal as if you had got a bad cable."

"You do see through us, Miss Stackpole," said Ralph in a low tone,
giving her a little intelligent nod as he led the party out of the
gallery. "There's something the matter with us all."


Isabel came behind these two; Miss Molyneux, who decidedly liked her
immensely, had taken her arm, to walk beside her over the polished
floor. Lord Warburton strolled on the other side with his hands behind
him and his eyes lowered. For some moments he said nothing; and then,
"Is it true you're going to London?" he asked.

"I believe it has been arranged."

"And when shall you come back?"

"In a few days; but probably for a very short time. I'm going to Paris
with my aunt."

"When, then, shall I see you again?"

"Not for a good while," said Isabel. "But some day or other, I hope."

"Do you really hope it?"


"Very much."

He went a few steps in silence; then he stopped and put out his hand.
"Good-bye."

"Good-bye," said Isabel.

Miss Molyneux kissed her again, and she let the two depart. After it,
without rejoining Henrietta and Ralph, she retreated to her own room; in
which apartment, before dinner, she was found by Mrs. Touchett, who had
stopped on her way to the salon. "I may as well tell you," said that
lady, "that your uncle has informed me of your relations with Lord
Warburton."

Isabel considered. "Relations? They're hardly relations. That's the
strange part of it: he has seen me but three or four times."

"Why did you tell your uncle rather than me?" Mrs. Touchett
dispassionately asked.

Again the girl hesitated.
"Because he knows Lord Warburton better."

"Yes, but I know you better."

"I'm not sure of that," said Isabel, smiling.


"Neither am I, after all; especially when you give me that rather
conceited look. One would think you were awfully pleased with yourself
and had carried off a prize!
I suppose that when you refuse an offer
like Lord Warburton's it's because you expect to do something better."

"Ah, my uncle didn't say that!" cried Isabel, smiling still.




Chapter 15



It had been arranged that the two young ladies should proceed to London
under Ralph's escort, though Mrs. Touchett looked with little favour on
the plan. It was just the sort of plan, she said, that Miss Stackpole
would be sure to suggest, and she enquired if the correspondent of
the Interviewer was to take the party to stay at her favourite
boarding-house.

"I don't care where she takes us to stay, so long as there's local
colour," said Isabel. "That's what we're going to London for."

"I suppose that after a girl has refused an English lord she may do
anything," her aunt rejoined. "After that one needn't stand on trifles."


"Should you have liked me to marry Lord Warburton?" Isabel enquired.

"Of course I should."

"I thought you disliked the English so much."

"So I do; but it's all the greater reason for making use of them."

"Is that your idea of marriage?" And Isabel ventured to add that her
aunt appeared to her to have made very little use of Mr. Touchett.

"Your uncle's not an English nobleman," said Mrs. Touchett, "though even
if he had been I should still probably have taken up my residence in
Florence."


"Do you think Lord Warburton could make me any better than I am?" the
girl asked with some animation. "I don't mean I'm too good to improve. I
mean that I don't love Lord Warburton enough to marry him."

"You did right to refuse him then," said Mrs. Touchett in her smallest,
sparest voice. "Only, the next great offer you get, I hope you'll manage
to come up to your standard."

"We had better wait till the offer comes before we talk about it. I
hope very much I may have no more offers for the present. They upset me
completely."

"You probably won't be troubled with them if you adopt permanently the
Bohemian manner of life.
However, I've promised Ralph not to criticise."

"I'll do whatever Ralph says is right," Isabel returned. "I've unbounded
confidence in Ralph."

"His mother's much obliged to you!" this lady dryly laughed.

"It seems to me indeed she ought to feel it!" Isabel irrepressibly
answered.


Ralph had assured her that there would be no violation of decency in
their paying a visit--the little party of three--to the sights of the
metropolis; but Mrs. Touchett took a different view. Like many ladies of
her country who had lived a long time in Europe, she had completely
lost her native tact on such points, and in her reaction, not in itself
deplorable, against the liberty allowed to young persons beyond the
seas, had fallen into gratuitous and exaggerated scruples.
Ralph
accompanied their visitors to town and established them at a quiet inn
in a street that ran at right angles to Piccadilly. His first idea had
been to take them to his father's house in Winchester Square, a large,
dull mansion which at this period of the year was shrouded in silence
and brown holland;
but he bethought himself that, the cook being at
Gardencourt, there was no one in the house to get them their meals,
and Pratt's Hotel accordingly became their resting-place. Ralph, on his
side, found quarters in Winchester Square, having a "den" there of which
he was very fond and being
familiar with deeper fears than that of a
cold kitchen.
He availed himself largely indeed of the resources of
Pratt's Hotel, beginning his day with an early visit to his fellow
travellers, who had Mr. Pratt in person, in a large bulging white
waistcoat, to remove their dish-covers. Ralph turned up, as he said,
after breakfast, and the little party made out a scheme of entertainment
for the day. As London wears in the month of September a face blank but
for its smears of prior service, the young man, who occasionally took
an apologetic tone, was obliged to remind his companion, to Miss
Stackpole's high derision, that there wasn't a creature in town.

"I suppose you mean the aristocracy are absent,"
Henrietta answered;
"but I don't think you could have a better proof that if they were
absent altogether they wouldn't be missed. It seems to me the place is
about as full as it can be.
There's no one here, of course, but three
or four millions of people. What is it you call them--the lower-middle
class? They're only the population of London, and that's of no
consequence."


Ralph declared that for him the aristocracy left no void that Miss
Stackpole herself didn't fill, and that a more contented man was nowhere
at that moment to be found. In this he spoke the truth, for
the stale
September days, in the huge half-empty town, had a charm wrapped in them
as a coloured gem might be wrapped in a dusty cloth.
When he went home
at night to the empty house in Winchester Square, after a chain of hours
with his comparatively ardent friends, he wandered into the big dusky
dining-room, where the candle he took from the hall-table, after letting
himself in, constituted the only illumination. The square was still, the
house was still; when he raised one of the windows of the dining-room to
let in the air he heard the slow creak of the boots of a lone constable.
His own step, in the empty place, seemed loud and sonorous; some of the
carpets had been raised, and whenever he moved he roused a melancholy
echo. He sat down in one of the armchairs;
the big dark dining table
twinkled here and there in the small candle-light; the pictures on the
wall, all of them very brown, looked vague and incoherent. There was a
ghostly presence as of dinners long since digested, of table-talk
that had lost its actuality.
This hint of the supernatural perhaps had
something to do with the fact that his imagination took a flight and
that he remained in his chair a long time beyond the hour at which he
should have been in bed; doing nothing,
not even reading the evening
paper. I say he did nothing, and I maintain the phrase in the face of
the fact that he thought at these moments of Isabel. To think of Isabel
could only be for him an idle pursuit, leading to nothing and profiting
little to any one.
His cousin had not yet seemed to him so charming
as during these days spent in sounding, tourist-fashion, the deeps
and shallows of the metropolitan element. Isabel was full of premises,
conclusions, emotions; if she had come in search of local colour she
found it everywhere. She asked more questions than he could answer, and
launched brave theories, as to historic cause and social effect, that he
was equally unable to accept or to refute.
The party went more than once
to the British Museum and to that brighter palace of art which reclaims
for antique variety so large an area of a monotonous suburb; they spent
a morning in the Abbey and went on a penny-steamer to the Tower; they
looked at pictures both in public and private collections and sat
on various occasions beneath the great trees in Kensington Gardens.
Henrietta proved an indestructible sight-seer and a more lenient judge
than Ralph had ventured to hope. She had indeed many disappointments,
and
London at large suffered from her vivid remembrance of the strong
points of the American civic idea; but she made the best of its dingy
dignities and only heaved an occasional sigh and uttered a desultory
"Well!"
which led no further and lost itself in retrospect. The truth
was that, as she said herself, she was not in her element.
"I've not a
sympathy with inanimate objects,"
she remarked to Isabel at the National
Gallery; and
she continued to suffer from the meagreness of the glimpse
that had as yet been vouchsafed to her of the inner life.
Landscapes
by Turner and Assyrian bulls were a poor substitute for the literary
dinner-parties at which she had hoped to meet the genius and renown of
Great Britain.

"Where are your public men, where are your men and women of intellect?"
she enquired of Ralph, standing in the middle of Trafalgar Square as
if she had supposed this to be a place where she would naturally meet a
few. "That's one of them on the top of the column, you say--Lord Nelson.
Was he a lord too? Wasn't he high enough, that they had to stick him a
hundred feet in the air? That's the past--I don't care about the past; I
want to see some of the leading minds of the present. I won't say of the
future, because I don't believe much in your future."
Poor Ralph had few
leading minds among his acquaintance and rarely enjoyed the pleasure
of buttonholing a celebrity; a state of things which appeared to Miss
Stackpole to indicate a deplorable want of enterprise.
"If I were on the
other side I should call," she said, "and tell the gentleman, whoever
he might be, that I had heard a great deal about him and had come to see
for myself. But I gather from what you say that this is not the custom
here. You seem to have plenty of meaningless customs, but none of those
that would help along. We are in advance, certainly. I suppose I shall
have to give up the social side altogether;" and Henrietta, though
she went about with her guidebook and pencil and wrote a letter to the
Interviewer about the Tower (in which she described the execution of
Lady Jane Grey), had a sad sense of falling below her mission.


The incident that had preceded Isabel's departure from Gardencourt left
a painful trace in our young woman's mind: when she felt again in her
face, as from a recurrent wave, the cold breath of her last suitor's
surprise
, she could only muffle her head till the air cleared. She could
not have done less than what she did; this was certainly true. But
her
necessity, all the same, had been as graceless as some physical act in
a strained attitude
, and she felt no desire to take credit for her
conduct.
Mixed with this imperfect pride, nevertheless, was a feeling of
freedom which in itself was sweet
and which, as she wandered through the
great city with her ill-matched companions, occasionally
throbbed into
odd demonstrations.
When she walked in Kensington Gardens she stopped
the children (mainly of the poorer sort) whom she saw playing on the
grass; she asked them their names and
gave them sixpence and, when
they were pretty, kissed them. Ralph noticed these quaint charities;

he noticed everything she did.
One afternoon, that his companions might
pass the time, he invited them to tea in Winchester Square, and he had
the house set in order as much as possible for their visit. There
was another guest to meet them, an amiable bachelor, an old friend of
Ralph's who happened to be in town and for whom
prompt commerce with
Miss Stackpole appeared to have neither difficulty nor dread. Mr.
Bantling, a stout, sleek, smiling man of forty, wonderfully dressed,
universally informed and incoherently amused, laughed immoderately at
everything Henrietta said
, gave her several cups of tea, examined in her
society the bric-a-brac, of which Ralph had a considerable collection,
and afterwards, when the host proposed they should go out into the
square and
pretend it was a fete-champetre, walked round the limited
enclosure several times with her and, at a dozen turns of their talk,
bounded responsive--as with a positive passion for argument--to her
remarks upon the inner life.


"Oh, I see; I dare say you found it very quiet at Gardencourt. Naturally
there's not much going on there when there's such a lot of illness
about. Touchett's very bad, you know; the doctors have forbidden his
being in England at all, and he has only come back to take care of his
father. The old man, I believe, has half a dozen things the matter
with him. They call it gout, but to my certain knowledge he has organic
disease so developed that you may depend upon it he'll go, some day
soon, quite quickly. Of course that sort of thing makes a dreadfully
dull house; I wonder they have people when they can do so little for
them. Then I believe Mr. Touchett's always squabbling with his wife; she
lives away from her husband, you know, in that extraordinary American
way of yours. If you want a house where there's always something going
on, I recommend you to go down and stay with my sister, Lady Pensil,
in Bedfordshire. I'll write to her to-morrow and I'm sure she'll be
delighted to ask you. I know just what you want--you want a house
where they go in for theatricals and picnics and that sort of thing. My
sister's just that sort of woman; she's always getting up something or
other and she's always glad to have the sort of people who help her. I'm
sure she'll ask you down by return of post: she's tremendously fond of
distinguished people and writers. She writes herself, you know; but
I haven't read everything she has written. It's usually poetry, and I
don't go in much for poetry--unless it's Byron. I suppose you think a
great deal of Byron in America," Mr. Bantling continued,
expanding
in the stimulating air of Miss Stackpole's attention, bringing up his
sequences promptly and changing his topic with an easy turn of hand.
Yet he none the less gracefully kept in sight of the idea, dazzling to
Henrietta
, of her going to stay with Lady Pensil in Bedfordshire. "I
understand what you want; you want to see some genuine English sport.
The Touchetts aren't English at all, you know; they have their own
habits, their own language, their own food--some odd religion even, I
believe, of their own. The old man thinks it's wicked to hunt, I'm told.
You must get down to my sister's in time for the theatricals, and I'm
sure she'll be glad to give you a part. I'm sure you act well; I know
you're very clever. My sister's forty years old and has seven children,
but she's going to play the principal part. Plain as she is she makes up
awfully well--I will say for her.
Of course you needn't act if you don't
want to."

In this manner Mr. Bantling delivered himself while they strolled over
the grass in Winchester Square, which, although it had been peppered
by the London soot, invited the tread to linger. Henrietta thought her
blooming, easy-voiced bachelor, with his impressibility to feminine
merit and his splendid range of suggestion
, a very agreeable man, and
she valued the opportunity he offered her. "I don't know but I would go,
if your sister should ask me. I think it would be my duty. What do you
call her name?"

"Pensil. It's an odd name, but it isn't a bad one."

"I think one name's as good as another. But what's her rank?".

"Oh, she's a baron's wife; a convenient sort of rank. You're fine enough
and you're not too fine."

"I don't know but what she'd be too fine for me.
What do you call the
place she lives in--Bedfordshire?"

"She lives away in the northern corner of it. It's a tiresome country,
but I dare say you won't mind it. I'll try and run down while you're
there."

All this was very pleasant to Miss Stackpole, and she was sorry to be
obliged to separate from Lady Pensil's obliging brother. But it happened
that she had met the day before, in Piccadilly, some friends whom she
had not seen for a year: the Miss Climbers, two ladies from Wilmington,
Delaware, who had been travelling on the Continent and were now
preparing to re-embark. Henrietta had had a long interview with them on
the Piccadilly pavement, and though the three ladies all talked at once
they had not exhausted their store. It had been agreed therefore that
Henrietta should come and dine with them in their lodgings
in Jermyn
Street at six o'clock on the morrow, and she now bethought herself of
this engagement. She prepared to start for Jermyn Street, taking leave
first of Ralph Touchett and Isabel, who, seated on garden chairs
in another part of the enclosure, were occupied--if the term may be
used--with an exchange of amenities less pointed than the practical
colloquy of Miss Stackpole and Mr. Bantling. When it had been settled
between Isabel and her friend that they should be reunited at some
reputable hour at Pratt's Hotel, Ralph remarked that the latter must
have a cab. She couldn't walk all the way to Jermyn Street.

"I suppose you mean it's improper for me to walk alone!" Henrietta
exclaimed. "Merciful powers, have I come to this?"

"There's not the slightest need of your walking alone," Mr. Bantling
gaily interposed. "I should be greatly pleased to go with you."

"I simply meant that you'd be late for dinner," Ralph returned. "Those
poor ladies may easily believe that we refuse, at the last, to spare
you."


"You had better have a hansom, Henrietta," said Isabel.

"I'll get you a hansom if you'll trust me," Mr. Bantling went on.

"We might walk a little till we meet one."

"I don't see why I shouldn't trust him, do you?" Henrietta enquired of
Isabel.

"I don't see what Mr. Bantling could do to you," Isabel obligingly
answered; "but, if you like, we'll walk with you till you find your
cab."

"Never mind; we'll go alone.
Come on, Mr. Bantling, and take care you
get me a good one."

Mr. Bantling promised to do his best, and the two took their departure,
leaving the girl and her cousin together in the square, over which
a clear September twilight had now begun to gather. It was perfectly
still; the wide quadrangle of dusky houses showed lights in none of the
windows, where the shutters and blinds were closed; the pavements were
a vacant expanse, and, putting aside two small children from a
neighbouring slum, who, attracted by symptoms of abnormal animation
in the interior, poked their faces between the rusty rails of
the enclosure, the most vivid object within sight
was the big red
pillar-post on the southeast corner.

"Henrietta will ask him to get into the cab and go with her to Jermyn
Street," Ralph observed. He always spoke of Miss Stackpole as Henrietta.


"Very possibly," said his companion.

"Or rather, no, she won't," he went on. "But Bantling will ask leave to
get in."

"Very likely again. I am very glad they are such good friends."

"She has made a conquest. He thinks her a brilliant woman. It may go
far," said Ralph.

Isabel was briefly silent. "I call Henrietta a very brilliant woman, but
I don't think it will go far. They would never really know each other.
He has not the least idea what she really is, and she has no just
comprehension of Mr. Bantling."

"There's no more usual basis of union than a mutual misunderstanding.
But it ought not to be so difficult to understand Bob Bantling," Ralph
added. "He is a very simple organism."

"Yes, but Henrietta's a simpler one still.
And, pray, what am I to do?"
Isabel asked, looking about her through the fading light, in which the
limited landscape-gardening of the square took on a large and effective
appearance. "I don't imagine that you'll propose that you and I, for our
amusement, shall drive about London in a hansom."

"There's no reason we shouldn't stay here--if you don't dislike it. It's
very warm; there will be half an hour yet before dark; and if you permit
it I'll light a cigarette."

"You may do what you please," said Isabel, "if you'll amuse me till
seven o'clock.
I propose at that hour to go back and partake of a simple
and solitary repast--two poached eggs and a muffin--at Pratt's Hotel."


"Mayn't I dine with you?" Ralph asked.

"No, you'll dine at your club."

They had wandered back to their chairs in the centre of the square
again, and Ralph had lighted his cigarette.
It would have given him
extreme pleasure to be present in person at the modest little feast she
had sketched; but in default of this he liked even being forbidden. For
the moment, however, he liked immensely being alone with her, in the
thickening dusk, in the centre of the multitudinous town; it made her
seem to depend upon him and to be in his power. This power he could
exert but vaguely; the best exercise of it was to accept her decisions
submissively which indeed there was already an emotion in doing.
"Why
won't you let me dine with you?" he demanded after a pause.

"Because I don't care for it."

"I suppose you're tired of me."

"I shall be an hour hence. You see I have the gift of foreknowledge."

"Oh, I shall be delightful meanwhile," said Ralph.

But he said nothing more, and as she made no rejoinder they sat
some time in a stillness which seemed to contradict his promise of
entertainment.
It seemed to him she was preoccupied, and he wondered
what she was thinking about; there were two or three very possible
subjects. At last he spoke again. "Is your objection to my society this
evening caused by your expectation of another visitor?"

She turned her head with a glance of her clear, fair eyes. "Another
visitor? What visitor should I have?"

He had none to suggest; which made
his question seem to himself silly as
well as brutal. "You've a great many friends that I don't know. You've a
whole past from which I was perversely excluded."

"You were reserved for my future. You must remember that my past is over
there across the water. There's none of it here in London."

"Very good, then, since your future is seated beside you. Capital thing
to have your future so handy."
And Ralph lighted another cigarette and
reflected that Isabel probably meant she had received news that Mr.
Caspar Goodwood had crossed to Paris. After he had lighted his cigarette
he puffed it a while, and then he resumed. "I promised just now to be
very amusing; but you see I don't come up to the mark, and the fact is
there's a good deal of temerity in one's undertaking to amuse a
person like you.
What do you care for my feeble attempts? You've grand
ideas--you've a high standard in such matters. I ought at least to bring
in a band of music or a company of mountebanks."

"One mountebank's enough, and you do very well. Pray go on, and in
another ten minutes I shall begin to laugh."

"I assure you I'm very serious," said Ralph.
"You do really ask a great
deal."

"I don't know what you mean. I ask nothing."

"You accept nothing," said Ralph. She coloured, and now suddenly it
seemed to her that she guessed his meaning.
But why should he speak
to her of such things? He hesitated a little and then he continued:
"There's something I should like very much to say to you. It's a
question I wish to ask. It seems to me I've a right to ask it, because
I've a kind of interest in the answer."

"Ask what you will," Isabel replied gently, "and I'll try to satisfy
you."

"Well then, I hope you won't mind my saying that Warburton has told me
of something that has passed between you."

Isabel suppressed a start; she sat looking at her open fan. "Very good;
I suppose it was natural he should tell you."

"I have his leave to let you know he has done so. He has some hope
still," said Ralph.


"Still?"

"He had it a few days ago."

"I don't believe he has any now," said the girl.

"I'm very sorry for him then; he's such an honest man."

"Pray, did he ask you to talk to me?"

"No, not that. But he told me because he couldn't help it. We're old
friends, and he was greatly disappointed. He sent me a line asking me
to come and see him, and I drove over to Lockleigh the day before he and
his sister lunched with us. He was very heavy-hearted; he had just got a
letter from you."

"Did he show you the letter?" asked Isabel with momentary loftiness.

"By no means. But he told me it was a neat refusal. I was very sorry for
him," Ralph repeated.


For some moments Isabel said nothing; then at last, "Do you know how
often he had seen me?" she enquired. "Five or six times."

"That's to your glory."

"It's not for that I say it."

"What then do you say it for. Not to prove that poor Warburton's state
of mind's superficial, because I'm pretty sure you don't think that."


Isabel certainly was unable to say she thought it; but presently she
said something else. "If you've not been requested by Lord Warburton to
argue with me, then you're doing it disinterestedly--or for the love of
argument."

"I've no wish to argue with you at all. I only wish to leave you alone.
I'm simply greatly interested in your own sentiments."

"I'm greatly obliged to you!" cried Isabel with a slightly nervous
laugh.

"Of course you mean that I'm meddling in what doesn't concern me.
But
why shouldn't I speak to you of this matter without annoying you or
embarrassing myself? What's the use of being your cousin if I can't have
a few privileges?
What's the use of adoring you without hope of a reward
if I can't have a few compensations? What's the use of being ill and
disabled and restricted to mere spectatorship at the game of life if I
really can't see the show when I've paid so much for my ticket?
Tell me
this," Ralph went on while she listened to him with quickened attention.
"What had you in mind when you refused Lord Warburton?"

"What had I in mind?"

"What was the logic--the view of your situation--that dictated so
remarkable an act?"

"I didn't wish to marry him--if that's logic."

"No, that's not logic--and I knew that before. It's really nothing, you
know. What was it you said to yourself? You certainly said more than
that."

Isabel reflected a moment, then answered with a question of her own.
"Why do you call it a remarkable act? That's what your mother thinks
too."


"Warburton's such a thorough good sort; as a man, I consider he has
hardly a fault. And then he's what they call here no end of a swell. He
has immense possessions, and his wife would be thought a superior being.
He unites the intrinsic and the extrinsic advantages."

Isabel watched her cousin as to see how far he would go. "I refused him
because he was too perfect then. I'm not perfect myself, and he's too
good for me. Besides, his perfection would irritate me."

"That's ingenious rather than candid," said Ralph. "As a fact you think
nothing in the world too perfect for you."


"Do you think I'm so good?"

"No, but you're exacting, all the same, without the excuse of thinking
yourself good. Nineteen women out of twenty, however, even of the most
exacting sort, would have managed to do with Warburton. Perhaps you
don't know how he has been stalked."

"I don't wish to know. But it seems to me," said Isabel, "that one day
when we talked of him you mentioned odd things in him." Ralph smokingly
considered. "I hope that what I said then had no weight with you;
for they were not faults, the things I spoke of: they were simply
peculiarities of his position. If I had known he wished to marry you I'd
never have alluded to them.
I think I said that as regards that position
he was rather a sceptic. It would have been in your power to make him a
believer."

"I think not. I don't understand the matter, and I'm not conscious of
any mission of that sort.
You're evidently disappointed," Isabel added,
looking at her cousin with rueful gentleness.
"You'd have liked me to
make such a marriage."

"Not in the least. I'm absolutely without a wish on the subject. I don't
pretend to advise you, and I content myself with watching you--with the
deepest interest."

She gave rather a conscious sigh. "I wish I could be as interesting to
myself as I am to you!"

"There you're not candid again; you're extremely interesting to
yourself. Do you know, however," said Ralph, "that if you've really
given Warburton his final answer I'm rather glad it has been what it
was. I don't mean I'm glad for you, and still less of course for him.
I'm glad for myself."

"Are you thinking of proposing to me?"


"By no means. From the point of view I speak of that would be fatal;
I should kill the goose that supplies me with the material of my
inimitable omelettes. I use that animal as the symbol of my insane
illusions.
What I mean is that I shall have the thrill of seeing what a
young lady does who won't marry Lord Warburton."

"That's what your mother counts upon too," said Isabel.

"Ah, there will be plenty of spectators! We shall hang on the rest of
your career. I shall not see all of it, but I shall probably see the
most interesting years. Of course if you were to marry our friend you'd
still have a career--a very decent, in fact a very brilliant one. But
relatively speaking
it would be a little prosaic. It would be definitely
marked out in advance; it would be wanting in the unexpected. You know
I'm extremely fond of the unexpected, and now that you've kept the game
in your hands I depend on your giving us some grand example of it."


"I don't understand you very well," said Isabel, "but I do so well
enough to be able to say that
if you look for grand examples of anything
from me I shall disappoint you."

"You'll do so only by disappointing yourself and that will go hard with
you!"


To this she made no direct reply; there was an amount of truth in it
that would bear consideration. At last she said abruptly: "I don't see
what harm there is in my wishing not to tie myself. I don't want to
begin life by marrying. There are other things a woman can do."

"There's nothing she can do so well. But you're of course so
many-sided."

"If one's two-sided it's enough," said Isabel.

"You're the most charming of polygons!" her companion broke out. At a
glance from his companion, however, he became grave, and to prove it
went on: "You want to see life--you'll be hanged if you don't, as the
young men say."

"I don't think I want to see it as the young men want to see it. But I
do want to look about me."

"You want to drain the cup of experience."

"No, I don't wish to touch the cup of experience. It's a poisoned drink!

I only want to see for myself."

"You want to see, but not to feel," Ralph remarked.

"I don't think that if one's a sentient being one can make the
distinction.
I'm a good deal like Henrietta. The other day when I asked
her if she wished to marry she said: ‘Not till I've seen Europe!' I too
don't wish to marry till I've seen Europe."

"You evidently expect a crowned head will be struck with you."

"No, that would be worse than marrying Lord Warburton. But it's getting
very dark," Isabel continued, "and I must go home." She rose from her
place, but Ralph only sat still and looked at her. As he remained there
she stopped, and
they exchanged a gaze that was full on either side, but
especially on Ralph's, of utterances too vague for words.


"You've answered my question," he said at last. "You've told me what I
wanted. I'm greatly obliged to you."

"It seems to me I've told you very little."


"You've told me the great thing: that the world interests you and that
you want to throw yourself into it."

Her silvery eyes shone a moment in the dusk
. "I never said that."

"I think you meant it.
Don't repudiate it. It's so fine!"

"I don't know what you're trying to fasten upon me, for I'm not in the
least an adventurous spirit. Women are not like men."

Ralph slowly rose from his seat and they walked together to the gate of
the square. "No," he said; "women rarely boast of their courage. Men do
so with a certain frequency."

"Men have it to boast of!"

"Women have it too. You've a great deal."


"Enough to go home in a cab to Pratt's Hotel, but not more."

Ralph unlocked the gate, and after they had passed out he fastened it.
"We'll find your cab," he said; and as they turned toward a neighbouring
street in which this quest might avail he asked her again if he mightn't
see her safely to the inn.

"By no means," she answered; "you're very tired; you must go home and go
to bed."

The cab was found, and he helped her into it, standing a moment at the
door.
"When people forget I'm a poor creature I'm often incommoded," he
said. "But it's worse when they remember it!"




Chapter 16



She had had no hidden motive in wishing him not to take her home; it
simply struck her that for some days past she had consumed an inordinate
quantity of his time, and
the independent spirit of the American girl
whom extravagance of aid places in an attitude that she ends by finding
"affected" had made her decide that for these few hours she must suffice
to herself. She had moreover a great fondness for intervals of solitude,
which since her arrival in England had been but meagrely met. It was a
luxury she could always command at home and she had wittingly missed
it.
That evening, however, an incident occurred which--had there been a
critic to note it--would have taken all colour from the theory that the
wish to be quite by herself had caused her to dispense with her cousin's
attendance. Seated toward nine o'clock in the dim illumination of
Pratt's Hotel and
trying with the aid of two tall candles to lose
herself in a volume she had brought from Gardencourt, she succeeded
only to the extent of reading other words than those printed on the
page--words that Ralph had spoken to her that afternoon
. Suddenly
the well-muffed knuckle of the waiter was applied to the door, which
presently gave way to his exhibition, even as a glorious trophy, of the
card of a visitor. When this memento had offered to her fixed sight the
name of Mr. Caspar Goodwood she let the man stand before her without
signifying her wishes.

"Shall I show the gentleman up, ma'am?" he asked with a slightly
encouraging inflexion.


Isabel hesitated still and while she hesitated glanced at the mirror.
"He may come in," she said at last; and waited for him
not so much
smoothing her hair as girding her spirit.


Caspar Goodwood was accordingly the next moment shaking hands with her,
but saying nothing till the servant had left the room. "Why didn't you
answer my letter?" he then
asked in a quick, full, slightly peremptory
tone--the tone of a man whose questions were habitually pointed and who
was capable of much insistence.


She answered by a ready question, "How did you know I was here?"

"Miss Stackpole let me know," said Caspar Goodwood. "She told me you
would probably be at home alone this evening and would be willing to see
me."


"Where did she see you--to tell you that?"

"She didn't see me; she wrote to me."

Isabel was silent;
neither had sat down; they stood there with an air
of defiance, or at least of contention.
"Henrietta never told me she was
writing to you," she said at last. "This is not kind of her."

"Is it so disagreeable to you to see me?" asked the young man.

"I didn't expect it. I don't like such surprises."

"But you knew I was in town; it was natural we should meet."

"Do you call this meeting? I hoped I shouldn't see you. In so big a
place as London it seemed very possible."

"It was apparently repugnant to you even to write to me,"
her visitor
went on.

Isabel made no reply;
the sense of Henrietta Stackpole's treachery,
as she momentarily qualified it, was strong within her. "Henrietta's
certainly not a model of all the delicacies!" she exclaimed with
bitterness. "It was a great liberty to take."


"I suppose I'm not a model either--of those virtues or of any others.
The fault's mine as much as hers."

As Isabel looked at him
it seemed to her that his jaw had never been
more square.
This might have displeased her, but she took a different
turn. "No, it's not your fault so much as hers. What you've done was
inevitable, I suppose, for you."

"It was indeed!" cried Caspar Goodwood with a voluntary laugh.
"And now that I've come, at any rate, mayn't I stay?"

"You may sit down, certainly."

She went back to her chair again, while her visitor took the first place
that offered, in the manner of a man accustomed to pay little thought to
that sort of furtherance. "I've been hoping every day for an answer to
my letter. You might have written me a few lines."

"It wasn't the trouble of writing that prevented me; I could as easily
have written you four pages as one.
But my silence was an intention,"
Isabel said. "I thought it the best thing."


He sat with his eyes fixed on hers while she spoke; then he lowered them
and attached them to a spot in the carpet as if he were making a strong
effort to say nothing but what he ought.
He was a strong man in the
wrong, and he was acute enough to see that an uncompromising exhibition
of his strength would only throw the falsity of his position into
relief. Isabel was not incapable of tasting any advantage of position
over a person of this quality, and though little desirous to flaunt it
in his face she could enjoy being able to say "You know you oughtn't to
have written to me yourself!" and to say it with an air of triumph.


Caspar Goodwood raised his eyes to her own again; they seemed to shine
through the vizard of a helmet. He had a strong sense of justice and was
ready any day in the year--over and above this--to argue the question
of his rights.
"You said you hoped never to hear from me again; I know
that. But I never accepted any such rule as my own. I warned you that
you should hear very soon."

"I didn't say I hoped never to hear from you," said Isabel.

"Not for five years then; for ten years; twenty years. It's the same
thing."

"Do you find it so? It seems to me there's a great difference. I can
imagine that at the end of ten years we might have a very pleasant
correspondence. I shall have matured my epistolary style."

She looked away while she spoke these words, knowing them of so much
less earnest a cast than the countenance of her listener. Her eyes,
however, at last came back to him, just as he said very irrelevantly;
"Are you enjoying your visit to your uncle?"

"Very much indeed." She dropped, but then she broke out.
"What good do
you expect to get by insisting?"

"The good of not losing you."

"You've no right to talk of losing what's not yours.
And even from your
own point of view," Isabel added, "you ought to know when to let one
alone."


"I disgust you very much," said Caspar Goodwood gloomily; not as if to
provoke her to compassion for a man conscious of this blighting fact,
but as if to set it well before himself, so that he might endeavour to
act with his eyes on it.


"Yes, you don't at all delight me, you don't fit in, not in any way,
just now, and the worst is that your putting it to the proof in this
manner is quite unnecessary."
It wasn't certainly as if his nature had
been soft, so that pin-pricks would draw blood from it;
and from the
first of her acquaintance with him, and of her having to defend herself
against a certain air that he had of knowing better what was good for
her than she knew herself,
she had recognised the fact that perfect
frankness was her best weapon. To attempt to spare his sensibility or to
escape from him edgewise, as one might do from a man who had barred
the way less sturdily--this, in dealing with Caspar Goodwood, who would
grasp at everything of every sort that one might give him, was wasted
agility. It was not that he had not susceptibilities, but his passive
surface, as well as his active, was large and hard, and he might always
be trusted to dress his wounds, so far as they required it, himself. She
came back, even for her measure of possible pangs and aches in him,
to her old sense that he was naturally plated and steeled, armed
essentially for aggression.


"I can't reconcile myself to that," he simply said. There was a
dangerous liberality about it; for she felt how open it was to him to
make the point that he had not always disgusted her.

"I can't reconcile myself to it either, and it's not the state of things
that ought to exist between us. If you'd only try to banish me from your
mind for a few months we should be on good terms again."

"I see. If I should cease to think of you at all for a prescribed time,
I should find I could keep it up indefinitely."

"Indefinitely is more than I ask. It's more even than I should like."

"You know that what you ask is impossible," said the young man, taking
his adjective for granted in a manner she found irritating.

"Aren't you capable of making a calculated effort?" she demanded.
"You're strong for everything else; why shouldn't you be strong for
that?"

"An effort calculated for what?" And then as she hung fire,
"I'm
capable of nothing with regard to you," he went on, "but just of being
infernally in love with you. If one's strong one loves only the more
strongly."

"There's a good deal in that;" and indeed our young lady felt the
force of it--felt it thrown off, into the vast of truth and poetry,
as practically a bait to her imagination.
But she promptly came round.
"Think of me or not, as you find most possible; only leave me alone."

"Until when?"

"Well, for a year or two."

"Which do you mean? Between one year and two there's all the difference
in the world."

"Call it two then," said Isabel with a studied effect of eagerness.

"And what shall I gain by that?" her friend asked with no sign of
wincing.

"You'll have obliged me greatly."

"And what will be my reward?"

"Do you need a reward for an act of generosity?"

"Yes, when it involves a great sacrifice."

"There's no generosity without some sacrifice. Men don't understand such
things.
If you make the sacrifice you'll have all my admiration."

"I don't care a cent for your admiration--not one straw, with nothing to
show for it. When will you marry me? That's the only question."


"Never--if you go on making me feel only as I feel at present."

"What do I gain then by not trying to make you feel otherwise?"


"You'll gain quite as much as by worrying me to death!" Caspar Goodwood
bent his eyes again and gazed a while into the crown of his hat. A
deep flush overspread his face; she could see her sharpness had at last
penetrated. This immediately had a value--classic, romantic, redeeming,
what did she know? for her; "the strong man in pain" was one of the
categories of the human appeal, little charm as he might exert in the
given case. "Why do you make me say such things to you?" she cried in a
trembling voice. "I only want to be gentle--to be thoroughly kind. It's
not delightful to me to feel people care for me and yet to have to try
and reason them out of it. I think others also ought to be considerate;

we have each to judge for ourselves. I know you're considerate, as much
as you can be; you've good reasons for what you do. But I really don't
want to marry, or to talk about it at all now. I shall probably never
do it--no, never.
I've a perfect right to feel that way, and it's no
kindness to a woman to press her so hard, to urge her against her will.
If I give you pain I can only say I'm very sorry. It's not my fault; I
can't marry you simply to please you.
I won't say that I shall always
remain your friend, because when women say that, in these situations, it
passes, I believe, for a sort of mockery. But try me some day."


Caspar Goodwood, during this speech, had kept his eyes fixed upon the
name of his hatter, and it was not until some time after she had ceased
speaking that he raised them. When he did so the sight of a rosy, lovely
eagerness in Isabel's face threw some confusion into his attempt to
analyse her words. "I'll go home--I'll go to-morrow--I'll leave you
alone," he brought out at last. "Only," he heavily said, "I hate to lose
sight of you!"


"Never fear. I shall do no harm."

"You'll marry some one else, as sure as I sit here," Caspar Goodwood
declared.

"Do you think that a generous charge?"


"Why not? Plenty of men will try to make you."

"I told you just now that I don't wish to marry and that I almost
certainly never shall."

"I know you did, and I like your ‘almost certainly'! I put no faith in
what you say."

"Thank you very much. Do you accuse me of lying to shake you off? You
say very delicate things."


"Why should I not say that? You've given me no pledge of anything at
all."

"No, that's all that would be wanting!"

"You may perhaps even believe you're safe--from wishing to be. But
you're not," the young man went on as if preparing himself for the
worst.

"Very well then. We'll put it that I'm not safe. Have it as you please."

"I don't know, however," said Caspar Goodwood, "that my keeping you in
sight would prevent it."

"Don't you indeed? I'm after all very much afraid of you. Do you think
I'm so very easily pleased?" she asked suddenly, changing her tone.

"No--I don't; I shall try to console myself with that. But there are a
certain number of very dazzling men in the world, no doubt; and if there
were only one it would be enough. The most dazzling of all will make
straight for you. You'll be sure to take no one who isn't dazzling."

"If you mean by dazzling brilliantly clever," Isabel said--"and I can't
imagine what else you mean--I don't need the aid of a clever man to
teach me how to live. I can find it out for myself."

"Find out how to live alone? I wish that, when you have, you'd teach
me!"


She looked at him a moment; then with a quick smile, "Oh, you ought to
marry!" she said.

He might be pardoned if for an instant this exclamation seemed to him
to sound the infernal note, and it is not on record that her motive for
discharging such a shaft had been of the clearest. He oughtn't to stride
about lean and hungry, however--she certainly felt that for him. "God
forgive you!" he murmured between his teeth as he turned away.


Her accent had put her slightly in the wrong, and after a moment she
felt the need to right herself. The easiest way to do it was to place
him where she had been. "You do me great injustice--you say what you
don't know!" she broke out. "I shouldn't be an easy victim--I've proved
it."


"Oh, to me, perfectly."

"I've proved it to others as well." And she paused a moment. "I refused
a proposal of marriage last week; what they call--no doubt--a dazzling
one."

"I'm very glad to hear it," said the young man gravely.

"It was a proposal many girls would have accepted; it had everything to
recommend it." Isabel had not proposed to herself to tell this story,
but, now she had begun,
the satisfaction of speaking it out and doing
herself justice took possession of her. "I was offered a great position
and a great fortune--by a person whom I like extremely."

Caspar watched her with intense interest. "Is he an Englishman?"

"He's an English nobleman," said Isabel.

Her visitor received this announcement at first in silence, but at last
said: "I'm glad he's disappointed."


"Well then, as you have companions in misfortune, make the best of it."

"I don't call him a companion," said Casper grimly.


"Why not--since I declined his offer absolutely?"

"That doesn't make him my companion. Besides, he's an Englishman."

"And pray isn't an Englishman a human being?" Isabel asked.

"Oh, those people? They're not of my humanity, and I don't care what
becomes of them."

"You're very angry," said the girl. "We've discussed this matter quite
enough."

"Oh yes, I'm very angry. I plead guilty to that!"


She turned away from him, walked to the open window and stood a moment
looking into the dusky void of the street, where a turbid gaslight
alone represented social animation. For some time neither of these young
persons spoke; Caspar lingered near the chimney-piece with eyes gloomily
attached. She had virtually requested him to go--he knew that; but at
the risk of making himself odious he kept his ground. She was far too
dear to him to be easily renounced, and he had crossed the sea all to
wring from her some scrap of a vow.
Presently she left the window and
stood again before him. "You do me very little justice--after my telling
you what I told you just now. I'm sorry I told you--since it matters so
little to you."

"Ah," cried the young man, "if you were thinking of me when you did it!"
And then he paused with the fear that she might contradict so happy a
thought.

"I was thinking of you a little," said Isabel.

"A little? I don't understand. If the knowledge of what I feel for you
had any weight with you at all, calling it a ‘little' is a poor account
of it."

Isabel shook her head as if to carry off a blunder. "I've refused a most
kind, noble gentleman. Make the most of that."


"I thank you then," said Caspar Goodwood gravely. "I thank you
immensely."

"And now you had better go home."

"May I not see you again?" he asked.

"I think it's better not. You'll be sure to talk of this, and you see it
leads to nothing."

"I promise you not to say a word that will annoy you."

Isabel reflected and then answered: "I return in a day or two to my
uncle's, and I can't propose to you to come there. It would be too
inconsistent."

Caspar Goodwood, on his side, considered.
"You must do me justice too.
I received an invitation to your uncle's more than a week ago, and I
declined it."


She betrayed surprise. "From whom was your invitation?"

"From Mr. Ralph Touchett, whom I suppose to be your cousin. I declined
it because I had not your authorisation to accept it.
The suggestion
that Mr. Touchett should invite me appeared to have come from Miss
Stackpole."

"It certainly never did from me. Henrietta really goes very far," Isabel
added.

"Don't be too hard on her--that touches _me_."

"No; if you declined you did quite right, and I thank you for it." And
she gave a little shudder of dismay at the thought that Lord Warburton
and Mr. Goodwood might have met at Gardencourt: it would have been so
awkward for Lord Warburton.

"When you leave your uncle where do you go?" her companion asked.

"I go abroad with my aunt--to Florence and other places."

The serenity of this announcement struck a chill to the young man's
heart; he seemed to see her whirled away into circles from which he was
inexorably excluded.
Nevertheless he went on quickly with his questions.
"And when shall you come back to America?"

"Perhaps not for a long time. I'm very happy here."

"Do you mean to give up your country?"

"Don't be an infant!"

"Well, you'll be out of my sight indeed!" said Caspar Goodwood.

"I don't know," she answered rather grandly. "The world--with all these
places so arranged and so touching each other--comes to strike one as
rather small."

"It's a sight too big for me!" Caspar exclaimed with a simplicity
our young lady might have found touching if her face had not been set
against concessions.


This attitude was part of a system, a theory, that she had lately
embraced, and to be thorough she said after a moment: "Don't think me
unkind if I say it's just that--being out of your sight--that I like.
If you were in the same place I should feel you were watching me, and I
don't like that--
I like my liberty too much. If there's a thing in the
world I'm fond of," she went on with a slight recurrence of grandeur,
"it's my personal independence."


But whatever there might be of the too superior in this speech moved
Caspar Goodwood's admiration;
there was nothing he winced at in the
large air of it. He had never supposed she hadn't wings and the need of
beautiful free movements--he wasn't, with his own long arms and strides,
afraid of any force in her
. Isabel's words, if they had been meant to
shock him, failed of the mark and only made him smile with the sense
that here was common ground. "Who would wish less to curtail your
liberty than I? What can give me greater pleasure than to see you
perfectly independent--doing whatever you like?
It's to make you
independent that I want to marry you."


"That's a beautiful sophism," said the girl with a smile more beautiful
still.


"An unmarried woman--a girl of your age--isn't independent. There are
all sorts of things she can't do. She's hampered at every step."

"That's as she looks at the question," Isabel answered with much spirit.
"I'm not in my first youth--I can do what I choose--I belong quite to
the independent class. I've neither father nor mother; I'm poor and of
a serious disposition; I'm not pretty. I therefore am not bound to be
timid and conventional; indeed I can't afford such luxuries. Besides,
I try to judge things for myself; to judge wrong, I think, is more
honourable than not to judge at all. I don't wish to be a mere sheep in
the flock; I wish to choose my fate and know something of human affairs
beyond what other people think it compatible with propriety to tell me."

She paused a moment, but not long enough for her companion to reply. He
was apparently on the point of doing so when she went on: "Let me say
this to you, Mr. Goodwood. You're so kind as to speak of being afraid of
my marrying. If you should hear a rumour that I'm on the point of doing
so--girls are liable to have such things said about them--remember what
I have told you about my love of liberty and venture to doubt it."


There was something passionately positive in the tone in which she gave
him this advice,
and he saw a shining candour in her eyes that helped
him to believe her.
On the whole he felt reassured, and you might have
perceived it by the manner in which he said, quite eagerly: "You want
simply to travel for two years? I'm quite willing to wait two years, and
you may do what you like in the interval. If that's all you want,
pray say so.
I don't want you to be conventional; do I strike you as
conventional myself?
Do you want to improve your mind? Your mind's quite
good enough for me; but if it interests you to wander about a while and
see different countries I shall be delighted to help you in any way in
my power."

"You're very generous; that's nothing new to me.
The best way to help me
will be to put as many hundred miles of sea between us as possible."


"One would think you were going to commit some atrocity!" said Caspar
Goodwood.

"Perhaps I am. I wish to be free even to do that if the fancy takes me."


"Well then," he said slowly, "I'll go home." And he put out his hand,
trying to look contented and confident.

Isabel's confidence in him, however, was greater than any he could feel
in her. Not that he thought her capable of committing an atrocity;
but,
turn it over as he would, there was something ominous in the way she
reserved her option.
As she took his hand she felt a great respect for
him; she knew how much he cared for her and she thought him magnanimous.
They stood so for a moment, looking at each other,
united by a
hand-clasp which was not merely passive on her side. "That's right,"
she said very kindly, almost tenderly. "You'll lose nothing by being a
reasonable man."


"But I'll come back, wherever you are, two years hence," he returned
with
characteristic grimness.

We have seen that our young lady was inconsequent, and at this she
suddenly changed her note. "Ah, remember, I promise nothing--absolutely
nothing!" Then more softly, as if to help him to leave her: "And
remember too that I shall not be an easy victim!"

"You'll get very sick of your independence."


"Perhaps I shall; it's even very probable. When that day comes I shall
be very glad to see you."

She had laid her hand on the knob of the door that led into her room,
and she waited a moment to see whether her visitor would not take his
departure. But
he appeared unable to move; there was still an immense
unwillingness in his attitude and a sore remonstrance in his eyes.
"I
must leave you now," said Isabel; and she opened the door and passed
into the other room.

This apartment was dark, but the darkness was tempered by a vague
radiance sent up through the window from the court of the hotel, and
Isabel could make out the masses of the furniture, the dim shining of
the mirror and the looming of the big four-posted bed. She stood still a
moment, listening, and at last she heard Caspar Goodwood walk out of
the sitting-room and close the door behind him. She stood still a little
longer, and then, by an irresistible impulse, dropped on her knees
before her bed and hid her face in her arms.




Chapter 17



She was not praying; she was trembling--trembling all over. Vibration
was easy to her, was in fact too constant with her, and she found
herself now humming like a smitten harp. She only asked, however, to put
on the cover, to case herself again in brown holland,
but she wished to
resist her excitement, and the attitude of devotion, which she kept for
some time, seemed to help her to be still. She intensely rejoiced that
Caspar Goodwood was gone; there was something in having thus got rid of
him that was like the payment, for a stamped receipt, of some debt
too long on her mind. As she felt the glad relief she bowed her head a
little lower; the sense was there, throbbing in her heart; it was part
of her emotion, but it was a thing to be ashamed of--it was profane and
out of place. It was not for some ten minutes that she rose from her
knees, and even when she came back to the sitting-room her tremor had
not quite subsided. It had had, verily, two causes: part of it was to be
accounted for by her long discussion with Mr. Goodwood, but it might be
feared that the rest was simply the enjoyment she found in the exercise
of her power. She sat down in the same chair again and took up her book,
but without going through the form of opening the volume.
She leaned
back, with that low, soft, aspiring murmur with which she often
uttered her response to accidents of which the brighter side was not
superficially obvious, and yielded to the satisfaction of having refused
two ardent suitors in a fortnight. That love of liberty of which she
had given Caspar Goodwood so bold a sketch was as yet almost exclusively
theoretic; she had not been able to indulge it on a large scale. But it
appeared to her she had done something; she had tasted of the delight,
if not of battle, at least of victory; she had done what was truest to
her plan. In the glow of this consciousness the image of Mr. Goodwood
taking his sad walk homeward through the dingy town presented itself
with a certain reproachful force;
so that, as at the same moment the
door of the room was opened, she rose with an apprehension that he
had come back. But it was only Henrietta Stackpole returning from her
dinner.


Miss Stackpole immediately saw that our young lady had been "through"
something, and indeed the discovery demanded no great penetration.
She
went straight up to her friend, who received her without a greeting.
Isabel's elation in having sent Caspar Goodwood back to America
presupposed her being in a manner glad he had come to see her; but at
the same time she perfectly remembered Henrietta had had no right to set
a trap for her. "Has he been here, dear?" the latter yearningly asked.

Isabel turned away and for some moments answered nothing.
"You acted
very wrongly,"
she declared at last.

"I acted for the best. I only hope you acted as well."

"You're not the judge. I can't trust you," said Isabel.

This declaration was unflattering, but Henrietta was much too unselfish
to heed the charge it conveyed; she cared only for what it intimated
with regard to her friend. "Isabel Archer," she observed with equal
abruptness and solemnity, "if you marry one of these people I'll never
speak to you again!"

"Before making so terrible a threat you had better wait till I'm asked,"
Isabel replied. Never having said a word to Miss Stackpole about Lord
Warburton's overtures, she had now no impulse whatever to justify
herself to Henrietta by telling her that she had refused that nobleman.

"Oh, you'll be asked quick enough, once you get off on the Continent.
Annie Climber was asked three times in Italy--poor plain little Annie."


"Well, if Annie Climber wasn't captured why should I be?"

"I don't believe Annie was pressed; but you'll be."

"That's a flattering conviction," said Isabel without alarm.

"I don't flatter you, Isabel, I tell you the truth!" cried her friend.
"I hope you don't mean to tell me that you didn't give Mr. Goodwood some
hope."

"I don't see why I should tell you anything; as I said to you just now,
I can't trust you. But since you're so much interested in Mr. Goodwood I
won't conceal from you that he returns immediately to America."

"You don't mean to say you've sent him off?" Henrietta almost shrieked.

"I asked him to leave me alone; and I ask you the same, Henrietta." Miss
Stackpole glittered for an instant with dismay, and then passed to the
mirror over the chimney-piece and took off her bonnet. "I hope you've
enjoyed your dinner," Isabel went on.

But her companion was not to be diverted by frivolous propositions. "Do
you know where you're going, Isabel Archer?"


"Just now I'm going to bed," said Isabel with persistent frivolity.

"Do you know where you're drifting?" Henrietta pursued, holding out her
bonnet delicately.

"No, I haven't the least idea, and I find it very pleasant not to know.
A swift carriage, of a dark night, rattling with four horses over roads
that one can't see--that's my idea of happiness."


"Mr. Goodwood certainly didn't teach you to say such things as
that--
like the heroine of an immoral novel," said Miss Stackpole.
"You're drifting to some great mistake."

Isabel was irritated by her friend's interference, yet she still tried
to think what truth this declaration could represent. She could think
of nothing that diverted her from saying: "You must be very fond of me,
Henrietta, to be willing to be so aggressive."

"I love you intensely, Isabel," said Miss Stackpole with feeling.

"Well, if you love me intensely let me as intensely alone. I asked that
of Mr. Goodwood, and I must also ask it of you."

"Take care you're not let alone too much."

"That's what Mr. Goodwood said to me. I told him I must take the risks."

"You're a creature of risks--you make me shudder!" cried Henrietta.
"When does Mr. Goodwood return to America?"

"I don't know--he didn't tell me."

"Perhaps you didn't enquire," said Henrietta with the note of righteous
irony.

"I gave him too little satisfaction to have the right to ask questions
of him."


This assertion seemed to Miss Stackpole for a moment to bid defiance to
comment; but at last she exclaimed: "Well, Isabel, if I didn't know you
I might think you were heartless!"

"Take care," said Isabel; "you're spoiling me."

"I'm afraid I've done that already.
I hope, at least," Miss Stackpole
added, "that he may cross with Annie Climber!"

Isabel learned from her the next morning that she had determined not to
return to Gardencourt (where old Mr. Touchett had promised her a renewed
welcome), but to await in London the arrival of the invitation that Mr.
Bantling had promised her from his sister Lady Pensil. Miss Stackpole
related very freely her conversation with Ralph Touchett's sociable
friend and declared to Isabel that she really believed she had now got
hold of something that would lead to something. On the receipt of Lady
Pensil's letter--Mr. Bantling had virtually guaranteed the arrival of
this document--she would immediately depart for Bedfordshire, and if
Isabel cared to look out for her impressions in the Interviewer
she would certainly find them. Henrietta was evidently going to see
something of the inner life this time.


"Do you know where you're drifting, Henrietta Stackpole?" Isabel asked,
imitating the tone in which her friend had spoken the night before.

"I'm drifting to a big position--that of the Queen of American
Journalism. If my next letter isn't copied all over the West I'll
swallow my penwiper!"

She had arranged with her friend Miss Annie Climber, the young lady
of the continental offers, that they should go together to make
those purchases which were to constitute Miss Climber's farewell to a
hemisphere in which she at least had been appreciated; and she presently
repaired to Jermyn Street to pick up her companion. Shortly after her
departure Ralph Touchett was announced, and as soon as he came in Isabel
saw he had something on his mind. He very soon took his cousin into his
confidence. He had received from his mother a telegram to the effect
that his father had had a sharp attack of his old malady, that she
was much alarmed and that she begged he would instantly return to
Gardencourt. On this occasion at least Mrs. Touchett's devotion to the
electric wire was not open to criticism.


"I've judged it best to see the great doctor, Sir Matthew Hope,
first,"
Ralph said; "by great good luck he's in town. He's to see me
at half-past twelve, and I shall make sure of his coming down to
Gardencourt--which he will do the more readily as he has already seen
my father several times, both there and in London. There's an express
at two-forty-five, which I shall take; and you'll come back with me or
remain here a few days longer, exactly as you prefer."

"I shall certainly go with you," Isabel returned. "I don't suppose I can
be of any use to my uncle, but if he's ill I shall like to be near him."


"I think you're fond of him," said Ralph with a certain shy pleasure
in his face. "You appreciate him, which all the world hasn't done. The
quality's too fine."

"I quite adore him," Isabel after a moment said.


"That's very well. After his son he's your greatest admirer." She
welcomed this assurance, but she gave secretly a small sigh of relief
at the thought that Mr. Touchett was one of those admirers who couldn't
propose to marry her.
This, however, was not what she spoke; she went on
to inform Ralph that there were other reasons for her not remaining in
London. She was tired of it and wished to leave it; and then Henrietta
was going away--going to stay in Bedfordshire.

"In Bedfordshire?"

"With Lady Pensil, the sister of Mr. Bantling, who has answered for an
invitation."

Ralph was feeling anxious, but at this he broke into a laugh. Suddenly,
none the less, his gravity returned. "Bantling's a man of courage. But
if the invitation should get lost on the way?"

"I thought the British post-office was impeccable."

"The good Homer sometimes nods," said Ralph. "However," he went on more
brightly, "the good Bantling never does, and, whatever happens, he'll
take care of Henrietta."


Ralph went to keep his appointment with Sir Matthew Hope, and Isabel
made her arrangements for quitting Pratt's Hotel. Her uncle's danger
touched her nearly, and while she stood before her open trunk, looking
about her vaguely for what she should put into it,
the tears suddenly
rose to her eyes.
It was perhaps for this reason that when Ralph came
back at two o'clock to take her to the station she was not yet ready. He
found Miss Stackpole, however, in the sitting-room, where she had just
risen from her luncheon, and this lady immediately expressed her regret
at his father's illness.

"He's a grand old man," she said; "he's faithful to the last. If it's
really to be the last
--pardon my alluding to it, but you must often
have thought of the possibility--I'm sorry that I shall not be at
Gardencourt."

"You'll amuse yourself much more in Bedfordshire."

"I shall be sorry to amuse myself at such a time," said Henrietta
with much propriety.
But she immediately added: "I should like so to
commemorate the closing scene."

"My father may live a long time," said Ralph simply. Then, adverting
to topics more cheerful, he interrogated Miss Stackpole as to her own
future.


Now that Ralph was in trouble she addressed him in a tone of larger
allowance and told him that she was much indebted to him for having
made her acquainted with Mr. Bantling. "He has told me just the things I
want to know," she said; "all the society items and all about the royal
family. I can't make out that what he tells me about the royal family is
much to their credit;
but he says that's only my peculiar way of looking
at it. Well, all I want is that he should give me the facts; I can put
them together quick enough, once I've got them." And she added that Mr.
Bantling had been so good as to promise to come and take her out that
afternoon.

"To take you where?" Ralph ventured to enquire.

"To Buckingham Palace. He's going to show me over it, so that I may get
some idea how they live."

"Ah," said Ralph, "we leave you in good hands. The first thing we shall
hear is that you're invited to Windsor Castle."

"If they ask me, I shall certainly go. Once I get started I'm not
afraid. But for all that," Henrietta added in a moment, "I'm not
satisfied; I'm not at peace about Isabel."

"What is her last misdemeanour?"


"Well, I've told you before, and I suppose there's no harm in my going
on. I always finish a subject that I take up. Mr. Goodwood was here last
night."

Ralph opened his eyes; he even blushed a little--his blush being
the sign of an emotion somewhat acute.
He remembered that Isabel, in
separating from him in Winchester Square, had repudiated his suggestion
that her motive in doing so was the expectation of a visitor at Pratt's
Hotel, and
it was a new pang to him to have to suspect her of duplicity.
On the other hand, he quickly said to himself, what concern was it of
his that she should have made an appointment with a lover? Had it not
been thought graceful in every age that young ladies should make a
mystery of such appointments? Ralph gave Miss Stackpole a diplomatic
answer. "I should have thought that, with the views you expressed to me
the other day, this would satisfy you perfectly."

"That he should come to see her? That was very well, as far as it went.
It was a little plot of mine; I let him know that we were in London, and
when it had been arranged that I should spend the evening out I sent him
a word--the word we just utter to the ‘wise.' I hoped he would find her
alone; I won't pretend I didn't hope that you'd be out of the way. He
came to see her, but he might as well have stayed away."


"Isabel was cruel?"--and Ralph's face lighted with the relief of his
cousin's not having shown duplicity.


"I don't exactly know what passed between them. But she gave him no
satisfaction--she sent him back to America."

"Poor Mr. Goodwood!" Ralph sighed.

"Her only idea seems to be to get rid of him," Henrietta went on.

"Poor Mr. Goodwood!" Ralph repeated. The exclamation, it must be
confessed, was automatic; it failed exactly to express his thoughts,
which were taking another line.

"You don't say that as if you felt it. I don't believe you care."


"Ah," said Ralph, "you must remember that I don't know this interesting
young man--that I've never seen him."

"Well, I shall see him, and I shall tell him not to give up. If I didn't
believe Isabel would come round," Miss Stackpole added--"well, I'd give
up myself. I mean I'd give her up!"




Chapter 18



It had occurred to Ralph that, in the conditions, Isabel's parting with
her friend might be of a slightly embarrassed nature, and he went down
to the door of the hotel in advance of his cousin, who, after a slight
delay, followed with
the traces of an unaccepted remonstrance, as he
thought, in her eyes.
The two made the journey to Gardencourt in almost
unbroken silence, and the servant who met them at the station had no
better news to give them of Mr. Touchett--a fact which caused Ralph to
congratulate himself afresh on Sir Matthew Hope's having promised to
come down in the five o'clock train and spend the night. Mrs. Touchett,
he learned, on reaching home, had been constantly with the old man and
was with him at that moment; and this fact made Ralph say to himself
that,
after all, what his mother wanted was just easy occasion. The
finer natures were those that shone at the larger times.
Isabel went to
her own room, noting throughout the house that perceptible hush which
precedes a crisis.
At the end of an hour, however, she came downstairs
in search of her aunt, whom she wished to ask about Mr. Touchett. She
went into the library, but Mrs. Touchett was not there, and as the
weather, which had been damp and chill, was now altogether spoiled, it
was not probable she had gone for her usual walk in the grounds. Isabel
was on the point of ringing to send a question to her room, when this
purpose quickly yielded to an unexpected sound--the sound of low music
proceeding apparently from the saloon. She knew her aunt never touched
the piano, and the musician was therefore probably Ralph, who played for
his own amusement. That he should have resorted to this recreation at
the present time indicated apparently that his anxiety about his father
had been relieved; so that the girl took her way, almost with restored
cheer, toward the source of the harmony. The drawing-room at Gardencourt
was an apartment of great distances, and, as the piano was placed at
the end of it furthest removed from the door at which she entered, her
arrival was not noticed by the person seated before the instrument.
This person was neither Ralph nor his mother; it was a lady whom
Isabel immediately saw to be a stranger to herself, though her back was
presented to the door. This back--an ample and well-dressed one--Isabel
viewed for some moments with surprise. The lady was of course a visitor
who had arrived during her absence and who had not been mentioned by
either of the servants--one of them her aunt's maid--of whom she had had
speech since her return.
Isabel had already learned, however, with
what treasures of reserve the function of receiving orders may be
accompanied, and she was particularly conscious of having been treated
with dryness by her aunt's maid, through whose hands she had slipped
perhaps a little too mistrustfully and with an effect of plumage but
the more lustrous.
The advent of a guest was in itself far from
disconcerting;
she had not yet divested herself of a young faith that
each new acquaintance would exert some momentous influence on her life.

By the time she had made these reflexions she became aware that the
lady at the piano played remarkably well. She was playing something
of Schubert's--Isabel knew not what, but recognised Schubert--and she
touched the piano with a discretion of her own. It showed skill, it
showed feeling; Isabel sat down noiselessly on the nearest chair and
waited till the end of the piece. When it was finished she felt a strong
desire to thank the player, and rose from her seat to do so, while at
the same time the stranger turned quickly round, as if but just aware of
her presence.

"That's very beautiful, and your playing makes it more beautiful still,"
said Isabel with all the young radiance with which she usually uttered a
truthful rapture.


"You don't think I disturbed Mr. Touchett then?" the musician answered
as sweetly as this compliment deserved. "The house is so large and his
room so far away that I thought I might venture, especially as I played
just--just du bout des doigts."


"She's a Frenchwoman," Isabel said to herself; "she says that as if she
were French." And this supposition made the visitor more interesting to
our speculative heroine. "I hope my uncle's doing well," Isabel added.
"I should think that to hear such lovely music as that would really make
him feel better."

The lady smiled and discriminated. "I'm afraid there are moments in life
when even Schubert has nothing to say to us. We must admit, however,
that they are our worst."


"I'm not in that state now then," said Isabel. "On the contrary I should
be so glad if you would play something more."

"If it will give you pleasure--delighted." And this obliging person took
her place again and struck a few chords, while Isabel sat down nearer
the instrument. Suddenly the new-comer stopped with her hands on the
keys, half-turning and looking over her shoulder. She was forty years
old and not pretty, though her expression charmed. "Pardon me," she
said; "but are you the niece--the young American?"

"I'm my aunt's niece," Isabel replied with simplicity.

The lady at the piano sat still a moment longer, casting her air of
interest over her shoulder. "That's very well; we're compatriots."
And
then she began to play.

"Ah then she's not French," Isabel murmured; and as the opposite
supposition had made her romantic it might have seemed that this
revelation would have marked a drop. But such was not the fact; rarer
even than to be French seemed it to be American on such interesting
terms.

The lady played in the same manner as before, softly and solemnly, and
while she played the
shadows deepened in the room. The autumn twilight
gathered in
, and from her place Isabel could see the rain, which had now
begun in earnest,
washing the cold-looking lawn and the wind shaking the
great trees.
At last, when the music had ceased, her companion got up
and, coming nearer with a smile, before Isabel had time to thank her
again, said: "I'm very glad you've come back; I've heard a great deal
about you."

Isabel thought her a very attractive person, but nevertheless spoke with
a certain abruptness in reply to this speech. "From whom have you heard
about me?"

The stranger hesitated a single moment and then, "From your uncle," she
answered. "I've been here three days, and the first day he let me come
and pay him a visit in his room. Then he talked constantly of you."

"As you didn't know me that must rather have bored you."


"It made me want to know you. All the more that since then--your aunt
being so much with Mr. Touchett--I've been quite alone and have got
rather tired of my own society.
I've not chosen a good moment for my
visit."

A servant had come in with lamps and was presently followed by another
bearing the tea-tray. On the appearance of this repast Mrs. Touchett had
apparently been notified, for she now arrived and
addressed herself to
the tea-pot. Her greeting to her niece did not differ materially from
her manner of raising the lid of this receptacle in order to glance at
the contents: in neither act was it becoming to make a show of avidity.

Questioned about her husband she was unable to say he was better; but
the local doctor was with him, and much light was expected from this
gentleman's consultation with Sir Matthew Hope.


"I suppose you two ladies have made acquaintance," she pursued. "If you
haven't I recommend you to do so; for so long as we continue--Ralph and
I--to cluster about Mr. Touchett's bed you're not likely to have much
society but each other."

"I know nothing about you but that you're a great musician," Isabel said
to the visitor.

"There's a good deal more than that to know," Mrs. Touchett affirmed in
her little dry tone.

"A very little of it, I am sure, will content Miss Archer!" the lady
exclaimed with a light laugh. "I'm an old friend of your aunt's.
I've lived much in Florence.
I'm Madame Merle." She made this last
announcement as if she were referring to a person of tolerably distinct
identity.
For Isabel, however, it represented little; she could only con--
tinue to feel that Madame Merle had as charming a manner as any she
had ever encountered.


"She's not a foreigner in spite of her name," said Mrs. Touchett.

"She was born--I always forget where you were born."

"It's hardly worth while then I should tell you."

"On the contrary," said Mrs. Touchett, who rarely missed a logical
point; "if I remembered your telling me would be quite superfluous."

Madame Merle glanced at Isabel with
a sort of world-wide smile, a
thing that over-reached frontiers.
"I was born under the shadow of the
national banner."

"She's too fond of mystery," said Mrs. Touchett; "that's her great
fault."


"Ah," exclaimed Madame Merle, "I've great faults, but I don't think
that's one of then; it certainly isn't the greatest. I came into the
world in the Brooklyn navy-yard. My father was a high officer in the
United States Navy, and had a post--a post of responsibility--in that
establishment at the time. I suppose I ought to love the sea, but I hate
it. That's why I don't return to America. I love the land; the great
thing is to love something."

Isabel, as a dispassionate witness, had not been struck with the
force of Mrs. Touchett's characterisation of her visitor, who had
an
expressive, communicative, responsive face, by no means of the sort
which, to Isabel's mind, suggested a secretive disposition. It was a
face that told of an amplitude of nature and of quick and free motions
and, though it had no regular beauty, was in the highest degree engaging
and attaching. Madame Merle was a tall, fair, smooth woman; everything
in her person was round and replete, though without those accumulations
which suggest heaviness. Her features were thick but in perfect
proportion and harmony, and her complexion had a healthy clearness.
Her grey eyes were small but full of light and incapable of
stupidity--incapable, according to some people, even of tears; she had
a liberal, full-rimmed mouth which when she smiled drew itself upward to
the left side in a manner that most people thought very odd, some very
affected and a few very graceful.
Isabel inclined to range herself in
the last category. Madame Merle had thick, fair hair, arranged somehow
"classically" and as if she were a Bust, Isabel judged--
a Juno or a
Niobe; and large white hands, of a perfect shape, a shape so perfect

that their possessor, preferring to leave them unadorned, wore no
jewelled rings. Isabel had taken her at first, as we have seen, for
a Frenchwoman; but extended observation might have ranked her as a
German--a German of high degree, perhaps an Austrian, a baroness, a
countess, a princess. It would never have been supposed she had come
into the world in Brooklyn--though one could doubtless not have carried
through any argument that the air of distinction marking her in so
eminent a degree was inconsistent with such a birth. It was true that
the national banner had floated immediately over her cradle, and
the
breezy freedom of the stars and stripes might have shed an influence
upon the attitude she there took towards life. And yet she had evidently
nothing of the fluttered, flapping quality of a morsel of bunting in the
wind; her manner expressed the repose and confidence which come from a
large experience. Experience, however, had not quenched her youth; it
had simply made her sympathetic and supple. She was in a word a woman of
strong impulses kept in admirable order. This commended itself to Isabel
as an ideal combination.


The girl made these reflexions while the three ladies sat at their tea,
but that ceremony was interrupted before long by the arrival of the
great doctor from London
, who had been immediately ushered into the
drawing-room. Mrs. Touchett took him off to the library for a private
talk; and then Madame Merle and Isabel parted, to meet again at dinner.
The idea of seeing more of this interesting woman did much to mitigate
Isabel's sense of the sadness now settling on Gardencourt.


When she came into the drawing-room before dinner she found the place
empty; but in the course of a moment Ralph arrived. His anxiety about
his father had been lightened; Sir Matthew Hope's view of his condition
was less depressed than his own had been. The doctor recommended that
the nurse alone should remain with the old man for the next three or
four hours; so that Ralph, his mother and the great physician himself
were free to dine at table. Mrs. Touchett and Sir Matthew appeared;
Madame Merle was the last.


Before she came Isabel spoke of her to Ralph, who was standing before
the fireplace. "Pray who is this Madame Merle?"

"The cleverest woman I know, not excepting yourself," said Ralph.

"I thought she seemed very pleasant."

"I was sure you'd think her very pleasant."


"Is that why you invited her?"

"I didn't invite her, and when we came back from London I didn't know
she was here. No one invited her. She's a friend of my mother's, and
just after you and I went to town my mother got a note from her. She had
arrived in England (she usually lives abroad, though she has first and
last spent a good deal of time here), and asked leave to come down for
a few days. She's a woman who can make such proposals with perfect
confidence; she's so welcome wherever she goes. And with my mother there
could be no question of hesitating;
she's the one person in the world
whom my mother very much admires. If she were not herself (which she
after all much prefers), she would like to be Madame Merle.
It would
indeed be a great change."

"Well, she's very charming," said Isabel. "And she plays beautifully."

"She does everything beautifully. She's complete."

Isabel looked at her cousin a moment.
"You don't like her."

"On the contrary, I was once in love with her."


"And she didn't care for you, and that's why you don't like her."

"How can we have discussed such things? Monsieur Merle was then living."

"Is he dead now?"

"So she says."

"Don't you believe her?"

"Yes, because the statement agrees with the probabilities. The husband
of Madame Merle would be likely to pass away."


Isabel gazed at her cousin again. "I don't know what you mean. You mean
something--that you don't mean.
What was Monsieur Merle?"

"The husband of Madame."

"You're very odious.
Has she any children?"

"Not the least little child--fortunately."

"Fortunately?"

"I mean fortunately for the child. She'd be sure to spoil it."

Isabel was apparently on the point of assuring her cousin for the third
time that he was odious; but the discussion was interrupted by the
arrival of the lady who was the topic of it. She came
rustling in
quickly, apologising for being late, fastening a bracelet,
dressed in
dark blue satin, which exposed a white bosom that was ineffectually
covered by a curious silver necklace.
Ralph offered her his arm with the
exaggerated alertness of a man who was no longer a lover.

Even if this had still been his condition, however, Ralph had other
things to think about. The great doctor spent the night at Gardencourt
and, returning to London on the morrow, after another consultation with
Mr. Touchett's own medical adviser, concurred in Ralph's desire that he
should see the patient again on the day following. On the day following
Sir Matthew Hope reappeared at Gardencourt, and now took a less
encouraging view of the old man, who had grown worse in the twenty-four
hours. His feebleness was extreme, and to his son, who constantly sat
by his bedside, it often seemed that his end must be at hand. The local
doctor, a very sagacious man, in whom Ralph had secretly more confidence
than in his distinguished colleague, was constantly in attendance, and
Sir Matthew Hope came back several times. Mr. Touchett was much of the
time unconscious; he slept a great deal; he rarely spoke. Isabel had a
great desire to be useful to him and was allowed to watch with him at
hours when his other attendants (of whom Mrs. Touchett was not the least
regular) went to take rest. He never seemed to know her, and she always
said to herself "Suppose he should die while I'm sitting here;" an idea
which excited her and kept her awake. Once he opened his eyes for a
while and fixed them upon her intelligently, but when she went to him,
hoping he would recognise her, he closed them and relapsed into stupor.
The day after this, however, he revived for a longer time; but on this
occasion Ralph only was with him. The old man began to talk, much to his
son's satisfaction, who assured him that they should presently have him
sitting up.


"No, my boy," said Mr. Touchett, "not unless you bury me in a sitting
posture, as some of the ancients
--was it the ancients?--used to do."

"Ah, daddy, don't talk about that," Ralph murmured. "You mustn't deny
that you're getting better."

"There will be no need of my denying it if you don't say it," the old
man answered. "Why should we prevaricate just at the last? We never
prevaricated before. I've got to die some time, and it's better to die
when one's sick than when one's well. I'm very sick--as sick as I shall
ever be. I hope you don't want to prove that I shall ever be worse than
this? That would be too bad. You don't? Well then."

Having made this excellent point he became quiet;
but the next time that
Ralph was with him he again addressed himself to conversation.
The
nurse had gone to her supper and Ralph was alone in charge, having just
relieved Mrs. Touchett, who had been on guard since dinner. The room was
lighted only by the flickering fire, which of late had become necessary,
and Ralph's tall shadow was projected over wall and ceiling with an
outline constantly varying but always grotesque.

"Who's that with me--is it my son?" the old man asked.

"Yes, it's your son, daddy."

"And is there no one else?"


"No one else."

Mr. Touchett said nothing for a while; and then, "I want to talk a
little," he went on.

"Won't it tire you?" Ralph demurred.

"It won't matter if it does. I shall have a long rest.
I want to talk
about you."


Ralph had drawn nearer to the bed; he sat leaning forward with his hand
on his father's.
"You had better select a brighter topic."

"You were always bright; I used to be proud of your brightness. I should
like so much to think you'd do something."

"If you leave us," said Ralph, "I shall do nothing but miss you."


"That's just what I don't want; it's what I want to talk about. You must
get a new interest."

"I don't want a new interest, daddy. I have more old ones than I know
what to do with."


The old man lay there looking at his son; his face was the face of the
dying, but his eyes were the eyes of Daniel Touchett. He seemed to be
reckoning over Ralph's interests. "Of course you have your mother," he
said at last. "You'll take care of her."

"My mother will always take care of herself," Ralph returned.

"Well," said his father, "perhaps as she grows older she'll need a
little help."

"I shall not see that. She'll outlive me."

"Very likely she will;
but that's no reason--!" Mr. Touchett let his
phrase die away in a helpless but not quite querulous sigh
and remained
silent again.

"Don't trouble yourself about us," said his son, "My mother and I get on
very well together, you know."

"You get on by always being apart; that's not natural."

"If you leave us we shall probably see more of each other."

"Well," the old man observed with wandering irrelevance, "it can't be
said that my death will make much difference in your mother's life."

"It will probably make more than you think."

"Well, she'll have more money," said Mr. Touchett. "I've left her a good
wife's portion, just as if she had been a good wife."

"She has been one, daddy, according to her own theory. She has never
troubled you."

"Ah, some troubles are pleasant," Mr. Touchett murmured. "Those you've
given me for instance.
But your mother has been less--less--what shall
I call it? less out of the way since I've been ill. I presume she knows
I've noticed it."

"I shall certainly tell her so; I'm so glad you mention it."

"It won't make any difference to her; she doesn't do it to please me.
She does it to please--to please--" And he lay a while trying to think
why she did it. "She does it because it suits her. But that's not what
I want to talk about," he added. "It's about you. You'll be very well
off."

"Yes," said Ralph, "I know that. But I hope you've not forgotten the
talk we had a year ago--when I told you exactly what money I should need
and begged you to make some good use of the rest."

"Yes, yes, I remember. I made a new will--in a few days.
I suppose it
was the first time such a thing had happened--a young man trying to get
a will made against him."


"It is not against me," said Ralph. "It would be against me to have a
large property to take care of. It's impossible for a man in my state of
health to spend much money, and
enough is as good as a feast."

"Well, you'll have enough--and something over. There will be more than
enough for one--there will be enough for two."


"That's too much," said Ralph.

"Ah, don't say that. The best thing you can do; when I'm gone, will be
to marry."

Ralph had foreseen what his father was coming to, and this suggestion
was by no means fresh. It had long been Mr. Touchett's most ingenious
way of taking the cheerful view of his son's possible duration. Ralph
had usually treated it facetiously; but present circumstances proscribed
the facetious. He simply fell back in his chair and returned his
father's appealing gaze.

"If I, with a wife who hasn't been very fond of me, have had a very
happy life," said the old man, carrying his ingenuity further still,
"what a life mightn't you have if you should marry a person different
from Mrs. Touchett. There are more different from her than there are
like her." Ralph still said nothing; and after a pause his father
resumed softly: "What do you think of your cousin?"

At this Ralph started, meeting the question with a strained smile. "Do I
understand you to propose that I should marry Isabel?"

"Well, that's what it comes to in the end. Don't you like Isabel?"

"Yes, very much." And Ralph got up from his chair and wandered over to
the fire. He stood before it an instant and then he stooped and stirred
it mechanically. "I like Isabel very much," he repeated.

"Well," said his father, "I know she likes you. She has told me how much
she likes you."

"Did she remark that she would like to marry me?"

"No, but she can't have anything against you. And she's the most
charming young lady I've ever seen. And she would be good to you. I have
thought a great deal about it."

"So have I," said Ralph, coming back to the bedside again. "I don't mind
telling you that."


"You are in love with her then? I should think you would be. It's as if
she came over on purpose."

"No, I'm not in love with her; but I should be if--if certain things
were different."

"Ah, things are always different from what they might be," said the old
man. "If you wait for them to change you'll never do anything. I don't
know whether you know," he went on; "but I suppose there's no harm in
my alluding to it at such an hour as this:
there was some one wanted to
marry Isabel the other day, and she wouldn't have him."

"I know she refused Warburton: he told me himself."

"Well, that proves there's a chance for somebody else."

"Somebody else took his chance the other day in London--and got nothing
by it."

"Was it you?" Mr. Touchett eagerly asked.

"No, it was an older friend; a poor gentleman who came over from America
to see about it."

"Well, I'm sorry for him, whoever he was. But it only proves what I
say--that the way's open to you."

"If it is, dear father,
it's all the greater pity that I'm unable to
tread it.
I haven't many convictions; but I have three or four that I
hold strongly. One is that people, on the whole, had better not marry
their cousins. Another is that
people in an advanced stage of pulmonary
disorder had better not marry at all."


The old man raised his weak hand and moved it to and fro before his
face. "What do you mean by that?
You look at things in a way that would
make everything wrong.
What sort of a cousin is a cousin that you
had never seen for more than twenty years of her life? We're all each
other's cousins, and if we stopped at that the human race would die out.
It's just the same with your bad lung. You're a great deal better than
you used to be.
All you want is to lead a natural life. It is a great
deal more natural to marry a pretty young lady that you're in love with
than it is to remain single on false principles."


"I'm not in love with Isabel," said Ralph.


"You said just now that you would be if you didn't think it wrong. I
want to prove to you that it isn't wrong."

"It will only tire you, dear daddy," said Ralph, who marvelled at his
father's tenacity and at his finding strength to insist. "Then where
shall we all be?"

"Where shall you be if I don't provide for you? You won't have anything
to do with the bank, and you won't have me to take care of. You say
you've so many interests; but I can't make them out."

Ralph leaned back in his chair with folded arms;
his eyes were fixed for
some time in meditation. At last, with the air of a man fairly mustering
courage, "I take a great interest in my cousin,"
he said, "but not the
sort of interest you desire. I shall not live many years; but I hope I
shall live long enough to see what she does with herself. She's entirely
independent of me; I can exercise very little influence upon her life.
But I should like to do something for her."

"What should you like to do?"

"I should like to put a little wind in her sails."

"What do you mean by that?"

"I should like to put it into her power to do some of the things she
wants. She wants to see the world for instance. I should like to put
money in her purse."

"Ah, I'm glad you've thought of that," said the old man. "But I've
thought of it too. I've left her a legacy--five thousand pounds."

"That's capital; it's very kind of you. But I should like to do a little
more."

Something of that veiled acuteness with which it had been on Daniel
Touchett's part the habit of a lifetime to listen to a financial
proposition still lingered in the face in which the invalid had not
obliterated the man of business.
"I shall be happy to consider it," he
said softly.

"Isabel's poor then. My mother tells me that she has but a few hundred
dollars a year. I should like to make her rich."

"What do you mean by rich?"

"I call people rich when they're able to meet the requirements of their
imagination. Isabel has a great deal of imagination."

"So have you, my son,"
said Mr. Touchett, listening very attentively but
a little confusedly.


"You tell me I shall have money enough for two. What I want is that you
should kindly relieve me of my superfluity and make it over to Isabel.
Divide my inheritance into two equal halves and give her the second."

"To do what she likes with?"

"Absolutely what she likes."

"And without an equivalent?"

"What equivalent could there be?"

"The one I've already mentioned."

"Her marrying--some one or other? It's just to do away with anything of
that sort that I make my suggestion. If she has an easy income she'll
never have to marry for a support. That's what I want cannily to
prevent. She wishes to be free, and your bequest will make her free."

"Well, you seem to have thought it out," said Mr. Touchett. "But I don't
see why you appeal to me. The money will be yours, and you can easily
give it to her yourself."

Ralph openly stared. "Ah, dear father, I can't offer Isabel money!"

The old man gave a groan. "Don't tell me you're not in love with her! Do
you want me to have the credit of it?"

"Entirely. I should like it simply to be a clause in your will, without
the slightest reference to me."

"Do you want me to make a new will then?"

"A few words will do it; you can attend to it the next time you feel a
little lively."

"You must telegraph to Mr. Hilary then. I'll do nothing without my
solicitor."

"You shall see Mr. Hilary to-morrow."

"He'll think we've quarrelled, you and I," said the old man.

"Very probably;
I shall like him to think it," said Ralph, smiling;
"and, to carry out the idea,
I give you notice that I shall be very
sharp, quite horrid and strange, with you."

The humour of this appeared to touch his father,
who lay a little while
taking it in. "I'll do anything you like," Mr. Touchett said at last;
"but I'm not sure it's right. You say you want to put wind in her sails;
but aren't you afraid of putting too much?"

"I should like to see her going before the breeze!" Ralph answered.

"You speak as if it were for your mere amusement."

"So it is, a good deal."

"Well, I don't think I understand," said Mr. Touchett with a sigh.
"Young men are very different from what I was. When I cared for a
girl--when I was young--I wanted to do more than look at her."

"You've scruples that I shouldn't have had, and you've ideas that I
shouldn't have had either. You say Isabel wants to be free, and that
her being rich will keep her from marrying for money. Do you think that
she's a girl to do that?"

"By no means. But she has less money than she has ever had before. Her
father then gave her everything, because he used to spend his capital.
She has nothing but the crumbs of that feast to live on, and she doesn't
really know how meagre they are
--she has yet to learn it. My mother has
told me all about it.
Isabel will learn it when she's really thrown upon
the world, and it would be very painful to me to think of her coming to
the consciousness of a lot of wants she should be unable to satisfy."


"I've left her five thousand pounds. She can satisfy a good many wants
with that."

"She can indeed. But she would probably spend it in two or three years."

"You think she'd be extravagant then?"


"Most certainly," said Ralph, smiling serenely.

Poor Mr. Touchett's acuteness was rapidly giving place to pure
confusion. "It would merely be a question of time then, her spending the
larger sum?"

"No--though at first I think she'd plunge into that pretty freely: she'd
probably make over a part of it to each of her sisters. But after that
she'd come to her senses, remember she has still a lifetime before her,
and live within her means."

"Well, you have worked it out," said the old man helplessly. "You do
take an interest in her, certainly."

"You can't consistently say I go too far. You wished me to go further."

"Well, I don't know," Mr. Touchett answered. "I don't think I enter into
your spirit. It seems to me immoral."

"Immoral, dear daddy?"

"Well, I don't know that it's right to make everything so easy for a
person."

"It surely depends upon the person. When the person's good, your making
things easy is all to the credit of virtue.
To facilitate the execution
of good impulses, what can be a nobler act?"


This was a little difficult to follow, and Mr. Touchett considered it
for a while. At last he said: "Isabel's a sweet young thing; but do you
think she's so good as that?"

"She's as good as her best opportunities," Ralph returned.

"Well," Mr. Touchett declared, "she ought to get a great many
opportunities for sixty thousand pounds."

"I've no doubt she will."

"Of course I'll do what you want," said the old man. "I only want to
understand it a little."

"Well, dear daddy, don't you understand it now?" his son caressingly
asked. "If you don't we won't take any more trouble about it. We'll
leave it alone."

Mr. Touchett lay a long time still. Ralph supposed he had given up the
attempt to follow. But at last, quite lucidly, he began again. "Tell
me this first. Doesn't it occur to you that a young lady with sixty
thousand pounds may fall a victim to the fortune-hunters?"

"She'll hardly fall a victim to more than one."

"Well, one's too many."

"Decidedly. That's a risk, and it has entered into my calculation. I
think it's appreciable, but I think it's small, and I'm prepared to take
it."

Poor Mr. Touchett's acuteness had passed into perplexity, and his
perplexity now passed into admiration. "Well, you have gone into it!" he
repeated. "But I don't see what good you're to get of it."

Ralph leaned over his father's pillows and gently smoothed them; he was
aware their talk had been unduly prolonged. "I shall get just the good
I said a few moments ago
I wished to put into Isabel's reach--that of
having met the requirements of my imagination.
But it's scandalous, the
way I've taken advantage of you!"




Chapter 19



As Mrs. Touchett had foretold, Isabel and Madame Merle were thrown
much together during the illness of their host, so that if they had
not become intimate it would have been almost a breach of good manners.
Their manners were of the best, but in addition to this they happened
to please each other. It is perhaps too much to say that they swore
an eternal friendship, but tacitly at least they called the future to
witness. Isabel did so with a perfectly good conscience, though she
would have hesitated to admit she was intimate with her new friend in
the high sense she privately attached to this term. She often wondered
indeed if she ever had been, or ever could be, intimate with any one.
She had an ideal of friendship as well as of several other sentiments,
which it failed to seem to her in this case--it had not seemed to her
in other cases--that the actual completely expressed it. But she often
reminded herself that there were essential reasons why one's ideal
could never become concrete. It was a thing to believe in, not to see--a
matter of faith, not of experience. Experience, however, might supply
us with very creditable imitations of it, and the part of wisdom was
to make the best of these. Certainly, on the whole, Isabel had never
encountered a more agreeable and interesting figure than Madame
Merle;
she had never met a person having less of that fault which is
the principal obstacle to friendship--the air of reproducing the more
tiresome, the stale, the too-familiar parts of one's own character.
The gates of the girl's confidence were opened wider than they had ever
been; she said things to this amiable auditress that she had not yet
said to any one. Sometimes she took alarm at her candour: it was as
if she had given to a comparative stranger the key to her cabinet of
jewels. These spiritual gems were the only ones of any magnitude that
Isabel possessed,
but there was all the greater reason for their being
carefully guarded. Afterwards, however, she always remembered that one
should never regret a generous error and that if Madame Merle had not
the merits she attributed to her, so much the worse for Madame Merle.
There was no doubt she had great merits--she was charming, sympathe-
tic, intelligent, cultivated. More than this (for it had not been Isabel's
ill-fortune to go through life without meeting in her own sex several
persons of whom no less could fairly be said), she was rare, superior
and preeminent. There are many amiable people in the world, and
Ma-
dame Merle was far from being vulgarly good-natured and restlessly witty.
She knew how to think--an accomplishment rare in women; and she had
thought to very good purpose. Of course, too, she knew how to feel;
Is-
abel couldn't have spent a week with her without being sure of that.
This
was indeed Madame Merle's great talent, her most perfect gift. Life had
told upon her; she had felt it strongly
, and it was part of the satisfaction
to be taken in her society that when the girl talked of what she was
pleased to call serious matters this lady understood her so easily and
quickly.
Emotion, it is true, had become with her rather historic; she
made no secret of the fact that the fount of passion, thanks to having
been rather violently tapped at one period, didn't flow quite so
freely as of yore. She proposed moreover, as well as expected, to cease
feeling; she freely admitted that of old she had been a little mad, and
now she pretended to be perfectly sane.


"I judge more than I used to," she said to Isabel, "but it seems to me
one has earned the right. One can't judge till one's forty; before that
we're too eager, too hard, too cruel, and in addition much too ignorant.
I'm sorry for you; it will be a long time before you're forty. But every
gain's a loss of some kind;
I often think that after forty one can't
really feel. The freshness, the quickness have certainly gone. You'll
keep them longer than most people; it will be a great satisfaction to me
to see you some years hence. I want to see what life makes of you. One
thing's certain--it can't spoil you. It may pull you about horribly, but
I defy it to break you up."


Isabel received this assurance as a young soldier, still panting from
a slight skirmish in which he has come off with honour, might receive a
pat on the shoulder from his colonel. Like such a recognition of merit
it seemed to come with authority. How could the lightest word do less
on the part of a person who was prepared to say, of almost everything
Isabel told her,
"Oh, I've been in that, my dear; it passes, like
everything else."
On many of her interlocutors Madame Merle might have
produced an irritating effect; it was disconcertingly difficult to
surprise her. But Isabel, though by no means incapable of desiring to
be effective, had not at present this impulse. She was too sincere, too
interested in her judicious companion. And then moreover
Madame Merle
never said such things in the tone of triumph or of boastfulness; they
dropped from her like cold confessions.

A period of bad weather had settled upon Gardencourt; the days grew
shorter and there was an end to the pretty tea-parties on the lawn. But
our young woman had long indoor conversations with her fellow visitor,
and in spite of the rain the two ladies often sallied forth for a walk,
equipped with the defensive apparatus which the English climate and
the English genius have between them brought to such perfection.
Ma-
dame Merle liked almost everything, including the English rain. "There's
always a little of it and never too much at once," she said; "and it
never wets you and it always smells good." She declared that in England
the pleasures of smell were great--that in this inimitable island there
was a certain mixture of fog and beer and soot which, however odd it
might sound, was the national aroma, and was most agreeable to the
nostril; and she used to lift the sleeve of her British overcoat and
bury her nose in it, inhaling the clear, fine scent of the wool.
Poor
Ralph Touchett, as soon as the autumn had begun to define itself, became
almost a prisoner; in bad weather he was unable to step out of the
house, and he used sometimes to stand at one of the windows with his
hands in his pockets and, from a countenance half-rueful, half-critical,
watch Isabel and Madame Merle as they walked down the avenue under a
pair of umbrellas. The roads about Gardencourt were so firm, even in the
worst weather, that the two ladies always came back with a healthy glow
in their cheeks, looking at the soles of their neat, stout boots and
declaring that their walk had done them inexpressible good. Before
luncheon, always, Madame Merle was engaged;
Isabel admired and envied
her rigid possession of her morning.
Our heroine had always passed for a
person of resources and had taken a certain pride in being one; but
she
wandered, as by the wrong side of the wall of a private garden, round
the enclosed talents, accomplishments, aptitudes of Madame Merle
. She
found herself desiring to emulate them, and in twenty such ways this
lady presented herself as a model. "I should like awfully to be so!"
Isabel secretly exclaimed, more than once, as one after another of her
friend's fine aspects caught the light, and before long she knew that
she had learned a lesson from a high authority.
It took no great time
indeed for her to feel herself, as the phrase is, under an influence.
"What's the harm," she wondered, "so long as it's a good one? The more
one's under a good influence the better. The only thing is to see our
steps as we take them--to understand them as we go. That, no doubt, I
shall always do. I needn't be afraid of becoming too pliable; isn't it
my fault that I'm not pliable enough?" It is said that imitation is the
sincerest flattery; and if Isabel was sometimes moved to gape at her
friend aspiringly and despairingly it was not so much because she
desired herself to shine as because she wished to hold up the lamp for
Madame Merle. She liked her extremely, but was even more dazzled than
attracted. She sometimes asked herself what Henrietta Stackpole would
say to her thinking so much of this
perverted product of their common
soil,
and had a conviction that it would be severely judged. Henrietta
would not at all subscribe to Madame Merle; for reasons she could not
have defined this truth came home to the girl. On the other hand she
was equally sure that, should the occasion offer, her new friend would
strike off some happy view of her old: Madame Merle was too humorous,
too observant, not to do justice to Henrietta, and on becoming
acquainted with her would probably give the measure of a tact which
Miss Stackpole couldn't hope to emulate.
She appeared to have in her
experience a touchstone for everything, and somewhere in the capacious
pocket of her genial memory she would find the key to Henrietta's value.

"That's the great thing," Isabel solemnly pondered; "that's the supreme
good fortune: to be in a better position for appreciating people than
they are for appreciating you."
And she added that such, when one
considered it, was simply the essence of the aristocratic situation.
In this light, if in none other, one should aim at the aristocratic
situation.

I may not count over all the links in the chain which led Isabel to
think of Madame Merle's situation as aristocratic--a view of it never
expressed in any reference made to it by that lady herself. She had
known great things and great people, but she had never played a great
part. She was one of the small ones of the earth; she had not been born
to honours; she knew the world too well to nourish fatuous illusions
on the article of her own place in it.
She had encountered many of the
fortunate few and was perfectly aware of those points at which their
fortune differed from hers. But if by her informed measure she was no
figure for a high scene, she had yet to Isabel's imagination a sort of
greatness. To be so cultivated and civilised, so wise and so easy,
and still make so light of it--that was really to be a great lady,
especially when one so carried and presented one's self. It was as if
somehow she had all society under contribution, and all the arts and
graces it practised
--or was the effect rather that of charming uses
found for her, even from a distance, subtle service rendered by her to
a clamorous world wherever she might be? After breakfast she wrote a
succession of letters, as those arriving for her appeared innumerable:
her correspondence was a source of surprise to Isabel when they
sometimes walked together to the village post-office to deposit Madame
Merle's offering to the mail. She knew more people, as she told Isabel,
than she knew what to do with, and something was always turning up to be
written about. Of painting she was devotedly fond, and made no more of
brushing in a sketch than of pulling off her gloves. At Gardencourt she
was perpetually taking advantage of an hour's sunshine to go out with a
camp-stool and a box of water-colours. That she was a brave musician we
have already perceived, and it was evidence of the fact that when she
seated herself at the piano, as she always did in the evening, her
listeners resigned themselves without a murmur to losing the grace
of her talk. Isabel, since she had known her, felt ashamed of her own
facility, which she now looked upon as basely inferior; and indeed,
though she had been thought rather a prodigy at home, the loss to
society when, in taking her place upon the music-stool, she turned her
back to the room, was usually deemed greater than the gain. When Madame
Merle was neither writing, nor painting, nor touching the piano, she
was usually employed upon wonderful tasks of rich embroidery, cushions,
curtains, decorations for the chimneypiece; an art in which her bold,
free invention was as noted as the agility of her needle. She was never
idle
, for when engaged in none of the ways I have mentioned she was
either reading (she appeared to Isabel to read "everything important"),
or walking out, or playing patience with the cards, or talking with her
fellow inmates. And with all this she had always the social quality, was
never rudely absent and yet never too seated. She laid down her pastimes
as easily as she took them up; she worked and talked at the same time,
and appeared to impute scant worth to anything she did. She gave away
her sketches and tapestries; she rose from the piano or remained
there, according to the convenience of her auditors, which she always
unerringly divined. She was in short the most comfortable, profitable,
amenable person to live with. If for Isabel she had a fault it was that
she was not natural; by which the girl meant, not that she was either
affected or pretentious, since from these vulgar vices no woman could
have been more exempt, but that
her nature had been too much overlaid by
custom and her angles too much rubbed away. She had become too flexible,
too useful, was too ripe and too final. She was in a word too perfectly
the social animal that man and woman are supposed to have been intended
to be; and she had rid herself of every remnant of that tonic wildness

which we may assume to have belonged even to the most amiable persons
in the ages before country-house life was the fashion. Isabel found it
difficult to think of her in any detachment or privacy, she existed only
in her relations, direct or indirect, with her fellow mortals.
One might
wonder what commerce she could possibly hold with her own spirit.

One always ended, however, by feeling that a charming surface doesn't
necessarily prove one superficial; this was an illusion in which, in
one's youth, one had but just escaped being nourished. Madame Merle was
not superficial--not she. She was deep, and her nature spoke none the
less in her behaviour because it spoke a conventional tongue. "What's
language at all but a convention?" said Isabel. "She has the good
taste not to pretend, like some people I've met, to express herself by
original signs."

"I'm afraid you've suffered much," she once found occasion to say to her
friend in response to some allusion that had appeared to reach far.

"What makes you think that?" Madame Merle asked with the amused smile
of a person seated at a game of guesses. "I hope I haven't too much the
droop of the misunderstood."

"No; but you sometimes say things that I think people who have always
been happy wouldn't have found out."


"I haven't always been happy," said Madame Merle, smiling still, but
with a mock gravity, as if she were telling a child a secret. "Such a
wonderful thing!"

But Isabel rose to the irony.
"A great many people give me the
impression of never having for a moment felt anything."

"It's very true; there are many more iron pots certainly than porcelain.
But you may depend on it that every one bears some mark; even the
hardest iron pots have a little bruise, a little hole somewhere.
I
flatter myself that I'm rather stout, but if I must tell you the truth
I've been shockingly chipped and cracked. I do very well for service
yet, because I've been cleverly mended; and I try to remain in the
cupboard--the quiet, dusky cupboard where there's an odour of stale
spices--as much as I can. But when I've to come out and into a strong
light--then, my dear, I'm a horror!"

I know not whether it was on this occasion or on some other that the
conversation had taken the turn I have just indicated she said to Isabel
that she would some day a tale unfold. Isabel assured her she should
delight to listen to one, and reminded her more than once of this
engagement. Madame Merle, however, begged repeatedly for a respite, and
at last frankly told her young companion that they must wait till they
knew each other better. This would be sure to happen, a long friendship
so visibly lay before them. Isabel assented, but at the same time
enquired if she mightn't be trusted--if she appeared capable of a
betrayal of confidence.

"It's not that I'm afraid of your repeating what I say," her fellow
visitor answered; "I'm afraid, on the contrary, of your taking it too
much to yourself. You'd judge me too harshly; you're of the cruel age."
She preferred for the present to talk to Isabel of Isabel, and exhibited
the greatest interest in our heroine's history, sentiments, opinions,
prospects. She made her chatter and listened to her chatter with
infinite good nature. This flattered and quickened the girl, who was
struck with all the distinguished people her friend had known and with
her having lived, as Mrs. Touchett said, in the best company in Europe.
Isabel thought the better of herself for enjoying the favour of a person
who had so large a field of comparison; and it was perhaps partly to
gratify the sense of profiting by comparison that she often appealed to
these stores of reminiscence. Madame Merle had been a dweller in many
lands and had social ties in a dozen different countries. "I don't
pretend to be educated," she would say, "but I think I know my Europe;"
and she spoke one day of going to Sweden to stay with an old friend,
and another of proceeding to Malta to follow up a new acquaintance. With
England, where she had often dwelt, she was thoroughly familiar, and
for Isabel's benefit threw a great deal of light upon the customs of
the country and the character of the people, who "after all," as she was
fond of saying, were the most convenient in the world to live with.

"You mustn't think it strange her remaining here at such a time as this,
when Mr. Touchett's passing away," that gentleman's wife remarked to her
niece. "She is incapable of a mistake; she's the most tactful woman I
know. It's a favour to me that she stays; she's putting off a lot of
visits at great houses," said Mrs. Touchett, who never forgot that when
she herself was in England her social value sank two or three degrees in
the scale. "She has her pick of places; she's not in want of a shelter.
But I've asked her to put in this time because I wish you to know her. I
think it will be a good thing for you. Serena Merle hasn't a fault."

"If I didn't already like her very much that description might alarm
me," Isabel returned.

"She's never the least little bit eoff.' I've brought you out here and I
wish to do the best for you. Your sister Lily told me she hoped I would
give you plenty of opportunities. I give you one in putting you in
relation with Madame Merle. She's one of the most brilliant women in
Europe."

"I like her better than I like your description of her," Isabel
persisted in saying.

"Do you flatter yourself that you'll ever feel her open to criticism? I
hope you'll let me know when you do."

"That will be cruel--to you," said Isabel.

"You needn't mind me. You won't discover a fault in her."

"Perhaps not. But I dare say I shan't miss it."

"She knows absolutely everything on earth there is to know," said Mrs.
Touchett.

Isabel after this observed to their companion that she hoped she knew
Mrs. Touchett considered she hadn't a speck on her perfection. On which
"I'm obliged to you," Madame Merle replied, "but I'm afraid
your aunt
imagines, or at least alludes to, no aberrations that the clock-face
doesn't register."


"So that you mean you've a wild side that's unknown to her?"

"Ah no, I fear my darkest sides are my tamest. I mean that having no
faults, for your aunt, means that one's never late for dinner--that is
for her dinner. I was not late, by the way, the other day, when you
came back from London; the clock was just at eight when I came into the
drawing-room: it was the rest of you that were before the time. It means
that one answers a letter the day one gets it and that when one comes to
stay with her one doesn't bring too much luggage and is careful not to
be taken ill. For Mrs. Touchett those things constitute virtue; it's a
blessing to be able to reduce it to its elements."

Madame Merle's own conversation, it will be perceived, was enriched with
bold, free touches of criticism, which, even when they had a restrictive
effect, never struck Isabel as ill-natured. It couldn't occur to the
girl for instance that Mrs. Touchett's accomplished guest was abusing
her; and this for very good reasons. In the first place Isabel rose
eagerly to the sense of her shades; in the second Madame Merle implied
that there was a great deal more to say; and it was clear in the
third that for a person to speak to one without ceremony of one's near
relations was an agreeable sign of that person's intimacy with one's
self. These signs of deep communion multiplied as the days elapsed, and
there was none of which Isabel was more sensible than of her companion's
preference for making Miss Archer herself a topic. Though she referred
frequently to the incidents of her own career she never lingered upon
them; she was as little of a gross egotist as she was of a flat gossip.

"I'm old and stale and faded," she said more than once; "I'm of no
more interest than last week's newspaper. You're young and fresh and of
to-day; you've the great thing--you've actuality. I once had it--we all
have it for an hour. You, however, will have it for longer. Let us talk
about you then; you can say nothing I shall not care to hear. It's a
sign that I'm growing old--that I like to talk with younger people. I
think it's a very pretty compensation. If we can't have youth within us
we can have it outside, and I really think we see it and feel it better
that way. Of course we must be in sympathy with it--that I shall always
be. I don't know that I shall ever be ill-natured with old people--I
hope not; there are certainly some old people I adore. But I shall never
be anything but abject with the young; they touch me and appeal to me
too much. I give you _carte blanche_ then; you can even be impertinent if
you like; I shall let it pass and horribly spoil you. I speak as if I
were a hundred years old, you say? Well, I am, if you please; I was born
before the French Revolution. Ah, my dear, _je viens de loin_; I belong to
the old, old world. But it's not of that I want to talk; I want to talk
about the new. You must tell me more about America; you never tell me
enough. Here I've been since I was brought here as a helpless child, and
it's ridiculous, or rather it's scandalous, how little I know about that
splendid, dreadful, funny country--surely the greatest and drollest of
them all. There are a great many of us like that in these parts, and I
must say I think we're a wretched set of people. You should live in your
own land; whatever it may be you have your natural place there. If we're
not good Americans we're certainly poor Europeans; we've no natural
place here. We're mere parasites, crawling over the surface; we haven't
our feet in the soil. At least one can know it and not have illusions. A
woman perhaps can get on; a woman, it seems to me, has no natural place
anywhere; wherever she finds herself she has to remain on the surface
and, more or less, to crawl. You protest, my dear? you're horrified?
you declare you'll never crawl? It's very true that I don't see you
crawling; you stand more upright than a good many poor creatures.
Very good; on the whole, I don't think you'll crawl. But the men, the
Americans; _je vous demande un peu_, what do they make of it over here?
I don't envy them trying to arrange themselves. Look at poor Ralph
Touchett: what sort of a figure do you call that? Fortunately he has a
consumption; I say fortunately, because it gives him something to do.
His consumption's his _carriere_ it's a kind of position. You can say:
eOh, Mr. Touchett, he takes care of his lungs, he knows a great deal
about climates.' But without that who would he be, what would he
represent? eMr. Ralph Touchett: an American who lives in Europe.' That
signifies absolutely nothing--it's impossible anything should signify
less. eHe's very cultivated,' they say: ehe has a very pretty collection
of old snuff-boxes.' The collection is all that's wanted to make it
pitiful. I'm tired of the sound of the word; I think it's grotesque.
With the poor old father it's different; he has his identity, and it's
rather a massive one. He represents a great financial house, and that,
in our day, is as good as anything else. For an American, at any rate,
that will do very well. But I persist in thinking your cousin very lucky
to have a chronic malady so long as he doesn't die of it. It's much
better than the snuffboxes. If he weren't ill, you say, he'd do
something?--he'd take his father's place in the house. My poor child, I
doubt it; I don't think he's at all fond of the house. However, you know
him better than I, though I used to know him rather well, and he may
have the benefit of the doubt. The worst case, I think, is a friend
of mine, a countryman of ours, who lives in Italy (where he also was
brought before he knew better), and who is one of the most delightful
men I know. Some day you must know him. I'll bring you together and then
you'll see what I mean. He's Gilbert Osmond--he lives in Italy; that's
all one can say about him or make of him. He's exceedingly clever, a
man made to be distinguished; but, as I tell you, you exhaust the
description when you say he's Mr. Osmond who lives _tout betement_ in
Italy. No career, no name, no position, no fortune, no past, no future,
no anything. Oh yes, he paints, if you please--paints in water-colours;
like me, only better than I. His painting's pretty bad; on the whole I'm
rather glad of that. Fortunately he's very indolent, so indolent that
it amounts to a sort of position. He can say, eOh, I do nothing; I'm too
deadly lazy. You can do nothing to-day unless you get up at five o'clock
in the morning.' In that way he becomes a sort of exception; you feel
he might do something if he'd only rise early. He never speaks of his
painting to people at large; he's too clever for that. But he has a
little girl--a dear little girl; he does speak of her. He's devoted
to her, and if it were a career to be an excellent father he'd be very
distinguished. But I'm afraid that's no better than the snuff-boxes;
perhaps not even so good. Tell me what they do in America," pursued
Madame Merle, who, it must be observed parenthetically, did not deliver
herself all at once of these reflexions, which are presented in a
cluster for the convenience of the reader. She talked of Florence, where
Mr. Osmond lived and where Mrs. Touchett occupied a medieval palace; she
talked of Rome, where she herself had a little _pied-a-terre_ with some
rather good old damask. She talked of places, of people and even, as the
phrase is, of "subjects"; and from time to time she talked of their kind
old host and of the prospect of his recovery. From the first she
had thought this prospect small, and Isabel had been struck with the
positive, discriminating, competent way in which she took the measure
of his remainder of life. One evening she announced definitely that he
wouldn't live.

"Sir Matthew Hope told me so as plainly as was proper," she said;
"standing there, near the fire, before dinner. He makes himself very
agreeable, the great doctor. I don't mean his saying that has anything
to do with it. But he says such things with great tact. I had told him
I felt ill at my ease, staying here at such a time; it seemed to me so
indiscreet--it wasn't as if I could nurse. eYou must remain, you must
remain,' he answered; eyour office will come later.' Wasn't that a very
delicate way of saying both that poor Mr. Touchett would go and that I
might be of some use as a consoler? In fact, however, I shall not be of
the slightest use. Your aunt will console herself; she, and she alone,
knows just how much consolation she'll require. It would be a very
delicate matter for another person to undertake to administer the dose.
With your cousin it will be different; he'll miss his father immensely.
But I should never presume to condole with Mr. Ralph; we're not on
those terms." Madame Merle had alluded more than once to some undefined
incongruity in her relations with Ralph Touchett; so Isabel took this
occasion of asking her if they were not good friends.

"Perfectly, but he doesn't like me."

"What have you done to him?"

"Nothing whatever. But one has no need of a reason for that."

"For not liking you? I think one has need of a very good reason."

"You're very kind. Be sure you have one ready for the day you begin."

"Begin to dislike you? I shall never begin."

"I hope not; because if you do you'll never end. That's the way with
your cousin; he doesn't get over it. It's an antipathy of nature--if
I can call it that when it's all on his side. I've nothing whatever
against him and don't bear him the least little grudge for not doing me
justice. Justice is all I want. However, one feels that he's a gentleman
and would never say anything underhand about one. _Cartes sur table_,"
Madame Merle subjoined in a moment, "I'm not afraid of him."

"I hope not indeed," said Isabel, who added something about his being
the kindest creature living. She remembered, however, that on her first
asking him about Madame Merle he had answered her in a manner which
this lady might have thought injurious without being explicit. There
was something between them, Isabel said to herself, but she said nothing
more than this. If it were something of importance it should inspire
respect; if it were not it was not worth her curiosity. With all her
love of knowledge she had a natural shrinking from raising curtains and
looking into unlighted corners. The love of knowledge coexisted in her
mind with the finest capacity for ignorance.

But Madame Merle sometimes said things that startled her, made her raise
her clear eyebrows at the time and think of the words afterwards. "I'd
give a great deal to be your age again," she broke out once with a
bitterness which, though diluted in her customary amplitude of ease, was
imperfectly disguised by it. "If I could only begin again--if I could
have my life before me!"

"Your life's before you yet," Isabel answered gently, for she was
vaguely awe-struck.

"No; the best part's gone, and gone for nothing."

"Surely not for nothing," said Isabel.

"Why not--what have I got? Neither husband, nor child, nor fortune, nor
position, nor the traces of a beauty that I never had."

"You have many friends, dear lady."

"I'm not so sure!" cried Madame Merle.

"Ah, you're wrong. You have memories, graces, talents--"

But Madame Merle interrupted her. "What have my talents brought me?
Nothing but the need of using them still, to get through the hours,
the years, to cheat myself with some pretence of movement, of
unconsciousness. As for my graces and memories the less said about them
the better. You'll be my friend till you find a better use for your
friendship."

"It will be for you to see that I don't then," said Isabel.

"Yes; I would make an effort to keep you." And her companion looked at
her gravely. "When I say I should like to be your age I mean with your
qualities--frank, generous, sincere like you. In that case I should have
made something better of my life."

"What should you have liked to do that you've not done?"

Madame Merle took a sheet of music--she was seated at the piano and
had abruptly wheeled about on the stool when she first spoke--and
mechanically turned the leaves. "I'm very ambitious!" she at last
replied.

"And your ambitions have not been satisfied? They must have been great."

"They _were_ great. I should make myself ridiculous by talking of them."

Isabel wondered what they could have been--whether Madame Merle had
aspired to wear a crown. "I don't know what your idea of success may be,
but you seem to me to have been successful. To me indeed you're a vivid
image of success."

Madame Merle tossed away the music with a smile. "What's _your_ idea of
success?"

"You evidently think it must be a very tame one. It's to see some dream
of one's youth come true."

"Ah," Madame Merle exclaimed, "that I've never seen! But my dreams were
so great--so preposterous. Heaven forgive me, I'm dreaming now!" And she
turned back to the piano and began grandly to play. On the morrow she
said to Isabel that her definition of success had been very pretty,
yet frightfully sad. Measured in that way, who had ever succeeded? The
dreams of one's youth, why they were enchanting, they were divine! Who
had ever seen such things come to pass?

"I myself--a few of them," Isabel ventured to answer.

"Already? They must have been dreams of yesterday."

"I began to dream very young," Isabel smiled.

"Ah, if you mean the aspirations of your childhood--that of having a
pink sash and a doll that could close her eyes."

"No, I don't mean that."

"Or a young man with a fine moustache going down on his knees to you."

"No, nor that either," Isabel declared with still more emphasis.

Madame Merle appeared to note this eagerness. "I suspect that's what
you do mean. We've all had the young man with the moustache. He's the
inevitable young man; he doesn't count."

Isabel was silent a little but then spoke with extreme and
characteristic inconsequence. "Why shouldn't he count? There are young
men and young men."

"And yours was a paragon--is that what you mean?" asked her friend with
a laugh. "If you've had the identical young man you dreamed of, then
that was success, and I congratulate you with all my heart. Only in that
case why didn't you fly with him to his castle in the Apennines?"

"He has no castle in the Apennines."

"What has he? An ugly brick house in Fortieth Street? Don't tell me
that; I refuse to recognise that as an ideal."

"I don't care anything about his house," said Isabel.

"That's very crude of you. When you've lived as long as I you'll see
that every human being has his shell and that you must take the shell
into account. By the shell I mean the whole envelope of circumstances.
There's no such thing as an isolated man or woman; we're each of us
made up of some cluster of appurtenances. What shall we call our eself'?
Where does it begin? where does it end? It overflows into everything
that belongs to us--and then it flows back again. I know a large part
of myself is in the clothes I choose to wear. I've a great respect for
_things_! One's self--for other people--is one's expression of one's self;
and one's house, one's furniture, one's garments, the books one reads,
the company one keeps--these things are all expressive."

This was very metaphysical; not more so, however, than several
observations Madame Merle had already made. Isabel was fond of
metaphysics, but was unable to accompany her friend into this bold
analysis of the human personality. "I don't agree with you. I think just
the other way. I don't know whether I succeed in expressing myself, but
I know that nothing else expresses me. Nothing that belongs to me is any
measure of me; everything's on the contrary a limit, a barrier, and
a perfectly arbitrary one. Certainly the clothes which, as you say, I
choose to wear, don't express me; and heaven forbid they should!"

"You dress very well," Madame Merle lightly interposed.

"Possibly; but I don't care to be judged by that. My clothes may express
the dressmaker, but they don't express me. To begin with it's not my own
choice that I wear them; they're imposed upon me by society."

"Should you prefer to go without them?" Madame Merle enquired in a tone
which virtually terminated the discussion.

I am bound to confess, though it may cast some discredit on the sketch I
have given of the youthful loyalty practised by our heroine toward this
accomplished woman, that Isabel had said nothing whatever to her about
Lord Warburton and had been equally reticent on the subject of Caspar
Goodwood. She had not, however, concealed the fact that she had had
opportunities of marrying and had even let her friend know of how
advantageous a kind they had been. Lord Warburton had left Lockleigh
and was gone to Scotland, taking his sisters with him; and though he had
written to Ralph more than once to ask about Mr. Touchett's health the
girl was not liable to the embarrassment of such enquiries as, had he
still been in the neighbourhood, he would probably have felt bound to
make in person. He had excellent ways, but she felt sure that if he had
come to Gardencourt he would have seen Madame Merle, and that if he had
seen her he would have liked her and betrayed to her that he was in love
with her young friend. It so happened that during this lady's previous
visits to Gardencourt--each of them much shorter than the present--he
had either not been at Lockleigh or had not called at Mr. Touchett's.
Therefore, though she knew him by name as the great man of that
county, she had no cause to suspect him as a suitor of Mrs. Touchett's
freshly-imported niece.

"You've plenty of time," she had said to Isabel in return for the
mutilated confidences which our young woman made her and which didn't
pretend to be perfect, though we have seen that at moments the girl
had compunctions at having said so much. "I'm glad you've done nothing
yet--that you have it still to do. It's a very good thing for a girl to
have refused a few good offers--so long of course as they are not the
best she's likely to have. Pardon me if my tone seems horribly corrupt;
one must take the worldly view sometimes. Only don't keep on refusing
for the sake of refusing. It's a pleasant exercise of power; but
accepting's after all an exercise of power as well. There's always the
danger of refusing once too often. It was not the one I fell into--I
didn't refuse often enough. You're an exquisite creature, and I should
like to see you married to a prime minister. But speaking strictly, you
know, you're not what is technically called a _parti_. You're extremely
good-looking and extremely clever; in yourself you're quite exceptional.
You appear to have the vaguest ideas about your earthly possessions; but
from what I can make out you're not embarrassed with an income. I wish
you had a little money."

"I wish I had!" said Isabel, simply, apparently forgetting for the
moment that her poverty had been a venial fault for two gallant
gentlemen.

In spite of Sir Matthew Hope's benevolent recommendation Madame Merle
did not remain to the end, as the issue of poor Mr. Touchett's malady
had now come frankly to be designated. She was under pledges to other
people which had at last to be redeemed, and she left Gardencourt with
the understanding that she should in any event see Mrs. Touchett there
again, or else in town, before quitting England. Her parting with Isabel
was even more like the beginning of a friendship than their meeting had
been. "I'm going to six places in succession, but I shall see no one I
like so well as you. They'll all be old friends, however; one doesn't
make new friends at my age. I've made a great exception for you. You
must remember that and must think as well of me as possible. You must
reward me by believing in me."

By way of answer Isabel kissed her, and, though some women kiss with
facility, there are kisses and kisses, and this embrace was satisfactory
to Madame Merle. Our young lady, after this, was much alone; she saw her
aunt and cousin only at meals, and discovered that of the hours during
which Mrs. Touchett was invisible only a minor portion was now devoted
to nursing her husband. She spent the rest in her own apartments, to
which access was not allowed even to her niece, apparently occupied
there with mysterious and inscrutable exercises. At table she was grave
and silent; but her solemnity was not an attitude--Isabel could see it
was a conviction. She wondered if her aunt repented of having taken her
own way so much; but there was no visible evidence of this--no tears, no
sighs, no exaggeration of a zeal always to its own sense adequate. Mrs.
Touchett seemed simply to feel the need of thinking things over and
summing them up; she had a little moral account-book--with columns
unerringly ruled and a sharp steel clasp--which she kept with exemplary
neatness. Uttered reflection had with her ever, at any rate, a practical
ring. "If I had foreseen this I'd not have proposed your coming abroad
now," she said to Isabel after Madame Merle had left the house. "I'd
have waited and sent for you next year."

"So that perhaps I should never have known my uncle? It's a great
happiness to me to have come now."

"That's very well. But it was not that you might know your uncle that
I brought you to Europe." A perfectly veracious speech; but, as Isabel
thought, not as perfectly timed. She had leisure to think of this and
other matters. She took a solitary walk every day and spent vague hours
in turning over books in the library. Among the subjects that engaged
her attention were the adventures of her friend Miss Stackpole, with
whom she was in regular correspondence. Isabel liked her friend's
private epistolary style better than her public; that is she felt her
public letters would have been excellent if they had not been printed.
Henrietta's career, however, was not so successful as might have been
wished even in the interest of her private felicity; that view of the
inner life of Great Britain which she was so eager to take appeared to
dance before her like an _ignis fatuus_. The invitation from Lady Pensil,
for mysterious reasons, had never arrived; and poor Mr. Bantling
himself, with all his friendly ingenuity, had been unable to explain
so grave a dereliction on the part of a missive that had obviously been
sent. He had evidently taken Henrietta's affairs much to heart,
and believed that he owed her a set-off to this illusory visit to
Bedfordshire. "He says he should think I would go to the Continent,"
Henrietta wrote; "and as he thinks of going there himself I suppose his
advice is sincere. He wants to know why I don't take a view of French
life; and it's a fact that I want very much to see the new Republic. Mr.
Bantling doesn't care much about the Republic, but he thinks of going
over to Paris anyway. I must say he's quite as attentive as I could
wish, and at least I shall have seen one polite Englishman. I keep
telling Mr. Bantling that he ought to have been an American, and you
should see how that pleases him. Whenever I say so he always breaks out
with the same exclamation-- eAh, but really, come now!" A few days later
she wrote that she had decided to go to Paris at the end of the week and
that Mr. Bantling had promised to see her off--perhaps even would go
as far as Dover with her. She would wait in Paris till Isabel should
arrive, Henrietta added; speaking quite as if Isabel were to start on
her continental journey alone and making no allusion to Mrs. Touchett.
Bearing in mind his interest in their late companion, our heroine
communicated several passages from this correspondence to Ralph,
who followed with an emotion akin to suspense the career of the
representative of the _Interviewer_.

"It seems to me she's doing very well," he said, "going over to Paris
with an ex-Lancer! If she wants something to write about she has only to
describe that episode."

"It's not conventional, certainly," Isabel answered; "but if you mean
that--as far as Henrietta is concerned--it's not perfectly innocent,
you're very much mistaken. You'll never understand Henrietta."

"Pardon me, I understand her perfectly. I didn't at all at first, but
now I've the point of view. I'm afraid, however, that Bantling hasn't;
he may have some surprises. Oh, I understand Henrietta as well as if I
had made her!"

Isabel was by no means sure of this, but she abstained from expressing
further doubt, for she was disposed in these days to extend a great
charity to her cousin. One afternoon less than a week after Madame
Merle's departure she was seated in the library with a volume to
which her attention was not fastened. She had placed herself in a deep
window-bench, from which she looked out into the dull, damp park; and as
the library stood at right angles to the entrance-front of the house she
could see the doctor's brougham, which had been waiting for the last two
hours before the door. She was struck with his remaining so long, but at
last she saw him appear in the portico, stand a moment slowly drawing on
his gloves and looking at the knees of his horse, and then get into the
vehicle and roll away. Isabel kept her place for half an hour; there was
a great stillness in the house. It was so great that when she at last
heard a soft, slow step on the deep carpet of the room she was almost
startled by the sound. She turned quickly away from the window and saw
Ralph Touchett standing there with his hands still in his pockets, but
with a face absolutely void of its usual latent smile. She got up and
her movement and glance were a question.

"It's all over," said Ralph.

"Do you mean that my uncle...?" And Isabel stopped.

"My dear father died an hour ago."

"Ah, my poor Ralph!" she gently wailed, putting out her two hands to
him.






She had never met a person having less of that fault which is
the principal obstacle to friendship--the air of reproducing
the more tiresome, the stale, the too-familiar parts of one's
own character
. The gates of the girl's confidence were opened
wider than they had ever been;
she said things to this amiable
auditress that she had not yet said to any one. Sometimes she
took alarm at her candour: it was as if she had given to a
comparative stranger the key to her cabinet of jewels. These
spiritual gems were the only ones of any magnitude that Isabel
possessed..
.



Of course, too, she knew how to feel; Isabel couldn't have
spent a week with her without being sure of that. This was
indeed Madame Merle's great talent, her most perfect gift.
Life had told upon her
; she had felt it strongly, and it was
part of the satisfaction to be taken in her society that
when the girl talked of what she was pleased to call serious
matters this lady understood her so seasily and quickly.
Emotion, it is true, had become with her rather historic;
she made no secret of the fact that the fount of passion,
thanks to having been rather violently tapped at one period,
didn't flow quite so freely as of yore
. She proposed moreover,
as well as expected, to cease feeling; she freely admitted
that of old she had been a little mad, and now she pretended
to be perfectly sane
.



"I often think that after forty one can't really feel. The
freshness, the quickness have certainly gone. You'll keep them
longer than most people; it will be a great satisfaction to me to
see you some years hence. I want to see what life makes of you.
One thing's certain--it can't spoil you. It may pull you about
horribly, but I defy it to break you up.
"
   Isabel received this assurance as a young soldier, still panting
from a slight skirmish in which he has come off with honour,
might receive a pat on the shoulder from his colonel. Like such a
recognition of merit it seemed to come with authority. How could
the lightest word do less on the part of a person who was
prepared to say, of almost everything Isabel told her, "Oh, I've
been in that, my dear; it passes, like everything else.
" On many
of her interlocutors Madame Merle might have produced an
irritating effect; it was disconcertingly difficult to surprise
her. But Isabel, though by no means incapable of desiring to be
effective, had not at present this impulse. She was too sincere,
too interested in her judicious companion. And then moreover
Madame Merle never said such things in the tone of triumph or of
boastfulness;
they dropped from her like cold confessions.



She declared that in England the pleasures of smell were great--
that in this inimitable island there was
a certain mixture of
fog and beer and soot which, however odd it might sound, was
the national aroma, and was most agreeable to the nostril
; and
she used to lift the sleeve of her British overcoat and bury
her nose in it, inhaling the clear, fine scent of the wool
.



Isabel admired and envied her rigid possession of her morning.
Our heroine had always passed for a person of resources and
had taken a certain pride in being one; but she wandered, as
by the wrong side of the wall of a private garden, round the
enclosed talents, accomplishments, aptitudes of Madame Merle
.
She found herself desiring to emulate them, and in twenty such
ways this lady presented herself as a model.



She sometimes asked herself what Henrietta Stackpole would say
to her thinking so much of this perverted product of their common
soil, and had a conviction that it would be severely judged.
Henrietta would not at all subscribe to Madame Merle; for reasons
she could not have defined this truth came home to the girl. On
the other hand she was equally sure that, should the occasion
offer, her new friend would strike off some happy view of her
old: Madame Merle was too humorous, too observant, not to do
justice to Henrietta, and on becoming acquainted with her would
probably give the measure of a tact which Miss Stackpole couldn't
hope to emulate
. She appeared to have in her experience a touchstone
for everything, and somewhere in the capacious pocket of her genial
memory she would find the key to Henrietta's value
. "That's the
great thing," Isabel solemnly pondered; "that's the supreme good
fortune: to be in a better position for appreciating people than
they are for appreciating you
."



If for Isabel she had a fault it was that she was not natural;
by which the girl meant, not that she was either affected or
pretentious, since from these vulgar vices no woman could have
been more exempt, but that her nature had been too much overlaid
by custom and her angles too much rubbed away. She had become
too flexible, too useful, was too ripe and too final. She was
in a word too perfectly the social animal
that man and woman are
supposed to have been intended to be; and she had rid herself of
every remnant of that
tonic wildness which we may assume to have
belonged even to the most amiable persons in the ages before
country-house life was the fashion. Isabel found it difficult
to think of her in any detachment or privacy, she existed only
in her relations, direct or indirect, with her fellow mortals
.
One might wonder what commerce she could possibly hold with her
own spirit
.

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"I haven't always been happy," said Madame Merle, smiling still,
but with a mock gravity, as if she were telling a child a secret.
"Such a wonderful thing!"

But Isabel rose to the irony. "A great many people give me the
impression of never having for a moment felt anything."

"It's very true; there are many more iron pots certainly than
porcelain
. But you may depend on it that every one bears some
mark; even the hardest iron pots have a little bruise, a little
hole somewhere. I flatter myself that I'm rather stout, but if I
must tell you the truth I've been shockingly chipped and
cracked. I do very well for service yet, because I've been
cleverly mended; and I try to remain in the cupboard--the quiet,
dusky
cupboard where there's an odour of stale spices--as much as
I can. But when I've to come out and into a strong light--then,
my dear, I'm a horror!"

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Isabel after this observed to their companion that she hoped she
knew Mrs. Touchett considered she hadn't a speck on her
perfection
. On which "I'm obliged to you," Madame Merle replied,
"but I'm afraid your aunt imagines, or at least alludes to, no
aberrations that the clock-face doesn't register
."

"So that you mean you've a wild side that's unknown to her?"

"Ah no, I fear my darkest sides are my tamest. I mean that having
no faults, for your aunt, means that one's never late for dinner
--that is for her dinner. I was not late, by the way, the other
day, when you came back from London; the clock was just at eight
when I came into the drawing-room: it was the rest of you that
were before the time. It means that one answers a letter the day
one gets it and that when one comes to stay with her one doesn't
bring too much luggage and is careful not to be taken ill
. For
Mrs. Touchett those things constitute virtue; it's a blessing to
be able to reduce it to its elements
."

Madame Merle's own conversation, it will be perceived, was
enriched with bold, free touches of criticism, which, even when
they had a restrictive effect, never struck Isabel as
ill-natured.

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"I'm old and stale and faded," she said more than once; "I'm of
no more interest than last week's newspaper. You're young and
fresh and of to-day; you've the great thing--you've actuality. I
once had it--we all have it for an hour. You, however, will have
it for longer. Let us talk about you then; you can say nothing I
shall not care to hear. It's a sign that I'm growing old--that I
like to talk with younger people. I think it's a very pretty
compensation. If we can't have youth within us we can have it
outside
, and I really think we see it and feel it better that
way. Of course we must be in sympathy with it--that I shall
always be. I don't know that I shall ever be ill-natured with old
people--I hope not; there are certainly some old people I adore.
But I shall never be anything but abject with the young; they
touch me and appeal to me too much. I give you carte blanche
then; you can even be impertinent if you like; I shall let it
pass and horribly spoil you. "

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"If we're not good Americans we're certainly poor Europeans;
we've no natural place here. We're mere parasites, crawling
over the surface; we haven't our feet in the soil
. At least
one can know it and not have illusions. A woman perhaps can
get on; a woman, it seems to me, has no natural place anywhere;
wherever she finds herself she has to remain on the surface and,
more or less, to crawl
. You protest, my dear? you're horrified?
you declare you'll never crawl? It's very true that I don't see
you crawling; you stand more upright than a good many poor
creatures. Very good; on the whole, I don't think you'll crawl.
But the men, the Americans; je vous demande un peu, what do
they make of it over here? I don't envy them trying to arrange
themselves. Look at poor Ralph Touchett: what sort of a figure
do you call that? Fortunately he has a consumption; I say
fortunately, because it gives him something to do. His
consumption's his carriere it's a kind of position."



With all her love of knowledge she had a natural shrinking from
raising curtains and looking into unlighted corners. The love of
knowledge coexisted in her mind with the finest capacity for ignorance.
  But Madame Merle sometimes said things that startled her, made
her raise her clear eyebrows at the time and think of the words
afterwards. "I'd give a great deal to be your age again," she
broke out once with a bitterness which, though diluted in her
customary amplitude of ease, was imperfectly disguised by it.

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"What has he? An ugly brick house in Fortieth Street? Don't tell
me that; I refuse to recognise that as an ideal."

"I don't care anything about his house," said Isabel.

"That's very crude of you. When you've lived as long as I you'll
see that every human being has his shell and that you must take
the shell into account. By the shell I mean the whole envelope of
circumstances
. There's no such thing as an isolated man or
woman; we're each of us made up of some cluster of appurtenances.
What shall we call our 'self'? Where does it begin? where does it
end? It overflows into everything that belongs to us--and then it
flows back again.
I know a large part of myself is in the clothes
I choose to wear. I've a great respect for THINGS! One's self--
for other people--is one's expression of one's self; and one's
house, one's furniture, one's garments, the books one reads, the
company one keeps--these things are all expressive."

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"I don't agree with you. I think just the other way. I don't know
whether I succeed in expressing myself, but I know that nothing
else expresses me.Nothing that belongs to me is any measure of
me; everything's on the contrary a limit, a barrier
, and a perfectly
arbitrary one. Certainly the clothes which, as you say, I choose
to wear, don't express me; and heaven forbid they should!"

"You dress very well," Madame Merle lightly interposed.

"Possibly; but I don't care to be judged by that. My clothes may
express the dressmaker, but they don't express me. To begin with
it's not my own choice that I wear them; they're imposed upon me
by society."

"Should you prefer to go without them?" Madame Merle enquired in
a tone which virtually terminated the discussion.

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Chapter 20


But it had been one thing to foresee such a matter mentally
and another to stand among its massive records. The idea of
a distribution of property--she would almost have said of
spoils--just now pressed upon her senses and irritated her
with a sense of exclusion.
I am far from wishing to picture
her as one of the hungry mouths or envious hearts of the general
herd, but we have already learned of her having desires that had
never been satisfied.




This failure to rise to immediate joy was indeed but brief; the
girl presently made up her mind that to be rich was a virtue
because it was to be able to do, and that to do could only be
sweet.
It was the graceful contrary of the stupid side of
weakness--especially the feminine variety. To be weak was,
for a delicate young person, rather graceful, but, after all,
as Isabel said to herself, there was a larger grace than that.
Just now, it is true, there was not much to do--once she had
sent off a cheque to Lily and another to poor Edith; but she
was thankful for the quiet months which her mourning robes and
her aunt's fresh widowhood compelled them to spend together.
The acquisition of power made her serious; she scrutinised her
power with a kind of
tender ferocity, but was not eager to
exercise it
.



With many of these amiable colonists Mrs. Touchett was intimate;
she shared their expatriation, their convictions, their pastimes,
their ennui. Isabel saw them arrive with a good deal of assiduity
at her aunt's hotel, and pronounced on them with a trenchancy
doubtless to be accounted for by the temporary exaltation of her
sense of human duty. She made up her mind that their lives were,
though luxurious, inane, and incurred some disfavour by expressing
this view on bright Sunday afternoons, when the American absentees
were engaged in calling on each other. Though her listeners passed
for people kept exemplarily genial by their cooks and dressmakers,
two or three of them thought her cleverness, which was generally
admitted, inferior to that of the new theatrical pieces. "You all
live here this way, but what does it lead to?" she was pleased to
ask. "It doesn't seem to lead to anything, and I should think
you'd get very tired of it."



In fact she was at home at all times, and reproduced with
wondrous truth in her well-cushioned little corner of the
brilliant city, the domestic tone of her native Baltimore.
This reduced Mr. Luce, her worthy husband, a tall, lean,
grizzled, well-brushed gentleman who wore a gold eye-glass
and carried his hat a little too much on the back of his
head, to mere platonic praise of the "distractions" of Paris
--they were his great word--since you would never have guessed
from what cares he escaped to them. One of them was that he went
every day to the American banker's, where he found a post-office
that was almost as sociable and colloquial an institution as in
an American country town. He passed an hour (in fine weather) in
a chair in the Champs Elysees, and he dined uncommonly well at
his own table, seated above a waxed floor which it was Mrs.
Luce's happiness to believe had a finer polish than any other in
the French capital
. Occasionally he dined with a friend or two at
the Cafe Anglais, where his talent for ordering a dinner was a
source of felicity to his companions and an object of admiration
even to the headwaiter of the establishment. These were his only
known pastimes, but they had beguiled his hours for upwards of
half a century, and they doubtless justified his frequent
declaration that there was no place like Paris. In no other
place, on these terms, could Mr. Luce
flatter himself that
he was enjoying life
.

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"They want to be kept down, sir, to be kept down; nothing but
the strong hand--the iron heel -will do for them," he would
frequently say of the French people; and his ideal of a fine
showy clever
rule was that of the superseded Empire. "Paris
is much less attractive than in the days of the Emperor; he
knew how to make a city pleasant," Mr. Luce had often remarked
to Mrs. Touchett, who was quite of his own way of thinking and
wished to know what one had crossed that odious Atlantic for
but to get away from republics
.

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Isabel remembered perfectly the neat little male child whose hair
smelt of a delicious cosmetic and who had a bonne all his own,
warranted to lose sight of him under no provocation. Isabel took
a walk with the pair beside the lake and thought little Edward as
pretty as an angel--a comparison by no means conventional in her
mind, for she had a very definite conception of a type of features
which she supposed to be angelic and which her new friend perfectly
illustrated. A small pink face surmounted by a blue velvet bonnet
and set off by a stiff embroidered collar had become the
countenance of her childish dreams; and she had firmly believed
for some time afterwards that the heavenly hosts conversed among
themselves in a queer little dialect of French-English,
expressing the properest sentiments
, as when Edward told her that
he was "defended" by his bonne to go near the edge of the lake,
and that one must always obey to one's bonne.



He seemed to recognise this same tendency in the subversive
enquiry that I quoted a moment ago, and set himself to answer
our heroine's question with greater urbanity than it perhaps
deserved. "What does it lead to, Miss Archer? Why Paris leads
everywhere
. You can't go anywhere unless you come here first.
Every one that comes to Europe has got to pass through. You
don't mean it in that sense so much? You mean what good it
does you? Well, how can you penetrate futurity? How can you
tell what lies ahead ? If it's a pleasant road I don't care
where it leads. I like the road, Miss Archer; I like the dear
old asphalte. You can't get tired of it--you can't if you try
.

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"You think I'm a mere trifler; I can tell by the expression of your
face--you've got a wonderfully expressive face. I hope you don't
mind my saying that; I mean it as a kind of warning. You think I
ought to do something, and so do I, so long as you leave it vague.
But when you come to the point you see you have to stop. I can't
go home and be a shopkeeper. You think I'm very well fitted? Ah,
Miss Archer, you overrate me. I can buy very well, but I can't
sell; you should see when I sometimes try to get rid of my things.
It takes much more ability to make other people buy than to buy
yourself
. When I think how clever they must be, the people who
make me buy! Ah no; I couldn't be a shopkeeper. I can't be a
doctor; it's a repulsive business.I can't be a clergyman; I
haven't got convictions
. And then I can't pronounce the names
right in the Bible. They're very difficult, in the Old Testament
particularly. I can't be a lawyer; I don't understand--how do
you call it?--the American procedure."

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"I hope it won't ruin you; but it will certainly confirm your
dangerous tendencies."

"Do you mean the love of luxury--of extravagance?"

"No, no," said Henrietta; "I mean your exposure on the moral
side. I approve of luxury; I think we ought to be as elegant as
possible
. Look at the luxury of our western cities; I've seen
nothing over here to compare with it. I hope you'll never become
grossly sensual; but I'm not afraid of that. The peril for you is
that you live too much in the world of your own dreams. You're
not enough in contact with reality--with the toiling, striving,
suffering, I may even say sinning, world that surrounds you.
You're too fastidious; you've too many graceful illusions. Your
newly-acquired thousands will shut you up more and more to the
society of a few selfish and heartless people who will be
interested in keeping them up."

Isabel's eyes expanded as she gazed at this lurid scene. "What
are my illusions?" she asked. "I try so hard not to have any."

"Well," said Henrietta, "you think you can lead a romantic life,
that you can live by pleasing yourself and pleasing others.
You'll find you're mistaken. Whatever life you lead you must put
your soul in it--to make any sort of success of it; and from the
moment you do that it ceases to be romance, I assure you: it
becomes grim reality!
And you can't always please yourself; you
must sometimes please other people. That, I admit, you're very
ready to do; but there's another thing that's still more
important--you must often displease others. You must always be
ready for that--you must never shrink from it.

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Each of these groping celibates supplied at any rate a want of
which the other was impatiently conscious. Mr. Bantling, who was
of rather a slow and a discursive habit, relished a prompt, keen,
positive woman, who charmed him by the influence of a shining,
challenging eye and a kind of bandbox freshness, and who kindled
a perception of raciness in a mind to which the usual fare of
life seemed unsalted.
Henrietta, on the other hand, enjoyed the
society of a gentleman who appeared somehow, in his way, made,
by expensive, roundabout, almost "quaint" processes, for her
use, and whose leisured state, though generally indefensible,
was a decided boon to a breathless mate
, and who was furnished
with an easy, traditional, though by no means exhaustive, answer
to almost any social or practical question that could come up.



Isabel continued to warn her good-humouredly; Lady Pensil's
obliging brother was sometimes, on our heroine's lips, an
object of irreverent and facetious allusion. Nothing, however,
could exceed Henrietta's amiability on this point; she used to
abound in the sense of Isabel's irony and to enumerate with
elation the hours she had spent with this perfect man of the
world--a term that had ceased to make with her, as previously,
for opprobrium.

Chapter 21

Apart from this, Mrs. Touchett had a great merit; she was
as honest as a pair of compasses. There was a comfort in her
stiffness and firmness; you knew exactly where to find her and
were never liable to chance encounters and concussions. On her own
ground she was perfectly present, but was never over-inquisitive as
regards the territory of her neighbour
. Isabel came at last to
have a kind of undemonstrable pity for her; there seemed
something so dreary in the condition of a person whose nature
had, as it were, so little surface--offered so limited a face to
the accretions of human contact. Nothing tender, nothing
sympathetic, had ever had a chance to fasten upon it--no
wind-sown blossom, no familiar softening moss. Her offered, her
passive extent, in other words, was about that of a knife-edge
.
Isabel had reason to believe none the less that as she advanced in
life she made more of those concessions to the sense of something
obscurely distinct from convenience--more of them than she
independently exacted. She was learning to sacrifice consistency
to considerations of that inferior order for which the excuse must
be found in the particular case.


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Ralph stretched his legs a little further than usual and gazed a
little more fixedly at the Mediterranean.

"What does it matter, my dear Isabel, whether I knew? My father
was very obstinate."

"So," said the girl, "you did know."

"Yes; he told me. We even talked it over a little." "What did he
do it for?" asked Isabel abruptly.

"Why, as a kind of compliment."

"A compliment on what?"

"On your so beautifully existing."

"He liked me too much," she presently declared.

"That's a way we all have."

"If I believed that I should be very unhappy. Fortunately I don't
believe it. I want to be treated with justice; I want nothing but
that."


"Very good. But you must remember that justice to a lovely being is
after all a florid sort of sentiment."


"I'm not a lovely being. How can you say that, at the very moment
when I'm asking such odious questions? I must seem to you
delicate!"


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"You can't do that; I'm proof. Take things more easily. Don't ask
yourself so much whether this or that is good for you
. Don't
question your conscience so much--it will get out of tune like a
strummed piano. Keep it for great occasions. Don't try so much
to form your character--it's like trying to pull open a tight,
tender young rose
. Live as you like best, and your character will
take care of itself. Most things are good for you; the exceptions
are very rare, and a comfortable income's not one of them."
Ralph
paused, smiling; Isabel had listened quickly. "You've too much power
of thought--above all too much conscience," Ralph added. "It's out
of all reason, the number of things you think wrong.
Put back
your watch. Diet your fever. Spread your wings; rise above the
ground. It's never wrong to do that."


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The charm of the Mediterranean coast only deepened for our heroine
on acquaintance, for it was the threshold of Italy, the gate of
admirations
. Italy, as yet imperfectly seen and felt, stretched
before her as a land of promise, a land in which a love of the
beautiful might be comforted by endless knowledge
.



Madame Merle had predicted to Mrs. Touchett that after their young
friend had put her hand into her pocket half a dozen times she would
be reconciled to the idea that it had been filled by a munificent
uncle
; and the event justified, as it had so often justified before,
that lady's perspicacity. Ralph Touchett had praised his cousin for
being morally inflammable, that is for being quick to take a hint
that was meant as good advice. His advice had perhaps helped the
matter; she had at any rate before leaving San Remo grown used to
feeling rich. The consciousness in question found a proper place
in rather a dense little group of ideas that she had about herself,
and often it was by no means the least agreeable. It took perpetually
for granted a thousand good intentions. She lost herself in a maze
of visions; the fine things to be done by a rich, independent,
generous girl who took a large human view of occasions and
obligations were sublime in the mass.
Her fortune therefore became
to her mind a part of her better self; it gave her importance, gave
her even, to her own imagination, a certain ideal beauty.



It was strange how quickly these images of energy had fallen into
the background of our young lady's life. It was in her disposition
at all times to lose faith in the reality of absent things; she
could summon back her faith, in case of need, with an effort, but
the effort was often painful even when the reality had been pleasant.

The past was apt to look dead and its revival rather to show the
livid light of a judgement-day. The girl moreover was not prone
to take for granted that she herself lived in the mind of others--
she had not the fatuity to believe she left indelible traces. She
was capable of being wounded by the discovery that she had been
forgotten; but of all liberties the one she herself found sweetest
was the liberty to forget.




But she reflected that she herself might know the humiliation of
change, might really, for that matter, come to the end of the
things that were not Caspar (even though there appeared so many
of them), and find rest in those very elements of his presence
which struck her now as impediments to the finer respiration. It
was conceivable that these impediments should some day prove a
sort of blessing in disguise--a clear and quiet harbour enclosed
by a
brave granite breakwater. But that day could only come in
its order, and she couldn't wait for it with folded hands. That
Lord Warburton should continue to cherish her image seemed to her
more than a noble humility or an enlightened pride ought to wish
to reckon with. She had so definitely undertaken to preserve no
record of what had passed between them that a corresponding
effort on his own part would be eminently just. This was not, as
it may seem, merely a theory tinged with sarcasm. Isabel candidly
believed that his lordship would, in the usual phrase, get over
his disappointment. He had been deeply affected--this she
believed, and she was still capable of deriving pleasure from the
belief; but it was absurd that a man both so intelligent and so
honourably dealt with should cultivate a scar out of proportion
to any
wound.

Chapter 22

this front, pierced with a few windows in irregular relations
and furnished with a stone bench lengthily adjusted to the
base of the structure and useful as a lounging-place to one
or two persons wearing more or less of that air of undervalued
merit which in Italy, for some reason or other, always gracefully
invests any one who confidently assumes a perfectly passive
attitude
--this antique, solid, weather-worn, yet imposing front
had a somewhat incommunicative character. It was the mask, not
the face of the house
. It had heavy lids, but no eyes; the house
in reality looked another way--looked off behind, into splendid
opennessand the range of the afternoon light. In that quarter
the villa overhung the slope of its hill and the long valley of
the Arno, hazy with Italian colour. It had a narrow garden, in
the manner of a terrace, productive chiefly of tangles of wild
roses and other old stone benches, mossy and sun-warmed.



The windows of the ground-floor, as you saw them from the piazza,
were, in their noble proportions, extremely architectural; but
their function seemed less to offer communication with the world
than to defy the world to look in
. They were massively
cross-barred, and placed at such a height that curiosity, even on
tiptoe, expired before it reached them
.



It was moreover a seat of ease, indeed of luxury, telling of
arrangements subtly studied and refinements frankly proclaimed,
and containing a variety of those faded hangings of damask and
tapestry, those chests and cabinets of carved and time-polished
oak, those angular specimens of pictorial art in frames as
pedantically primitive, those perverse-looking relics of medieval
brass and pottery, of which Italy has long been the not quite
exhausted storehouse. These things kept terms with articles of
modern furniture in which large allowance had been made for a
lounging generation
; it was to be noticed that all the chairs
were deep and well padded



their attitude expressed a final reserve and their faces
showed the glaze of prudence. They were plain, ample,
mild-featured women, with a kind of business-like modesty to
which the impersonal aspect of their stiffened linen and of the
serge that draped them as if nailed on frames gave an advantage.



If he had English blood in his veins it had probably received
some French or Italian commixture; but he suggested, fine gold
coin as he was, no stamp nor emblem of the common mintage that
provides for general circulation; he was the elegant complicated
medal struck off for a special occasion
. He had a light, lean,
rather languid-looking figure, and was apparently neither tall
nor short.

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The girl glanced at the elder of the nuns. "May I, truly, ma
mere?"

"Obey monsieur your father, my child," said the sister, blushing
again.

The child, satisfied with this authorisation, descended from the
threshold and was presently lost to sight. "You don't spoil
them," said her father gaily.

"For everything they must ask leave. That's our system. Leave is
freely granted, but they must ask it.
"

"Oh, I don't quarrel with your system; I've no doubt it's
excellent. I sent you my daughter to see what you'd make of her.
I had faith."

"One must have faith," the sister blandly rejoined, gazing
through her spectacles.

"Well, has my faith been rewarded What have you made of her?"

The sister dropped her eyes a moment. "A good Christian,
monsieur."

Her host dropped his eyes as well; but it was probable that the
movement had in each case a different spring. "Yes, and what
else?"

He watched the lady from the convent, probably thinking she would
say that a good Christian was everything; but for all her
simplicity she was not so crude as that. "A charming young lady
--a real little woman--a daughter in whom you will have nothing
but contentment."


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Pansy stared, disappointed, yet not protesting. She was evidently
impregnated with the idea of submission, which was due to any one
who took the tone of authority; and she was a passive spectator
of the
operation of her fate. "May I not see mamman Catherine get
into the carriage?" she nevertheless asked very gently.

"It would please me better if you'd remain with me," said Madame
Merle, while Mr. Osmond and his companions, who had bowed low
again to the other visitor, passed into the ante-chamber.

"Oh yes, I'll stay," Pansy answered; and she stood near Madame
Merle, surrendering her little hand, which this lady took. She
stared out of the window; her eyes had filled with tears.

"I'm glad they've taught you to obey," said Madame Merle. "That's
what good little girls should do."

"Oh yes, I obey very well," cried Pansy with soft eagerness,
almost with
boastfulness, as if she had been speaking of her
piano-playing. And then she gave a faint, just audible sigh.

Madame Merle, holding her hand, drew it across her own fine palm
and looked at it. The gaze was critical, but it found nothing to
deprecate; the child's small hand was delicate and fair. "I hope
they always see that you wear gloves," she said in a moment.
"Little girls usually dislike them."

"I used to dislike them, but I like them now," the child made
answer.

"Very good, I'll make you a present of a dozen."

"I thank you very much. What colours will they be?" Pansy
demanded with interest.

Madame Merle meditated. "Useful colours."

"But very pretty?"

"Are you very fond of pretty things?"

"Yes; but--but not too fond," said Pansy with a trace of
asceticism.

"Well, they won't be too pretty," Madame Merle returned with a
laugh.


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She looked a moment longer, then turned away. "You know I
don't care for your drawings
."

"I know it, yet I'm always surprised at it. They're really so much
better than most people's."

"That may very well be. But as the only thing you do--well, it's
so little.
I should have liked you to do so many other things:
those were my ambitions."

"Yes; you've told me many times--things that were impossible."

"Things that were impossible," said Madame Merle. And then in
quite a different tone: "In itself your little picture's very
good." She looked about the room--at the old cabinets, pictures,
tapestries, surfaces of faded silk. "Your rooms at least are
perfect.
I'm struck with that afresh whenever I come back; I know
none better anywhere. You understand this sort of thing as nobody
anywhere does. You've such adorable taste."

"I'm sick of my adorable taste," said Gilbert Osmond.

"You must nevertheless let Miss Archer come and see it. I've told
her about it."

"I don't object to showing my things--when people are not
idiots."

"You do it delightfully. As cicerone of your museum you appear to
particular advantage."

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"I don't object to her," said Osmond; "I rather like Mrs.
Touchett. She has a sort of old-fashioned character that's
passing away--a vivid identity. But that long jackanapes the
son--is he about the place?"

"He's there, but he won't trouble you."

"He's a good deal of a donkey."

"I think you're mistaken. He's a very clever man. But he's not
fond of being about when I'm there, because he doesn't like me."

"What could he be more asinine than that?

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Chapter 23



"You ought to see a great many men," Madame Merle remarked;
"you ought to see as many as possible, so as to get used to them."

"Used to them?" Isabel repeated with that solemn stare which
sometimes seemed to proclaim her deficient in the sense of comedy.
"Why, I'm not afraid of them--I'm as used to them as the cook to
the butcher-boys.
"

"Used to them, I mean, so as to despise them. That's what one
comes to with most of them. You'll pick out, for your society, the
few whom you don't despise."

This was a note of cynicism that Madame Merle didn't often allow
herself to
sound; but Isabel was not alarmed, for she had never
supposed that as one saw more of the world the sentiment of
respect became the most active of one's emotions
.




She performed all those acts of mental prostration in which, on
a first visit to Italy, youth and enthusiasm so freely indulge;
she felt her heart beat in the presence of immortal genius and
knew the sweetness of rising tears in eyes to which faded fresco
and darkened marble grew dim
. But the return, every day, was even
pleasanter than the going forth; the return into the wide,
monumental court of the great house in which Mrs. Touchett, many
years before, had established herself, and into the high, cool
rooms where the carven rafters and pompous frescoes of the
sixteenth century looked down on the familiar commodities of the
age of advertisement
. Mrs. Touchett inhabited an historic building
in a narrow street whose very name recalled the strife of medieval
factions; and found compensation for the darkness of her frontage
in the modicity of her rent and the brightness of a garden where
nature itself looked as archaic as the rugged architecture of the
palace and which cleared and scented the rooms in regular use. To
live in such a place was, for Isabel,
to hold to her ear all day
a shell of the sea of the past. This vague eternal rumour kept
her imagination awake.




This was no matter for once; even if more had been involved she
could have made no attempt to shine. There was something in the
visitor that checked her and held her in suspense--made it more
important she should get an impression of him than that she should
produce one herself
. Besides, she had little skill in producing an
impression which she knew to be expected: nothing could be happier,
in general, than to seem dazzling, but
she had a perverse
unwillingness to glitter by arrangement
.

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"You were charming, my dear; you were just as one would have
wished you. You're never disappointing."

A rebuke might possibly have been irritating, though it is much
more probable that Isabel would have taken it in good part; but,
strange to say, the words that Madame Merle actually used caused
her the first feeling of displeasure she had known this ally to
excite. "That's more than I intended," she answered coldly. "I'm
under no obligation that I know of to charm Mr. Osmond."


Madame Merle perceptibly flushed, but we know it was not her
habit to retract.

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Do I know him?" said her cousin. "Oh, yes, I 'know' him; not
well, but on the whole enough. I've never cultivated his society,
and he apparently has never found mine indispensable to his
happiness
. Who is he, what is he? He's a vague, unexplained
American who has been living these thirty years, or less, in
Italy. Why do I call him unexplained? Only as a cover for my
ignorance; I don't know his antecedents, his family, his origin.
For all I do know he may be a prince in disguise; he rather looks
like one, by the way--like a prince who has abdicated in a fit of
fastidiousness and has been in a state of disgust ever since
. He
used to live in Rome; but of late years he has taken up his abode
here; I remember hearing him say that Rome has grown vulgar. He
has a great dread of vulgarity; that's his special line; he
hasn't any other that I know of
."

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"The more information one has about one's dangers the better."

"I don't agree to that--it may make them dangers. We know too much
about people in these days; we hear too much
. Our ears, our minds,
our mouths, are stuffed with personalities
. Don't mind anything
any one tells you about any one else. Judge everyone and
everything for yourself."

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"You put your finger on it," Ralph interrupted. "Her modesty's
exaggerated. She has no business with small claims--she has a
perfect right to make large ones."

"Her merits are large then. You contradict yourself."

"Her merits are immense," said Ralph. "She's indescribably
blameless; a pathless desert of virtue
; the only woman I know who
never gives one a chance."

"A chance for what?"

"Well, say to call her a fool! She's the only woman I know who
has but that one little fault."

Isabel turned away with impatience. "I don't understand you;
you're too paradoxical for my plain mind."

"Let me explain. When I say she exaggerates I don't mean it in
the vulgar sense--that she boasts, overstates, gives too fine an
account of herself. I mean literally that she pushes the search
for perfection too far
--that her merits are in themselves
overstrained. She's too good, too kind, too clever, too learned,
too accomplished, too everything. She's too complete, in a word.
I confess to you that she acts on my nerves and that I feel about
her a good deal as that intensely human Athenian felt about
Aristides the Just."

Isabel looked hard at her cousin; but the mocking spirit, if it
lurked in his words, failed on this occasion to peep from his
face. "Do you wish Madame Merle to be banished?"

"By no means. She's much too good company. I delight in Madame
Merle," said Ralph Touchett simply.

"You're very odious, sir!" Isabel exclaimed. And then she asked
him if he knew anything that was not to the honour of her
brilliant friend.

"Nothing whatever. Don't you see that's just what I mean? On the
character of everyone
else you may find some little black speck;
if I were to take half an hour to it, some day, I've no doubt I
should be able to find one on yours. For my own, of course, I'm
spotted like a leopard
. But on Madame Merle's nothing, nothing,
nothing!"

"That's just what I think!" said Isabel with a toss of her head.
"That is why I like her so much."

"She's a capital person for you to know. Since you wish to see
the world you couldn't have a better guide."

"I suppose you mean by that that she's worldly?"

"Worldly? No," said Ralph, "she's the great round world itself!"

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Ralph Touchett took his refreshment wherever he could find it,
and he would not have forgiven himself if he had been left wholly
unbeguiled by such a mistress of the social art. There are
deep-lying sympathies and antipathies, and it may have been that,
in spite of the administered justice she enjoyed at his hands,
her absence from his mother's house would not have made life
barren to him. But Ralph Touchett had learned more or less
inscrutably to attend, and there could have been nothing so
"sustained" to attend to as the general performance of Madame
Merle. He tasted her in sips, he let her stand, with an
opportuneness she herself could not have surpassed
.


Chapter 24

She was thin and dark and not at all pretty, having
features that suggested some tropical bird--a longbeak-like nose,
small, quickly-moving eyes and a mouth and chin that receded
extremely. Her expression, however, thanks to various intensities
of emphasis and wonder, of horror and joy, was not inhuman
, and,
as regards her appearance, it was plain she understood herself
and made the most of her points. Her attire, voluminous and
delicate, bristling with elegance, had the look of shimmering
plumage, and her attitudes were as light and sudden as those of a
creature who perched upon twigs. She had a great deal of manner;
Isabel, who had never known any one with so much manner,
immediately classed her as the most affected of women.



These remarks were delivered with a series of little jerks and
pecks, of roulades of shrillness, and in an accent that was as
some fond recall of good English, or rather of good American, in
adversity.



Isabel made a rapid induction: perfect simplicity was not the
badge of his family. Even the little girl from the convent, who,
in her prim white dress, with her small submissive face and her
hands locked before her, stood there as if she were about to
partake of her first communion, even Mr. Osmond's diminutive
daughter had a kind of finish that was not entirely artless.



Isabel felt a certain need of being very direct, of pretending to
nothing
; there was something in the air, in her general impression
of things--she could hardly have said what it was--that deprived
her of all disposition to put herself forward. The place, the
occasion, the combination of people, signified more than lay on
the surface; she would try to understand--she would not simply
utter graceful platitudes. Poor Isabel was doubtless not aware
that many women would have uttered graceful platitudes to cover
the working of their observation.



Madame Merle and the Countess Gemini sat a little apart,
conversing in the effortless manner of persons who knew
each other well enough to take their ease; but every now
and then Isabel heard the Countess, at something said by
her companion, plunge into the latter's lucidity as a
poodle splashes after a thrown stick.




It met the case soothingly for the human, for the social failure--
by which he meant the people who couldn't "realise," as they said,
on their sensibility: they could keep it about them there, in their
poverty, without ridicule, as you might keep an heirloom or an
inconvenient entailed place that brought you in nothing
. Thus there
were advantages in living in the country which contained the greatest
sum of beauty. Certain impressions you could get only there.
Others,
favourable to life, you never got, and you got some that were very
bad. But from time to time you got one of a quality that made up
for everything. Italy, all the same, had spoiled a great many people;
he was even fatuous enough to believe at times that he himself might
have been a better man if he had spent less of his life there. It
made one idle and dilettantish and second-rate; it had no discipline
for the character, didn't cultivate in you, otherwise expressed,
the successful social and other "cheek" that flourished in Paris
and London.
"We're sweetly provincial," said Mr. Osmond, "and I'm
perfectly aware that I myself am as rusty as a key that has no
lock to fit it. It polishes me up a little to talk with you--not
that I venture to pretend I can turn that very complicated lock I
suspect your intellect of being!




Ah yes, your aunt's a sort of guarantee; I believe she may be
depended on. Oh, she's an old Florentine; I mean literally an
old one; not a modern outsider. She's a contemporary of the
Medici; she must have been present at the burning of Savonarola,
and I'm not sure she didn't throw a handful of chips into the
flame
. Her face is very much like some faces in the early
pictures; little, dry, definite faces that must have had a good
deal of expression, but almost always the same one
. Indeed I
can show you her portrait in a fresco of Ghirlandaio's.



I sometimes think we've got into a rather bad way, living off
here among things and people not our own, without responsibilities
or attachments
, with nothing to hold us together or keep us up;
marrying foreigners, forming artificial tastes, playing tricks
with our natural mission. Let me add, though, that I say that
much more for myself than for my sister. She's a very honest
lady--more so than she seems. She's rather unhappy, and as
she's not of a serious turn she doesn't tend to show it tragically:
she shows it comically instead. She has got a horrid husband,
though I'm not sure she makes the best of him. Of course,
however, a horrid husband's an awkward thing. Madame Merle gives
her excellent advice, but it's a good deal like giving a child
a dictionary to learn a language with. He can look out the words,
but he can't put them together
. My sister needs a grammar, but
unfortunately she's not grammatical.




She had never met a person of so fine a grain. The peculiarity
was physical, to begin with, and it extended to impalpabilities.
His dense, delicate hair, his overdrawn, retouched features,
his clear complexion, ripe without being coarse, the very evenness
of the growth of his beard, and that light, smooth slenderness
of structure which made the movement of a single one of his
fingers produce the effect of an expressive gesture
--these
personal points struck our sensitive young woman as signs of
quality, of intensity, somehow as promises of interest. He
was certainly fastidious and critical; he was probably
irritable. His sensibility had governed him--possibly
governed him too much; it had made him impatient of vulgar
troubles and had led him to live by himself, in a sorted,
sifted, arranged world, thinking about art and beauty and
history.
He had consulted his taste in everything--his taste
alone perhaps, as a sick man consciously incurable consults
at last only his lawyer
: that was what made him so different
from every one else. Ralph had something of this same quality,
this appearance of thinking that life was a matter of
connoisseurship; but in Ralph it was an anomaly, a kind of
humorous excrescence
, whereas in Mr. Osmond it was the
keynote, and everything was in harmony with it
.



A part of Isabel's fatigue came from the effort to appear as
intelligent as she believed Madame Merle had described her,
and from the fear (very unusual with her) of exposing--not
her ignorance; for that she cared comparatively little--but
her possible grossness of perception. It would have annoyed
her to express a liking for something he, in his superior
enlightenment, would think she oughtn't to like; or to pass
by something at which the truly initiated mind would arrest
itself
. She had no wish to fall into that grotesqueness-- in
which she had seen women (and it was a warning) serenely,
yet ignobly, flounder. She was very careful therefore as to
what she said, as to what she noticed or failed to notice;
more careful than she had ever been before.



The sun had got low, the golden light took a deeper tone, and
on the mountains and the plain that stretched beneath them the
masses of purple shadow glowed as richly as the places that were
still exposed
. The scene had an extraordinary charm. The air
was almost solemnly still, and the large expanse of the landscape,

with its garden-like culture and nobleness of outline, its teeming
valley and delicately-fretted hills, its peculiarly human-looking
touches of habitation
, lay there in splendid harmony and classic
grace


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"It was very simple. It was to be as quiet as possible."

"As quiet?" the girl repeated.

"Not to worry--not to strive nor struggle. To resign myself. To
be content with little." He spoke these sentences slowly, with
short pauses between, and his intelligent regard was fixed on his
visitor's
with the conscious air of a man who has brought himself
to confess something.

"Do you call that simple?" she asked with mild irony.

"Yes, because it's negative."

"Has your life been negative?"

"Call it affirmative if you like. Only it has affirmed my
indifference. Mind you, not my natural indifference--I HAD none.
But my studied, my wilful renunciation."

She scarcely understood him; it seemed a question whether he were
joking or not. Why should a man who struck her as having a great
fund of reserve
suddenly bring himself to be so confidential?
This was his affair, however, and his confidences were interesting.
"I don't see why you should have renounced," she said in a moment.

"Because I could do nothing. I had no prospects, I was poor, and
I was not a man of genius. I had no talents even
; I took my
measure early in life. I was simply the most fastidious young
gentleman living
."

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So I've passed a great many years here on that quiet plan I spoke
of. I've not been at all unhappy. I don't mean to say I've cared
for nothing; but the things I've cared for have been definite--
limited. The events of my life have been absolutely unperceived
by any one save myself
; getting an old silver crucifix at a
bargain (I've never bought anything dear, of course), or
discovering, as I once did, a sketch by Correggio on a panel
daubed over by some inspired idiot."

Chapter 25


The Countess, moreover, by waiting, found the time ripe for
one of her pretty perversities
. She might have desired for some
minutes to place it. Her brother wandered with Isabel to the
end of the garden, to which point her eyes followed them.

"My dear," she then observed to her companion, "you'll excuse me
if I don't congratulate you!"

"Very willingly, for I don't in the least know why you should."

"Haven't you a little plan that you think rather well of?" And
the Countess nodded at the sequestered couple.

Madame Merle's eyes took the same direction; then she looked
serenely at her neighbour. "You know I never understand you very
well," she smiled.

"No one can understand better than you when you wish. I see that
just now you don't wish
."

"You say things to me that no one else does," said Madame Merle
gravely, yet without bitterness.

"You mean things you don't like? Doesn't Osmond sometimes say
such things?"

"What your brother says has a point."

"Yes, a poisoned one sometimes. If you mean that I'm not so
clever as he you mustn't think I shall suffer from your sense of
our difference
. But it will be much better that you should
understand me."

"Why so?" asked Madame Merle. "To what will it conduce?"

"If I don't approve of your plan you ought to know it in order to
appreciate the danger of my interfering with it.
"

Madame Merle looked as if she were ready to admit that there
might be something in this; but in a moment she said quietly:
"You think me more calculating than I am."

"It's not your calculating I think ill of; it's your calculating
wrong. You've done so in this case."

"You must have made extensive calculations yourself to discover
that.
"

"No, I've not had time. I've seen the girl but this once," said
the Countess, "and the conviction has suddenly come to me. I like
her very much."


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"My dear lady," she finally resumed, "I advise you not to agitate
yourself. The matter you allude to concerns three persons much
stronger of purpose than yourself
."

"Three persons? You and Osmond of course. But is Miss Archer also
very strong of purpose?"

"Quite as much so as we."

"Ah then," said the Countess radiantly, "if I convince her it's
her interest to resist you she'll do so successfully!"

"Resist us? Why do you express yourself so coarsely? She's not
exposed to compulsion or deception."

"I'm not sure of that. You're capable of anything, you and
Osmond. I don't mean Osmond by himself, and I don't mean you by
yourself. But together you're dangerous--like some chemical
combination."

"You had better leave us alone then," smiled Madame Merle.

"I don't mean to touch you
--but I shall talk to that girl."

"My poor Amy," Madame Merle murmured, "I don't see what has got
into your head."

"I take an interest in her--that's what has got into my head. I
like her."

Madame Merle hesitated a moment. "I don't think she likes you."

The Countess's bright little eyes expanded and her face was set
in a grimace. "Ah, you are dangerous--even by yourself!"


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Madame Merle smiled with her usual grace. "It's a weighty
question--let me think. It seems to me it would please your
father to see a careful little daughter making his tea
. It's the
proper duty of the daughter of the house--when she grows up."

"So it seems to me, Madame Merle!" Pansy cried. "You shall see
how well I'll make it. A spoonful for each." And she began to
busy herself at the table.

"Two spoonfuls for me," said the Countess, who, with Madame
Merle, remained for some moments watching her. "Listen to me,
Pansy," the Countess resumed at last. "I should like to know what
you think of your visitor."

"Ah, she's not mine--she's papa's," Pansy objected.

"Miss Archer came to see you as well," said Madame Merle.

"I'm very happy to hear that. She has been very polite to me."

"Do you like her then?" the Countess asked.

"She's charming--charming," Pansy repeated in her little neat
conversational
tone. "She pleases me thoroughly."


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Chapter 26

She had carried away an image from her visit to his hill-top
which her subsequent knowledge of him did nothing to efface and
which put on for her a particular harmony with other supposed and
divined things, histories within histories: the image of a quiet,
clever, sensitive, distinguished man, strolling on a moss-grown
terrace above the sweet Val d'Arno and holding by the hand a
little girl whose bell-like clearness gave a new grace to
childhood
. The picture had no flourishes, but she liked its
lowness of tone and the atmosphere of summer twilight that
pervaded it
. It spoke of the kind of personal issue that touched
her most nearly; of the choice between objects, subjects,
contacts--what might she call them?--of a thin and those of a
rich association; of a lonely, studious life in a lovely land; of
an old sorrow that sometimes ached to-day; of a feeling of pride
that was perhaps exaggerated, but that had an element of
nobleness; of a care for beauty and perfection so natural and
so cultivated together that the career appeared to stretch
beneath it in the disposed vistas and with the ranges of steps
and terraces and fountains of a formal Italian garden
--allowing
only for arid places freshened by the natural dews of a quaint
half-anxious, half-helpless fatherhood.




He uttered his ideas as if, odd as they often appeared, he
were used to them and had lived with them; old polished knobs
and heads and handles, of precious substance, that could be
fitted if necessary to new walking-sticks--not switches plucked
in destitution from the common tree and then too elegantly
waved about.



Pansy was so formed and finished for her tiny place in the world,
and yet in imagination, as one could see, so innocent and infantine.
She sat on the sofa by Isabel; she wore a small grenadine mantle
and a pair of the useful gloves that Madame Merle had given her--
little grey gloves with a single button. She was like a sheet of
blank paper--the ideal jeune fille of foreign fiction. Isabel
hoped that so fair and smooth a page would be covered with an
edifying text.




Naturally he couldn't like her style, her shrillness, her
egotism, her violations of taste and above all of truth: she
acted badly on his nerves, she was not his sort of woman. What
was his sort of woman? Oh, the very opposite of the Countess, a
woman to whom the truth should be habitually sacred. Isabel was
unable to estimate the number of times her visitor had, in half
an hour, profaned it: the Countess indeed had given her an
impression of rather silly sincerity.



Madame Merle surveyed her with a single glance, took her in
from head to foot, and after a pang of despair determined to
endure her. She determined indeed to delight in her. She
mightn't be inhaled as a rose, but she might be grasped
as a nettle
. Madame Merle genially squeezed her into
insignificance, and Isabel felt that in foreseeing this
liberality she had done justice to her friend's intelligence.


Chapter 27


She had always been fond of history, and here was history in
the stones of the street and the atoms of the sunshine
. She
had an imagination that kindled at the mention of great deeds,
and wherever she turned some great deed had been acted. These
things strongly moved her, but moved her all inwardly. It
seemed to her companions that she talked less than usual,
and Ralph Touchett, when he appeared to be looking listlessly
and awkwardly over her head, was really dropping on her an
intensity of observation
. By her own measure she was very
happy; she would even have been willing to take these hours
for the happiest she was ever to know. The sense of the
terrible human past was heavy to her, but that of something
altogether contemporary would
suddenly give it wings that
it could wave in the blue.




Rome, as Ralph said, confessed to the psychological moment.
The herd of reechoing tourists had departed and most of the
solemn places had relapsed into solemnity.
The sky was a blaze
of blue, and the plash of the fountains in their mossy niches
had lost its chill and doubled its music.




Henrietta Stackpole was struck with the fact that ancient Rome
had been paved a good deal like New York, and even found an
analogy between the deep chariot-ruts traceable in the antique
street and the overjangled iron grooves which express the
intensity of American
life.



Keen as was her interest in the rugged relics of the Roman past
that lay scattered about her and in which the corrosion of
centuries had still left so much of individual life, her thoughts,
after resting a while on these things, had wandered, by a
concatenation of stages it might require some subtlety to trace,
to regions and objects charged with a more active appeal. From
the Roman past to Isabel Archer's future was a long stride, but
her imagination had taken it in a single flight and now hovered
in slow circles over the nearer and richer field.




He was splendidly sunburnt; even his multitudinous beard had
been burnished by the fire of Asia.
He was dressed in the
loose-fitting, heterogeneous garments in which the English
traveller in foreign lands is wont to consult his comfort and
affirm his nationality; and with his pleasant steady eyes, his
bronzed complexion, fresh beneath its seasoning, his manly
figure, his minimising manner and his general air of being a
gentleman and an explorer, he was such a representative of the
British race as need not in any clime have been disavowed by
those who have a kindness for it. Isabel noted these things and
was glad she had always liked him. He had kept, evidently in
spite of shocks
, every one of his merits--properties these
partaking of the essence of great decent houses, as one might
put it; resembling their innermost fixtures and ornaments, not
subject to vulgar shifting and removable only by some whole
break-up.


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"I know what you're going to say. You hoped we should always
remain good friends." This formula, as Lord Warburton uttered it,
was certainly flat enough; but then he was interested in making
it appear so.


She found herself reduced simply to "Please don't talk of all
that"; a speech which hardly struck her as improvement on the
other.

"It's a small consolation to allow me!" her companion exclaimed
with force.

"I can't pretend to console you," said the girl, who, all still
as she sat there, threw herself back with a sort of inward
triumph
on the answer that had satisfied him so little six months
before. He was pleasant, he was powerful, he was gallant; there
was no better man than he. But her answer remained.

"It's very well you don't try to console me; it wouldn't be in
your power," she heard him say through the medium of her strange
elation
.

"I hoped we should meet again, because I had no fear you would
attempt to make me feel I had wronged you
. But when you do that--
the pain's greater than the pleasure." And she got up with a
small conscious majesty, looking for her companions.

"I don't want to make you feel that; of course I can't say that.
I only just want you to know one or two things--in fairness to
mysel
f, as it were. I won't return to the subject again. I felt
very strongly what I expressed to you last year; I couldn't think
of anything else. I tried to forget--energetically,
systematically. I tried to take an interest in somebody else. I
tell you this because I want you to know I did my duty. I didn't
succeed
."


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The first time she passed beneath the huge leathern curtain that
strains and bangs at the entrance, the first time she found herself
beneath the far-arching dome and saw the light drizzle down through
the air thickened with incense and with the reflections of marble
and gilt, of mosaic and bronze, her conception of greatness rose
and dizzily rose. After this it never lacked space to soar
. She
gazed and wondered like a child or a peasant, she paid her silent
tribute to the seated sublime
.




Mr. Bantling emerged from the choir, cleaving the crowd with
British valour
and followed by Miss Stackpole and Ralph Touchett.
I say fortunately, but this is perhaps a superficial view of the
matter; since on perceiving the gentleman from Florence Ralph
Touchett appeared to take the case as not committing him to joy.


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"What's your opinion of Saint Peter's?" Mr. Osmond was meanwhile
enquiring of our young lady.

"It's very large and very bright," she contented herself with
replying.

"It's too large; it makes one feel like an atom."

"Isn't that the right way to feel in the greatest of human
temples?" she asked with rather a liking for her phrase.

"I suppose it's the right way to feel everywhere, when one IS
nobody. But I like it in a church as little as anywhere else
."

"You ought indeed to be a Pope!" Isabel exclaimed, remembering
something he had referred to in Florence.

"Ah, I should have enjoyed that!" said Gilbert Osmond.


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"Will she like him?"

"Do you mean will she accept him?"

"Yes," said Lord Warburton after an instant; "I suppose that's
what I
horribly mean."

"Perhaps not if one does nothing to prevent it," Ralph replied.

His lordship stared a moment, but apprehended. "Then we must be
perfectly quiet?"

"As quiet as the grave. And only on the chance!" Ralph added.


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Chapter 28


Lord Warburton went to the box, where Isabel's welcome was as to
a friend so honourably old that he vaguely asked himself what
queer temporal province she was annexing
. He exchanged greetings
with Mr. Osmond, to whom he had been introduced the day before
and who, after he came in, sat blandly apart and silent, as if
repudiating competence in the subjects of allusion now probable.
It struck her second visitor that Miss Archer had, in operatic
conditions, a radiance, even a slight exaltation; as she was,
however, at all times a keenly-glancing, quickly-moving,
completely animated young woman, he may have been mistaken on
this point. Her talk with him moreover pointed to presence of
mind; it expressed a kindness so ingenious and deliberate as to
indicate that she was in undisturbed possession of her faculties.
Poor Lord Warburton had moments of bewilderment. She had
discouraged him, formally, as much as a woman could; what
business had she then with such arts and such felicities, above
all with such tones of reparation--preparation? Her voice had
tricks of sweetness, but why play them on him
?




Why should she mark so one of his values--quite the wrong one--
when she would have nothing to do with another, which was quite
the right? He was angry with himself for being puzzled, and then
angry for being angry. Verdi's music did little to comfort him,
and he left the theatre and walked homeward, without knowing his
way, through the tortuous, tragic streets of Rome, where heavier
sorrows than his had been carried under the stars
.

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Ah, he's a great proprietor? Happy man!" said Gilbert Osmond.

"Do you call that happiness--the ownership of wretched human
beings
?" cried Miss Stackpole. "He owns his tenants and has
thousands of them. It's pleasant to own something, but inanimate
objects are enough for me. I don't insist on flesh and blood and
minds and consciences."

"It seems to me you own a human being or two," Mr. Bantling
suggested jocosely. "I wonder if Warburton orders his tenants
about as you do me."

"Lord Warburton's a great radical," Isabel said. "He has very
advanced opinions."

"He has very advanced stone walls. His park's enclosed by a
gigantic iron fence, some thirty miles round," Henrietta
announced for the information of Mr. Osmond. "I should like him
to converse with a few of our Boston radicals."

"Don't they approve of iron fences?" asked Mr. Bantling.

"Only to shut up wicked conservatives. I always feel as if I were
talking to YOU over something with a neat top-finish of broken
glass."


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She sat down in the centre of the circle of these presences,
regarding them vaguely, resting her eyes on their beautiful
blank faces; listening, as it were, to their eternal silence.
It is impossible, in Rome at least, to look long at a great
company of Greek sculptures without feeling the effect of their
noble quietude; which, as with a high door closed for the ceremony,
slowly drops on the spirit the large white mantle of peace. I
ay in Rome especially, because the Roman air is an exquisite
medium for such impressions. The golden sunshine mingles with
them, the deep stillness of the past, so vivid yet, though it
is nothing but a void full of names, seems to throw a solemn
spell upon them.



Chapter 29


His good humour was imperturbable, his knowledge of the right
fact, his production of the right word, as convenient as the
friendly flicker of a match for your cigarette. Clearly he was
amused--as amused as a man could be who was so little ever
surprised, and that made him almost applausive. It was not that
his spirits were visibly high--he would never, in the concert of
pleasure, touch the big drum by so much as a knuckle
: he had a
mortal dislike to the high, ragged note, to what he called random
ravings. He thought Miss Archer sometimes of too precipitate a
readiness. It was pity she had that fault, because if she had
not had it she would really have had none; she would have been
as smooth to his general need of her as handled ivory to the
palm
.




He took his pleasures in general singly; he was too often--he
would have admitted that--too sorely aware of something wrong,
something ugly; the fertilising dew of a conceivable felicity too
seldom descended on his spirit
. But at present he was happy--
happier than he had perhaps ever been in his life, and the
feeling had a large foundation. This was simply the sense of
success--the most agreeable emotion of the human heart. Osmond
had never had too much of it; in this respect he had the
irritation of satiety, as he knew perfectly well and often
reminded himself. "Ah no, I've not been spoiled; certainly I've
not been spoiled," he used inwardly to repeat. "If I do succeed
before I die I shall thoroughly have earned it." He was too apt
to reason as if "earning" this boon consisted above all of
covertly aching for it
and might be confined to that exercise
.

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"Well, Italy's a part of space," Isabel answered. "I can take it
on the way."

"On the way round the world? No, don't do that. Don't put us in a
parenthesis--give us a chapter to ourselves
. I don't want to see
you on your travels. I'd rather see you when they're over. I
should like to see you when you're tired and satiated," Osmond
added in a moment. "I shall prefer you in that state."


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But she said to herself that if there were a danger they should
never meet again, perhaps after all it would be as well. Happy
things don't repeat themselves, and her adventure wore already
the changed, the seaward face of some romantic island from which,
after feasting on purple grapes, she was putting off while the
breeze rose
. She might come back to Italy and find him different
--this strange man who pleased her just as he was; and it would
be better not to come than run the risk of that. But if she was
not to come the greater the pity that the chapter was closed;
she felt for a moment a pang that touched the source of tears.
The sensation kept her silent, and Gilbert Osmond was silent too;
he was looking at her. "Go everywhere," he said at last, in a low,
kind voice; "do everything; get everything out of life. Be happy,
--be triumphant."

"What do you mean by being triumphant?"

"Well, doing what you like."

"To triumph, then, it seems to me, is to fail! Doing all the vain
things one likes is often very tiresome."

"Exactly," said Osmond with his quiet quickness. "As I intimated
just now, you'll be tired some day
."


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The two remained a while in this situation, exchanging a long look
--the large, conscious look of the critical hours of life. Then he
got up and came near her, deeply respectful, as if he were afraid
he had been too familiar. "I'm absolutely in love with you."

He had repeated the announcement in a tone of almost impersonal
discretion, like a man who expected very little from it but who
spoke for his own needed relief. The tears came into her eyes:
this time they obeyed the sharpness of the pang that suggested to
her somehow the slipping of a fine bolt--backward, forward, she
couldn't have said which
. The words he had uttered made him, as
he stood there, beautiful and generous, invested him as with the
golden air of early autumn
; but, morally speaking, she retreated
before them--facing him still--as she had retreated in the other
cases before a like encounter. "Oh don't say that, please," she
answered with an intensity that expressed the dread of having, in
this case too, to choose and decide. What made her dread great
was precisely the force which, as it would seem, ought to have
banished all dread--the sense of something within herself, deep
down, that she supposed to be inspired and trustful passion. It
was there like a large sum stored in a bank--which there was a
terror in having to begin to spend. If she touched it, it would
all come out
.



Chapter 30


Once in a while, at large intervals, this lady, whose voyaging
discretion, as a general thing, was rather of the open sea than
of the risky channel, dropped a remark of ambiguous quality,
struck a note that sounded false. What cared Isabel Archer for
the vulgar judgements of obscure people? and did Madame Merle
suppose that she was capable of doing a thing at all if it had
to be sneakingly done? Of course not: she must have meant something
else--something which in the press of the hours that preceded her
departure she had not had time to explain. Isabel would return to
this some day; there were sorts of things as to which she liked
to be clear
.




Isabel wondered at her; she had never had so directly
presented to her nose the white flower of cultivated sweetness
.
How well the child had been taught, said our admiring young
woman; how prettily she had been directed and fashioned; and yet
how simple, how natural, how innocent she had been kept! Isabel
was fond, ever, of the question of character and quality, of
sounding, as who should say, the deep personal mystery, and it
had pleased her, up to this time, to be in doubt as to whether
this tender slip were not really all-knowing
. Was the extremity
of her candour but the perfection of self-consciousness?




Isabel listened to this assertion with an interest which she felt
it almost a torment to be obliged to conceal
. It was her pride
that obliged her, and a certain sense of decency; there were
still other things in her head which she felt a strong impulse,
instantly checked, to say to Pansy about her father; there were
things it would have given her pleasure to hear the child, to
make the child, say.
But she no sooner became conscious of these
things than her imagination was hushed with horror at the idea of
taking advantage of the little girl--it was of this she would
have accused herself--and of exhaling into that air where he
might still have a subtle sense for it any breath of her charmed
state
.



Chapter 31


Grave she found herself, and positively more weighted, as by the
experience of the lapse of the year she had spent in seeing the
world. She had ranged, she would have said, through space and
surveyed much of mankind, and was therefore now, in her own eyes,
a very different person from the frivolous young woman from Albany
who had begun to take the measure of Europe on the lawn at Gardencourt
a couple of years before. She flattered herself she had harvested
wisdom and learned a great deal more of life than this light-minded
creature had even suspected. If her thoughts just now had inclined
themselves to retrospect, instead of fluttering their wings
nervously about the present
, they would have evoked a multitude
of interesting pictures.




Lily and the babies had joined her in Switzerland in the month
of July, and they had spent a summer of fine weather in an
Alpine valley where the flowers were thick in the meadows and
the shade of great chestnuts made a resting-place for such
upward wanderings as might be undertaken by ladies and children
on warm afternoons. They had afterwards reached the French capital,
which was worshipped, and with costly ceremonies, by Lily, but
thought of as noisily vacant by Isabel, who in these days made
use of her memory of Rome as she might have done, in a hot and
crowded room, of a phial of something pungent hidden in her
handkerchief.




The world lay before her--she could do whatever she chose. There
was a deep thrill in it all, but for the present her choice was
tolerably discreet; she chose simply to walk back from Euston
Square to her hotel. The early dusk of a November afternoon had
already closed in; the street-lamps, in the thick, brown air,
looked weak and red; our heroine was unattended and Euston Square
was a long way from Piccadilly. But Isabel performed the journey
with a positive enjoyment of its dangers and lost her way almost
on purpose
, in order to get more sensations, so that she was
disappointed when an obliging policeman easily set her right
again. She was so fond of the spectacle of human life that she
enjoyed even the aspect of gathering dusk in the London streets--
the moving crowds, the hurrying cabs, the lighted shops, the
flaring stalls, the dark, shining dampness of everything.




Apologies, Mrs. Touchett intimated, were of no more use to her
than bubbles
, and she herself never dealt in such articles.
One either did the thing or one didn't, and what one "would"
have done belonged to the sphere of the irrelevant, like the
idea of a future life or of the origin of things.




Isabel found much to interest her in these countries, though
Madame Merle continued to remark that even among the most
classic sites, the scenes most calculated to suggest repose
and reflexion, a certain incoherence prevailed in her. Isabel
travelled rapidly and recklessly
; she was like a thirsty person
draining cup after cup
. Madame Merle meanwhile, as lady-in-waiting
to a princess
circulating incognita, panted a little in her rear.




Into this freshness of Madame Merle's she obtained a considerable
insight; she seemed to see it as professional, as slightly
mechanical, carried about in its case like the fiddle of the
virtuoso, or blanketed and bridled like the "favourite" of the
jockey
. She liked her as much as ever, but there was a corner
of the curtain that never was lifted
; it was as if she had
remained after all something of a public performer, condemned
to emerge only in character and in costume.




She believed then that at bottom she had a different morality. Of
course the morality of civilised persons has always much in
common; but our young woman had a sense in her of values gone
wrong or,
as they said at the shops, marked down. She considered,
with the presumption of youth, that a morality differing from her
own must be inferior to it; and this conviction was an aid to
detecting an occasional flash of cruelty, an occasional lapse
from
candour, in the conversation of a person who had raised
delicate kindness to an art and whose pride was too high for the
narrow ways of deception. Her conception of human motives might,
in certain lights, have been acquired at the court of some
kingdom in decadence, and there were several in her list of which
our heroine had not even heard. She had not heard of everything,
that was very plain; and there were evidently things in the world
of which it was not advantageous to hear.She had once or twice
had a positive scare; since it so affected her to have to exclaim,
of her friend, "Heaven forgive her, she doesn't understand me!"
Absurd as it may seem this discovery operated as a shock, left
her with a vague dismay in which there was even an element of
foreboding. The dismay of course subsided, in the light of some
sudden proof of Madame Merle's remarkable intelligence; but it
stood for a high-water-mark in the ebb and flow of confidence.
Madame Merle had once declared her belief that when a friendship
ceases to grow it immediately begins to decline--
there being no
point of equilibrium between liking more and liking less. A stationary
affection, in other words, was impossible
--it must move one way or
the other.



Chapter 32


What he would say to her-- that was the interesting issue. It
could be nothing in the least soothing--she had warrant for
this, and the conviction doubtless showed in the cloud on her
brow
. For the rest, however, all clearness reigned in her; she
had put away her mourning and she walked in no small shimmering
splendour. She only, felt older-- ever so much, and as if she
were "worth more" for it, like some curious piece in an
antiquary's collection.



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"No, I'm not at all tired. Did you ever know me to be tired?"

"Never; I wish I had! When did you arrive?"

"Last night, very late; in a kind of snail-train they call the
express. These Italian trains go at about the rate of an American
funeral."

"That's in keeping--you must have felt as if you were coming to
bury me!" And she forced a smile of encouragement to an easy view
of their situation. She had reasoned the matter well out, making
it perfectly clear that she broke no faith and falsified no
contract; but for all this she was afraid of her visitor. She was
ashamed of her fear; but she was devoutly thankful there was
nothing else to be ashamed of. He looked at her with his stiff
insistence, an insistence in which there was such a want of tact;
especially when the dull dark beam in his eye rested on her as a
physical weight.


"No, I didn't feel that; I couldn't think of you as dead. I wish
I could!" he candidly declared.


"I thank you immensely."

"I'd rather think of you as dead than as married to another man."

"That's very selfish of you!"
she returned with the ardour of a
real conviction. "If you're not happy yourself others have yet a
right to be."

"Very likely it's selfish; but I don't in the least mind your
saying so. I don't mind anything you can say now--I don't feel
it. The cruellest things you could think of would be mere
pin-pricks. After what you've done I shall never feel anything--
I mean anything but that. That I shall feel all my life."


Mr. Goodwood made these detached assertions with dry deliberateness,
in his hard, slow American tone, which flung no atmospheric colour
over propositions intrinsically crude.
The tone made Isabel angry
rather than touched her; but her anger perhaps was fortunate,
inasmuch as it gave her a further reason for controlling herself.


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Isabel got up with a movement of repressed impatience and walked
to the window, where she remained a moment looking out. When she
turned round her visitor was still motionless in his place. She
came toward him again and stopped, resting her hand on the back
of the chair she had just quitted. "Do you mean you came simply
to look at me? That's better for you perhaps than for me."

"I wished to hear the sound of your voice," he said.

"You've heard it, and you see it says nothing very sweet."

"It gives me pleasure, all the same."
And with this he got up.
She had felt pain and displeasure on receiving early that day the
news he was in Florence and by her leave would come within an
hour to see her. She had been vexed and distressed, though she
had sent back word by his messenger that he might come when he
would. She had not been better pleased when she saw him; his
being there at all was so full of heavy implications. It implied
things she could never assent to--rights, reproaches,
remonstrance, rebuke, the expectation of making her change her
purpose
. These things, however, if implied, had not been
expressed; and now our young lady, strangely enough, began to
resent her visitor's remarkable self-control. There was a dumb
misery about him that irritated her; there was a manly staying of
his hand that made her heart beat faster
. She felt her agitation
rising, and she said to herself that she was angry in the way a
woman is angry when she has been in the wrong. She was not in the
wrong; she had fortunately not that bitterness to swallow; but,
all the same, she wished he would denounce her a little.





Her humbleness as suddenly deserted her. "In explanation? Do you
think I'm bound to explain?"

He gave her one of his long dumb looks. "You were very positive.
I did believe it."

"So did I. Do you think I could explain if I would?"

"No, I suppose not. Well," he added, "I've done what I wished.
I've seen you."

"How little you make of these terrible journeys," she felt the
poverty of her presently replying.


"If you're afraid I'm knocked up--in any such way as that--you
may be at your ease about it." He turned away, this time in
earnest, and no hand-shake, no sign of parting, was exchanged
between them.

At the door he stopped with his hand on the knob. "I shall leave
Florence to-morrow," he said without a quaver.

"I'm delighted to hear it!" she answered passionately. Five
minutes after he had gone out she burst into tears
.



Chapter 33


He had said rather less than she expected, and she now had a
somewhat angry sense of having lost time. But she would lose
no more; she waited till Mrs. Touchett came into the drawing-
room before the mid-day breakfast, and then she began. "Aunt
Lydia, I've something to tell you."

Mrs. Touchett gave a little jump and looked at her almost
fiercely. "You needn't tell me; I know what it is."

"I don't know how you know."

"The same way that I know when the window's open--by feeling a
draught.
You're going to marry that man."


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"Be angry with me, not with him," said the girl.

"Oh, I'm always angry with you; that's no satisfaction! Was it
for this that you refused Lord Warburton?"

"Please don't go back to that. Why shouldn't I like Mr. Osmond,
since others have done so?"

"Others, at their wildest moments, never wanted to marry him.
There's nothing OF him," Mrs. Touchett explained.

"Then he can't hurt me," said Isabel.

"Do you think you're going to be happy? No one's happy, in such
doings, you should know."

"I shall set the fashion then. What does one marry for?"

"What YOU will marry for, heaven only knows. People usually marry
as they go into partnership--to set up a house. But in your
partnership you'll bring everything."

"Is it that Mr. Osmond isn't rich? Is that what you're talking
about?" Isabel asked.

"He has no money; he has no name; he has no importance. I value
such things and I have the courage to say it; I think they're very
precious
. Many other people think the same, and they show it. But
they give some other reason."

Isabel hesitated a little. "I think I value everything that's
valuable. I care very much for money, and that's why I wish Mr.
Osmond to have a little."

"Give it to him then; but marry some one else
."


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"She can do anything; that's what I've always liked her for. I
knew she could play any part; but I understood that she played
them one by one. I didn't understand that she would play two at
the same time."

"I don't know what part she may have played to you," Isabel said;
"that's between yourselves. To me she has been honest and kind
and devoted."

"Devoted, of course; she wished you to marry her candidate. She
told me she was watching you only in order to interpose."

"She said that to please you," the girl answered; conscious,
however, of the inadequacy of the explanation.

"To please me by deceiving me? She knows me better. Am I pleased
to-day?"

"I don't think you're ever much pleased," Isabel was obliged to
reply. "If Madame Merle knew you would learn the truth what had
she to gain by insincerity?"

"She gained time, as you see
. While I waited for her to interfere
you were marching away, and she was really beating the drum
."





Blighted and battered, but still responsive and still ironic,
his face was like a lighted lantern patched with paper and
unsteadily held; his thin whisker languished upon a lean cheek;
the exorbitant curve of his nose defined itself more sharply.
Lean he was altogether, lean and long and loose-jointed; an
accidental cohesion of relaxed angles
. His brown velvet jacket
had become perennial; his hands had fixed themselves in his
pockets; he shambled and stumbled and shuffled in a manner that
denoted great physical helplessness. It was perhaps this
whimsical gait that helped to mark his character more than ever
as that of the humorous invalid--the invalid for whom even his
own disabilities are part of the general joke.
They might well
indeed with Ralph have been the chief cause of the want of
seriousness marking his view of a world in which the reason for
his own continued presence was past finding out. Isabel had grown
fond of his ugliness; his awkwardness had become dear to her. They
had been sweetened by association; they struck her as the very
terms on which it had been given him to be charming. He was so
charming that her sense of his being ill had hitherto had a sort
of comfort in it; the state of his health had seemed not a
limitation, but a kind of intellectual advantage; it absolved him
from all professional and official emotions and left him the
luxury of being exclusively personal
. The personality so
resulting was delightful; he had remained proof against the
staleness of disease; he had had to consent to be deplorably ill,
yet had somehow escaped being formally
sick. Such had been the
girl's impression of her cousin; and when she had pitied him it
was only on reflection. As she reflected a good deal she had
allowed him a certain amount of compassion; but she always
had a dread of wasting that essence--a precious article, worth
more to the giver than to any one else. Now, however, it took no
great sensibility to feel that poor Ralph's tenure of life was
less
elastic than it should be. He was a bright, free, generous
spirit, he had all the
illumination of wisdom and none of its
pedantry, and yet he was distressfully dying.

Isabel noted afresh that life was certainly hard for some people,
and she felt a delicate glow of shame as she thought how easy it
now promised to become for herself.






His mother had literally greeted him with the great news,
which had been even more sensibly chilling than Mrs. Touchett's
maternal kiss. Ralph was shocked and humiliated; his calculations
had been false and the person in the world in whom he was most
interested was lost. He drifted about the house like a rudderless
vessel in a rocky stream, or sat in the garden of the palace on
a great cane chair, his long legs extended, his head thrown back
and his hat pulled over his eyes. He felt cold about the heart;
he had never liked anything less. What could he do, what could
he say? If the girl were irreclaimable could he pretend to like
it? To attempt to reclaim her was permissible only if the attempt
should succeed. To try to persuade her of anything sordid or
sinister in the man to whose deep art she had succumbed would
be decently discreet only in the event of her being persuaded.
Otherwise he should simply have damned himself. It cost him
an equal effort to speak his thought and to dissemble; he
could neither assent with sincerity nor protest with hope.



Chapter 34


A sweeter spot at this moment could not have been imagined.
The stillness of noontide hung over it, and the warm shade,
enclosed and still, made bowers like spacious caves.
Ralph
was sitting there in the clear gloom, at the base of a statue
of Terpsichore--a dancing nymph with taper fingers and inflated
draperies in the manner of Bernini; the extreme relaxation of
his attitude suggested at first to Isabel that he was asleep.



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"I'm sorry I waked you," Isabel said; "you look too tired."

"I feel too tired. But I was not asleep. I was thinking of you."

"Are you tired of that?"

"Very much so. It leads to nothing. The road's long and I never
arrive."

"What do you wish to arrive at?" she put to him, closing her
parasol.

"At the point of expressing to myself properly what I think of
your engagement
."

"Don't think too much of it," she lightly returned.

"Do you mean that it's none of my business?"

"Beyond a certain point, yes."

"That's the point
I want to fix. I had an idea you may have found
me wanting in good manners. I've never congratulated you."


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"I think I've hardly got over my surprise," he went on at last.
"You were the last person I expected to see caught."

"I don't know why you call it caught."

"Because you're going to be put into a cage."

"If I like my cage, that needn't trouble you," she answered.

"That's what I wonder at; that's what I've been thinking of."

"If you've been thinking you may imagine how I've thought! I'm
satisfied that I'm doing well."

"You must have changed immensely. A year ago you valued your
liberty beyond everything. You wanted only to see life."

"I've seen it," said Isabel. "
It doesn't look to me now, I admit,
such an inviting expanse
."

"I don't pretend it is; only I had an idea that you took a genial
view of it and wanted
to survey the whole field."

"
I've seen that one can't do anything so general. One must choose
a corner and cultivate that
."

"That's what I think. And one must choose as good a corner as
possible
. I had no idea, all winter, while I read your delightful
letters, that you were choosing. You said nothing about it, and
your silence put me off my guard."

"It was not a matter I was likely to write to you about. Besides,
I knew nothing of the future. It has all come lately. If you had
been on your guard, however," Isabel asked, "what would you have
done?"

"I should have said 'Wait a little longer.'"

"Wait for what?"

"Well, for a little more light," said Ralph with rather an absurd
smile, while his hands found their way into his pockets.

"Where should my light have come from? From you?"

"I might have struck a spark or two
."

Isabel had drawn off her gloves; she smoothed them out as they lay
upon her knee. The mildness of this movement was accidental, for
her expression was not conciliatory. "You're beating about the
bush, Ralph. You wish to say you don't like Mr. Osmond, and yet
you're afraid."

"Willing to wound and yet afraid to strike? I'm willing to
wound HIM, yes--but not to wound you. I'm afraid of you, not of
him. If you marry him it won't be a fortunate way for me to have
spoken."

"IF I marry him! Have you had any expectation of dissuading me?"

"Of course that seems to you too fatuous."

"No," said Isabel after a little; "it seems to me too touching."

"That's the same thing. It makes me so ridiculous that you pity
me."

She stroked out her long gloves again. "I know you've a great
affection for me. I can't get rid of that."

"For heaven's sake don't try. Keep that well in sight. It will
convince you how intensely I want you to do well."


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"No, I'm very quiet; I've always believed in your wisdom," she went
on, boasting of her quietness, yet speaking with a kind of
contained exaltation. It was her passionate desire to be just; it
touched Ralph to the heart, affected him like a caress from a
creature he had injured
. He wished to interrupt, to reassure her;
for a moment he was absurdly inconsistent; he would have retracted
what he had said.


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"I had treated myself to a charming vision of your future," Ralph
observed without answering this; "I had amused myself with
planning out a high destiny for you. There was to be nothing of
this sort in it. You were not to come down so easily or so soon."

"Come down, you say?"

"Well, that renders my sense of what has happened to you. You
seemed to me to be soaring far up in the blue--to be, sailing in
the bright light, over the heads of men. Suddenly
some one tosses
up a faded rosebud--a missile that should never have reached
you
--and straight you drop to the ground. It hurts me," said Ralph
audaciously, "hurts me as if I had fallen myself!"


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"He's the incarnation of taste," Ralph went on, thinking hard how
he could best express Gilbert Osmond's sinister attributes without
putting himself in the wrong by seeming to describe him coarsely.
He wished to describe him impersonally, scientifically. "He judges
and measures, approves and condemns, altogether by that."

"It's a happy thing then that his taste should be exquisite."

"It's exquisite, indeed, since it has led him to select you as his
bride. But have you ever seen such a taste--a really exquisite
one--ruffled?"

"I hope it may never be my fortune to fail to gratify my
husband's."

At these words a sudden passion leaped to Ralph's lips. "Ah,
that's wilful, that's unworthy of you! You were not meant to be
measured in that way--you were meant for something better than to
keep guard over the sensibilities of a sterile dilettante!"


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"I can't enter into your idea of Mr. Osmond; I can't do it
justice, because I see him in quite another way. He's not
important--no, he's not important; he's a man to whom importance
is supremely indifferent. If that's what you mean when you call
him 'small,' then he's as small as you please. I call that l
large--it's the largest thing I know
."





She was wrong, but she believed; she was deluded, but she was
dismally consistent. It was wonderfully characteristic of her
that, having invented a fine theory, about Gilbert Osmond, she
loved him not for what he really possessed, but for his very
poverties dressed out as honours. Ralph remembered what he had
said to his father about wishing to put it into her power to
meet the requirements of her imagination. He had done so, and
the girl had taken full advantage of the luxury. Poor Ralph
felt sick; he felt ashamed.





His opposition had made her own conception of her
conduct clearer to her. "Shall you not come up to
breakfast?" she asked.

"No; I want no breakfast; I'm not hungry."

"You ought to eat," said the girl; "you live on air."

"I do, very much, and I shall go back into the garden
and take another mouthfu
l. I came thus far simply to
say this. I told you last year that if you were to get
into trouble I should feel terribly sold. That's how
I feel to-day."

"Do you think I'm in trouble?"

"One's in trouble when one's in error."

"Very well," said Isabel; "I shall never complain of my
trouble to you!" And she moved up the staircase.

Ralph, standing there with his hands in his pockets,
followed her with his eyes; then the lurking chill of
the high-walled court struck him and made him shiver,
so that he returned to the garden to breakfast on the
Florentine sunshine
.



Chapter 35


The chief impression produced on Isabel's spirit by this
criticism was that the passion of love separated its victim
terribly from every one but the loved object. She felt herself
disjoined from every one she had ever known before--from her
two sisters, who wrote to express a dutiful hope that she would
be happy, and a surprise, somewhat more vague, at her not having
chosen a consort who was the hero of a richer accumulation of
anecdote
;





Isabel flattered herself that she believed Ralph had been angry.
It was the more easy for her to believe this because, as I say,
she had now little free or unemployed emotion for minor needs,
and accepted as an incident, in fact quite as an ornament, of
her lot the idea that to prefer Gilbert Osmond as she preferred
him was perforce to break all other ties. She tasted of the sweets
of this preference, and they made her conscious, almost with awe,
of the invidious and remorseless tide of the charmed and
possessed condition, great as was the traditional honour and
imputed virtue of being in love. It was the tragic part of
happiness; one's right was always made of the wrong of some one
else.





Madame Merle had made him a present of incalculable value.
What could be a finer thing to live with than a high spirit
attuned to softness? For would not the softness be all for
one's self, and the strenuousness for society, which admired
the air of superiority? What could be a happier gift in a
companion than a quick, fanciful mind which saved one
repetitions and
reflected one's thought on a polished, elegant
surface
? Osmond hated to see his thought reproduced literally--
that made it look stale and stupid; he preferred it to be
freshened in the reproduction even as "words" by music. His
egotism had never taken the crude form of desiring a dull wife;
this lady's intelligence was to be a silver plate, not an earthen
one--a plate that he might heap up with ripe fruits, to which it
would give a decorative value, so that talk might become for him a
sort of served dessert. He found the silver quality in this
perfection in Isabel; he could tap her imagination with his
knuckle and make it ring.





"I won't pretend I'm sorry you're rich; I'm delighted. I
delight in everything that's yours--whether it be money or
virtue. Money's a horrid thing to follow, but a charming thing
to meet
. It seems to me, however, that I've sufficiently proved
the limits of my itch for it
: I never in my life tried to earn
a penny, and I ought to be less subject to suspicion than most
of the people one sees grubbing and grabbing."





"Theoretically I was satisfied, as I once told you. I flattered
myself I had limited my wants. But I was subject to irritation;
I used to have morbid, sterile, hateful fits of hunger, of desire.
Now I'm really satisfied, because I can't think of anything better.
It's just as when one has been trying to spell out a book in the
twilight and suddenly the lamp comes in. I had been putting out
my eyes over the book of life and finding nothing to reward me
for my pains; but now that I can read it properly I see it's a
delightful story
. My dear girl, I can't tell you how life seems
to stretch there before us
--what a long summer afternoon awaits
us. It's the latter half of an Italian day
--with a golden haze,
and the shadows just lengthening, and that divine delicacy in the
light, the air, the landscape
, which I have loved all my life and
which you love to-day. Upon my honour, I don't see why we shouldn't
get on. We've got what we like--to say nothing of having each other.
We've the faculty of admiration and several capital convictions. We're
not stupid, we're not mean, we're not under bonds to any kind of
ignorance or dreariness. You're remarkably fresh, and I'm remarkably
well-seasoned
. We've my poor child to amuse us; we'll try and make
up some little life for her. It's all soft and mellow--it has the
Italian colouring
."





Osmond had the attachment of old acquaintance and Isabel the
stimulus of new, which seemed to assure her a future at a high
level of consciousness of the beautiful. The desire for unlimited
expansion had been succeeded in her soul by the sense that life
was vacant without some private duty that might gather one's
energies to a point
.





"You'll be my stepmother, but we mustn't use that word. They're
always said to be cruel; but I don't think you'll ever so much
as pinch or even push me. I'm not afraid at all."

"My good little Pansy," said Isabel gently, "I shall be ever so
kind to you." A vague, inconsequent vision of her coming in some
odd way to need it had intervened with the effect of a chill
.

"Very well then, I've nothing to fear," the child returned with
her note of prepared promptitude. What teaching she had had, it
seemed to suggest--or what penalties for non-performance she
dreaded
!



Chapter 36


He had made to a certain extent good use of his time; he had
devoted it in vain to finding a flaw in Pansy Osmond's composition.
She was admirably finished; she had had the last touch; she was
really a consummate piece. He thought of her in amorous meditation
a good deal as he might have thought of a Dresden-china shepherdess.
Miss Osmond, indeed, in the bloom of her juvenility, had a hint of
the
rococo which Rosier, whose taste was predominantly for that
manner, could not fail to appreciate.


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"I'm awfully decent, you know," said Rosier earnestly. "I won't
say I've no faults, but I'll say I've no vices."

"All that's negative, and it always depends, also, on what people
call vices. What's the positive side? What's the virtuous? What
have you got besides your Spanish lace and your Dresden teacups
?"

"I've a comfortable little fortune--about forty thousand francs a
year. With the talent I have for arranging, we can live
beautifully on such an income."

"Beautifully, no. Sufficiently, yes. Even that depends on where
you live."

"Well, in Paris. I would undertake it in Paris."

Madame Merle's mouth rose to the left. "It wouldn't be famous;
you'd have to make use of the teacups, and they'd get broken."

"We don't want to be famous. If Miss Osmond should have everything
pretty it would be enough. When one's as pretty as she one can
afford--well, quite cheap faience. She ought never to wear
anything but muslin--without the sprig," said Rosier reflectively.

"Wouldn't you even allow her the sprig? She'd be much obliged to
you at any rate for that theory."

"It's the correct one, I assure you; and I'm sure she'd enter into
it. She understands all that; that's why I love her."


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"We've not exactly made out that you're a parti. The absence
of vices is hardly a source of income
."

"Pardon me, I think it may be," said Rosier quite lucidly.

"You'll be a touching couple, living on your innocence!"

"I think you underrate me."

"You're not so innocent as that
? Seriously," said Madame Merle,
"of course forty thousand francs a year and a nice character are a
combination to be considered. I don't say it's to be jumped at,
but there might be a worse offer. Mr. Osmond, however, will
probably incline to believe he can do better."



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"I who am not innocent? By being very crafty. Leave it to me; I'll
find out for you."

Rosier got up and stood smoothing his hat. "You say that rather
coldly. Don't simply find out how it is, but try to make it as it
should be
."

"I'll do my best. I'll try to make the most of your advantages."

"Thank you so very much. Meanwhile then I'll say a word to Mrs.
Osmond."

"Gardez-vous-en bien!" And Madame Merle was on her feet. "Don't
set her going, or you'll spoil everything."

Rosier gazed into his hat; he wondered whether his hostess HAD
been after all the right person to come to. "I don't think I
understand you. I'm an old friend of Mrs. Osmond, and I think she
would like me to succeed."

"Be an old friend as much as you like; the more old friends she
has the better, for she doesn't get on very well with some of her
new. But don't for the present try to make her take up the cudgels
for you. Her husband may have other views, and, as a person who
wishes her well, I advise you not to multiply points of difference
between them
."

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It certainly was true that he had known Madame Merle only for
the last month, and that his thinking her a delightful woman
was not, when one came to look into it, a reason for assuming
that she would be eager to push Pansy Osmond into his arms,
gracefully arranged as these members might be to receive her
.





The object of Mr. Rosier's well-regulated affection dwelt
in a high house in the very heart of Rome; a dark and massive
structure overlooking a sunny piazzetta in the neighbourhood
of the Farnese Palace. In a palace, too, little Pansy lived--
a palace by Roman measure, but a dungeon to poor Rosier's
apprehensive mind. It seemed to him of evil omen that the
young lady he wished to marry, and whose fastidious father he
doubted of his ability to conciliate, should be immured in a kind
of domestic fortress, a pile which bore a stern old Roman name,
which smelt of historic deeds, of crime and craft and violence
,
which was mentioned in "Murray" and visited by tourists who
looked, on a vague survey, disappointed and depressed, and which
had frescoes by Caravaggio in the piano nobile and a row of
mutilated statues and dusty urns in the wide, nobly-arched
loggia overhanging the damp court where a fountain gushed out
of a mossy niche.



Chapter 37


Osmond stood before the chimney, leaning back with his
hands behind him; he had one foot up and was warming
the sole. Half a dozen persons, scattered near him,
were talking together; but he was not in the conversation;
his eyes had an expression, frequent with them, that seemed
to represent them as engaged with objects more worth their
while than the appearances actually thrust upon them.


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Osmond answered nothing at first; but presently, while he warmed
his boot-sole, "I don't care a fig for Capo di Monte!" he
returned.

"I hope you're not losing your interest?"

"In old pots and plates? Yes, I'm losing my interest."

Rosier for an instant forgot the delicacy of his position. "You're
not thinking of parting with a--a piece or two?"

"No, I'm not thinking of parting with anything at all, Mr.
Rosier," said Osmond, with his eyes still on the eyes of his
visitor.

"Ah, you want to keep, but not to add," Rosier remarked brightly.

"Exactly. I've nothing I wish to match."


Poor Rosier was aware he had blushed; he was distressed at his
want of assurance. "Ah, well, I have!" was all he could murmur;


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Like his appreciation of her dear little stepdaughter it
was based partly on his eye for decorative character, his
instinct for authenticity
; but also on a sense for uncatalogued
values
, for that secret of a "lustre" beyond any recorded
losing or rediscovering, which his devotion to brittle wares

had still not disqualified him to recognise. Mrs. Osmond, at
present, might well have gratified such tastes. The years had
touched her only to enrich her;
the flower of her youth had
not faded, it only hung more quietly on its stem
.





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"I want to introduce you to a young lady."

"Ah, please, what young lady?" Rosier was immensely obliging;
but this was not what he had come for.

"She sits there by the fire in pink and has no one to speak to."

Rosier hesitated a moment. "Can't Mr. Osmond speak to her? He's
within six feet of her."

Mrs. Osmond also hesitated. "She's not very lively, and he
doesn't like dull people."

"But she's good enough for me? Ah now, that's hard!"

"
I only mean that you've ideas for two. And then you're so
obliging."

"No, he's not--to me." And Mrs. Osmond vaguely smiled.


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Style? Why, she had the style of a little princess; if you
couldn't see it you had no eye. It was not modern, it was not
conscious, it would produce no impression in Broadway; the small,
serious
damsel, in her stiff little dress, only looked like an
Infanta of Velasquez. This was enough for Edward Rosier, who
thought her delightfully old-fashioned. Her anxious eyes, her
charming lips, her slip of a figure, were as touching as a
childish prayer
. He had now an acute desire to know just to what
point she liked him--a desire which made him fidget as he sat in
his chair. It made him feel hot, so that he had to pat his
forehead with his handkerchief; he had never been so uncomfortable.
She was such a perfect jeune fille, and one couldn't make of a
jeune fille the enquiry requisite for throwing light on such a
point.




He had never been alone with her before; he had never been
alone with a jeune fille. It was a great moment; poor Rosier
began to pat his forehead again. There was another room beyond
the one in which they stood--a small room that had been thrown
open and lighted, but that, the company not being numerous, had
remained empty all the evening. It was empty yet; it was upholstered
in pale yellow; there were several lamps; through the open door
it looked the very temple of authorised love.




"To see me?" And Pansy raised her vaguely troubled eyes.

"To see you; that's what I come for," Rosier repeated, feeling
the intoxication of a rupture with authority.

Pansy stood looking at him, simply, intently, openly; a blush was
not needed to make her face more modest. "I thought it was for
that."

"And it was not disagreeable to you?"

"I couldn't tell; I didn't know. You never told me," said Pansy.

"I was afraid of offending you."

"You don't offend me," the young girl murmured, smiling as if an
angel had kissed her
.

"You like me then, Pansy?" Rosier asked very gently, feeling very
happy.

"Yes--I like you."

They had walked to the chimney-piece where the big cold Empire
clock
was perched; they were well within the room and beyond
observation from without. The tone in which she had said these
four words seemed to him the very breath of nature, and his only
answer could be to take her hand and hold it a moment. Then he
raised it to his lips. She submitted, still with her pure,
trusting
smile, in which there was something ineffably passive.
She liked him--she had liked him all the while; now anything
might happen! She was ready--she had been ready always, waiting
for him to speak. If he had not spoken she would have waited for
ever; but when the word came she dropped like the peach from the
shaken tree
.

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"Do you wish to see him?" Osmond asked in a provokingly
pointless tone.

Madame Merle looked at him a moment; she knew each of his tones
to the eighth of a note
. "Yes, I should like to say to him that
I've told you what he wants, and that it interests you but
feebly."

"Don't tell him that. He'll try to interest me more--which is
exactly what I don't want. Tell him I hate his proposal."

"But you don't hate it."

"It doesn't signify; I don't love it. I let him see that, myself,
this evening; I was rude to him on purpose. That sort of thing's
a great bore. There's no hurry."

"I'll tell him that you'll take time and think it over."

"No, don't do that. He'll hang on."

"If I discourage him he'll do the same."

"Yes, but in the one case he'll try to talk and explain--which
would be exceedingly tiresome. In the other he'll probably hold
his tongue and go in for some deeper game. That will leave me
quiet. I hate talking with a donkey."

"Is that what you call poor Mr. Rosier?"

"Oh, he's a nuisance--with his eternal majolica."

Madame Merle dropped her eyes; she had a faint smile. "He's a
gentleman, he has a charming temper; and, after all, an income of
forty thousand francs!"

"It's misery--'genteel' misery," Osmond broke in. "It's not what
I've dreamed of for Pansy."

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Chapter 38


"I'm glad that you can take a hint," Pansy's father said, slightly
closing his keen, conscious eyes.

"I take no hints. But I took a message, as I supposed it to be."

"You took it? Where did you take it?"

It seemed to poor Rosier he was being insulted, and he waited a
moment, asking himself how much a true lover ought to submit to.
"Madame Merle gave me, as I understood it, a message from you--
to the effect that you declined to give me the opportunity I
desire, the opportunity to explain my wishes to you." And he
flattered himself he spoke rather sternly.

"I don't see what Madame Merle has to do with it. Why did you
apply to Madame Merle?"

"I asked her for an opinion--for nothing more. I did so because
she had seemed to me to know you very well."

"She doesn't know me so well as she thinks," said Osmond.

"I'm sorry for that, because she has given me some little ground
for hope."

Osmond stared into the fire a moment. "I set a great price on my
daughter."

"You can't set a higher one than I do. Don't I prove it by wishing
to marry her?"

"I wish to marry her very well," Osmond went on with a dry
impertinence which, in another mood, poor Rosier would have
admired.

"Of course I pretend she'd marry well in marrying me. She
couldn't marry a man who loves her more--or whom, I may venture to
add, she loves more."

"I'm not bound to accept your theories as to whom my daughter
loves"--and Osmond looked up with a quick, cold smile.

"I'm not theorising. Your daughter has spoken."

"Not to me," Osmond continued, now bending forward a little and
dropping his eyes to his boot-toes.

"I have her promise, sir!" cried Rosier with the sharpness of
exasperation.


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"He told me you had forgotten me."

"Ah no, I don't forget," said Pansy, showing her pretty teeth in
a fixed smile.

"Then everything's just the very same?"

"Ah no, not the very same. Papa has been terribly severe."

"What has he done to you?"

"He asked me what you had done to me, and I told him everything.
Then he forbade me to marry you."

"You needn't mind that."

"Oh yes, I must indeed. I can't disobey papa."

"Not for one who loves you as I do, and whom you pretend to
love?"

She raised the lid of the tea-pot, gazing into this vessel for a
moment; then
she dropped six words into its aromatic depths. "I
love you just as much."

"What good will that do me?"

"Ah," said Pansy, raising her sweet, vague eyes, "I don't know
that."

"You disappoint me," groaned poor Rosier.

She was silent a little; she handed a tea-cup to a servant.
"Please don't talk any more."

"Is this to be all my satisfaction?"

"Papa said I was not to talk with you."

"Do you sacrifice me like that? Ah, it's too much!"

"I wish you'd wait a little," said the girl in a voice just
distinct enough to betray a quaver.

"Of course I'll wait if you'll give me hope. But you take my life
away."

"I'll not give you up--oh no!" Pansy went on.



Chapter 39


Isabel had been secretly disappointed at her husband's not seeing
his way simply to take the poor girl for funny. She even wondered
if his sense of fun, or of the funny--which would be his sense of
humour, wouldn't it?--were by chance defective
. Of course she
herself looked at the matter as a person whose present happiness
had nothing to grudge to Henrietta's violated conscience. Osmond
had thought their alliance a kind of monstrosity; he couldn't
imagine what they had in common. For him, Mr. Bantling's fellow
tourist was simply the most vulgar of women, and he had also
pronounced her the most abandoned. Against this latter clause
of the verdict Isabel had appealed with an ardour that had made
him wonder afresh at the oddity of some of his wife's tastes.
Isabel could explain it only by saying that she liked to know
people who were as different as possible from herself. "Why then
don't you make the acquaintance of your washerwoman?"




He had asked his mother what she was making of her life, and
his mother had simply answered that she supposed she was making
the best of it. Mrs. Touchett had not the imagination that
communes with the unseen
, and she now pretended to no intimacy
with her niece, whom she rarely encountered. This young woman
appeared to be living in a sufficiently honourable way, but
Mrs. Touchett still remained of the opinion that her marriage
had been a shabby affair. It had given her no pleasure to think
of Isabel's establishment, which she was sure was a very lame
business.





Madame Merle's relations with Mrs. Touchett had undergone a
perceptible change. Isabel's aunt had told her, without
circumlocution, that she had played too ingenious a part; and
Madame Merle, who never quarrelled with any one, who appeared to
think no one worth it
, and who had performed the miracle of
living, more or less, for several years with Mrs. Touchett and
showing no symptom of irritation--Madame Merle now took a very
high tone and declared that this was an accusation from which she
couldn't stoop to defend herself.





Slender still, but lovelier than before, she had gained no
great maturity of aspect; yet there was an amplitude and a
brilliancy in her personal arrangements that gave a touch of
insolence to her beauty.Poor human-hearted Isabel, what
perversity had bitten her? Her light step drew a mass of
drapery behind it
; her intelligent head sustained a majesty of
ornament
. The free, keen girl had become quite another person;
what he saw was the fine lady who was supposed to represent
something. What did Isabel represent? Ralph asked himself; and he
could only answer by saying that she represented Gilbert Osmond.
"Good heavens, what a function!"
he then woefully exclaimed.






He recognised Osmond, as I say; he recognised him at every turn.
He saw how he kept all things within limits; how he adjusted,
regulated, animated their manner of life. Osmond was in his
element; at last he had material to work with. He always had an
eye to effect, and his effects were deeply calculated. They were
produced by no vulgar means, but
the motive was as vulgar as the
art was great. To surround his interior with a sort of invidious
sanctity, to tantalise society with a sense of exclusion
, to make
people believe his house was different from every other, to
impart to the face that he presented to the world a
cold
originality
--this was the ingenious effort of the personage to
whom Isabel had attributed a superior morality.





Osmond lived exclusively for the world. Far from being its
master as he pretended to be, he was its very humble servant,
and the degree of its attention was his only measure of
success. He lived with his eye on it from morning till night, and
the world was so stupid it never suspected the trick
. Everything
he did was pose--pose so subtly considered that if one were not
on the lookout one mistook it for impulse. Ralph had never met a
man who lived so much in the land of consideration. His tastes,
his studies, his accomplishments, his collections, were all for a
purpose. His life on his hill-top at Florence had been the
conscious attitude of years. His solitude, his ennui, his love
for his daughter, his good manners, his bad manners, were so many
features of a mental image constantly present to him as a model
of impertinence and mystification
. His ambition was not to please
the world, but to please himself by exciting the world's
curiosity and then declining to satisfy it.
It had made him feel
great, ever, to play the world a trick. The thing he had done in
his life most directly to please himself was his marrying Miss
Archer; though in this case indeed the gullible world was in a
manner embodied in poor Isabel, who had been mystified to the top
of her bent
.




He was not jealous--he had not that excuse; no one could
be jealous of Ralph. But he made Isabel pay for her old-time
kindness
, of which so much was still left; and as Ralph
had no idea of her paying too much, so when his suspicion had
become sharp, he had taken himself off. In doing so he had
deprived Isabel of a very interesting occupation: she had been
constantly wondering what fine principle was keeping him alive.
She had decided that it was his love of conversation
; his
conversation had been better than ever. He had given up walking;
be was no longer a humorous stroller. He sat all day in a chair
--almost any chair would serve
, and was so dependent on what you
would do for him that, had not his talk been highly
contemplative, you might have thought he was blind.


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"In your place I should like it."

"Her husband won't like it."

"Ah well, I can fancy that; though it seems to me you're not
bound to mind his likings. They're his affair
."

"I don't want to make any more trouble between them," said Ralph.

"Is there so much already?"

"There's complete preparation for it. Her going off with me would
make the explosion. Osmond isn't fond of his wife's cousin."

"Then of course he'd make a row. But won't he make a row if you
stop here?"

"That's what I want to see. He made one the last time I was in
Rome, and then I thought it my duty to disappear. Now I think
it's my duty to stop and defend her."

"My dear Touchett, your defensive powers--!" Lord Warburton began
with a smile. But he saw something in his companion's face that
checked him. "Your duty, in these premises, seems to me rather a
nice question," he observed instead.

Ralph for a short time answered nothing. "It's true that my
defensive powers are small," he returned at last; "but as my
aggressive ones are still smaller Osmond may after all not think
me worth his gunpowder
. At any rate," he added, "there are things
I'm curious to see."

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"Permit me to ask," Ralph went on, "whether it's to bring out the
fact that you don't mean to make love to her that you're so very
civil to the little girl?"

Lord Warburton gave a slight start; he got up and stood before
the fire, looking at it hard. "Does that strike you as very
ridiculous?"

"Ridiculous? Not in the least, if you really like her."

"I think her a delightful little person. I don't know when a girl
of that age has pleased me more."

"She's a charming creature. Ah, she at least is genuine."

"Of course there's the difference in our ages--more than twenty
years."

"My dear Warburton," said Ralph, "are you serious?"

"Perfectly serious--as far as I've got."

"I'm very glad. And, heaven help us," cried Ralph, "how
cheered-up old Osmond will be!"

His companion frowned. "I say, don't spoil it. I shouldn't
propose for his daughter to please HIM."

"He'll have the
perversity to be pleased all the same."

"He's not so fond of me as that,"
said his lordship.

"As that? My dear Warburton, the drawback of your position is
that people needn't be
fond of you at all to wish to be connected
with you.
Now, with me in such a case, I should have the happy
confidence that they
loved me."


Chapter 40   


Familiarity had modified in some degree her first impression
of Madame Merle, but it had not essentially altered it; there
was still much wonder of admiration in it. That personage was
armed at all points; it was a pleasure to see a character so
completely equipped for the social battle. She carried her
flag
discreetly, but her weapons were polished steel, and she
used them with a skill which struck Isabel as more and more
that of a veteran. She was never weary, never overcome with
disgust; she never appeared to need rest or consolation.





Isabel, as she herself grew older, became acquainted with
revulsions, with disgusts; there were days when the world
looked black and she asked herself with some sharpness what
it was that she was pretending to live for. Her old habit
had been to live by enthusiasm, to fall in love with suddenly-
perceived possibilities, with the idea of some new adventure.
As a younger person she had been used to proceed from one
little exaltation to the other: there were scarcely any dull
places between. But Madame Merle had suppressed enthusiasm;
she fell in love now-a-days with nothing; she lived entirely by
reason and by wisdom. There were hours when Isabel would have
given anything for lessons in this art; if her brilliant friend
had been near she would have made an appeal to her. She had
become aware more than before of the advantage of being like that
--of having made one's self a firm surface, a sort of corselet of
silver.





If she had troubles she must keep them to herself, and if
life was difficult it would not make it easier to confess
herself beaten. Madame Merle was doubtless of great use to
herself and an ornament to any circle; but was she--would she be
--of use to others in periods of refined embarrassment? The best
way to profit by her friend--this indeed Isabel had always
thought--was to imitate her, to be as firm and bright as she. She
recognised no embarrassments, and Isabel, considering this fact,
determined for the fiftieth time to brush aside her own.





This had occurred to her just before her marriage, after her
little discussion with her aunt and at a time when she was
still capable of that large inward reference, the tone almost
of the philosophic historian, to her scant young annals
. If
Madame Merle had desired her change of state she could only
say it had been a very happy thought. With her, moreover,
she had been perfectly straightforward; she had never concealed
her high opinion of Gilbert Osmond. After their union Isabel
discovered that her husband took a less convenient view of the
matter; he seldom consented to finger, in talk, this roundest
and smoothest bead of their social rosary
.

"Don't you like Madame Merle?" Isabel had once said to him. "She
thinks a great deal of you."

"I'll tell you once for all," Osmond had answered. "I liked her
once better than I do to-day. I'm tired of her, and I'm rather
ashamed of it. She's so almost unnaturally good! I'm glad she's
not in Italy; it makes for relaxation--for a sort of moral
detente
.





it might have been written, after all, that there was not so
much to thank her for. As time went on there was less and less,
and Isabel once said to herself that perhaps without her these
things would not have been. That reflection indeed was instantly
stifled; she knew an immediate horror at having made it.
"Whatever happens to me let me not be unjust," she said; "let
me bear my burdens myself and not shift them upon others!" This
disposition was tested, eventually, by that ingenious apology for
her present conduct which Madame Merle saw fit to make and of
which I have given a sketch; for there was something irritating--
there was almost an air of mockery--in her neat discriminations
and clear convictions. In Isabel's mind to-day there was nothing
clear; there was a confusion of regrets, a complication of fears.





This young woman had always been fertile in resolutions--many
of them of an elevated character; but at no period had they
flourished (in the privacy of her heart) more richly than to-day.
It is true that they all had a family likeness; they might have
been summed up in the determination that if she was to be unhappy
it should not be by a fault of her own. Her poor winged spirit
had always had a great desire to do its best
, and it had not as
yet been seriously discouraged. It wished, therefore, to hold
fast to justice--not to pay itself by petty revenges.
To
associate Madame Merle with its disappointment would be a petty
revenge--especially as the pleasure to be derived from that would
be perfectly insincere. It might feed her sense of bitterness,
but it would not loosen her bonds.





She had been unable to believe any one could care so much--
so extraordinarily much--to please
. But since then she had
seen this delicate faculty in operation, and now she knew
what to think of it. It was the whole creature--it was a
sort of genius.
Pansy had no pride to interfere with it,
and though she was constantly extending her conquests she
took no credit for them. The two were constantly together;
Mrs. Osmond was rarely seen without her stepdaughter. Isabel
liked her company; it had the effect of one's carrying a
nosegay composed all of the same flower
. And then not to
neglect Pansy, not under any provocation to neglect her--
this she had made an article of religion. The young girl had
every appearance of being happier in Isabel's society than in
that of any one save her father,--whom she admired with an
intensity justified by the fact that, as paternity was an
exquisite pleasure to Gilbert Osmond, he had always been
luxuriously mild.





She was therefore ingeniously passive and almost imaginatively
docile; she was careful even to moderate the eagerness with
which she assented to Isabel's propositions and which might
have implied that she could have thought otherwise
. She never
interrupted, never asked social questions, and though she
delighted in approbation, to the point of turning pale when
it came to her, never held out her hand for it. She only
looked toward it wistfully--an attitude which, as she grew
older, made her eyes the prettiest in the world
. When during
the second winter at Palazzo Roccanera she began to go to
parties, to dances, she always, at a reasonable hour, lest Mrs.
Osmond should be tired, was the first to propose departure.
Isabel appreciated the sacrifice of the late dances, for she knew
her little companion had a passionate pleasure in this exercise,
taking her steps to the music like a conscientious fairy.





Isabel passed into the drawing-room, the one she herself usually
occupied, the second in order from the large ante-chamber which
was entered from the staircase and in which even Gilbert Osmond's
rich devices had not been able to correct a look of rather grand
nudity.
Just beyond the threshold of the drawing-room she stopped
short, the reason for her doing so being that she had received an
impression. The impression had, in strictness, nothing
unprecedented; but she felt it as something new, and the
soundlessness of her step gave her time to take in the scene
before she interrupted it.
Madame Merle was there in her bonnet,
and Gilbert Osmond was talking to her; for a minute they were
unaware she had come in. Isabel had often seen that before,
certainly; but what she had not seen, or at least had not
noticed, was that their colloquy had for the moment converted
itself into a sort of familiar silence, from which she instantly
perceived that her entrance would startle them.
Madame Merle was
standing on the rug, a little way from the fire; Osmond was in a
deep chair, leaning back and looking at her. Her head was erect,
as usual, but her eyes were bent on his. What struck Isabel first
was that he was sitting while Madame Merle stood; there was an
anomaly in this that arrested her. Then she perceived that
they
had arrived at a desultory pause in their exchange of ideas and
were musing, face to face, with the freedom of old friends who
sometimes exchange ideas without uttering them.
There was nothing
to shock in this; they were old friends in fact. But
the thing
made an image, lasting only a moment, like a sudden flicker of
light. Their relative positions, their absorbed mutual gaze,
struck her as something detected.



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"He's very much in love," said Isabel.

"Very much--for him."

"Very much for Pansy, you might say as well."

Madame Merle dropped her eyes a moment. "Don't you think she's
attractive?"

"The dearest little person possible--but very limited."

"She ought to be all the easier for Mr. Rosier to love. Mr.
Rosier's not
unlimited."

"No," said Isabel, "he has about the extent of one's
pocket-handkerchief
--the small ones with lace borders." Her
humour had lately turned a good deal to sarcasm, but in a moment
she was ashamed of exercising it on so innocent an object as
Pansy's suitor. "He's very kind, very honest," she presently
added; "and he's not such a fool as he seems."


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But you're not in love."

"Ah, yes I am, Mrs. Osmond!"

Isabel shook her head. "You like to think you are while you sit
here with me. But that's not how you strike me."

"I'm not like the young man in the doorway. I admit that. But
what makes it so unnatural? Could any one in the world be more
loveable than Miss Osmond?"

"No one, possibly. But love has nothing to do with good reasons."

"I don't agree with you. I'm delighted to have good reasons."

"Of course you are. If you were really in love you wouldn't care
a straw for them."

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She met his eyes, and for a moment they looked straight at each
other. If she wished to be satisfied she saw something that
satisfied her; she saw in his expression the gleam of an idea
that she was uneasy on her own account--that she was perhaps even
in fear. It showed a suspicion, not a hope, but such as it was it
told her what she wanted to know. Not for an instant should he
suspect her of detecting in his proposal of marrying her
step-daughter an implication of increased nearness to herself, or
of thinking it, on such a betrayal, ominous. In that brief,
extremely personal gaze, however, deeper meanings passed between
them than they were conscious of at the moment
.


Chapter 44


The Countess Gemini was often extremely bored--bored, in her own
phrase, to extinction
. She had not been extinguished, however,
and she struggled bravely enough with her destiny, which had been
to marry an unaccommodating Florentine who insisted upon living
in his native town, where he enjoyed such consideration as might
attach to a gentleman whose talent for losing at cards had not
the merit of being incidental to an obliging disposition.
The
Count Gemini was not liked even by those who won from him; and he
bore a name which, having a measurable value in Florence, was,
like the local coin of the old Italian states, without currency
in other parts of the peninsula. In Rome he was simply a very
dull Florentine,
and it is not remarkable that he should not have
cared to pay frequent visits to a place where, to carry it off,
his dulness needed more explanation than was convenient. The
Countess lived with her eyes upon Rome, and it was the constant
grievance of her life that she had not an habitation there.





She had always observed that she got on better with clever
women than with silly ones like herself; the silly ones could
never understand her wisdom, whereas the clever ones--the
really clever ones--always understood her silliness. It
appeared to her that, different as they were in appearance and
general style, Isabel and she had somewhere a patch of common
ground that they would set their feet upon at last. It was not
very large, but it was firm
, and they should both know it when
once they had really touched it.





The Countess seemed to her to have no soul; she was like a
bright rare shell, with a polished surface and a remarkably
pink
lip, in which something would rattle when you shook it.
This rattle was apparently the Countess's spiritual principle,
a little loose nut that tumbled about inside of her
.
She was too odd for disdain, too anomalous for comparisons.
Isabel would have invited her again (there was no question of
inviting the Count); but Osmond, after his marriage, had not
scrupled to say frankly that Amy was a fool of the worst species
--a fool whose folly had the irrepressibility of genius. He said
at another time that she had no heart; and he added in a moment
that
she had given it all away--in small pieces, like a frosted
wedding-cake.





She was curious, moreover; for one of the impressions of her
former visit had been that her brother had found his match.
Before the marriage she had been sorry for Isabel, so sorry as to
have had serious thoughts--if any of the Countess's thoughts were
serious--of putting her on her guard. But she had let that pass,
and after a little she was reassured. Osmond was as lofty as
ever, but his wife would not be an easy victim.
The Countess was
not very exact at measurements, but it seemed to her that if
Isabel should draw herself up she would be the taller spirit of
the two. What she wanted to learn now was whether Isabel had
drawn herself up; it would give her immense pleasure to see
Osmond overtopped.





Her mother was not at all like Isabel's friend; the Countess
could see at a glance that this lady was much more contemporary;
and she received an impression of the improvements that were
taking place--chiefly in distant countries--in the character
(the professional character) of literary ladies. Her mother
had been used to wear a Roman scarf thrown over a pair of
shoulders timorously bared of their tight black velvet (oh
the old clothes!) and a gold laurel-wreath set upon a multitude
of glossy ringlets. She had spoken softly and vaguely, with
the accent of her "Creole" ancestors, as she always confessed;
she sighed a great deal and was not at all enterprising. But
Henrietta, the Countess could see, was always closely buttoned
and compactly braided; there was something brisk and business-like
in her appearance; her manner was almost conscientiously familiar.
It was as impossible to imagine her ever vaguely sighing as to
imagine a letter posted without its address.


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"I'm not sure that I understand you about Lord Warburton."

"Understand me? I mean he's very nice, that's all."

"Do you consider it nice to make love to married women?"
Henrietta enquired with unprecedented
distinctness.

The Countess stared, and then with a little violent laugh:"It's
certain all the nice men do it. Get married and you'll see!"
she
added.

"That idea would be enough to prevent me," said Miss Stackpole
.
"I should want my own husband; I shouldn't want any one else's.
Do you mean that Isabel's guilty--guilty--?" And she paused a
little, choosing her expression.

"Do I mean she's guilty? Oh dear no, not yet, I hope. I only mean
that Osmond's very tiresome and that Lord Warburton, as I hear,
is a great deal at the house. I'm afraid you're scandalised."


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"What did she go and marry him for? If she had listened to me she'd
have got rid of him. I'll forgive her, however, if I find she has
made things
hot for him! If she has simply allowed him to trample
upon her I don't know that I shall even pity her. But I don't
think that's very likely. I count upon finding that if she's
miserable she has at least made HIM so."


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She was on the whole rather disappointed in the Countess, whose
mind moved in a narrower circle than she had imagined, though
with a capacity for coarseness even there. "It will be better
if they love each other," she said for edification.

"They can't. He can't love any one."

"I presumed that was the case. But it only aggravates my fear
for Isabel. I shall positively start to-morrow."

"Isabel certainly has devotees," said the Countess, smiling very
vividly. "I declare I don't pity her."

"It may be I can't assist her," Miss Stackpole pursued, as if it
were well not to have illusions.

"You can have wanted to, at any rate; that's something. I
believe that's what you came from America for," the Countess
suddenly added.

"Yes, I wanted to look after her," Henrietta said serenely.

Her hostess stood there smiling at her with small bright eyes and
an
eager-looking nose; with cheeks into each of which a flush had
come. "Ah, that's very pretty c'est bien gentil! Isn't it what
they call friendship?"


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She left the inn and pursued her course along the quay to the
severe portico of the Uffizi, through which she presently
reached the entrance of the famous gallery of paintings. Making
her way in, she ascended the high staircase which leads to the
upper chambers. The long corridor, glazed on one side and decorated
with antique busts
, which gives admission to these apartments,
presented an empty vista in which the bright winter light
twinkled upon the marble floor. The gallery is very cold and
during the midwinter weeks but
scantily visited.

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"I want you to do me a favour," Miss Stackpole went on.

Caspar Goodwood frowned a little, but he expressed no
embarrassment at the sense of not looking eager. His face was
that of a much older man than our earlier friend. "I'm sure it's
something I shan't like," he said rather loudly.

"No, I don't think you'll like it. If you did it would be no
favour."

"Well, let's hear it," he went on in the tone of a man quite
conscious of his patience
.

"You may say there's no particular reason why you should do me a
favour. Indeed I only know of one: the fact that if you'd let me
I'd gladly do you one." Her soft, exact tone, in which there was
no attempt at effect, had an extreme sincerity; and her
companion, though he presented rather a hard surface, couldn't help
being touched by it. When he was touched he rarely showed it,
however, by the usual signs; he neither blushed, nor looked away,
nor looked conscious. He only fixed his attention more directly;
he seemed to consider with added firmness.




He thought her very remarkable, very brilliant, and he had, in
theory, no objection to the class to which she belonged. Lady
correspondents appeared to him a part of the natural scheme of
things in a progressive country
, and though he never read their
letters he supposed that they ministered somehow to social
prosperity.





He had no wish whatever to allude to Mrs. Osmond; he was NOT
always thinking of her; he was perfectly sure of that. He was
the most reserved, the least colloquial of men, and this
enquiring authoress was
constantly flashing her lantern
into the quiet darkness of his soul
.




He hated the European railway-carriages, in which one sat for
hours in a vise, knee to knee and nose to nose with a foreigner
to whom one presently found one's self objecting with all the
added vehemence of one's wish to have the window open;
and if
they were worse at night even than by day, at least at night
one could sleep and dream of an American saloon-car. But he
couldn't take a night-train when Miss Stackpole was starting
in the morning; it struck him that this would be an insult
to an
unprotected woman. Nor could he wait until after she
had gone unless he should wait longer than he had patience for.
It wouldn't do to start the next day. She worried him; she
oppressed him; the idea of spending the day in a European
railway-carriage with her offered a complication of irritations.
Still, she was a lady travelling alone; it was his duty to put
himself out for her.
There could be no two questions about
that; it was a perfectly clear necessity. He looked extremely
grave for some moments and then said, wholly without the flourish
of gallantry but in a tone of extreme distinctness
, "Of course if
you're going to-morrow I'll go too, as I may be of assistance to
you."


Chapter 45


He wished her to have no freedom of mind, and he knew perfectly
well that Ralph was an
apostle of freedom. It was just because
he was this, Isabel said to herself, that it was a refreshment
to go and see him. It will be perceived that she partook of this
refreshment in spite of her husband's aversion to it, that is
partook of it, as she flattered herself, discreetly. She had not
as yet undertaken to act in direct opposition to his wishes; he
was her appointed and inscribed master; she gazed at moments
with a sort of
incredulous blankness at this fact. It weighed
upon her imagination
, however; constantly present to her mind
were all the traditionary decencies and sanctities of marriage.
The idea of violating them filled her with shame as well as
with dread, for on giving herself away she had lost sight of
this contingency in the perfect belief that her husband's
intentions were as generous as her own. She seemed to see,
none the less, the rapid approach of
the day when she should
have to
take back something she had solemnly bestown. Such a
ceremony would be
odious and monstrous;





Ralph never said a word against him, but Osmond's sore, mute
protest was none the less founded. If he should positively
interpose, if he should put forth his authority, she would have
to decide, and that wouldn't be easy. The prospect made her heart
beat and her cheeks burn, as I say, in advance; there were
moments when, in her wish to avoid an open rupture, she found
herself wishing Ralph would start even at a risk. And it was of
no use that, when catching herself in this state of mind, she
called herself a feeble spirit, a coward. It was not that she
loved Ralph less, but that almost anything seemed preferable to
repudiating the most serious act--the single sacred act--of her
life. That appeared to make the whole future hideous. To break
with Osmond once would be to break for ever; any open
acknowledgement of irreconcilable needs would be an admission
that their whole attempt had proved a failure. For them there
could be no condonement, no compromise, no easy forgetfulness, no
formal readjustment.
They had attempted only one thing, but that
one thing was to have been exquisite
. Once they missed it nothing
else would do; there was no conceivable substitute for that
success.
For the moment, Isabel went to the Hotel de Paris as
often as she thought well; the measure of propriety was in the
canon of taste, and there couldn't have been a better proof that
morality was, so to speak, a matter of earnest appreciation
.


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"I think I guess your question," Ralph answered from his
arm-chair, out of which his thin legs protruded at greater length
than ever.

"Very possibly you guess it. Please then answer it."

"Oh, I don't say I can do that."

"You're intimate with him," she said; "you've a great deal of
observation of him."

"Very true. But think how he must dissimulate!"

"Why should he dissimulate? That's not his nature."

"Ah, you must remember that the circumstances are peculiar," said
Ralph with an air of private amusement.

"To a certain extent--yes. But is he really in love?"

"Very much, I think. I can make that out."

"Ah!" said Isabel with a certain dryness.

Ralph looked at her as if his mild hilarity had been touched with
mystification. "You say that as if you were disappointed."

Isabel got up, slowly smoothing her gloves and eyeing them
thoughtfully. "It's after all no business of mine."

"You're very philosophic," said her cousin. And then in a moment:
"May I enquire what you're talking about?"

Isabel stared. "I thought you knew. Lord Warburton tells me he
wants, of all things in the world, to marry Pansy. I've told you
that before, without eliciting a comment from you. You might risk
one this morning, I think. Is it your belief that he really cares
for her?"

"Ah, for Pansy, no!" cried Ralph very positively.

"But you said just now he did."

Ralph waited a moment. "That he cared for you, Mrs. Osmond."

Isabel shook her head gravely. "That's nonsense, you know."

"Of course it is. But the nonsense is Warburton's, not mine."


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"Does he really think it?"

"Ah, what Warburton really thinks--!" said Ralph.

Isabel fell to smoothing her gloves again;they were long, loose
gloves on which she could freely expend herself
. Soon, however,
she looked up, and then, "Ah, Ralph, you give me no help!" she
cried abruptly and passionately.

It was the first time she had alluded to the need for help, and
the words shook her cousin with their violence. He gave a long
murmur of relief, of pity, of tenderness; it seemed to him that
at last the gulf between them had been bridged. It was this that
made him exclaim in a moment: "How unhappy you must be!"


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Isabel found herself able to smile as well as he. "He knows me
well enough not to have expected me to push. He himself has no
intention of pushing, I presume. I'm not afraid I shall not be
able to justify myself!" she said lightly.

Her mask had dropped for an instant, but she had put it on again,
to Ralph's
infinite disappointment. He had caught a glimpse of
her natural face and he
wished immensely to look into it. He had
an almost savage desire to hear her complain of her husband--hear
her say that she should be held accountable for Lord Warburton's
defection. Ralph was certain that this was her situation; he knew
by instinct, in advance, the form that in such an event Osmond's
displeasure would take. It could only take the meanest and
cruellest.





He tried and tried again to make her betray Osmond; he felt
cold-blooded, cruel, dishonourable almost, in doing so. But
it scarcely mattered, for be only failed. What had she come
for then, and why did she seem almost to offer him a chance to
violate their tacit convention? Why did she ask him his advice if
she gave him no liberty to answer her? How could they talk of her
domestic embarrassments, as it pleased her humorously to
designate them, if the principal factor was not to be mentioned?



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Ralph took an inward resolution that she shouldn't leave him
without his letting her know that he knew everything: it seemed
too great an opportunity to lose. "Do you know what his interest
will make him say?" he asked as he took her hand. She shook her
head, rather dryly--not discouragingly--and he went on. "It will
make him say that your want of zeal is owing to jealousy." He
stopped a moment; her face made him afraid.

"To jealousy?"

"To jealousy of his daughter."

She blushed red and threw back her head. "You're not kind," she
said in a voice that he had never heard on her lips.

"Be frank with me and you'll see," he answered.

But she made no reply; she only pulled her hand out of his own,
which he tried still to hold, and rapidly withdrew from the room.


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Pansy was already dressed; she was always in advance of the time:
it seemed to illustrate her pretty patience and the graceful
stillness with which she could sit and wait. At present she was
seated, in her fresh array, before the bed-room fire; she had
blown out her candles on the completion of her toilet, in
accordance with the economical habits in which she had been brought
up sand which she was now more careful than ever to observe; so that
the room was lighted only by a couple of logs. The rooms in
Palazzo Roccanera were as spacious as they were numerous, and
Pansy's virginal bower was an immense chamber with a dark,
heavily-timbered ceiling. Its diminutive mistress, in the midst
of it, appeared but
a speck of humanity



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She felt no bitterness toward her father; there was no bitterness
in her heart; there was only the sweetness of fidelity to Edward
Rosier, and a strange, exquisite intimation that she could prove
it better by remaining single than even by marrying him.

"Your father would like you to make a better marriage," said
Isabel. "Mr. Rosier's fortune is not at all large."

"How do you mean better--if that would be good enough? And I have
myself so little money; why should I look for a fortune?"

"Your having so little is a reason for looking for more." With
which Isabel was grateful for the dimness of the room; she felt
as if her face were hideously insincere. It was what she was
doing for Osmond; it was what one had to do for Osmond! Pansy's
solemn eyes, fixed on her own, almost embarrassed her; she was
ashamed to think she had made so light of the girl's preference.

"What should you like me to do?" her companion softly demanded.

The question was a terrible one, and Isabel took refuge in
timorous vagueness. "To remember all the pleasure it's in your
power to give your father."


"To marry some one else, you mean--if he should ask me?"

For a moment Isabel's answer caused itself to be waited for; then
she heard herself utter it in the stillness that Pansy's
attention seemed to make. "Yes--to marry some one else."

The child's eyes grew more penetrating; Isabel believed she was
doubting her sincerity, and the impression took force from her
slowly getting up from her cushion. She stood there a moment with
her small hands unclasped and then quavered out: "Well, I hope no
one will ask me!"


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Pansy said nothing for a moment; she only continued to smile as
if she were in possession of a bright assurance. "There's no
danger--no danger!" she declared at last.

There was a conviction in the way she said this, and a felicity
in her believing it, which conduced to Isabel's awkwardness. She
felt accused of dishonesty, and the idea was disgusting. To
repair her self-respect she was on the point of saying that Lord
Warburton had let her know that there was a danger. But she
didn't; she only said--in her embarrassment rather wide of the
mark--that he surely had been most kind, most friendly.

"Yes, he has been very kind," Pansy answered. "That's what I like
him for."

"Why then is the difficulty so great?"

"I've always felt sure of his knowing that I don't want--what did
you say I should do?--to encourage him. He knows I don't want to
marry, and he wants me to know that he therefore won't trouble
me. That's the meaning of his kindness. It's as if he said to me:
'I like you very much, but if it doesn't please you I'll never
say it again.' I think that's very kind, very noble," Pansy went
on with deepening positiveness. "That is all we've said to each
other. And he doesn't care for me either. Ah no, there's no
danger."

Isabel was touched with wonder at the depths of perception of
which this submissive little person was capable; she felt afraid
of Pansy's wisdom--began almost to retreat before it. "You must
tell your father that," she remarked reservedly.

"I think I'd rather not," Pansy unreservedly answered.

"You oughtn't to let him have false hopes."

"Perhaps not; but it will be good for me that he should. So long
as he believes that Lord Warburton intends anything of the kind
you say, papa won't propose any one else. And that will be an
advantage for me,
" said the child very lucidly.

There was something brilliant in her lucidity, and it made her
companion draw a long breath. It relieved this friend of a heavy
responsibility.
Pansy had a sufficient illumination of her own,
and Isabel felt that she herself just now had no light to spare
from her small stock
. Nevertheless it still clung to her that she
must be loyal to Osmond, that she was on her honour in dealing
with his daughter. Under the influence of this sentiment she
threw out another suggestion before she retired--a suggestion
with which it seemed to her that she should have done her utmost.

"Your father takes for granted at least that you would like to
marry a nobleman."

Pansy stood in the open doorway; she had drawn back the curtain
for Isabel to pass. "I think Mr. Rosier looks like one!" she
remarked very
gravely.



Chapter 46


"As you say, he's an odd fish."

"Apparently he has forgotten it," said Osmond. "Be so good
as to remind him."

"Should you like me to write to him?" she demanded.

"I've no objection whatever."

"You expect too much of me."

"Ah yes, I expect a great deal of you."

"I'm afraid I shall disappoint you," said Isabel.

"My expectations have survived a good deal of disappointment."

"Of course I know that. Think how I must have disappointed
myself! If you really wish hands laid on Lord Warburton you must
lay them yourself
."

For a couple of minutes Osmond answered nothing; then he said:
"That won't be easy, with you working against me."

Isabel started; she felt herself beginning to tremble. He had a
way of looking at her through half-closed eyelids, as if he were
thinking of her but scarcely saw her, which seemed to her to have
a wonderfully cruel intention. It appeared to recognise her as a
disagreeable necessity of thought, but to ignore her for the time
as a presence.


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"I told you I would do what I could," she went on.

"Yes, that gained you time."

It came over her, after he had said this, that she had once
thought him beautiful. "How much you must want to make sure of
him!" she exclaimed in a moment.

She had no sooner spoken than she perceived the full reach of her
words, of which she had not been conscious in uttering them. They
made a comparison between Osmond and herself, recalled the fact
that
she had once held this coveted treasure in her hand and felt
herself rich enough to let it fall
. A momentary exultation took
possession of her--a horrible
delight in having wounded him; for
his face instantly told her that none of the force of her
exclamation was lost. He expressed nothing otherwise, however; he
only said quickly:
"Yes, I want it immensely."

At this moment a servant came in to usher a visitor, and he was
followed the next by Lord Warburton, who received a visible check
on seeing Osmond. He looked rapidly from the master of the house
to the mistress; a movement that seemed to denote a reluctance to
interrupt or even a perception of ominous conditions. Then he
advanced, with his English address, in which a vague shyness
seemed to offer itself as an element of good-breeding; in which
the only defect was a difficulty in achieving transitions. Osmond
was embarrassed; he found nothing to say;




A complex operation, as she sat there, went on in her mind.
On one side she listened to their visitor; said what was
proper to him; read, more or less, between the lines of what
he said himself; and wondered how he would have spoken if he
had found her alone. On the other she had a perfect
consciousness of Osmond's emotion. She felt almost sorry for
him; he was condemned to the sharp pain of loss without the
relief of cursing. He had had a great hope, and now, as he saw
it vanish into smoke, he was obliged to sit and smile and twirl
his thumbs. Not that he troubled himself to smile very brightly;
he treated their friend on the whole to as vacant a countenance
as so clever a man could very well wear
. It was indeed a part
of Osmond's cleverness that he could look
consummately uncompromised.
His present appearance, however, was not a confession of
disappointment; it was simply a part of Osmond's habitual system,
which was to be
inexpressive exactly in proportion as he was
really intent
.

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"Just now I wish to go to bed. I'm very tired."

"Sit down and rest; I shall not keep you long. Not there--take a
comfortable place." And he arranged a multitude of cushions that
were scattered in picturesque disorder upon a vast divan. This
was not, however, where she seated herself; she dropped into the
nearest chair. The fire had gone out; the lights in the great
room were few. She drew her cloak about her; she felt mortally
cold. "I think you're trying to
humiliate me," Osmond went on.
"It's a most
absurd undertaking."

"I haven't the least idea what you mean," she returned.

"You've played a very deep game; you've managed it beautifully."

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"I don't insult you; I'm incapable of it. I merely speak of
certain facts, and if the allusion's an injury to you the fault's
not mine
. It's surely a fact that you have kept all this matter
quite in your own hands."

"Are you going back to Lord Warburton?" Isabel asked. "I'm very
tired of his name."

"You shall hear it again before we've done with it."

She had spoken of his insulting her, but it suddenly seemed to
her that this ceased to be a pain. He was going down--down; the
vision of such a fall made her almost giddy: that was the only
pain. He was too strange, too different; he didn't touch her.
Still,
the working of his morbid passion was extraordinary, and
she felt a rising curiosity to know in what light he saw himself
justified.
"I might say to you that I judge you've nothing to say
to me that's worth hearing," she returned in a moment. "But I
should perhaps be wrong. There's a thing that would be worth my
hearing--to know in the plainest words of what it is you accuse
me."

"Of having prevented Pansy's marriage to Warburton.
Are those
words plain enough?
"

"On the contrary, I took a great interest in it. I told you so;
and when you told me that you counted on me--that I think was
what you said--I accepted the obligation. I was a fool to do so,
but I did it
."

"You pretended to do it, and you even pretended reluctance to
make me more willing to trust you. Then you began to use your
ingenuity to get him out of the way."

"I think I see what you mean," said Isabel.

"Where's the letter you told me he had written me?" her husband
demanded.

"I haven't the least idea; I haven't asked him."

"You stopped it on the way," said Osmond.

Isabel slowly got up; standing there in her white cloak, which
covered her to her feet,
she might have represented the angel of
disdain, first cousin to that of pity.
"Oh, Gilbert, for a man
who was so fine--!" she exclaimed in a long murmur.


"I was never so fine as you. You've done everything you wanted.
You've got him out of the say without appearing to do so, and
you've placed me in the position in which you wished to see me--
that of a man who has tried to marry his daughter to a lord, but
has
grotesquely failed."


Chapter 47


Madame Merle had ceased to minister to Isabel's happiness,
who found herself wondering whether the most discreet
of women might not also by chance be the most
dangerous.
Sometimes, at night, she had strange visions;
she seemed to see
her husband and her friend--his friend--in dim, indistinguishable
combination
. It seemed to her that she had not done with her;
this lady had something in reserve. Isabel's imagination applied
itself actively to this elusive point, but every now and then it
was checked by a nameless dread, so that when the charming woman
was away from Rome she had almost a consciousness of respite.





Since then he had been the most discordant survival of her
earlier time--the only one in fact with which a permanent
pain was associated. He had left her that morning with a sense
of the most
superfluous of shocks: it was like a collision between
vessels in broad daylight. There had been no mist, no hidden
current to excuse it, and she herself had only wished to steer
wide. He had bumped against her prow, however, while her hand was
on the tiller, and--to complete the metaphor--had given the
lighter vessel a strain which still occasionally betrayed itself
in a faint creaking.
It had been horrid to see him, because he
represented the only serious harm that (to her belief) she had
ever done in the world: he was the only person with an
unsatisfied claim on her.
She had made him unhappy, she couldn't
help it; and his unhappiness was a grim reality. She had cried
with rage, after he had left her, at--she hardly knew what: she
tried to think it had been at his want of consideration.
He had
come to her with his
unhappiness when her own bliss was so
perfect;





She had no faith in Mr. Goodwood's compensations and no
esteem for them. A cotton factory was not a compensation for
anything--least of all for having failed to marry Isabel Archer.

And yet, beyond that, she hardly knew what he had--save of course
his intrinsic qualities. Oh, he was intrinsic enough; she never
thought of his even looking for artificial aids. If he extended
his business--that, to the best of her belief, was the only form
exertion could take with him--it would be because it was an
enterprising thing, or good for the business; not in the least
because he might hope it would overlay the past. This gave his
figure a kind of bareness and bleakness which made the accident
of meeting it in memory or in apprehension a peculiar concussion;
it was deficient in the social drapery commonly muffling, in an
overcivilized age, the sharpness of human contacts.
His perfect
silence, moreover, the fact that she never heard from him and
very seldom heard any mention of him,
deepened this impression of
his
loneliness.





Henrietta Stackpole, it may well be imagined, was more punctual,
and Isabel was largely favoured with the society of her friend.
She threw herself into it, for now that she had made such a point
of keeping her conscience clear, that was one way of proving she
had not been superficial--the more so as the years, in their
flight, had rather
enriched than blighted those peculiarities
which had been humorously criticised by persons less interested
than Isabel, and which were still marked enough to give loyalty a
spice of heroism
. Henrietta was as keen and quick and fresh as
ever, and as
neat and bright and fair. Her remarkably open eyes,
lighted like great glazed railway-stations, had put up no
shutters; her attire had lost none of its crispness, her opinions
none of their national reference
.She was by no means quite
unchanged, however it struck Isabel she had grown vague. Of old
she had never been vague; though undertaking many enquiries at
once, she had managed to be entire and pointed about each. She
had a reason for everything she did;
she fairly bristled with
motives.


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"Yes, I'm wretched," she said very mildly. She hated to hear
herself say it; she tried to say it as judicially as possible.

"What does he do to you?" Henrietta asked, frowning as if she
were
enquiring into the operations of a quack doctor.

"He does nothing. But he doesn't like me."

"He's very hard to please! " cried Miss Stackpole. "Why don't you
leave him?"

"I can't change that way," Isabel said.

"Why not, I should like to know? You won't confess that you've
made a mistake. You're too proud."

"I don't know whether I'm too proud. But I can't publish my
mistake. I don't think that's
decent. I'd much rather die."

"You won't think so always," said Henrietta.

"I don't know what great unhappiness might bring me to; but it
seems to me I shall always be ashamed. One must accept one's
deeds. I married him before all the world; I was perfectly free;
it was impossible to do anything more deliberate.
One can't
change that way," Isabel repeated.

"You HAVE changed, in spite of the impossibility. I hope you
don't mean to say you like him."

Isabel debated. "No, I don't like him. I can tell you, because
I'm weary of my secret.
But that's enough; I can't announce it on
the housetops."


Henrietta gave a laugh. "Don't you think you're rather too
considerate?"

"It's not of him that I'm considerate--it's of myself!" Isabel
answered.


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She complained to Isabel that Miss Osmond had a little look
as if she should remember everything one said. "I don't want
to be remembered that way," Miss Stackpole declared; "I
consider that my conversation refers only to the moment,
like the morning papers. Your stepdaughter, as she sits
there, looks as if she kept all the back numbers and would bring
them out some day against me."
She could not teach herself to
think favourably of Pansy, whose absence of initiative, of
conversation, of personal claims, seemed to her, in a girl of
twenty, unnatural and even uncanny.


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"Your cousin I have always thought a conceited ass--besides his
being the most ill-favoured animal I know. Then it's insufferably
tiresome that one can't tell him so; one must spare him on account
of his health. His health seems to me the best part of him; it
gives him privileges enjoyed by no one else. If he's so desperately
ill there's only one way to prove it; but he seems to have no mind
for that
. I can't say much more for the great Warburton. When one
really thinks of it, the cool insolence of that performance was
something rare! He comes and looks at one's daughter as if she
were a suite of apartments; he tries the door-handles and looks
out of the windows, raps on the walls and almost thinks he'll
take the place. Will you be so good as to draw up a lease? Then,
on the whole, he decides that the rooms are too small; he
doesn't think he could live on a third floor; he must look out
for a piano nobile. And he goes away after having got a month's
lodging in the poor little apartment for nothing
. Miss Stackpole,
however, is your most wonderful invention. She strikes me as a
kind of monster. One hasn't a nerve in one's body that she
doesn't set quivering. You know I never have admitted that she's
a woman. Do you know what she reminds me of?
Of a new steel pen--
the most odious thing in nature. She talks as a steel pen writes
;
aren't her letters, by the way, on ruled paper?
She thinks and
moves and walks and looks exactly as she talks
. "





They met him twice in the street, but he had no appearance of
seeing them; they were driving, and he had a habit of looking
straight in front of him, as if he proposed to take in but one
object at a time
. Isabel could have fancied she had seen him
the day before; it must have been with just that face and step
that he had walked out of Mrs. Touchett's door at the close
of their last interview. He was dressed just as he had been
dressed on that day, Isabel remembered the colour of his
cravat; and yet in spite of this familiar look there was a
strangeness in his figure too, something that made her feel
it afresh to be rather
terrible he should have come to Rome.
He looked bigger and more overtopping than of old, and in
those days he certainly reached high enough. She noticed
that the people whom he passed looked back after him; but
he went straight forward
, lifting above them a face like a
February sky.





He got on much better with Osmond than had seemed probable.
Osmond had a great dislike to being counted on; in such a case
be had an irresistible need of disappointing you. It was in
virtue of this principle that he gave himself the entertainment
of taking a fancy to
a perpendicular Bostonian whom he bad been
depended upon to treat with
coldness. He asked Isabel if Mr.
Goodwood also had wanted to marry her, and expressed surprise
at her not having accepted him. It would have been an excellent
thing,
like living under some tall belfry which would strike all
the hours and make a queer vibration in the upper air.
He
declared he liked to talk with the great Goodwood; it wasn't
easy at first, you had to climb up an interminable steep
staircase up to the top of the tower; but when you got
there you had a big view and felt a little fresh breeze.





Gilbert said to Isabel that he was very original; he was as
strong and of as good a style as an English portmanteau,--he
had plenty of straps and buckles which would never wear out,
and a capital patent lock.




A singular change had in fact occurred in this lady's relations
with Ralph Touchett. She had not been asked by Isabel to go and
see him, but on hearing that he was too ill to come out had
immediately gone of her own motion. After this she had paid him a
daily visit--always under the conviction that they were great
enemies. "Oh yes, we're intimate enemies," Ralph used to say; and
he accused her freely--as freely as the humour of it would allow
--of coming to worry him to death. In reality they became
excellent friends, Henrietta much wondering that she should never
have liked him before. Ralph liked her exactly as much as he had
always done; he had never doubted for a moment that she was an
excellent fellow.





He felt very sorry for that unclassable personage; he couldn't
bear to see a pleasant man, so pleasant for all his queerness,
so beyond anything to be done.





She had a plan of making him travel northward with her cousin
as soon as the first mild weather should allow it. Lord Warburton
had brought Ralph to Rome and Mr. Goodwood should take him away.
There seemed a happy symmetry in this,
and she was now intensely
eager that Ralph should depart. She had a constant fear he would
die there before her eyes and a horror of the occurrence of this
event at an inn, by her door, which he had so rarely entered.
Ralph must sink to his last rest in his own dear house, in one
of those deep, dim chambers of Gardencourt where the dark ivy
would cluster round the edges of the glimmering window. There
seemed to Isabel in these days something sacred in Gardencourt;
no chapter of the past was more perfectly irrecoverable.
When
she thought of the months she had spent there the tears rose
to her eyes.



Chapter 48


"I notify you then that I submit. Oh, I submit!" And it was
perhaps a sign of submission that a few minutes after she had
left him alone he burst into a loud fit of laughter. It seemed to
him so inconsequent, such a conclusive proof of his having
abdicated all functions and renounced all exercise, that he
should start on a journey across Europe under the supervision of
Miss Stackpole. And the great oddity was that the prospect
pleased him; he was gratefully, luxuriously passive. He felt even
impatient to start; and indeed he had an immense longing to see
his own house again. The end of everything was at hand; it seemed
to him he could stretch out his arm and touch the goal. But he
wanted to die at home; it was the only wish he had left--to
extend himself in the large quiet room where he had last seen his
father lie, and close his eyes upon the summer dawn.


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"I want to be alone," said Isabel.

"You won't be that so long as you've so much company at home."

"Ah, they're part of the comedy. You others are spectators."

"Do you call it a comedy, Isabel Archer?" Henrietta rather grimly
asked
.

"The tragedy then if you like. You're all looking at me; it makes
me uncomfortable."

Henrietta engaged in this act for a while. "You're like the
stricken deer, seeking the innermost shade. Oh, you do give me
such a sense of helplessness!" she broke out.

"I'm not at all helpless. There are many things I mean to do."

"It's not you I'm speaking of; it's myself. It's too much, having
come on purpose, to leave you just as I find you
."

"You don't do that; you leave me much refreshed," Isabel said.

"Very mild refreshment--sour lemonade! I want you to promise me
something."

"I can't do that. I shall never make another promise. I made such
a solemn one four years ago, and I've succeeded so ill in keeping
it."

"You've had no encouragement. In this case I should give you the
greatest. Leave your husband before the worst comes; that's what
I want you to promise."

"The worst? What do you call the worst?"

"Before your character gets spoiled."

"Do you mean my disposition? It won't get spoiled," Isabel
answered, smiling. "I'm taking very good care of it. I'm
extremely struck," she added, turning away, "with the off-hand
way in which you speak of a woman's leaving her husband. It's
easy to see you've never had one!
"


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"Fortunately I'm not married. When you come to see me in England
I shall be able to entertain you with all the freedom of a
bachelor." He continued to talk as if they should certainly meet
again, and succeeded in making the assumption appear almost just.
He made no allusion to his term being near, to the probability
that he should not outlast the summer
. If he preferred it so,
Isabel was willing enough; the reality was sufficiently distinct
without their
erecting finger-posts in conversation.


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"Your husband wouldn't like that."

"No, he wouldn't like it. But I might go, all the same."

"I'm startled by the boldness of your imagination. Fancy my being
a cause of disagreement between a lady and her husband!"

"That's why I don't go," said Isabel simply--yet not very
lucidly.

Ralph understood well enough, however. "I should think so, with
all those occupations you speak of."

"It isn't that. I'm afraid," said Isabel. After a pause she
repeated, as if to make herself, rather than him, hear the words:
"I'm afraid."

Ralph could hardly tell what her tone meant; it was so strangely
deliberate--apparently so void of emotion. Did she wish to do
public penance for a fault of which she had not been convicted?
or were her words simply an attempt at enlightened self-analysis?
However this might be, Ralph could not resist so easy an
opportunity. "Afraid of your husband?"

"Afraid of myself!" she said, getting up. She stood there a
moment and then added: "If I were afraid of my husband that would
be simply my duty. That's what women are expected to be."

"Ah yes," laughed Ralph; "but to make up for it there's always
some man awfully afraid of some woman
!"

She gave no heed to this pleasantry, but suddenly took a
different turn. "With Henrietta at the head of your little band,"
she exclaimed abruptly, "there will be nothing left for Mr.
Goodwood!"

"Ah, my dear Isabel," Ralph answered, "he's used to that. There
is nothing left for Mr. Goodwood."


She coloured and then observed, quickly, that she must leave him.
They stood together a moment; both her hands were in both of his.
"You've been my best friend," she said.

"It was for you that I wanted--that I wanted to live. But I'm of
no use to you.
"

Then it came over her more poignantly that she should not see him
again.
She could not accept that; she could not part with him
that way. "If you should send for me I'd come," she said at last.

"Your husband won't consent to that."

"Oh yes, I can arrange it."

"I shall keep that for my last pleasure!" said Ralph.

In answer to which she simply kissed him.


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They sat down together, and Osmond, talkative, communicative,
expansive
, seemed possessed with a kind of intellectual gaiety.
He leaned back with his legs crossed, lounging and chatting,
while Goodwood, more restless, but not at all lively, shifted
his position, played with his hat, made the little sofa creak
beneath him. Osmond's face wore a sharp, aggressive smile; he
was as a man whose perceptions have been quickened by good news.


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"I'm very fond of Rome, you know," Osmond said; "but there's
nothing I like better than to meet people who haven't that
superstition. The modern world's after all very fine. Now you're
thoroughly modern and yet are not at all common. So many of the
moderns we see are such very
poor stuff. If they're the children
of the future we're willing to die young. Of course the
ancients
too are often very
tiresome. My wife and I like everything that's
really new--not the mere pretence of it. There's nothing new,
unfortunately, in ignorance and stupidity. We see plenty of that
in forms that offer themselves as a
revelation of progress, of
light. A
revelation of vulgarity! There's a certain kind of
vulgarity which I believe is really new; I don't think there ever
was anything like it before. Indeed I don't find
vulgarity, at
all, before the present century. You see a
faint menace of it
here and there in the last, but
to-day the air has grown so dense
that delicate things are literally not recognised
. Now, we've
liked you--!" With which he hesitated a moment, laying his hand
gently on Goodwood's knee and smiling with a mixture of assurance
and embarrassment. "I'm going to say something extremely offensive
and patronising, but you must let me have the satisfaction of it.
We've liked you because--because you've reconciled us a little to
the future
. If there are to be a certain number of people like
you--a la bonne heure!"

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Goodwood had only a vague sense that he was laying it on somehow;
he scarcely knew where the mixture was applied. Indeed he scarcely
knew what Osmond was talking about; he wanted to be alone with
Isabel, and that idea spoke louder to him than her husband's
perfectly-pitched voice. He watched her talking with other people
and wondered when she would be at liberty and whether he might
ask her to go into one of the other rooms. His humour was not,
like Osmond's, of the best;
there was an element of dull rage in
his consciousness of things
.




He accepted him as rather a brilliant personage of the
amateurish kind, afflicted with a redundancy of leisure
which it amused him to work off in little refinements
of conversation.
But he only half trusted him; he could
never make out why the deuce Osmond should lavish
refinements of any sort upon HIM. It made him suspect that
he found some private entertainment in it, and it ministered
to a general impression that his triumphant rival had in his
composition a streak of
perversity. He knew indeed that Osmond
could have no reason to wish him evil; he had nothing to fear
from him. He had carried off a supreme advantage and could afford
to be kind to a man who had lost everything. It was true that
Goodwood had at times grimly wished he were dead and would have
liked to kill him; but Osmond had no means of knowing this, for
practice had made the younger man perfect in the art of appearing
inaccessible to-day to any
violent emotion. He cultivated this
art in order to deceive himself, but it was others that he
deceived first. He cultivated it, moreover, with very limited
success; of which there could be no better proof than the deep,
dumb
irritation that reigned in his soul when he heard Osmond
speak of his wife's feelings as if he were commissioned to answer
for them
.




Osmond made more of a point even than usual of referring to
the conjugal harmony prevailing at Palazzo Roccanera. He had
been more careful than ever to speak as if he and his wife
had all things in sweet community and it were as natural to
each of them to say "we" as to say "I
". In all this there was
an air of intention that had puzzled and angered our poor
Bostonian,
who could only reflect for his comfort that Mrs.
Osmond's relations with her husband were none of his business.
He had no proof whatever that her husband misrepresented her,
and if he judged her by the surface of things was bound to
believe that she liked her life. She had never given him the
faintest sign of discontent.


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"You're very accommodating. We're immensely obliged to you; you
must really let me say it. My wife has probably expressed to you
what we feel. Touchett has been on our minds all winter; it has
looked more than once as if he would never leave Rome. He ought
never to have come; it's worse than an
imprudence for people in
that state to travel; it's a kind of
indelicacy. I wouldn't for
the world be under such an
obligation to Touchett as he has been
to--to my wife and me.
Other people inevitably have to look after
him, and every one isn't so generous as you."

"I've nothing else to do," Caspar said dryly.

Osmond looked at him a moment askance. "You ought to marry, and
then you'd have plenty to do! It's true that in that case you
wouldn't be quite so available for deeds of mercy."

"Do you find that as a married man you're so much occupied?" the
young man
mechanically asked.

"Ah, you see, being married's in itself an occupation. It isn't
always active; it's often passive; but that takes even more
attention. Then my wife and I do so many things together. We
read, we study, we make music, we walk, we drive--we talk even,
as when we first knew each other. I delight, to this hour, in my
wife's conversation. If you're ever bored take my advice and get
married. Your wife indeed may bore you, in that case; but you'll
never bore yourself. You'll always have something to say to
yourself--always have a subject of reflection.
"

"I'm not bored," said Goodwood. "I've plenty to think about and
to say to myself."

"More than to say to others!" Osmond exclaimed with a light
laugh. "Where shall you go next? I mean after you've consigned
Touchett to his natural caretakers--I believe his mother's at
last coming back to look after him. That little lady's superb;
she neglects her duties with a finish--!
Perhaps you'll spend the
summer in England?"

"I don't know. I've no plans."

"Happy man! That's a little bleak, but it's very free."

"Oh yes, I'm very free."

-------------------------------------------------------------

There was something perverse in the inveteracy with which she
avoided him; his unquenchable rancour discovered an intention
where there was certainly no appearance of one. There was
absolutely no appearance of one. She met his eyes with her
clear hospitable smile, which seemed almost to ask that he
would come and help her to entertain some of her visitors.
To such suggestions, however, he opposed but a stiff impatience.




Isabel would not sit down; she stood in the middle of the room
slowly fanning herself; she had for him the same familiar grace.
She seemed to wait for him to speak. Now that he was alone with
her all the passion he had never stifled surged into his senses;
it hummed in his eyes and made things swim round him. The bright,
empty room grew dim and blurred, and through the heaving veil he
felt her hover before him with gleaming eyes and parted lips.
If
he had seen more distinctly he would have perceived her smile was
fixed and a trifle forced--that she was frightened at what she saw
in his own face
.

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"I'm told you're unhappy, and if you are I should like to know
it. That would be something for me. But you yourself say you're
happy, and you're somehow so still, so smooth, so hard. You're
completely changed. You conceal everything; I haven't really
come
near you."

"You come very near," Isabel said gently, but in a tone of
warning.

"And yet I don't
touch you! I want to know the truth. Have you
done well?"

"You ask a great deal."

"Yes--I've always asked a great deal. Of course you won't tell
me. I shall never know if you can help it. And then it's none of
my business." He had spoken with a visible effort to control
himself, to give a considerate form to an inconsiderate state of
mind. But the sense that it was his last chance, that he loved
her and had lost her, that she would think him a fool whatever he
should say,
suddenly gave him a lash and added a deep vibration
to his low voice
.


Chapter 49



"Please don't talk of him," said Isabel for answer; "we've heard
so much of him of late."

Madame Merle bent her head on one side a little, protestingly,
and
smiled at the left corner of her mouth. "You've heard, yes.
But you must remember that I've not, in Naples. I hoped to find
him here and to be able to congratulate Pansy."

"You may congratulate Pansy still; but not on marrying Lord
Warburton."

"How you say that! Don't you know I had set my heart on it?"
Madame Merle asked with a great deal of spirit, but still with
the intonation of good-humour
.

Isabel was discomposed, but she was determined to be good-humoured
too. "You shouldn't have gone to Naples then. You should have
stayed here to watch the affair."


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Madame Merle, as we know, had been very discreet hitherto; she
had never criticised; she had been markedly afraid of
intermeddling. But apparently she had only reserved herself for
this occasion, since she now had a dangerous quickness in her eye
and an air of
irritation which even her admirable ease was not
able to transmute
. She had suffered a disappointment which excited
Isabel's surprise--our heroine having no knowledge of her zealous
interest in Pansy's marriage; and she betrayed it in a manner
which quickened Mrs. Osmond's alarm. More clearly than ever before
Isabel heard a cold, mocking voice proceed from she knew not
where, in the
dim void that surrounded her, and declare that this
bright, strong, definite, worldly woman, this incarnation of the
practical, the personal, the immediate, was a powerful agent in
her destiny.
She was nearer to her than Isabel had yet discovered,
and her nearness was not the charming accident she had so long
supposed. The sense of accident indeed had died within her that
day when she happened to be struck with the manner in which the
wonderful lady and her own husband sat together in private.





What was it that brought home to her that Madame Merle's
intention had not been good
? Nothing but the mistrust which
had lately
taken body and which married itself now to the
fruitful wonder produced by her visitor's challenge on behalf
of poor Pansy. There was something in this challenge which had
at the very outset excited an answering defiance; a nameless
vitality which she could see to have been absent from her
friend's professions of delicacy and caution.


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"You mean, of course," Madame Merle added, "that YOU are one
of the persons concerned."

"No; that's the last thing I mean. I'm very weary of it all."

Madame Merle hesitated a little. "Ah yes, your work's done."

"Take care what you say," said Isabel very gravely.

"Oh, I take care; never perhaps more than when it appears least.
Your husband judges you severely."

Isabel made for a moment no answer to this; she felt choked with
bitterness. It was not the insolence of Madame Merle's informing
her that Osmond had been
taking her into his confidence as
against his wife that struck her most
; for she was not quick to
believe that this was meant for insolence. Madame Merle was very
rarely insolent, and only when it was exactly right. It was not
right now, or at least it was not right yet. What touched Isabel
like a drop of
corosive acid upon an open wound was the knowledge
that Osmond
dishonoured her in his words as well as in his
thoughts.
"Should you like to know how I judge HIM? " she asked
at last.

"No, because you'd never tell me. And it would be painful for me
to know."

There was a pause, and for the first time since she had known her
Isabel thought Madame Merle disagreeable. She wished she would
leave her. "Remember how attractive Pansy is, and don't despair,"
she said abruptly, with a desire that this should close their
interview.

But Madame Merle's expansive presence underwent no contraction.
She only
gathered her mantle about her and, with the movement,
scattered upon the air a faint, agreeable fragrance
.

-------------------------------------------------------------

"Now don't be heroic, don't be unreasonable, don't take offence.
It seems to me I do you an honour in speaking so. I don't know
another woman to whom I would do it. I haven't the least idea
that any other woman would tell me the truth. And don't you see
how well it is that your husband should know it? It's true that
he doesn't appear to have had any tact whatever in trying to
extract it; he has indulged in gratuitous suppositions. But
that doesn't alter the fact that it would make a difference
in his view of his daughter's prospects to know distinctly
what really occurred. If Lord Warburton simply got tired of
the poor child, that's one thing, and it's a pity. If he
gave her up to please you it's another. That's a pity too, but in
a different way. Then, in the latter case, you'd perhaps resign
yourself to not being pleased--to simply seeing your
step-daughter married. Let him off--let us have him!"


Madame Merle had proceeded very deliberately, watching her
companion and apparently thinking she could proceed safely. As
she went on Isabel grew pale; she clasped her hands more tightly
in her lap. It was not that her visitor had at last thought it
the right time to be insolent; for this was not what was most
apparent. It was a worse horror than that. "Who are you--what are
you?" Isabel murmured. "What have you to do with my husband?"
It was strange that for the moment she drew as near to him as if
she had loved him.

"Ah then, you take it heroically! I'm very sorry. Don't think,
however, that I shall do so."

"What have you to do with me?" Isabel went on.

Madame Merle slowly got up, stroking her muff, but not removing
her eyes from Isabel's face. "Everything!" she answered.

Isabel sat there looking up at her, without rising; her face was
almost a prayer to be
enlightened. But the light of this woman's
eyes seemed only a darkness. "Oh
misery!" she murmured at last;
and she fell back, covering her face with her hands. It had come
over her like a high-surging wave that Mrs. Touchett was right.
Madame Merle had married her.





She had long before this taken old Rome into her confidence,
for in a world of ruins the ruin of her happiness seemed a
less unnatural catastrophe.
She rested her weariness upon
things that had crumbled for centuries and yet still were
upright; she dropped her secret sadness into the silence of
lonely places,
where its very modern quality detached itself
and grew objective, so that
as she sat in a sun-warmed
angle on a winter's day, or stood in a mouldy church to which no
one came,
she could almost smile at it and think of its
smallness. Small it was, in the large Roman record, and her
haunting sense of the continuity of the human lot easily carried
her from the less to the greater.
She had become deeply, tenderly
acquainted with Rome; it interfused and moderated her passion.

But she had grown to think of it chiefly as the place where
people had suffered. This was what came to her
in the starved
churches, where the marble columns, transferred from pagan ruins,
seemed to offer her a companionship in endurance and the musty
incense to be a compound of long-unanswered prayers.





After the departure of her cousin and his companions she roamed
more than usual; she carried her sombre spirit from one familiar
shrine to the other
. Even when Pansy and the Countess were with
her she felt the touch of a vanished world. The carriage, leaving
the walls of Rome behind, rolled through narrow lanes where the
wild honeysuckle had begun to tangle itself in the hedges, or
waited for her in quiet places where the fields lay near, while
she strolled further and further over
the flower-freckled turf, or
sat on a stone that had once had a use and
gazed through the veil
of her personal sadness at the splendid sadness of the scene--at
the dense, warm light, the far gradations and soft confusions of
colour, the motionless shepherds in lonely attitudes, the hills
where the cloud-shadows had the lightness of a blush.





She asked herself, with an almost childlike horror of the
supposition, whether to this intimate friend of several years the
great historical epithet of
wicked were to be applied. She knew
the idea only by the Bible and other literary works; to the best
of her belief she had had no personal acquaintance with
wickedness. She had desired a large acquaintance with human life,
and in spite of her having flattered herself that she cultivated
it with some success this elementary privilege had been denied
her. Perhaps it was not wicked--in the historic sense--to be even
deeply false; for that was what Madame Merle had been--deeply,
deeply, deeply. Isabel's Aunt Lydia had made this discovery long
before, and had mentioned it to her niece; but Isabel had
flattered herself at this time that she had a much richer view of
things, especially of the spontaneity of her own career and the
nobleness of her own interpretations, than poor stiffly-reasoning
Mrs. Touchett.


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I should like to know what's the matter with you," he said
at last.

"The matter--the matter--!" And here Madame Merle stopped. Then
she went on with a sudden outbreak of passion, a burst of summer
thunder in a clear sky: "The matter is that I would give my right
hand to be able to
weep, and that I can't!"

"What good would it do you to weep?"

"It would make me feel as I felt before I knew you."

"If I've dried your tears, that's something. But I've seen you
shed them."

"Oh, I believe you'll make me cry still. I mean make me howl like
a wolf. I've a great hope, I've a great need, of that. I was vile
this morning; I was
horrid," she said.

"If Isabel was in the stupid state of mind you mention she
probably didn't perceive it," Osmond answered.

"It was precisely my deviltry that stupefied her. I couldn't help
it; I was full of something bad. Perhaps it was something good;
I don't know. You've not only dried up my tears; you've dried up
my soul
."

"It's not I then that am responsible for my wife's condition,"
Osmond said. "It's pleasant to think that I shall get the benefit
of your influence upon her. Don't you know the soul is an
immortal principle? How can it suffer
alteration?"

"I don't believe at all that it's an immortal principle. I
believe it can perfectly be
destroyed. That's what has happened
to mine, which was a very good one to start with; and it's you I
have to thank for it. You're VERY bad," she added with gravity in
her emphasis.

"Is this the way we're to end? " Osmond asked with the same
studied coldness.

"I don't know how we're to end. I wish I did--How do bad people
end?--especially as to their COMMON crimes. You have made me as
bad as yourself."


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"I've seen better what you have been to your wife than I ever saw
what you were for me. Please be very careful of that precious
object."

"It already has a
wee bit of a tiny crack," said Osmond dryly as
he put it down. "If you didn't understand me before I married it
was cruelly rash of you to put me into such a box. However, I
took a fancy to my box myself; I thought it would be a
comfortable fit. I asked very little; I only asked that she
should like me."


"That she should like you so much!"

"So much, of course; in such a case one asks the maximum. That
she should adore me, if you will. Oh yes, I wanted that."



Chapter 50


Rosier gave her a sharp look. "Do you mean that without my
bibelots I'm nothing? Do you mean they were the best thing about
me? That's what they told me in Paris; oh they were very frank
about it. But they hadn't seen HER!"

"My dear friend, you deserve to succeed," said Isabel very
kindly.

"You say that so sadly that it's the same as if you said I
shouldn't." And he questioned her eyes with the clear trepidation
of his own. He had the air of a man who knows he has been the
talk of Paris for a week and is full half a head taller in
consequence, but who also has a painful suspicion that in spite
of this increase of stature one or two persons still have the
perversity to think him diminutive
.





Pansy, who faced her stepmother, at first kept her eyes fixed on
her lap; then she raised them and rested them on Isabel's. There
shone out of each of them a little melancholy ray--a spark of
timid passion which touched Isabel to the heart. At the same
time a wave of
envy passed over her soul, as she compared the
tremulous longing, the definite ideal of the child with her own
dry despair. "Poor little Pansy!" she affectionately said.





Her voice was strange, and her eyes, widely opened, had an
excited, frightened look. "You're not going away!" Isabel
exclaimed.

"I'm going to the convent."

"To the convent?"

Pansy drew nearer, till she was near enough to put her arms round
Isabel and rest her head on her shoulder. She stood this way a
moment, perfectly still; but her companion could feel her
tremble. The quiver of her little body expressed everything she
was unable to say. Isabel nevertheless pressed her. "Why are you
going to the convent?"

"Because papa thinks it best. He says a young girl's better,
every now and then, for making a little retreat. He says the
world, always the world, is very bad for a young girl. This is
just a chance for a little seclusion--a little reflexion." Pansy
spoke in short detached sentences, as if she could scarce trust
herself; and then she added with a triumph of self-control: "I
think papa's right; I've been so much in the world this winter."


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One's daughter should be fresh and fair; she should be
innocent and gentle. With the manners of the present
time she is liable to become so dusty and crumpled.
Pansy's a little dusty, a little dishevelled; she has knocked
about too much. This bustling, pushing rabble that calls itself
society--one should take her out of it occasionally. Convents are
very quiet, very convenient, very salutary. I like to think of
her there, in the old garden, under the arcade, among those
tranquil virtuous women. Many of them are gentlewomen born;
several of them are noble. She will have her books and her
drawing, she will have her piano. I've made the most liberal
arrangements. There is to be nothing ascetic; there's just to be
a certain little sense of sequestration. She'll have time to
think, and there's something I want her to think about." Osmond
spoke deliberately, reasonably, still with his head on one side,
as if he were looking at the basket of flowers. His tone,
however, was that of a man not so much offering an explanation as
putting a thing into words--almost into pictures--to see,
himself, how it would look
. He considered a while the picture he
had evoked and seemed greatly pleased with it. And then he went
on: "The Catholics are very wise after all. The convent is a
great institution; we can't do without it; it corresponds to an
essential need in families, in society. It's a school of good
manners; it's a school of
repose.





Isabel gave an extreme attention to this little sketch; she found
it indeed intensely interesting. It seemed to show her how far
her husband's desire to be effective was capable of going--to the
point of playing theoretic tricks on the delicate organism of his
daughter
. She could not understand his purpose, no--not wholly;
but she understood it better than he supposed or desired, inasmuch
as she was convinced that the whole proceeding was an elaborate
mystification, addressed to herself and destined to act upon her
imagination
. He had wanted to do something sudden and arbitrary,
something unexpected and refined; to mark the difference between
his sympathies and her own, and show that if he regarded his
daughter as a precious work of art it was natural he should be
more and more careful about the finishing touches. If he wished
to be effective he had succeeded; the incident struck a chill
into Isabel's heart.





Osmond took a sip of a glass of wine; he looked perfectly
good-humoured. "My dear Amy," he answered, smiling as if he were
uttering a piece of gallantry, "I don't know anything about your
convictions, but if I suspected that they interfere with mine it
would be much simpler to banish YOU."



Chapter 51


"Excuse me for disturbing you," she said.

"When I come to your room I always knock," he answered, going on
with his work.

"I forgot; I had something else to think of. My cousin's dying."

"Ah, I don't believe that," said Osmond, looking at his drawing
through a magnifying glass. "He was dying when we married; he'll
outlive us all."

Isabel gave herself no time, no thought, to appreciate the
careful cynicism of this declaration; she simply went on quickly,
full of her own intention "My aunt has telegraphed for me; I must
go to Gardencourt."


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"Leave him alone then. Don't run after him."

Isabel turned her eyes away from him; they rested upon his little
drawing. "I must go to England," she said, with a full
consciousness that her tone might strike an irritable man of
taste as stupidly obstinate.

"I shall not like it if you do," Osmond remarked.

"Why should I mind that? You won't like it if I don't. You like
nothing I do or don't do. You pretend to think I lie."

Osmond turned slightly pale; he gave a cold smile. "That's why
you must go then? Not to see your cousin, but to take a revenge
on me."

"I know nothing about revenge."

"I do," said Osmond. "Don't give me an occasion."

"You're only too eager to take one. You wish immensely that I
would commit some folly."

"I should be gratified in that case if you disobeyed me."

"If I disobeyed you?" said Isabel in a low tone which had the
effect of mildness.

"Let it be clear. If you leave Rome to-day it will be a piece of
the most deliberate, the most calculated, opposition."

"How can you call it calculated? I received my aunt's telegram
but three minutes ago."

"You calculate rapidly; it's a great accomplishment. I don't see
why we should prolong our discussion; you know my wish." And he
stood there as if he expected to see her withdraw.

But she never moved; she couldn't move, strange as it may seem;
she still wished to justify herself; he had the power, in an
extraordinary degree, of making her feel this need. There was
something in her imagination he could always appeal to against
her judgement. "You've no reason for such a wish," said Isabel,
"and I've every reason for going. I can't tell you how unjust you
seem to me. But I think you know. It's your own opposition that's
calculated. It's malignant."


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"You say I've no reason? I have the very best. I dislike,
from the bottom of my soul, what you intend to do. It's
dishonourable; it's indelicate; it's indecent. Your cousin
is nothing whatever to me, and I'm under no obligation to
make concessions to him. I've already made the very handsomest.
Your relations with him, while he was here, kept me on pins and
needles; but I let that pass, because from week to week I
expected him to go. I've never liked him and he has never liked
me. That's why you like him--because he hates me," said Osmond
with a
quick, barely audible tremor in his voice. "I've an ideal
of what my wife should do and should not do
. She should not
travel across Europe alone, in defiance of my deepest desire, to
sit at the bedside of other men. Your cousin's nothing to you;
he's nothing to us. You smile most expressively when I talk about
US, but I assure you that WE, WE, Mrs. Osmond, is all I know
. I
take our marriage seriously; you appear to have found a way of
not doing so. I'm not aware that we're divorced or separated; for
me we're indissolubly united. You are nearer to me than any human
creature, and I'm
nearer to you. It may be a disagreeable
proximity; it's one, at any rate, of our own
deliberate making.
You don't like to be reminded of that, I know; but I'm perfectly
willing, because--because--" And he paused a moment, looking as if
he had something to say which would be very much to the point.
"Because I think we should accept the consequences of our
actions, and what I value most in life is the honour of a thing!"

He spoke gravely and almost gently; the accent of sarcasm had
dropped out of his tone. It had a gravity which checked his
wife's quick emotion;
the resolution with which she had entered
the room found itself caught in a mesh of fine threads
. His last
words were not a command, they constituted a kind of appeal; and,
though she felt that any expression of respect on his part could
only be
a refinement of egotism, they represented something
transcendent and absolute, like the sign of the cross or the flag
of one's country. He spoke in the name of something sacred and
precious--the observance of a magnificent form. They were as
perfectly apart in feeling as two disillusioned lovers had ever
been; but they had never yet separated in act.
Isabel had not
changed; her old passion for justice still abode within her; and
now, in the very thick of her sense of her husband's blasphemous
sophistry, it began to throb to a tune which for a moment
promised him the victory
. It came over her that in his wish to
preserve appearances he was after all sincere, and that this, as
far as it went, was a merit.
Ten minutes before she had felt all
the joy of irreflective action--a joy to which she had so long
been a stranger; but action had been suddenly changed to slow
renunciation, transformed by the blight of Osmond's touch
. If she
must renounce, however, she would let him know she was a victim
rather than a dupe. "I know you're a master of the art of
mockery," she said. "How can you speak of an indissoluble union
--how can you speak of your being contented? Where's our union
when you
accuse me of falsity? Where's your contentment when you
have nothing but
hideous suspicion in your heart?"


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"How can it be anything but a rupture?" she went on; "especially
if all you say is true?" She was unable to see how it could be
anything but a rupture; she sincerely wished to know what else it
might be.

He sat down before his table. "I really can't argue with you on
the hypothesis of your defying me," he said. And he took up one
of his little brushes again.

She lingered but a moment longer; long enough to embrace with her
eye
his whole deliberately indifferent yet most expressive
figure; after which she quickly left the room. Her faculties, her
energy, her passion, were all dispersed again; she felt as if a
cold, dark mist had suddenly encompassed her
.


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And then she cared enough for Isabel's trouble to forget
her own, and she saw that Isabel's trouble was deep. It
seemed deeper than the mere death of a cousin
, and the
Countess had no hesitation in connecting her exasperating
brother with the expression of her sister-in-law's eyes.
Her heart beat with an almost joyous expectation, for if
she had wished to see Osmond overtopped the conditions
looked favourable now.





It seemed to her that only now she fully measured the great
undertaking of matrimony.
Marriage meant that in such a case
as this, when one had to choose, one chose as a matter of
course for one's husband. "I'm afraid--yes, I'm afraid,"
she said to herself more than once, stopping short in her
walk. But what she was afraid of was not her husband--his
displeasure, his hatred, his revenge; it was not even her
own later judgement of her conduct a consideration which
had often held her in check; it was simply the violence there
would be in going when Osmond wished her to remain. A gulf of
difference had opened between them, but nevertheless it was his
desire that she should stay, it was a
horror to him that she
should go. She knew the
nervous fineness with which he could feel
an
objection. What he thought of her she knew, what he was
capable of saying to her she had felt; yet they were married, for
all that, and marriage meant that a woman should cleave to the
man with whom,
uttering tremendous vows, she had stood at the
altar
. She sank down on her sofa at last and buried her head in a
pile of cushions.





She continued to smile, and there was something communicative
and exultant in her expression. She appeared to have a deal to
say, and it occurred to Isabel for the first time that her
sister-in-law might say something really human. She made play
with her glittering eyes, in which there was an unpleasant
fascination. "After all," she soon resumed, "I must tell you,
to begin with, that I don't understand your state of mind. You
seem to have so many scruples, so many reasons, so many ties.
When I discovered, ten years ago, that my husband's dearest
wish was to make me miserable--of late he has simply let me alone
--ah, it was a wonderful simplification! My poor Isabel, you're
not simple enough."

"No, I'm not simple enough," said Isabel.


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"I've guessed nothing. What should I have suspected? I don't know
what you mean."

"That's because you've such a beastly pure mind. I never saw a
woman with such a pure mind!" cried the Countess.

Isabel slowly got up. "You're going to tell me something
horrible."

"You can call it by whatever name you will!" And the Countess
rose also, while
her gathered perversity grew vivid and dreadful.
She stood a moment in a sort of
glare of intention and, as seemed
to Isabel even then, of ugliness;
after which she said: "My first
sister-in-law had no children."


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"He never recognised Miss Pansy, nor, knowing what he was about,
would have anything to say to her; and there was no reason why
he should. Osmond did, and that was better; though he had to
fit on afterwards the whole rigmarole
of his own wife's having
died in childbirth, and of his having, in
grief and horror,
banished the little girl from his sight for as long as possible
before taking her home from nurse
.
"

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"As for her veritable mother--!" But with this Pansy's
wonderful aunt dropped--as, involuntarily, from the
impression of her sister-in-law's face
, out of which
more eyes might have seemed to look at her than she
had ever had to meet
.

She had spoken no name, yet Isabel could but check, on her own
lips, an echo of the unspoken.
She sank to her seat again,
hanging her head
. "Why have you told me this?" she asked in a
voice the Countess hardly recognised.

"Because I've been so bored with your not knowing. I've been
bored, frankly, my dear, with not having told you; as if,
stupidly, all this time I couldn't have managed! Ca me depasse,
if you don't mind my saying so, the things, all round you, that
you've appeared
to succeed in not knowing. It's a sort of
assistance--aid to
innocent ignorance--that I've always been a
bad hand at rendering;
and in this connexion, that of keeping
quiet for my brother, my virtue has at any rate finally found
itself exhausted. It's not a black lie, moreover, you know," the
Countess inimitably added. "The facts are exactly what I tell
you."

"I had no idea," said Isabel presently; and looked up at her in a
manner that doubtless matched the apparent
witlessness of this
confession.

"So I believed--though it was hard to believe. Had it never
occurred to you that he was for six or seven years her lover?"

"I don't know. Things HAVE occurred to me, and perhaps that was
what they all meant
."


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She spoke as one troubled and puzzled, yet the poor Countess
seemed to have seen her revelation fall below its
possibilities of effect. She
had expected to kindle some
responsive blaze, but had barely extracted a spark
. Isabel showed
as scarce more impressed than she might have been, as a young
woman of approved imagination, with
some fine sinister passage of
public history
. "Don't you recognise how the child could never
pass for HER husband's?--that is with M. Merle himself," her
companion resumed. "They had been separated too long for that,
and he had gone to some far country--I think to South America. If
she had ever had children--which I'm not sure of--she had lost
them. The conditions happened to make it workable, under stress
(I mean at so awkward a pinch), that Osmond should acknowledge
the little girl.
His wife was dead--very true; but she had not
been dead too long to put a certain accommodation of dates out of
the question--from the moment, I mean, that suspicion wasn't
started; which was what they had to take care of. What was more
natural than that poor Mrs. Osmond, at a distance and for a world
not troubling about trifles, should have left behind her,
poverina, the pledge of her brief happiness that had cost her
her life?
With the aid of a change of residence--Osmond had been
living with her at Naples at the time of their stay in the Alps,
and he in due course left it for ever--the whole history was
successfully set going. My poor sister-in-law, in her grave,
couldn't help herself, and the real mother, to save HER skin,
renounced all visible property in the child."


"Ah, poor, poor woman!" cried Isabel, who herewith burst into
tears. It was a long time since she had shed any; she had
suffered a high reaction from
weeping. But now they flowed with
an abundance in which the Countess Gemini found only another
discomfiture.

"It's very kind of you to pity her!" she
discordantly laughed.
"Yes indeed, you have a way of your own--!"


"He must have been false to his wife--and so very soon!" said
Isabel with a sudden check.

"That's all that's wanting--that you should take up her cause!"
the Countess went on. "I quite agree with you, however, that it
was much too soon."


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Ah, my dear," cried the Countess,"why did you ever inherit
money?" She stopped a moment as if she saw something singular
in Isabel's face.
"Don't tell me now that you'll give her a
dot. You're capable of that, but I would refuse to believe it.
Don't try to be too good. Be a little easy and natural and
nasty; feel a little wicked, for the comfort of it, once in your life!"


"It's very strange. I suppose I ought to know, but I'm sorry,"
Isabel said. "I'm much obliged to you."

"Yes, you seem to be!" cried the Countess with a mocking laugh.
"Perhaps you are--perhaps you're not. You don't take it as I
should have thought."


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Isabel rose from her sofa again; she felt bruised and scant of
breath; her head was
humming with new knowledge. "I'm much
obliged to you," she repeated. And then she added abruptly, in
quite a different tone: "How do you know all this?"

This enquiry appeared to ruffle the Countess more than Isabel's
expression of gratitude pleased her. She gave her companion a
bold stare, with which, "Let us assume that I've invented it!"
she cried. She too, however, suddenly changed her tone and,
laying her hand on Isabel's arm, said with the penetration of her
sharp bright smile: "Now will you give up your journey?"

Isabel started a little; she turned away. But she felt weak and
in a moment had to lay her arm upon the mantel-shelf for support.
She stood a minute so, and then upon her arm she dropped her
dizzy head, with closed eyes and pale lips.

"I've done wrong to speak--I've made you ill!" the Countess
cried.

"Ah, I must see Ralph!" Isabel wailed; not in resentment, not in
the quick passion her companion had looked for; but in a tone of
far-reaching, infinite sadness.



Chapter 52


She knew they were good women, and she saw that the large rooms
were clean and cheerful and that the well-used garden had sun
for winter and shade for spring. But she disliked the place,
which affronted and almost frightened her; not for the world
would she have spent a night there. It produced to-day more
than before the impression of a well-appointed prison; for it
was not possible to pretend Pansy was free to leave it. This
innocent creature had been presented to her in a new and violent
light, but the secondary effect of the revelation was to make
her reach out a hand.





The effect was strange, for Madame Merle was already so present
to her vision that her appearance in the flesh was like suddenly,
and rather awfully, seeing a painted picture move
. Isabel had
been thinking all day of her
falsity, her audacity, her ability,
her probable
suffering; and these dark things seemed to flash
with a sudden
light as she entered the room. Her being there at
all
had the character of ugly evidence, of handwritings, of
profaned relics, of grim things produced in court
. It made
Isabel feel
faint;



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"I went afterwards to see Mother Catherine, who has a very good
room too; I assure you I don't find the poor sisters at all
monastic. Mother Catherine has a most coquettish little toilet-
table
, with something that looked uncommonly like a bottle of
eau-de-Cologne."


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So Madame Merle went on, with much of the brilliancy of a woman
who had long been a mistress of the art of conversation. But
there were phases and
gradations in her speech, not one of which
was lost upon Isabel's ear, though her eyes were absent from her
companion's face. She had not proceeded far before Isabel noted
a
sudden break in her voice, a lapse in her continuity, which was
in itself a complete drama. This subtle modulation marked a
momentous discovery
--the perception of an entirely new attitude
on the part of her listener. Madame Merle had guessed in the
space of an instant that everything was at end between them, and
in the space of another instant she had guessed the reason why.
The person who stood there was not the same one she had seen
hitherto, but was a very different person--a person who knew her
secret.
This discovery was tremendous, and from the moment she
made it the most accomplished of women faltered and lost her
courage. But only for that moment. Then
the conscious stream of
her perfect manner gathered itself again and flowed on as
smoothly as might be to the end
. But it was only because she had
the end in view that she was able to proceed. She had been
touched with a point that made her quiver, andshe needed all the
alertness of her will to repress her agitation. Her only safety
was in her not betraying herself. She resisted this, but
the
startled quality of her voice refused to improve
--she couldn't
help it--while she heard herself say she hardly knew what. The
tide of her confidence ebbed, and
she was able only just to glide
into port, faintly grazing the bottom.





She saw, in the crude light of that revelation which had already
become a part of experience and to which the very frailty of the
vessel in which it had been offered her only gave an intrinsic
price, the dry staring fact that she had been an applied handled
hung-up tool, as senseless and convenient as mere shaped wood and
iron.
All the bitterness of this knowledge surged into her soul
again; it was as if she felt on her lips the taste of dishonour.

There was a moment during which, if she had turned and spoken,
she would have
said something that would hiss like a lash.





Pansy wore, as Madame Merle had said, a little black dress; it
was perhaps this that made her look pale. "They're very good to
me--they think of everything!" she exclaimed with all her
customary eagerness to accommodate.

"We think of you always--you're a precious charge," Madame
Catherine remarked in the tone of a woman with whom benevolence
was a habit and whose conception of duty was the acceptance of
every care. It fell with a leaden weight on Isabel's ears; it
seemed to represent the surrender of a personality, the authority
of the Church.



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"He thinks I've not had enough," said Pansy. "But I have. The
ladies are very kind to me and the little girls come to see me.
There are some very little ones--such charming children. Then my
room--you can see for yourself. All that's very delightful. But
I've had enough. Papa wished me to think a little--and I've
thought a great deal."

"What have you thought?"

"Well, that I must never displease papa."

"You knew that before."

"Yes; but I know it better. I'll do anything--I'll do anything,"
said Pansy. Then, as she heard her own words, a deep, pure blush
came into her face. Isabel read the meaning of it; she saw the
poor girl had been
vanquished. It was well that Mr. Edward Rosier
had kept his enamels! Isabel looked into her eyes and saw there
mainly a prayer to be treated easily.
She laid her hand on
Pansy's as if to let her know that her look conveyed no diminution
of esteem; for
the collapse of the girl's momentary resistance
(
mute and modest thought it had been) seemed only her tribute to
the truth of things.


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Then they held each other a moment in a silent embrace, like two
sisters; and afterwards Pansy walked along the corridor with her
visitor to the top of the staircase. "Madame Merle has been
here," she remarked as they went; and as Isabel answered nothing
she added abruptly: "I don't like Madame Merle!"

Isabel hesitated, then stopped. "You must never say that--that
you don't like Madame Merle."

Pansy looked at her in wonder; but wonder with Pansy had never
been a reason for non-compliance. "I never will again," she said
with
exquisite gentleness.



Chapter 53


She had plenty to think about; but it was neither reflexion
nor conscious purpose that filled her mind. Disconnected visions
passed through it, and sudden dull gleams of memory, of expectation.
The past and the future came and went at their will, but she saw
them only in fitful images, which rose and fell by a logic of
their own.
It was extraordinary the things she remembered. Now
that she was in the secret, now that she knew something that so
much concerned her and the eclipse of which had made life resemble
an attempt to play whist with an imperfect pack of cards, the
truth of things, their mutual relations, their meaning, and for
the most part their horror,
rose before her with a kind of
architectural vastness
. She remembered a thousand trifles;
they started to life with the spontaneity of a shiver.





Gardencourt had been her starting-point, and to those muffled
chambers it was at least a temporary solution to return. She
had gone forth in her strength; she would come back in her
weakness, and if the place had been a rest to her before, it
would be a sanctuary now. She envied Ralph his dying, for if
one were thinking of rest that was the most perfect of all.
To cease utterly, to give it all up and not know anything
more--this idea was as sweet as the vision of a cool bath
in a marble tank, in a darkened chamber, in a hot land.





It concerned Isabel no more; she only had an impression that
she should never again see Madame Merle. This impression carried
her into the future, of which from time to time she had a

mutilated glimpse
. She saw herself, in the distant years,
still in the attitude of a woman who had her life to live,
and these intimations contradicted the spirit of the present
hour. It might be desirable to get quite away, really away,
further away than little grey-green England, but this privilege
was evidently to be denied her. Deep in her soul--deeper than any
appetite for
renunciation--was the sense that life would be her
business for a long time to come. And at moments there was
something
inspiring, almost enlivening, in the conviction. It was
a proof of strength--it was a proof she should some day be happy
again. It couldn't be she was to live only to suffer; she was
still young, after all, and a great many things might happen to
her yet. To live only to suffer--only to feel the injury of life
repeated and enlarged--it seemed to her she was too valuable, too
capable, for that. Then she wondered if it were vain and stupid
to think so well of herself.
When had it even been a guarantee to
be valuable? Wasn't all history full of the destruction of
precious things?
Wasn't it much more probable that if one were
fine one would suffer?It involved then perhaps an admission that
one had a certain grossness; but Isabel recognised, as it passed
before her eyes, the quick vague shadow of a long future. She
should never escape; she should last to the end.
Then the middle
years wrapped her about again and the grey curtain of her
indifference closed her in.



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"One can't explain one's marriage," Isabel answered. "And yours
doesn't need to be explained. Mr. Bantling isn't a riddle."

"No, he isn't a bad pun--or even a high flight of American
humour.
He has a beautiful nature," Henrietta went on. "I've
studied him for many years and I see right through him.
He's as
clear as the style of a good prospectus.
He's not intellectual,
but he appreciates intellect.
On the other hand he doesn't
exaggerate its claims. I sometimes think we do in the United
States."

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Isabel was duly diverted, but there was a certain melancholy in
her view. Henrietta, after all, had confessed herself human and
feminine, Henrietta whom she had hitherto regarded as a light
keen flame, a disembodied voice.
It was a disappointment to find
she had personal susceptibilities, that she was subject to common
passions
, and that her intimacy with Mr. Bantling had not been
completely original. There was a want of originality in her
marrying him--there was even a kind of stupidity; and for a
moment, to Isabel's sense,
the dreariness of the world took on a
deeper tinge
.

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She thinks she knows everything; but she doesn't understand a woman
of my modern type. It would be so much easier for her if I were
only a little better or a little worse. She's so puzzled; I
believe she thinks it's my duty to go and do something immoral.

She thinks it's immoral that I should marry her brother; but,
after all, that isn't immoral enough. And she'll never understand
my mixture--never!"

"She's not so intelligent as her brother then," said Isabel. "He
appears to have understood."

"Oh no, he hasn't!" cried Miss Stackpole with decision. "I really
believe that's what he wants to marry me for--
just to find out
the mystery and the proportions of it
. That's a fixed idea--a
kind of fascination."

"It's very good in you to humour it."

"Oh well," said Henrietta, "I've something to find out too!" And
Isabel saw that
she had not renounced an allegiance, but planned
an attack. She was at last about to grapple in earnest with
England.


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Chapter 54


Mrs. Osmond was a stranger; so that instead of being conducted to
her own apartment she was coldly shown into the drawing-room and
left to wait while her name was carried up to her aunt. She waited
a long time; Mrs.Touchett appeared in no hurry to come to her. She
grew impatient at last; she grew nervous and scared--as scared as
if the objects about her had begun to show for conscious things,
watching her trouble with
grotesque grimaces.





Mrs. Touchett appeared at last, just after Isabel had returned to
the big uninhabited drawing-room. She looked a good deal older,
buther eye was as bright as ever and her head as erect;
her thin
lips seemed a repository of latent meanings
. She wore a little
grey dress of the most undecorated fashion, and
Isabel wondered,
as she had wondered the first time, if her remarkable kinswoman
resembled more a queen-regent or the
matron of a gaol. Her lips
felt very thin indeed on Isabel's hot cheek.


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"Is there really no hope?" our young woman asked as she stood
before her.

"None whatever. There never has been. It has not been a
successful life
."

"No--it has only been a beautiful one." Isabel found herself
already
contradicting her aunt; she was irritated by her dryness.

"I don't know what you mean by that; there's no beauty without
health. That is a very odd dress to travel in."

Isabel glanced at her garment. "I left Rome at an hour's notice;
I took the first that came."


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Here, after a little, Isabel saw her aunt not to be so dry as
she appeared, and her old pity for the poor woman's inexpressiveness,
her want of regret, of disappointment, came back to her.

Unmistakeably she would have found it a blessing to-day to be
able to feel a defeat, a mistake, even a shame or two. She wondered
if she were not even missing those enrichments of consciousness
and privately trying--reaching out for some aftertaste of life,
dregs of the banquet; the testimony of pain or the cold recreation
of remorse.
On the other hand perhaps she was afraid; if she should
begin to know remorse at all it might take her too far. Isabel
could perceive, however, how it had come over her dimly that she
had failed of something, that she saw herself in the future as an
old woman without memories.
Her little sharp face looked tragical.


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Mrs. Touchett was silent; then she gave a sharp little shake of
the head. "Ah, my dear, you're beyond me!"
she cried suddenly.
They went on with their luncheon in silence; Isabel felt as if
she had heard of Lord Warburton's death. She had known him only
as a suitor, and now that was all over. He was dead for poor
Pansy; by Pansy he might have lived. A servant had been hovering
about; at last Mrs. Touchett requested him to leave them alone.
She had finished her meal; she sat with her hands folded on the
edge of the table. "I should like to ask you three questions,"
she observed when the servant had gone.

"Three are a great many."

"I can't do with less; I've been thinking. They're all very good
ones."

"That's what I'm afraid of. The best questions are the worst,"
Isabel answered. Mrs. Touchett had pushed back her chair, and as
her niece left the table and walked, rather consciously, to one
of the deep windows, she felt herself followed by her eyes.

"Have you ever been sorry you didn't marry Lord Warburton?" Mrs.
Touchett enquired.

Isabel shook her head slowly, but not heavily. "No, dear aunt."

"Good. I ought to tell you that I propose to believe what you
say."

"Your believing me's an immense temptation," she declared,
smiling still.

"A temptation to lie? I don't recommend you to do that, for when
I'm misinformed I'm as
dangerous as a poisoned rat. I don't mean
to
crow over you."

"It's my husband who doesn't get on with me," said Isabel.

"I could have told him he wouldn't. I don't call that crowing
over YOU," Mrs. Touchett added. "Do you still like Serena Merle?"
she went on.

"Not as I once did. But it doesn't matter, for she's going to
America."

"To America? She must have done something very bad."

"Yes--very bad."

"May I ask what it is?"


"She made a convenience of me."

"Ah," cried Mrs. Touchett, "so she did of me! She does of every
one."

"She'll make a convenience of America," said Isabel, smiling
again and glad that her aunt's questions were over.


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"I feel better to-night," he murmured, abruptly, in the soundless
dimness of her vigil; "I think I can say something." She sank
upon her knees beside his pillow; took his thin hand in her own;
begged him not to make an effort--not to tire himself. His face
was of necessity serious--
it was incapable of the muscular play
of a smile; but its owner apparently had not lost a perception of
incongruities."What does it matter if I'm tired when I've all
eternity to rest?
There's no harm in making an effort when it's
the very last of all.
Don't people always feel better just before
the end? I've often heard of that; it's what I was waiting for.
Ever since you've been here I thought it would come. I tried two
or three times; I was afraid you'd get tired of sitting there."
He spoke slowly, with painful breaks and long pauses; his voice
seemed to come from a distance. When he ceased he lay with his
face turned to Isabel and his large unwinking eyes open into her
own. "It was very good of you to come," he went on. "I thought
you would; but I wasn't sure."


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"Not for you--no. There's nothing makes us feel so much alive as
to see others die
. That's the sensation of life--the sense that
we remain. I've had it--even I. But now
I'm of no use but to give
it to others
.With me it's all over." And then he paused. Isabel
bowed her head further, till it rested on the two hands that were
clasped upon his own. She couldn't see him now; but his far-away
voice was close to her ear. "Isabel," he went on suddenly, "I
wish it were over for you." She answered nothing; she had burst
into sobs; she remained so, with her buried face. He lay silent,
listening to her sobs; at last he gave a long groan. "Ah, what is
it you have done for me?
"

"What is it you did for me?" she cried, her now extreme agitation
half smothered by her attitude. She had lost all her shame, all
wish to hide things. Now he must know; she wished him to know,
for it brought them supremely together, and he was beyond the
reach of pain.
"You did something once--you know it. O Ralph,
you've been everything! What have I done for you--what can I do
to-day? I would die if you could live. But I don't wish you to
live; I would die myself, not to lose you." Her voice was as
broken as his own and full of tears and anguish.

"You won't lose me--you'll keep me. Keep me in your heart; I
shall be nearer to you than I've ever been. Dear Isabel,
life is
better; for in life there's love. Death is good--but there's no
love."


"I never thanked you--I never spoke--I never was what I should
be!" Isabel went on. She felt a passionate need to cry out and
accuse herself, to let her sorrow possess her. All her troubles,
for the moment, became single and melted together into this
present pain.


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"I always understood," said Ralph.

"I thought you did, and I didn't like it. But now I like it."


"You don't hurt me--you make me very happy." And as Ralph said
this there was an extraordinary gladness in his voice
. She bent
her head again, and pressed her lips to the back of his hand. "I
always understood," he continued, "though it was so strange--so
pitiful. You wanted to look at life for yourself--but you were
not allowed; you were punished for your wish. You were ground in
the very mill of the conventional!"


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"I don't care for anything but you, and that's enough for the
present. It will last a little yet. Here on my knees, with
you dying in my arms, I'm happier than I have been for a long
time. And I want you to be happy--not to think of anything
sad; only to feel that I'm near you and I love you. Why should
there be pain--? In such hours as this what have we to do with
pain? That's not the deepest thing; there's something deeper.
"


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Chapter 55


She heard no knock,but at the time the darkness began vaguely
to grow grey she started up from her pillow as abruptly as if
she had received a summons. It seemed to her for an instant
that he was standing there--a vague, hovering figure in the
vagueness of the room
. She stared a moment; she saw his white
face--his kind eyes; then she saw there was nothing. She was
not afraid; she was only sure. She quitted the place and in
her certainty passed through dark corridors and down a flight
of oaken steps that shone in the vague light of a hall-window.
Outside Ralph's door she stopped a moment, listening, but she
seemed to hear only the hush that filled it. She opened the
door with a hand as gentle
as if she were lifting a veil from
the face of the dead
, and saw Mrs. Touchett sitting motionless
and upright beside the couch of her son, with one of his hands
in her own. The doctor was on the other side, with poor Ralph's
further wrist resting in his professional fingers
.





She went to her aunt and put her arm around her; and Mrs.
Touchett, who as a general thing neither invited nor enjoyed
caresses, submitted for a moment to this one, rising, as might
be, to take it. But she was stiff and dry-eyed; her acute white
face was terrible.


"Dear Aunt Lydia," Isabel murmured.

"Go and thank God you've no child," said Mrs. Touchett,
disengaging herself.





Her errand was over; she had done what she had left her husband
to do. She had a husband in a foreign city, counting the hours
of her absence; in such a case one needed an excellent motive.
He was not one of the best husbands, but that didn't alter the
case. Certain obligations were involved in the very fact of marriage,
and were quite independent of
the quantity of enjoyment extracted
from it
. Isabel thought of her husband as little as might be; but
now that she was at a distance, beyond its spell, she thought
with a kind of
spiritual shudder of Rome. There was a penetrating
chill in the image
, and she drew back into the deepest shade of
Gardencourt.





Mrs. Touchett accepted Isabel's company, but offered her no
assistance; she appeared to be absorbed in considering, without
enthusiasm but with perfect lucidity, the new conveniences of her
own situation. Mrs. Touchett was not an optimist, but even from
painful occurrences she managed to
extract a certain utility.
This consisted in the reflexion that, after all, such things
happened to other people and not to herself. Death was
disagreeable, but in this case it was her son's death, not her
own;
she had never flattered herself that her own would be
disagreeable to any one but Mrs. Touchett. She was better off
than poor Ralph, who had left all the commodities of life behind
him, and indeed all the security; since the worst of dying was,
to Mrs. Touchett's mind, that it exposed one to be taken
advantage of. For herself
she was on the spot; there was nothing
so good as that.





At the end of a few minutes she found herself near a rustic bench,
which, a moment after she had looked at it, struck her as an
object recognised. It was not simply that she had seen it before,
nor even that she had sat upon it; it was that on this spot
something important had happened to her--that the place had an
air of association.
Then she remembered that she had been sitting
there, six years before, when a servant brought her from the
house the letter in which Caspar Goodwood informed her that he
had followed her to Europe; and that when she had read the letter
she looked up to hear Lord Warburton announcing that he should
like to marry her. It was indeed an historical, an interesting,
bench; she stood and looked at it as if it might have something
to say to her. She wouldn't sit down on it now
--she felt rather
afraid of it
. She only stood before it, and while she stood the
past came back to her in one of those rushing waves of emotion
by which persons of sensibility are visited at odd hours.





She had a new sensation; he had never produced it before; it
was a feeling of danger. There was indeed something really
formidable in his resolution. She gazed straight before her;
he, with a hand on each knee, leaned forward, looking deeply
into her face.
The twilight seemed to darken round them. "I
want to speak to you," he repeated; "I've something particular
to say. I don't want to trouble you--as I did the other day
in Rome. That was of no use; it only distressed you. I
couldn't help it; I knew I was wrong. But I'm not wrong now;
please don't think I am," he went on with his hard, deep voice
melting a moment into entreaty. "I came here to-day for a
purpose. It's very different. It was vain for me to speak to
you then; but now I can help you."
She couldn't have told you whether it was because she was
afraid, or because
such a voice in the darkness seemed of
necessity a boon; but she listened to him as she had never
listened before; his words dropped deep into her soul. They
produced a sort of stillness in all her being;
and it was
with an effort,in a moment, that she answered him. "How can
you help me?" she asked in a low tone,
as if she were taking
what he had said seriously enough to make the enquiry in
confidence.





She checked the movement she had made to leave him; she
was listening more than ever; it was true that he was not the
same as that last time. That had been aimless, fruitless
passion, but at present
he had an idea, which she scented in
all her being
. "But it doesn't matter!" he exclaimed, pressing
her still harder, though now without touching a hem of her
garment.
"If Touchett had never opened his mouth I should have
known all the same. I had only to look at you at your cousin's
funeral to see what's the matter with you. You can't deceive
me any more; for God's sake be honest with a man who's so
honest with you. You're the most unhappy of women, and your
husband's the deadliest of fiends
."

She turned on him as if he had struck her.
"Are you mad?" she
cried.

"I've never been so sane; I see the whole thing.
Don't think it's
necessary to defend him. But I won't say another word against
him; I'll speak only of you," Goodwood added quickly. "How can
you pretend you're not heart-broken? You don't know what to do--
you don't know where to turn. It's too late to play a part;
didn't you leave all that behind you in Rome? Touchett knew all
about it, and I knew it too--what it would cost you to come here.
It will have cost you your life? Say it will"--and he flared
almost into anger: "give me one word of truth!
When I know such a
horror as that, how can I keep myself from wishing to save you?
What would you think of me if I should stand still and see you go
back to your reward? 'It's awful, what she'll have to pay for
it!'--that's what Touchett said to me. I may tell you that,
mayn't I ?
He was such a near relation!" cried Goodwood, making
his queer grim point again.
"




"To think of 'you'?" Isabel said, standing before him in the
dusk. The idea of which she had caught a glimpse a few moments
before now loomed large.
She threw back her head a little; she
stared at it as if it had been a comet in the sky
.

"You don't know where to turn. Turn straight to me. I want to
persuade you to trust me," Goodwood repeated. And then
he paused
with his shining eyes
. "Why should you go back--why should you go
through that ghastly form
?"

"To get away from you!" she answered. But this expressed only a
little of what she felt.
The rest was that she had never been
loved before. She had believed it, but this was different;this
was the hot wind of the desert, at the approach of which the
others dropped dead, like mere sweet airs of the garden. It
wrapped her about; it lifted her off her feet, while the very
taste of it, as of something potent, acrid and strange, forced
open her set teeth.





"I want to prevent that, and I think I may, if you'll only
for once listen to me. It's too monstrous of you to think of
sinking back into that misery, of going
to open your mouth to
that poisoned air.
It's you that are out of your mind. Trust
me as if I had the care of you. Why shouldn't we be happy--when
it's here before us, when it's so easy? I'm yours for ever--for
ever and ever. Here I stand; I'm as firm as a rock.
What have
you to care about? You've no children; that perhaps would be
an obstacle. As it is you've nothing to consider. You must save
what you can of your life; you mustn't lose it all simply because
you've lost a part.
It would be an insult to you to assume that
you care for the look of the thing, for what people will say,
for the bottomless idiocy of the world. We've nothing to do
with all that; we're quite out of it; we look at things as
they are. You took the great step in coming away; the next is
nothing; it's the natural one. I swear, as I stand here, that
a woman deliberately made to suffer is justified in anything
in life
--in going down into the streets if that will help her!
I know how you suffer, and that's why I'm here. We can do
absolutely as we please; to whom under the sun do we owe
anything? What is it that holds us, what is it that has the
smallest right to interfere in such a question as this? Such a
question is between ourselves--and to say that is to settle it!
Were we born to rot in our misery--were we born to be afraid? I
never knew YOU afraid! If you'll only trust me, how little you
will be disappointed! The world's all before us--and the world's
very big
. I know something about that."

Isabel gave a long murmur, like a creature in pain; it was as if
he were pressing something that hurt her.
"The world's very
small," she said at random; she had an immense desire to
appear to resist. She said it at random, to hear herself say
something; but it was not what she meant. The world, in
truth, had never seemed so large; it seemed to open out, all
round her, to take the form of a mighty sea, where she floated in
fathomless waters. She had wanted help, and here was help; it had
come in a rushing torrent. I know not whether she believed
everything he said; but
she believed just then that to let him
take her in his arms would be the next best thing to her dying.
This belief, for a moment, was a kind of rapture, in which she
felt herself sink and sink. In the movement she seemed to beat
with her feet, in order to catch herself, to feel something to
rest on.


"Ah, be mine as I'm yours!" she heard her companion cry. He had
suddenly given up argument, and
his voice seemed to come, harsh
and terrible
, through a confusion of vaguer sounds.

This however, of course, was but a subjective fact, as the
metaphysicians say; the confusion, the noise of waters, all the
rest of it, were in her own swimming head. In an instant she
became aware of this. "Do me the greatest kindness of all," she
panted. "I beseech you to go away!"

"
Ah, don't say that. Don't kill me!" he cried.

She clasped her hands; her eyes were streaming with tears. "As
you love me, as you pity me, leave me alone!"

He glared at her a moment through the dusk, and
the next instant
she felt his arms about her and his lips on her own lips. His
kiss was like white lightning, a flash that spread, and spread
again, and stayed; and it was extraordinarily as if, while she
took it, she felt each thing in his hard manhood that had least
pleased her, each aggressive fact of his face, his figure, his
presence, justified of its intense identity and made one with
this act of possession. So had she heard of those wrecked and
under water following a train of images before they sink. But
when darkness returned she was free.
She never looked about her;
she only darted from the spot. There were lights in the windows
of the house; they shone far across the lawn. In an
extraordinarily short time--for the distance was considerable--
she had moved through the darkness (for she saw nothing) and
reached the door. Here only she paused. She looked all about her;
she listened a little; then she put her hand on the latch. She
had not known where to turn; but she knew now. There was a very
straight path.





Henrietta kept him waiting a moment for her reply; but there was
a good deal of expression about Miss Stackpole even when she was
silent
. "Pray what led you to suppose she was here?"

"I went down to Gardencourt this morning, and the servant told me
she had come to London. He believed she was to come to you."

Again Miss Stackpole held him--with an intention of perfect
kindness--in suspense
. "She came here yesterday, and spent the
night. But this morning she started for Rome."

Caspar Goodwood was not looking at her; his eyes were fastened on
the doorstep. "Oh, she started--?" he stammered. And without
finishing his phrase or looking up he stiffly averted himself.
But he couldn't otherwise move
.

Henrietta had come out, closing the door behind her, and now she
put out her hand and grasped his arm. "Look here, Mr. Goodwood,"
she said; "just you wait!"

On which he looked up at her--but only to guess, from her face,
with a revulsion, that she simply meant he was young
.
She stood
shining at him with that cheap comfort, and it added, on the spot,
thirty years to his life. She walked him away with her, however,
as if she had given him now the key to patience.


by Henry James



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